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Nicole …I wish that we could all just Will your pain away kiddo …but know that we are ALL out here holding you close in heart ♥️ and in our prayers 🙏 too …for ALL that you need to travel thru your journey !!! That Matilda 🐶 of yours is just wayyyyy to cute for words !!! Nothing like a warm cuddle from your dog to lighten your spirits …. Travel safely back to Chicago you two …& hoping that your Pain Mgt. Team there can get better control of your pain. Sending you both big hugs 🤗 and much love 💕 💕💕💕💕 Will be Thinkin’ bout ya kiddo … Until next week 🥰🥰

❤ my sunday is complete now. So happy to hear from you friend. Prayers for you and your wife.

Nicole you are such a warrior. Praying for your internal peace. You have been thrown so much at you and have maintained your positive energy. God bless you

I just need to add one more comment about your bravery through all of this and your positivity. Each week you show up to bring us your news and there's always your smile no matter what you're enduring.. I know we are all praying and sending love and healing thoughts and hoping they help you., You are a brave warrior and you carry on with dignity no matter what.. Prayers for Gaby as well and love to you both. Matilda is precious and a dogs love helps too. Best of luck on your journey to Chicago and we'll see you next Sunday 💜🐾🕯🌈🕯💜

Always wonderful seeing you. I wish they could keep you out of pain like you experienced for 36 hours. My amazing Nicole. I am sending you vibes of peace and healing ✌🏻🤟🏼🥰❤️

we always love when we get to see sweet matilda, dogs always seem to make everything better. so sorry for what you and your dear wife are going through.

I can’t afford a pet other than the two hermit crabs I rescued so I love seeing your pup! ❤

Sending you tons of love, and keeping y'all in our thoughts

Nicole you are such a beautiful and special person. You remind me to be grateful and present in this moment. Also you have inspired me to get back onto my bike. :) Thank you. I'm sorry you're having to endure that awful rib pain for so long along with immobility and fatigue. I'm sending healing thoughts and loving energy your way. I hope your wife's foot heals quickly too. Gentle hugs and a nuzzle for sweet Matilda.💕

Would a knee scooter help your wife? I loved mine...it even had a basket to lug some stuff around. (Now as a bi-lateral amputee...and attempting to heal to get another leg, I wish I felt steady enough to use it.)

God bless 🙏🏻. Good luck in CHI with the pain management! I hope they can find a good plan to help you! 🙂

Your in my thoughts and prayers Nicole you are such a warrior ❤

Nicole, It's so hard to see you suffer. I can only imagine how difficult things are for you and pray that when you get back to Chicago you can be helped wjth longer lasting pain relief. You are so courageous and complain so little. I would be talking your ear off in the same situation. Your strength is a gift and one that I pray continues to give you hope and peace. Best of luck traveling this week. Can you check into the airline your flying for some assistance? Please do. Much love and prayer....❤👃

Sending peace and strength to you my dear friend. You give so much in our coffee chats every week ... I truly wish I could send something more. I wanted to mention that every year I choose a word to focus on - this year I have chosen "engage" and it's working well. I have already chosen next years word (for 2025) = NAVIGATE! I got it from you. You navigate life so incredibly and use the word with such power. Next year you will navigate 2025 with me. Bless you and thank you always for your contribution to MY journey. You inspire me. ❤🇨🇦

Hey Nicole, praying for you and family.

Hi Nicole, sending big hugs to you and your wife and fur baby . I am so sorry to hear and see that you are in pain, when you go to the pain clinic You Make Sure they put something in place for your pain, I will be keeping you and your wife in my thoughts and prayers .xx

I’m so glad you were able to get a 36 hour respite from the pain. So difficult to not have the certainty of independence that you once had…more grieving as your journey continues. I’m guessing that “living in the moment” never made more sense than right now. Wishing you safe travels to Chicago and some kind of magic fairy dust or IV that will take away your pain. 🌈🦄☮️💟

Thank you so much for adding to my life today. Matilda is beautiful, too! Chicago will work out. See you next Sunday. Peace and comfort, my friend.

