This is Lewis.This is me 4 years from now.I'm just not beginning giving up balls to get back with you but listen to this.I have written a book and ask completely.But I'm really the editor's working on it now so it's stake in tune.I wanted to know where I would have a book launch, but everybody you think this show is good.I'm gonna I've got a book already.Been and I'm gonna go into a radio show and everything so I need to support.Thank you
Apps_ Gumm, I don't call it unhinged...he's so filled with pain and rage...he's looking for a way to let it out. He needs some intensive therapy..poor man.
Leesa Lovely unhinged meaning mentally unbalanced, mentally unbalanced meaning he struggles to control his pain and anger appropriately, control issues meaning he’s a threat to himself, those around him and animals. Yes he does need help, I agree.
This. This is the only comment needed on this video. Everything stems from this. Not just not loving but targeting, abusing, ostracising, attacking, etc.
This is Lewis, the one and only loss. It took me years to get back with you guys, I haven't back to anybody and talked about my show, I have ahold. I don't want to say, I don't hold, I'll tell you I've been thinking about going back to mark and get back on the air, but you think that show was good? I'm going. I'm making my own show in fact, I have completed doesn't mean I have completed a book. Yes, I have. I went on the editors to put It Together and set Up a complete book it's going to be it's going to be sold on Amazon. My life is kind of somewhere going another way I need support. I'm going to have a book launch pretty soon, how can you guys come to my book launch? Because I'm going to show visit myself and show that. Anybody can be safe.Anybody can do it right approach.I can't get back with me get back o
Very interesting statement. I felt that way too out of the way. Also this is Louis and I'm sorry. I'm going to move thing. S I'm old and I'm getting stationed. So if you want to hear me live, so I got all kinds of these when I'm almost out of Tokyo, but right now I'm agreeable I have read the book. It's gonna be a best selling book. Yes, I have read about. I'll keep with a detail of where I'm going. I'm waiting for the editor to do it now. But keep keep keeping performing. Keep a keep keeping contact. Why do? Email
1000's get away with murder I found out my x husband killed a person cause it haunted him in the end He was 17 when he did it I didn't have enough details to help police but it ate at him and caused him and continued to cause him nightmares he beat kid when he was in a gang before he left the gang and we met Yeah he pucked an innocent kids and killed him for the gang he left a year later Yeah at least some Justice for that poor kid cause my x never could live with it he's going no where still
He learned to be so angry and out of control from his childhood. This is not only sad, but it’s also very very scary and alcohol is just the cherry on top of this warped cake. He needs helps. Rage seeps through him, can’t imagine how he is when he’s drunk
At 9:52 his tone changes, he starts to whisper in a way. Likes he’s telling a secret. Likes he’s always wanted to share these things but he knows it’s wrong. Wild. Smh
I’m Around Driving Lessons I’m happy your not a product of your environment. I too had a bad childhood I didn’t hold on to it. However my friend everyone isn’t that strong so they turn to drugs etc
@Black Weirdo I know I did I feel like he's like lying alot I rolled my eyes less than half way through his 2nd interview I rolled my eyes and stopped wacthing.
@@marysunshine5587 no no no sweetie lol CC means concealed Carry. Meaning he has a firearm on his hip or close by in reach. And one in the pipe hes saying its loaded and one is in the chamber ready to shoot. Not making fun of you or anything just letting you know is all!! :) :)
I drilled this into my son from the time he started looking at girls - "If you're with a girl and she starts trying to get you to hit her, get away from her immediately and cut off all contact."
Wow this man literally has anger running through his veins. Not surprising after the childhood he describes, I don’t know where you would start trying to help someone like this
@Tewdy Quew I was physically and molested for many years, I never harmed anyone. This dude is criminally insane In his own words he "asked God to forgive all molesting, the killing & choking". Don't even try that bs on me. What happened to him 40 yrs ago is done, he survived it. I just wonder how many bodies have been & are being left in his wake? But a dip shit like you will of course defend the devil.
@@naelyneurkopfen9741 things affect people differently. I'm really glad you survived what you went through and ended up a good and normal person but to me you're displaying survivor bias on this man
Naelyn Eurkopfen everyone experiences differently severities of trauma and abuse and it impacts everyone differently. You out of all people should not be judge mental. I pray for all of those who are dealing with childhood trauma prayers are needed! And I hope God will continue to bless you all!
Since I can’t post on his last video, I’m going to post on here. After watching his last interview, I’m disgusted. The mother failed her daughter and he needs psychological help. He almost sounds like a psychopath, I’m not sure.
