To introverts who have their own room, you’re lucky. I don’t have my own room and I sleep in the living room so all I do is live an angry life every day
loved this little vlog. I feel the same, and it's hard feeling that way and also knowing the solution of sorts. Like yes, there is no perfect time for anything, just do what you love and put yourself out there, and nobody's really watching as closely as you think. But also the anxiety. I couldn't even imagine living in NYC. I think the perk of a city is that it's so busy that no one's looking, so that isolation feels like a safety. But keep doing your thing and your art looked super nice. Hopefully, we can both break past the mental barriers in our minds. A quote that I've been really liking lately is, "Overthinking keeps you busy but takes you nowhere." And we are going places, so out with the worry and in with the joy !!
when u said "its hard feeling that way and also knowing the solution..." FOR REAL!!! I know that I should be taking the initiative but my body doesnt want to! 😩 its so frustrating... but i think once you get into the mindset that there is more to life than whats around you, things start to look less scary. 2024, the year of getting over that anxiety and take risks !! (•́⌄•́๑)૭✧ i hope you keep doing your thing as well 🫶 and thank you for the quote.
I’m an introvert and I know that just talking to people and practicing will help me to get better and more confident, but I’m afraid of that first start where I know I will make mistakes and maybe embarrass myself. I guess I just have to get over that fear and start
good luck fellow introvert 🫡 the embarrassment lingers in my head for a little bit but it goes away eventually :,) personally, participating in groups who have the same passion or hobbies as me helped !
It is truly a nightmare living in a world mostly dominated by extrovert people, because of course, how else the human race can evolve without any kind of interaction, but a the same time we introverts need to feel fortunate to be able to survive in this harsh world. On a side note, it's funny how I ended up watching some of your videos, after the success of Palworld and enjoying playing it I realized I needed to do something as well, a videogame, it was my dream since I was a kid, but of course a lot of misinformation and paranoia stopped me from doing it for decades; I'm awful at math so I never learned to code, only to realize years later that math had nothing to do with it; I was - *I am* - only good at drawing, but AI is slowly replacing us, it's frustrating to fear for my future that way, but that of course is how big companies want to seek for, so all we need to go is being independent and take our free time on doing something, AI is a tool, we need to embrace technology, not fight against it. Anyway, I was watching some Blender videos, I stumbled across your "3d modeling isn't scary" video, I liked it and made me realize that I still need to show the world what I'm capable of, I'm only good at drawing anyway so there's no excuse to stop learning, maybe I'll get my main inspiration someday if I keep living, but stop living only in dreams and _what ifs_ and actually make something *real* for once. I've (re)started by drawing one of my latest D&D characters in Photoshop and just putting my best effort on experimenting new techniques and styles. I've spent an entire week doing so (Elden Ring was taking a lot of my time back then), but I was satisfied with the final result, and it only made me want to do more, I was starving. This vlog, as simple and short as you might think it is, actually helped me a lot, to wake up. I've felt identified with all the bits I saw in it, as if it was something I would do as well, it's a nice feeling. Don't know what else to say. Thank you very much, you just gained a follower.
very glad to have helped you, i love when peoples inner creativities light up. I also have a regret due to misinformation & paranoia- which was not pursuing art. There was a lot of stigma about starving artists and such, while part of it is true, it doesn't mean it's impossible walk the world as an artist. Even though I didn't pursue art and studied computer science instead, I still have a love for tech and lowkey fine with not going to art school hahaha. Once you learn something and be apart of the community, you start to realize things were not as bad as you thought and all the fears and misinformation you had in your brain was just.... the opposite I have a strong belief that AI can never compare to human artists, because what matters most is the creators emotions that were put onto the work... and also AI tends to be repetitive, and I think the world needs to continue to have diversity of art styles. So, I encourage you to continue with your dreams with no fear. Thank you so much for the comment and good luck with your future endeavors! :)) would love to see ur works, maybe one day ill set up a community for yall to share >
@@xyrishi I fully agree, we may have wasted a lot of time but still have a chance to make a difference in our lives. If you have the talent and time you really don't need to go to art school, although it might've helped a bit in a beginner level, but the curiosity of attending to class in a field you're really interested in definitely still lingers. Thank you for your kind words, and count me in if you decide to build a community! ^^
Only 1 person dancing to the trombone, think that's the name. I'm not big into going outside much, I once visited a place in Cardiff Wales, it felt more diverse, than where I am in England, people didn't stare. I found it strange seeing so many statues, and I saw this one art piece on the pavement, it was made of gears.