Nicole you been and still are the strongest bad ass women i have ever seen no joke you come on here still smiling no matter what and ur still hear when they have told you over and over ur time is limited . if there was an award for the strongest cancer women you my friend would have gotten this award but we all on here know and amazed by ur strength and positivity i honestly don’t know how you do it . i’m a strong women but a wimp when it comes to medicine so i wouldn’t be able to do what you have accomplished . i have volunteered as a hospice person for years i also would sit and visit with my mil friend who during covid was battling cancer lady you by far have beat this beast over and over with grace and dignity if anything i am profound by what a warrior you have been . i will pray for ur travels back to chicago ❤

Beautiful soul. Blessings.

how amazing that the injection lasted for that long! xx I hope they are able to provide it to you regularly xx

Blessings to you and your family & love to your fur baby❤

Hoping so much you can get some pain relief. I’m sure what you are going through would be hard for anyone but especially for someone like you who has been so strong and active. Fu#cking cancer! Hope the trip to Chicago goes ok. Hugs to you and your wife and of course to your doggie. He must be a very good traveller. Will look forward to seeing you next Sunday my friend 👍

Nicole you are such a beautiful person ❤ My wish for you is to be pain free and to have good days doing things you enjoy 🦄 ✨ 💃

Thinking of you and sending much love from the uk x

Blessings and Comfort to You and Your Wife❤❤🙏🙏✌️✌️

I think of you so often during the week, Nicole. I’m hoping they can get your pain under better control very very soon. My heart hurts seeing you and your wife go through so much. You are such a strong, amazing woman. You teach us so much every week with your grace and insights. Thank you for enriching our lives. Matilda is pure joy. I’m so thankful you have her. Xx♥️

Dearest Nicole, I hope the pain clinic is able to ease the physical pain you are experiencing. I also pray for you to continue to find acceptance in what is happening and through that acceptance find peace. You walk through your journey with heart, grace and grit and I'm so honored to be part of your Rainbow Glitter Warrier army. Much love.

💛 you are a true inspiration Nicole 💛. I hope this week, pain will loosen it’s grip and provide relief and quality of life. You are so loved and thought of everyday. Warm hugs to you and Gaby 😘😘🫂

I can totally relate to fatigue and pain. It is really hard and no one truly understands until they experience it themselves.

Thank you for sharing your experience. I always look forward to hearing from you. So glad you got 36 hrs of RELIEF! Take care and be well! ❤

You are so strong heart , mind and spirit. Always I my thoughts and prayers.

Lovely to hear from you Nicole ❤… sending strength and love from across the pond 🇬🇧, from one warrior to another ❤

Hi Nicole please stay strong as you are a rainbow 🌈 worrier love and hugs from Australia 🇦🇺 ❤❤

Nicole you are such a fighter…maybe a scooter would be helpful for your mobility…especially through an airport…praying you will get your pain relief!!!

My lovely Nicole, I know a lot of the fatigue is linked to cancer but also consider pain is a massive contributor to fatigue so being hit on all sides. It's so good to see you my friend ❤ . You really are incredible and you are doing the best you can. One minute one hour one day at a time. For right here right now you are ok x

Stay strong my friend. Lots of hugs and prayers coming your way🙏❤️🙏

Dear Nicole, you are an amazing woman warrior. I am praying that your pain will lessen (and) you will be active again. sending healing aloha to you and your wife.❤❤❤

Happy to see you! I am praying for you and wish you and your wife peace love and light!! ❤

Happy to see you again, Nicole. Lovely to see your sweet Matilda. Praying 🙏🏻 for your safety in your travel. It hurts me to see your pain, and to see the fatigue upon your face. You have been dealt such an awful 😞 situation. I’m sorry for everything you & your wife are going through. You are truly an amazing woman. Stay strong 💪🏻 be safe, and looking forward to seeing you Sunday. ❤ Love & prayers 🙏🏻

Sweet Nicole Im praying you get some kind of relief….even drugs!!! Cortisone shot? Something….this just isn’t fair. So many evil ppl in this world but it’s the good ones that die first. I just lost my cousin/sister on 14th. Bless you Nicole and your wife. I hope your trip back to Chicago went well. Love ya kiddo. 🫂❤️🌷

I’m sending you my love and prayers. You are a true inspiration. I will never forget how you face each with determination and grit and your beautiful smile ❤

So happy you have each other! If we don’t hear from you we all worry. Thank goodness for the shot! I feel so bad for your wife. Not good timing. Sending prayers and strength to you both. Love Kathy Erie Pa

You are that same person with a changeable body who's memory s are so knowing to you and when you look back it is lovely memories Now you show us a beautiful person you are sharing this part of how to steal through Cancer