I am glad you said this...the last video disturbed me. He might have regretted what he did at the end of the video, but he is a predator, looking at a 14 year old the way he was (that in itself was disgusting) and being SO DESCRIPTIVE....gross. He needs serious help because he has no boundaries and does not know right from wrong. It wasn't a mistake, it was a choice...as an adult we know that....this man does not.
If his story is true, I absolutely agree with you, @PurplePoplickle. I watched that video and believe he was telling an extremely tall tale, just relating some elaborate fantasy he'd cultivated over a long time.
Bipolar mania is hard to watch and be around. My uncle sounded just like this as long as I can remember. He ODed on fentanyl laced heroin. He once kicked the door at a crack dealers place until he blew out the blood vessels in his legs.
A developing mind can be disturbed to the core due to the things that are done to them and around them. I hope this man finds some peace and that he has the strength to keep the negative feelings under control. Lord help him.
Delusion is a huge part of trauma. Some of what hes saying never even happened. And alcohol will do that to, just like you cant remember what happened sometimes, sometines your mind makes things up. Hes not well, he needs help.
Oh so you know this man? You know for a fact that he is lying? If you dont know this man personally i dont think you should express yourself like you do.
I felt like that with his new story I just watched that was uploaded a few hours ago...about getting his gf 14y.o. pregnant..I felt likt it was alot of delusion with that
3:50 in and my heart is broken for this human being. Seeing the effects of child abuse and domestic violence on people is so sobering. So sad. Our poor broken children ............ 💔. Please Love your kids and protect them from dysfunction.
Hey Mark, I appreciate the warning, as I rescue animals, and would have been the wrong time to watch the film on Louis. You be safe, incredible work you do. ~~ Ronda
After listening to part 3; I strongly believe he need to be institutionalized. He’s sick and disgusting!!! And I don’t believe it’s the drugs or alcohol; just him.
@@iJoshieHD I didn't listen to him? Yet your the one acting like a psychiatrist and guaranteeing that he would have killed by now if he was going to. Sorry man but the world isn't so black and white. Thinking about killing people is still a far step from enacting and this man could just still be getting to that point. There is no set formula for what causes people to murder. Who's to say he doesn't snap on the next person who denies him alcohol on the street. But it couldn't of been him though Right? If he was a killer it would've happened by now.
very hard to watch, got few tears. i feel so sorry for him, just kinda wanna give him a hug. all his anger and pain inside him, i cant even image him being drunk. i have followed your work for 4 months now, i was so happy too see you going from 1000 subs and now you have almost 1 million. you are such a great photographer and these videos are so good and sad in same time. i hope anyone who see this comment somewhere lost here, i hope you have a great day and taking care of your self. i have same bit story like this guy, i have too alchol problems but its getting better. i turning 21 this monday and i gonna try to be better. take care, you got the best followers on youtube mark! have a great day anyone who see this, hugs.
bible reading haven't you been watching the rest of this channel? Pretty much every episode is a reason due to their poor unkind upbringings. Abusive parents, drug addicted parents, abusive foster families, sometimes siblings getting involved because they've learnt it from suposive 'responsible adults'
bible reading I'm talking about his DAD having 30 kids. Didn't you hear that part in his story. His DAD needed castrating so he didnt have anymore kids to treat the same way he did with this poor guy. Maybe if his father paid attention to and actually WAS a father to his kids, it would have been a better start in life for this guy. What on earth did you think I meant? That this guy needed castrating? 🤷🏻♀️
Since finding SWUB, I have stopped watching films and series after work. There is so much good about these interviews, like it must be good for many of these people to open up and know there are people who care and feel your pain. For me, these real stories, remind me to appreciate my life and I cant help thinking its stranger than fiction. Louis must be my no 1 interviewee on SWUB, such a storyteller. Thank you Mark, thank you Louis
This guy had a f** up life. It seems as if he was never given love and nurturing, so in return he hurt others to feel better about himself. It seems as if he basically self medicating to fight them demons caused by his memories
@Vernice Moore exactly! Well said...you know who I blame for subjecting him to those horrendous memories? The mother. As a mum of a 10 year old son. It’s MY responsibility to protect him above everything and everybody. His mum letting him see his father kick the shit out of her, be a womanizer. I don’t care what anybody says. A mum has a nature “gut”instinct when it comes to her own. No way she didn’t notice a change in behavior after coming back from the sicko child molester babysitter. One selfish b*tch! I can’t buy into that abusive wife syndrome or no place to go. That’s what shelters, counseling, and government assistance is for.
