"daydream" Lyrics for myself Written with shards of broken glass and bleeding blood letter and empty bottle The clocks lined up are running backwards A chipped electric light is illuminating the scattered notes Scribbled words make no sense just looking at you from there in daylight dreams Like a fairy tale that goes on forever in a never ending nightmare waiting for a knock on the door The sound of hard boots echoes Frightened by the whitening sky Please look away from me when I'm depressed Eyes meet with the devil outside the window The ending credits of the finished movie keep playing Worn tape makes noise Even though there is no continuation of the story A broken radio makes a choppy noise With a frequency that doesn't fit anywhere As if you're still searching for something Even the embers of the setting sun you're afraid to disappear I can't see the rising moon I pray that the next day will come, and I just hang my head Oh looking for wounds that won't go away I'm checking myself until yesterday Without knowing that it's easy Into the falling book Don't let me get lost It's raining from the starless skyin a never ending nightmare waiting for a knock on the door Through the echo of hard boots Frightened by the white sky Please look away from me when I'm depressed outside the window Even the things I'm clinging to have crumbled The scenery I see will change somewhere Before it becomes something mediocre The shadow of the setting sun Don't hide the shining moon in the burnt sky open page keep rolling I'm sure everything will come to an end Someday we will be at the end of the plot To the climax that I set rules for picking I'll see you through
The song evokes the pain of being in love, but pushing someone away because you think you're too broken to share in such a wonderful feeling without hurting others. Of believing you aren't worth being saved by the very person who loves you, even though that's their choice not just yours.
Written with my oozing blood and fragments of shattered glass A letter and a now-empty bottle The needles of the clock line up, then turn clockwise My scattered notes are illuminated by the chipped lamp The words I scribbled hold no meaning As you merely stare from over there Dreaming in broad daylight Continuing on forever, just like a fairytale Forever trapped in a never-ending nightmare I continue to wait for a knock on my door The clacking of hard boots reverberates I become frightened, as the sky grows light Please just abandon this depressing me I catch the eye of the devil outside my window The credits of a finished movie continue to roll Sound arises from the worn-out tape Even though there’s no sequel to this story The broken radio continues to buzz disconnectedly With a frequency that doesn’t match anywhere As if it’s still trying to search for something, even now Even the remaining light of the setting sun I wonder if I’m scared of things disappearing Unable to see the rising moon I hang my head, praying for tomorrow to come Aah Searching for scars that will never heal I try to see if I was the same person as I was yesterday Still unsure of the simple things I go towards the lowering curtains Please don’t forgive the me who has been led astray Rain falls from the starless sky Forever trapped in a never-ending nightmare I continue to wait for a knock on my door The clacking of hard boots reverberates I become frightened, as the sky grows light Please just abandon this depressing me Outside my window is… Even the things I cling to crumble away Surely the sights I see will change one day Before I become ruined by something ordinary Don’t let the shadow of the sinking, evening sun Hide the illuminating moon In this burnt sky To keep turning over The pages I’ve opened Surely any of these which are headed toward the end Will have the rules we must follow When we someday challenge the climax At the end of this plot Because I’ll have to see it with my own eyes