Baby steps. 1 minute at a time. I can't imagine wrapping my head around all you and your wife are going through. I am so glad you have each other. I hope you find some relief soon!❤

I hope and pray that they can find a way to give you on going pain relief! Sending you and your wife love and very gentle hugs! 🌈

You are such a beautiful brave warrior

Hi Nicole I am sending prayers and light to soothe your pain, hoping that will allow you to rest and become more mobile. Praying for Gabby that her foot heals so she can become more mobile as well. When you coughed I grabbed my side because I felt the pain was unimaginable. Praying also that you have a smooth and safe trip to Chicago and back. ❤❤‍🩹🙏🏾🦄🌈

Hi beautiful hope you have a good week and your pain team can give you a longer pain block. Safe travels back to your other home. Thinking of you lots of love from Australia. ❤❤❤

Good to see you Nicole. So sorry you are having these issues. I am as always keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. ❤️🙏🏻

I wish you a nice trip to Chicago. I hope the doctors there can reduce your pain. Keep courage. Stay positive as always. Enjoy the things you can. ❤

Je suis tellement contente pour vous si vous trouvez un médicament qui soulage cette douleur sur le côté. Merci pour les nouvelles ❤ je vous embrasse très fort

Sending my love & best wishes to you & your wife ❤❤❤Xx

Sending special glitterwarrior stomps to you and your wife.. all the way from northern Sweden. Thinking about you often ❤

You are amazingly strong and wise and inspiring me to keep demanding more of myself, both mentally and emotionally. Lovely to see you and cute Matilda, as always. May your body follow your mind in overcoming the limitations you are currently experiencing. Love to you, Matilda and your wife. Karen

Strange how the algorithm brought me here a few months ago. I feel like I have known you for a long time, you are the most positive person I have come across on RU-vid. Keep shining and fighting girl. Lots of love and positivity from Greece 🇬🇷

I'm so glad to see you and that you at least had 36 hrs of relief. I'm hoping you can get a long term solution. I'm sending love and positive traveling vibes.

Sending you prayers for comfort.

So good to see you.... been thinking of you all week. I am sending you tons of juju for your appointments this week. You're in all our thoughts! ❤

❤❤❤❤ you are truly an amazing lady ❤❤❤❤

You're a legend

❤❤️✌️ hope next week is not as shitty🤞🤞🤞🥰

I love you woman. Your whole journey has been so rough on you! Prayers always to you and Gabby. Thank you for being so authentic throughout all this. I look forward to Sunday… Peace my friend 🌈🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️

Great seeing you. So glad you have your wife (Gabby). You both have been through so much. Sweet lady hope you get some rest. Drink some tea and hopefully relax. See you💕🙏

Sending you and your wife so much love Nicole ❤

So glad you got some pain relief and hope after you travel to Chicago you get some more. Thank you for checking in!

Hoping you feel better & sending you hugs ❤❤❤

❤❤❤ It's so good to see you every Sunday. 😊

I'm sorry that your rib pain is so persistent. I've had cracked ribs and the pain is just horrid. I so wish they could give you more sustained relief. Maybe in Chicago? I hope your journey is uneventful and that you are able to manage. Sending gentle hugs that avoid ribs, and warm wishes. ❤

I'll never forgot the twig snapping sound of my ankle bone when I broke it. A PTSD situation after 39 years.😢 But enough about me... A wholehearted blessing to you and yours coming your way.

Greetings from Rainbow Warrior Reggie!! This week, my warrior friends and I have assumed the stance of the most intense game of Red Rover, all linked up arm in arm. Our mission: fuse starlight and bone to create the most bionic rib(s) ever! Our power is so intense it radiates through your body. A beam of light bursts from below! You look down and see that you also have a bionic steel leg (that faintly plays Steely Dan if you so choose). This bionic leg looks like stain glass windows, casting sacred colors as you hike, climb, and bike through Jackson Hole. You never get tired during your adventures in the sun, only stopping to bustle around your kitchen to make tea with homemade marshmallows and savory dinner with your chosen tribe. For some reason, I felt called to pull on the imagination that has carried you through so much. I'm honored to be a Rainbow Warrior and will always imagine with you ❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤍🖤🤎

You are so special!