@@ryannt.2143 You are being way too judgemental. Times were different when he was growing up. There was NO help for an abused woman and her children unless that woman had a great family and a good support network. I grew up in situations like he describes. I remember when the drunken beatings would start, and when the cops finally showed up, there were no charges. Either the man was told to go find a place to stay for the night or us kids were taken into Foster Care for one or two nights. Then we went home and everything was the same the next weekend. Booze and a beating. There was NO financial support for the woman and her children, there were NO shelters, there was NO counseling. My mother didn't like the bruises or the trauma that happened to us and to HER, but there was nothing available "back in the day". She was TRAPPED and us children were trapped with her. Nothing was done about anything, there were just whispers among the neighbours. I lived through that. Don't judge somebody, (the mother, or ANYONE), unless you have walked a mile in their shoes.
This man is severely disturbed... he needs to be institutionalized. It breaks my heart to hear the hurt he came from and has continued to create throughout his life.
@@Bawer71 Can't believe you don't know this 🤔😒 institutionalized doesn't mean jail 🤦♀️ He needs help. Like, from professional people. Round the clock care, until he can put down all that anger. Institutions are places where people suffering from mental illness get the help they need.
@@Bawer71 so you think this guy doesn't show any signs of mental illness? You aren't too bright, are ya? And that's a snapchat filter, but thanks for further illustrating that you clearly don't have any sense.
@@Bawer71 well thank you for an actual response instead of continuing the trolling. I agree that some women seem to seek out that aggressive behavior... I have seen it many times. From my experience, this type of woman has usually experienced some type of trauma in her past, though not always.
I’ve become addicted to watching these I swear I use to say I had the worst life until I watch these it hurts my feelings seeing people In these situations and I just wanna do something to help even the ones that don’t want it
Wow. That's pretty heavy for a quiet Sunday morning!!! Poor guy... My mother was like that, but now she has a psychiatrist and meds and now I've gotten to know my mom for the first time in 44yrs... She was sick like this man... Surprised she never killed me or my brother...
I have issues with alcohol and I can totally relate to the rage this man feels. Just sheer uncontrollable anger at everything... twitchy, pressured speech, stutter and you just need a release. I'm lucky in that the gym has been enough for me so far and I hope I never end where this man is but I feel his anger.
@@IsaacMorgan98 let me tell you what happens if you dont stop. You die. A painful death. But before that- you lose everything and destroy every person that ever loved you. Please stop. I lost someone that wouldn't change . He was 45 years old and died an awful painful death but the real him was already dead and had died years ago. I had already grieved his loss,decades before he was put in the ground.
I didn’t watch. Thank you for posting the caution l. I did read the comments though. To Mark: I hope you take precautions for safety. You seem to spend a fair amount of time there. I hope you haven’t become desensitized to the risks. You are an incredibly compassionate soul. The world needs your perspective. Praying for your safety and well-being 🙏🏼
Wow. He didn’t take a breath the whole time he told his story. I agree with many on this feed. I don’t see how this level of obvious anger could be safe for him or others.
I find it interesting that our society places more emphasis on animal cruelty over child cruelty. People become much more upset and reactionary when they see a starving dog compared to a starving human being. Animal rights advocates can be a brutal demographic to appease.
@@lilaworley8935 I don't think we place more value on animal cruelty---most people are equally upset by animal and child cruelty, and cruelty in general. I have a hard time bearing animal cruelty but also all forms of violence. Better to be sensitive in some way than be a person devoid of any feeling of life. A sick person harming animals will harm people as well. All life is to be cherished.
@@jazmynbrown6820 Humans are abusive and shit. Its expected. Other animals don't act the way we do towards each other. Also, a lot of animals can't defend themselves against us, so we feel more empathy for them than we do other humans since we know what humans are capable of. Also humans are animals so that statement is a bit off.
Whatever was 'wrong in the head' as he put it that his mother had may have been passed on to him, but he has some serious trauma from the powerlessness he felt all the times he saw his mother get beat up. He's grown up with a bunch of conflicts of what he wanted to do, what he felt he could do, what he felt the way things should be and how things were for him. And that's just one of his problems.
My mother went through a lot of the same things as this mans mom. It took me many years of therapy to get over the ptsd. He needs serious help, so much pain and he doesn’t know what to do with it. If he doesn’t get serious therapy he could easily kill others or hisself!
What many of you seem to be missing is that this mans childhood was a HORROR. In the home AND out of the home. These things cause mental trauma and I feel like with a genuine psychologist, he can overcome this. I don’t think he’s a serial killer and I won’t add to the negative things people have already told him many times in his life before. He may see your comments so BE MINDFUL. Will your negative comments do any good ?
