wanna break apart my heart Glue the pieces to my car Crash it into a wall I don't want to feel at all I want to break apart my heart Douse it in gasoline So the fire burns clean Flick a cigarette like that movie Con Air Doused in gasoline [Chorus] And if you think you are better than me You're right There's no one to love There's no one to trust In my life [Verse 2] I want to pick up the pieces And plant them in the ground When a tree grows there I want to chop that tree down Build it into a boat And float it in a lake And with dynamite I will explode that thing That makes me make mistakes [Chorus] And if you think you are better than me You're right There's no one to love There's no one to trust In my life [Bridge] Sometimes I get so lonesome I can't breathe Sometimes I get so scared That I can't speak Sometimes I get so worried I can't hear my heart beat Anyway, anyway [Verse 3] I wanna tear out my heart And give it away To a person more deserving one day And if all I see Is the worst in everything That's all I'm gonna get That's all I'm gonna get That's all I'm gonna get
I want to tear out my heart And give it away To a person more deserving one day I found it. I found the description of how I've felt for years. I don't deserve the gift of life but I don't want to kill myself like a coward, I just wish I could choose some soul out there to give it to. So I can have some worth to someone before I die.
is "sometimes I get so lonesome I can't breathe, sometimes I get so scared I can't breathe" line based of that line from what I think is the bright eyes or is it not related? edit: I looked it up and I was right