The best thing you can do to improve as a musician is practice active listening. In this video I go over several different ways that you can dive into recordings to get more of what you need to grow.
Wow this is exactly the advice I needed to hear. I've had a similar experience of being too much of a stickler with transcribing that (combined with some other stuff in my life) it pushed me away from composition and performance at all! Now I'm 27 trying to learn my instrument again as if for the first time and trying to remind myself every day that it's never too late to become the musician I've always wanted to be. Thank you for sharing your hard earned wisdom and for the poetry of your words. They're a balm to my soul ❤️