A MILLION BUCKS. 

A movie scene comes to mind. From Wayne’s World when Wayne & Garth meets Alice Cooper backstage.
They both get on the floor in submission continously stating:
’We’re not worthy! We’re not worthy!’
That’s kinda like how I’ve lived my life. Only keeping everything functional with Ego instead.
As I some years ago got a telescope from my ex-wife I felt pain as I received it. What I felt was gratitude but I was unfamiliar and couldn’t handle it. I also received a gift of taking me and the family to a special waterpark facility where I stood inside a large pool crying as I didn’t feel worthy of being there.
What you value, you take care of. What you take care of an value you wish to display and share. Like yourself!
You wish to give that all, like giving yourself the world and all the possibilities. So you gotta feel worthy of that. You gotta appreciate and love yourself to feel natural in receiving what’s good. And give that to yourself.
All is a reflection of your general state of feeling. What comes at you is what you dream of! God, Universe, Source will just hand it over without questioning as the one questioning yourself is you.
What that is, God knows best to be honest.
So stay postitive and open to receive.
Just continue to do good and make yourself feel good. And everything will work out.
Everything happens in perfect timing and is all about your own reflection. You mature and things will happen as you ripen.
God is all about the greater good and won’t put somebody in a position of resposibility and influence if they are unstable or even destructive.
So you are worthy. But have to prove your worth as you stay positive, inspired and grateful to God - The source of love that gives us everything.
Like Wayne & Garth but you may stand up with your hands on your heart and smile feeling grace. Being humble and grateful is not about submission. But you might begin there if you’ve misbehaved a long time.
To me where I am right now.. It’s more like Cinderella looking out into the world just knowing that my dreams will come..
As I stay in faith.. 💕🌸🕊️
’I am worthy! I am worthy!’
Check my heart God! I ain’t lyin’!