He is plain and simply fukd. I loveee mark and his work and my heart is so open and bleeds for these people.... But this guy is evil. Wasted space and oxygen. I don't care of you got 'mental illnesses' ..we all do if you wana break it down... But it's no excuse! Depression, bipolar, autism...I don't care what your issue is, you have no soul if you can do some of the things this man said and smiling while he said it! The world is the way it is thanks to people like this man's father, and now thanks to him ... He needs to learn a biiiiiiig lesson and truly don't think he'll ever learn. He should be taken somewhere and shot. That way it's done & no more suffering for him or for anyone else or anything else.
As I'm listening to this, this might just be my favourite interviewee. Most people who come and talk to you seem to always paint themselves as victims of circumstance. Sure, sometimes it can be like that, hence why I'm not calling anyone out, but more often than naught, they're squeezing out pity and acting like everyone around them are evil but they just have an addiction and that's it. Literally fishing for pity points. This guy on the other hand is raw, I mean raw to a fucking fault. He doesn't come here to read the comments, he expressed exactly what he did and how he felt, regardless of what some people on the internet think.
The clean up man story tells the story of a psychopath who used there charming and cunning to finesse their way into some underage pants , smh disgusting
Somebody else on here commented that this guy missed his calling as a comedian. One of the best and hilarious story tellers on this channel. Point blank!!!!!!
This guy is an incredible storyteller. The way he expresses himself and his feelings when he tells his story. The detail. He should give talks for a living he would never work another job again.
I like how Mark ended this one. Louis(Donald) has done horrible things, and I do not feel sorry for this man, but the little bit of humanity he has showed through with that comment of still loving his dad, but knowing he's better off dead. I mean not the best showcase of forgiveness but still raw and unapologetic, just like him.
Louis you deserved love but you didn't get it. I can see you are a good man. Really intense, but you been through so much. I'm so sorry for you. I love animals but I have also hurt them, to my deep regret. This is how trauma affects us. I pray that you feel God's love. Btw, can we not make an issue of being sensitive to animal suffering? All sensitivity is to be commended. Nobody is taking AWAY from feeling a particular sensitivity. Some of us happen to feel that all life is equally valuable. My Dad killed my cat, and I struggle with drink. But my gut says, all life is precious. Maybe Louis' biggest hurdle is, like me, including himself in that statement.
Trigger warning for this video about cruelty to animals yet these interviews are filled with extreme cruelty to humans - no trigger warning required for that! What a messed up world.
buckluster Yes, after learning how upset some viewers were about yesterday’s Kiki intro or the skid row prostitute’s dig story I’m learning to tread lightly with some potentially triggering content. Two of the worst ones ever coming next week. Hold on to your hat!
I wish this man had a better life and more supportive parents who loved him unconditionally cause then he could have gain the strength to accomplish amazing things in life. I know that he’s a crazy and unpredictable but I still hope that he can find some sort of peace in life.
This guy has sad story,his mind and soul is poisoned by own his life like he says we have nice car but inside my mom full of beaten by dead,sad story. When you listen to him you see his anger to all his life was just violence and beating,no love, no hug,no family or true love. Be aware and thank god for living a normal life,and when you see someone on the street or homeless guy ask your self what life he lives.
What a rough go. Being brutally beaten by his Dad regularly, wittnessing constant violence at home, being attacked and ostracized at school, molested by his babysitter...how can one be surprised hes so angry and violent? Thats all hes known! And imagine having a stutter on top of it all, feeling so unloved, having no one to turn to and trying to navigate this cruel world on his own. I just want to give him a big hug. Its unimaginable the suffering and hurt this man has known. Try having some compassion, he found a way to survive! Hats off to u sir.
Mark you should film some of these people reacting to the positive comments and film them months later to see if they have had a change. Choose like the most supportive 100 comments.
I have a good friend who speaks like this when asked something. But he's the most talented guy I've ever met , can write music and freestyle like no other
I know exactly how this guy feels. All you folks who are scared of him would probably find he's pretty cool to hang out with. You just gotta stay on his good side
Wow this guys a danger 💯 what was with the crazy foot movements ? Mark obviously thought the same to show it in the film . He must be doing more than drinking he’s wild 😜
I'm glad to hear you talk brutha Switchin' Tracks ... You done well mang Mark ... You are an amazing guy to let all these special speak God Hear You Life is tough
That be funny if he ended this monologue with a, "and... end scene!" And would continue the interview speaking in a snobby, upper class, Shakespearian theater actor voice or some shit.
