Ed I don't know if this will reach you directly or not. A year ago I came across your take things about manipulation, and I read it, it was about narcissist never heard the word, don't know how to spell it. Never knew it existed. It's like you have known me for a very long time. After a 30 year marriage, I have divorced my wife and my father has committed suicide. I also have obtained guardianship of my little sister. The severe special needs all in the past year.
I just wanted to thank you. I'm not sure what I'm doing where I'm going or how I'm going to get there. I just know I've taken my life back. I'm going to push into the future. With my little sister with A1Q 21.1 chromosome. Deletion, and we are starting Aba therapy. And I know it's right, because she is real and I am real and we both deserve it. And I have been played for a fool for a very long time. By many, many people, and it stops now and will never be again. For I am all that in a bag of chips. And I don't give a s*** who doesn't like it. Cause I am that guy, I've always been that guy. Thank you.
Well, that's a good question. I am shifting through the difference. Between wants and needs, and a lot of people are feeling that as well. I wanted something for a long time. That was my wife. She initially got me because she fooled me. She obtained me for 30 years. By continuing to lie to me, I know this, I still care. Don't have differences. I know now she does not and never did as I push into the future. What I need now is to take care of my little sister because she has nobody and as I look around now I have nobody so we have each other, we will push into the future. And I have to do this for me, for the simple reason, I cannot stand the thought for 1 second of what's going to happen to her. If I don't, and that issue will be put into a home and I will not live 1 hour of my life and wonder what is happening to her. I'm giving her the rest of my life. And I'm okay with that. She deserves it. She'll never take advantage of it or betray me in any way, because she is real. I have to have it. It's the right thing to do. The bare bones is, it seems to me? My life has never been my life. So to speak the first part of it, I completely gave it to a woman I'm 50 years old and now I'm willingly giving it the rest of it to my sister. The first half was stolen from me. I can never be given back, but I disrespected myself. And I was a part of it, none of it would have been possible without me. So I'll take my licking because I am a good person and I'm grateful that I do not have to be like her cause that's gotta suck. She is a master with a great persona, but she is on her own now. As for so am, I As my sister and I pushed you the future. I have a family farm. The 300 acres at Illinois. My dad is gone and I have complete control. It is scary, but I'm up for the challenge. I've never quit a d*** thing in my life. I've only been quit on
