I honestly love this music community so much. We can share our pain and suffering in the comments and not be judged and I think that's beautiful. You never know the misery people have to endure in their lives. I wish people could be more gentle with other people because the human mind is so fragile. I wish people took better care of eachother.
It is true that this affects people even on a very small scale. What you feed your brain audio wise is important, this can potentially give you a certain output physically.
God I’m so sick of school... it makes me feel worthless. I hope that my younger siblings will never feel this way. I just have to remind myself there’s two more years until I’m finally out but that seems like a long time from now. Why does time go slow when you’re in the moment, but when you look back it seemed like a long time ago? I hope in the future, I look back at this comment and see how far I’ve come... and hopefully when I do, I’m in a better place and situation than I am now. The future seems so far from now... so out of my reach
summertime sadness Me too I hope they'll not feel this thing that school put in mind of childrens. School is just a place where parents put their childs to be able to go to work "without" worries. I find so many kind people but they're so rare. In School you learn nothing with emotions all is "sssshhhttt" or "work home" or "please stop questions we will be late in the program"... They say it themselves 80% of the work is being home... I WILL SUPPORT MY LITTLE BROTHER and sister the harder i can in their school life. But maybe the need of being popular will lose them... Time will tell us.
I just graduated last year and school is nothing more than an institute to somewhat educate you and to keep you under control while your hormones develop. Have a plan and make sure it's solid, otherwise you will go insane of boredom. I had a plan but everything fell apart last year, lost my girl, quit my job and I started experimenting with acid, Molly, and shrooms. So you could say I left everything and went to Wonderland. Sad to say but I miss school, I swear the shittiest thing about it other than the work is getting up early in the morning.
Yeah, but the saddest things to that is you have the thing to make what you take as degree but there are things come in and that pretty annoying. When you take 18 years old of your life with "Make this and after that you'll doing what you want" and you come to university and you see there is no differences that's a bit disapointing. Yes we'll have trouble in our life and we have to go through this but that's not the same for everybody. I have some plan and i try to go in. Like be able to live with my creations like an automatic farm and others things like that but before i have to get a job to put lot of money beside and maybe live a good life alone or with someone =) in a close chilly place. I would love to get a job in a library people are calm. Have friends and family after all. BUT GOOD LIFE EVERYBODY MAYBE ONE TIME WE'LL MEET EACH OTHER. I have white skin and brown hair, eyes. Live in Europe GOOD JOB ;)
Excelente mix para acompañar mi día. Solo en el departamento, sentado en el balcón junto a mi taza con café. Nada más aparte del silencio y yo, observando cómo el sol se despide entre las nubes, para darle paso a la obscura y relajante noche.
Dear Neotic, Thank you so much for making these. They have really helped me through some hard times. Your music heals and I want to inspire you to make more. Your music inspires me to keep on going no matter how sad I feel. Thank you. Sincerely, Vesper
ToxicBioHazardMod don't think about it too much. That's what I do. Everytime I take loads of lsd I feel myself becoming more insane. It's okay though. Everything your feeling is normal. You just need to learn to walk through the rain
Fryles In 75% of lofi they take the same notes or rythm as Gymnopédies from Erik Satie a French \o/ or take notes of "modern classical music", lot of 3,5 tons and rolling or something like that i'm not a music theorist just it's how i feel it.
lol uhhh melancholy sucks hun. its a surreal type of sadness and its awful. i think it feels like a different world of sadness. its a pretty word but its not the happiness of sad..........
It honestly hurts me to read some of these comments, and to know that there are people out there suffering like that. To whoever might be reading this, just know that if you're going through tough times, you're not alone and you are loved by someone, someone out there, even of you don't think so.
This sounds crazy stupid but: Do you ever want to be happy but you're so used to feeling sad that you don't feel like yourself if you're not sad? You don't ever see yourself being happy and when you are, the rare times that you are, it feels weird, and new, and you're not used to it and for some reason, feeling sad comforts you more in a way.
Hm. *sigh* yeah...somthing...about..it is...it...its like...all you've ever known...my happiness..was a painted picture...of what I thought it was...it wasnt....ive always been sad...underneath...on top...its hard to imagine being purely happy...when the only way out is though time....but the future is so fair away...so out of reach the stars seem closer to touch...then...u wait...sit in a room...dark...as ur thoughts...and wait...for a door or window ur pipe...to open...and at that time u can't breath cause the air u use to breath wasnt clean and still isn't...its to cold in the room but ur hurt locked u in without a blanket...so ur just waiting...for the worker to show up and fix the ac and...not get u out but....toss u a blanket so ur blood can flow and u can move and push open the brital painted over window and jump into there arms
In love with this songs...they make me go back to a period of my life when I was struggling with depression and they heal my heart by giving me inspiration for my artworks. I am truly grateful
My school is doing Alice in Wonderland as the play and I got Alice, and Melancholia is something I feel a lot, so this was really relatable, so thank you.
I'm happy to have a community that will actually listen to whats going on in there life during rough times but the music help that pain or that frustration step out of the vault in our minds and we actually have the ability to talk when our minds barriers are relaxed otherwise we would just keep silwnt and suffer more and i thank everyone all the artists all the people in the community for helping people relax and be able to talk to people comfortablly.
i question my existence, why i'm here? why am i forced to suffer? Compelled to decisions that ruin me and all i can do is cry and cut away my numbness...
FTB Isaac cutting is never the answer. Its up to you in the end but it doesn't solve everything and it leaves you with scars on your arms. I used to do it daily and now a few years later my arms are scarred to pieces :^(
i think this type of music is going to be tied to this very particular time in my life. It makes me nostalgic for things i cant explain so I can only imagine how I would feel in 20+ years
Algum brasileiro? Nossa! Como eu adoro esse playlist todas as músicas. Ouço elas é parece que sou levado a outra dimensão. A segunda música da playlist é a que mais amo. Até baixei essa música pra mim, é o toque do meu celular.
This is why I don’t celebrate anything (Birthdays, Christmas, Thanksgiving, etc) ‘cause everything went bland when my dad passed away and my family broke apart. Being the only boy in the family, my extended family told me to be strong for my nuclear family (which I tried). Now, my sisters and my mom have moved without me. I was left behind. I was strong at first but now, my strength has been stripped away. I am left with nothing but sad memories of what we had. It has been three years but I still cry my self to sleep without my family knowing cause Im afraid to tell them I was the weak one from the start.
If anyone's depressed. You need to learn to walk through the rain and just ignore it and try to build yourself up. Just seen happiness within the void. It'll be okay in the end. Just make sure it's right in your head. That's how you keep sanity in this world. Why am I crying... I'm just sitting in my room all alone with my thoughts.. I'm glad I'm insane. It's beautiful, I wouldn't wish for sanity. You shouldn't have to be sane. Don't believe what people tell you. If your mad at least you stand out from the rest
If it's not depression or anything like that it'll fade with time. I still get flashbacks on a daily basis back to the time I almost died in hospital tripping :'(
tbh i feel like melancholia is not the crying sadness, its more like realising that world is bad and you cant change it, so you embrace it while trying to change it in small ways and be sad because you cant
i've being listening to lo-fi music, vaporwave and stuffs like that for a quite while now (probably 3+ months). And i've being feeling a little sad these period. What you guys think: could it be depression? because idk man, i listen to sad music all day, i feel lonely, i feel like nobody really cares about me. And nowadays i don't even want to talk to my closest friends, i just wanna stay in my room listening music, playing games... idk if someone will read this 'till the end but i needed to relieve these thoughts... (thanks to NEOTIC for helping me these times).