I am praying for u mama

im going to keep you in my prayers

🤷🏻 "It is what it is" "Mom, the only thing U have 2 do today is smile & enjoy yourself"💞 Some of the things repeatedly said between my Mom & I as she's approaching the Heavens also.✌️

So happy to see a Sunday chat. Sending you love and pain free wishes. I hope spring is looking pretty over there. ❤️

Nicole, I am praying for you and Gaby ❤️ praying that your pain management team can help ease the pain that you've been experiencing. You are on our minds and in our hearts, and we will continue to pray, love, and support you ❤️❤️ Love always- your friends in NYC ❤️

Sending love to you ❤

Nicole, I know it’s not comparable to cancer, but having chronic pain has its similarities. Everyday is different, so there’s no room for spontaneity anymore. I can’t really plan ahead because I never know what tomorrow will bring. And a lot of my fatigue comes from my pain meds, but I can’t go without them. In part, I understand what you’re going through. I sincerely hope that you get through your week and that your results are stable. Best wishes to you and your wife.

Hey Nicole. You are a piece of love my girl🍀 🌹🌺🌼

Good to see you….praying this week is better for you and your wife!! ❤🙏😊❤️🙏😘👍❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️😘🙏

Bless your beautiful heart Nicole ❤ I love Matilda, she is so cute and sweet 🩷 I’m sending you and your wife positive healing prayers and so much love always xxx❤❤🙏🙏 xxx

it happens bc of the cancer, it affected my mother that way, her leg just gave out. .it's hard to see you this way.. love and light.

Good to see you

Ps. Love that puppy!

❤❤ sending strength hugs n preys of peace ✌️ n love Ur way. Xx

Nicole, vous êtes une femme formidable. ❤❤

Nicole, ribs take a really long time to heal. I had 7 broken ribs after a very bad surgery that I almost died from-my doctor told me my ribs would always be a source of pain. Well, today they aren’t always painful. It is manageable with the right medication. Sometimes the bones take longer to heal due to all the trauma that they have been through-you will get there. Have you ever considered a rollator to help with mobility? I always see people at the grocery store with them. Sending you 🙏🙏🙏.

That was a crap week. The foot cyst thing sounds serious. Good that your wife got it operated on but it's taken her out as far as doing a lot of things with you. My bit of NE Scotland has had sun for the second day in a row. We had a couple of heavy showers but they came at 8 and 17 miles into my 22 mile bike ride, ideally located right at places where there was a cafe. How's that for luck ? Cake, soup and coffee rain breaks in the warmth of a cafe right when I was about to get battered by hail and rain. Three times. My ass is sore due to doing a longer ride than I have done lately but it was so good to get out along the Aberdeenshire coast then inland on a loop through fields with crops emerging after this long winter. There are lambs in many fields too, out in the warmth after what has been an awful Spring for all farmers here. It sounds like you are managing pain as best you can. The leg weakness must be so frustrating. Could you ride an Ebike Trike ? It would get you and Matilda out to enjoy some fresh air together. Or, get a mobility scooter. Being able to do something outside has always been important to you. Hugs from me.

Nicole I’m so sorry that you’re in pain and that your rib is giving you a hard time in your leg sometimes gives out but what I think is very possible is that possibly it’s not anything to do with the cancer necessarily but maybe it’s a side effect of the medication maybe it’s causing some kind of muscle weakness or sometimes certain medications could take away the mineral of calcium which could affect the bones and thin the bones as well. It’s a possibility that it’ll heal and get stronger and better and more stabilized with Jesus Christ as the healer anything is possible and I suggest you use positive affirmations and meditate off of positive affirmations, and keep saying it to yourself until you believe it and as you believe, it will probably manifest and transform your body for the good, I believe all things are possible for the good after all you’ve already survived and been so strong all these years just keep on going do your best for yourself be natural be free I hope that your doctor appointments go well and they are able to do the pain management successfully to help the leg and chest much love to you Pastor Elizabeth❤

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Hope you get a pain blocker next week or a.s.a.p. ❤

Hi Nicole, so glad to see you, sending love to you and your wife,xx can't you have more injections ?? It would help you both physically and mentally. I am so sorry for your discomfort, hope Chicago works well. Oh best wishes. Love Christine ❤️ 😂

electric wheel chair may be in order. i can fly in mine

Also, your dog is cute. ❤

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Hello Feastmastress! Can you find someone to travel to Chicago with you? That would make things a lot better. Hang in there❤