Hello, I know my words may not mean anything, nor may they have reached you before something irreversible happened, but I want you to know that, no matter what the world throws at you, at any of us, we are strong. We have moments of weakness, moments where we need someone. Sometimes they are not there. Sometimes you are left to fight by yourself, and it can feel like the end of the world. I know. But there will always be someone who can understand, someone who is there to listen. I don't know how life is for you guys in Japan, I'm sure it is drastically different, but I know that out there, somewhere, you could meet the people who want to be that rock for you. I am usually that for my friends, the one who listens and helps, and I know there are many like me out there. If you are still with us, please, keep fighting, for the people who will love you in the future, and those who love you today. I know the pain may feel eternal, but with the right help, the right people, the right support... It can be so much less painful. I've gone through the same stuff as you, relatively. I gave up on school in middle school. I stopped caring, I felt helpless. I fought the system around me and it was an endless painful fight. I felt useless, I felt like a failure to my family and friends. I secluded myself from everyone and everything because I didn't know what else to do. I lost my father years earlier, so I was already depressed, but this felt like it was the final straw... But then I met a small group of people online. I stayed friends with them for a while, and they really got me through my dark years. They were there to help me. That's how I know that there is hope for you as well. If someone like me could find friends, and help, then I know you can too. So... please don't stop fighting. I'm being selfish, yes, but I don't think anyone so young should end it all... it hurts my soul to imagine.
@@user-lw4qg4pe4w Esto me preocupa, pero cuando escucho esto, me identifico porque alguna vez tuve un vacío similar. Pero aun así, amo a las personas, a la humanidad, a pesar que esta en decadencia. Recuérdenlo, Los quiero a todos ustedes.