antent - pulse (slowed & reverb & 1 hour loop) 

linkpop.com/iceleep friends I have my own Spotify on which I release my music, please help me and subscribe to it and the rest of the social networks, thank you all love!

Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy. I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 22 years ago. It's even more saddening with how Germanys privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but i can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on RU-vid which is extremely lacking and rare to find. The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had. Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit. Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood. But. I have a baby daughter now. And I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad. Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.

These type of music is underrated. It gives that melancholic, dreamy, unreal, nostalgia, whatever-you-call-it. 🎇🌉🌃

Peaceful. In the best way possible. Like a nightmare that just ended...back to calmness. Thank you.

If your reading this, it's probably night time or maybe your studying for that upcoming test you have, or you might not be doing anything, you might just want to listen to some calming music. No matter the reason, I hope you know that everything is okay, take a deep breath, pause your studying, stop what your doing, look outside, go outside if possible, just for a minute. Take a minute to take a couple deep breaths outside, get some fresh air. Fill your lungs with the cold air outside, take a minute to look around, look at this beautiful earth we live on, it may be flawed but it's still beautiful. Just like you, I hope you dream, I hope you find yourself, do what you want to do, find your happy place, be around the people you love! Do anything that could help you. I might be a stranger talking to another stranger telling them what to do as if I know them, but I want you to know, you're loved by many. It might not feel like it but I promise things will look up for you. You'll find love, make friends with the greatest people, achieve your dreams. I hope you can live your own life, be the happiest you possible. ❤

I lost my Son and his Mother… life hasn’t been the same without them.. I never knew I could hate being alone. I don’t know what I’m still doing here..

words can’t describe how grateful I am almost every day to have found your channel, it gives me a sense of comfort, it calms me, it reassures me that im oka and that nothing in this life of mine will truly last forever, these songs that you’ve posted all across your channel have seen me at some of my highest highs and my lowest lows, and helped me get through a lot of things, and for all of that, and unknowingly helping me to be where I am today, I thank you, and I recognize you as a good friend, and I’m sure many others can agree as well, so thank you again iceleep, and take care of yourself too! 🌑

Your backgrounds is the best part in your channel

This is that sensitive calmness. Not to high on the ears, but not so low that you feel your chest vibrate. It’s a timeless sort of calm coziness. Where you can look outside your bedroom window, out at the stars, and feel a sense of wonder and hope. Hope for… whatever you want to hope for I guess…

it's so pleasant to sleep to the sound of this calm and relaxing music. 🤍 I feel like I'm on a mountain, where the calm wind gathers and gives me company. A calm and satisfying place. 🖤

oh my glob, my ears are having so good time right now) Thanks for such ambience man, like of course!

thank you 💙💙💙

I feel so numb. Numb from the cold. But sometimes, numb is good. Pops, I miss you, man. You were taken too soon.

this song makes me remember about my memories, and about my depression, about 8-9 years and 5 years ago I tried to commit suicide and it didn't work and somehow managed to survive until now, and even now still living with my depression.

For all sad peeps, remember to forgive yourself. Its never too late for a new start.

best music ever

Thank you from the bottom of my heart for this

Очень годно вышло, надеюсь ты по больше такого будешь делать 🖤

Story time As you watch the waves rise up and wash back down, taking sand from the shore, you decide to look up at the moon Are you still breathing? Is there a *pulse* left? Or are you a ghost? Are you a ghost, washing away in the tides of the ocean? Are you a ghost, linked to the seas and their knowledge of time? Do you remember the creation of the universe? of you? The story of the waters envelop you, first starting of course, from the sand at your feet. To your ankles, your knees. As you slowly wade into the water, staring at the moon, the stars too. You wish everything was different... But you wish it'd stay the same. You fear change, but you wish for newness.

these type of music calms me down since as a child i have experienced to the paranormal active and for that i have lost both of my parents and my friends this s type of music really hit me when i was down, and just listening to it made me feel okay

My gosh. You have done it. Congratulations on 8k subscribers. You deserved it. I cannot wait till I get 8k.

Whenever I’m feeling down I like to look to the future and think about my kids and how they will have a family of there own. I wonder how far will my descendants carry my blood

Спасибо автору за столь приятную музыку. Это успокаивает если плохое настроение, или работа. Атмосферно и уютно делать домашнее задание под такую песню. Спасибо за такие шедевры ❤

Comfort channel

The scenery is a distopian future. You have just quit your shitty job and you are in the elevator. On the way down you can see the whole city. It is dark but the lights are shining. You are uncertain what to do next but you know it will be so much better than what you leave behind. The elevator ride seems to be endless as you plug in your AirPods and listen to this track. And now you see. You realize we are god experiencing god. You FEEL wholeness. You BREATHE fresh air. You ARE love Everything makes sense now and this moment is everlasting. Just like your peace. You will never have to worry again, as things align in the perfect timing for you to be happy, free, healthy, and blessed I love you

يالله ان الاغنيه تذكرني بمواقف والناس كانو معي ومفتقدهم ومفتقد روحي القديمه الحمدلله ع كل حال .

This is very calming. 😕

how are you not famous??!?!?!?

The wind dances along your side as you clasp the rope of the precarious bridge, suspended seemingly in midair, tethered to nothingness. A profound void envelops the surroundings, leaving nothing but an ethereal connection between you and the suspended path. Above, the sky is frozen in a perpetual sunset, casting a hue of red-apple brilliance that is nothing short of breathtaking. Clouds, pure and white, drift effortlessly against this captivating canvas, creating a scene of surreal perfection. Abruptly, a gentle wave of warmth and solace washes over you, transforming the precarious bridge into a haven of tranquility. Despite its inherently uncomfortable nature, the bridge now cradles you like a celestial cloud, inviting a serene slumber amidst the suspended solitude.

You don't even smile :)

I had a really bad mental breakdown to this song. I’ve ruined my life, and hurt those who’ve loved me and I could never forgive myself for how I’ve made them feel. I don’t know why I’ve done the things I’ve done, but I just want to be better. I’ve been ashamed and guilty for all my life and I just want it to go away.

Makes me feel like ive died and the universe has me in a loading plane while the after life loads.

I heard it when i got through my break up It was hard and ardous but..now i understand, Its more about you than its about them You have to identify not what was right with them but rather what was wrong within you. Dive deep and find what kind of person are you and trust me...the process will be lengthy and sometimes you may lose track of yourself but just...keep walking, keep swimming, keep looking and one day You'll find that greatest treasure of all was inside you all the time Acceptance.

Can you make a 10 hour version? I would love to sleep to it

I don't think I'll want to live beyond 35-40.... I'll die alone in like a speedy, fiery bike crash. I'll die without having ever to be loved by someone or to be deserving of love

So many dreams...

s2

i'm so tired of being me

hey icesleep is it okay if use one of your music for a youtube video?

for the actually depressed ppl

There’s no such thing as a depression ppl it’s all in your mind a lie that ur mind likes and that’s it cuz it makes u lazy and sad and comforting and all that losers shit y’all gonna be great i am gonna be the greatest and you too see y’all at the top

Spotify? :(

...i just didn't know. Knowing was too much...

:')

great music to crash a car to

if I have everything, I have home and family, why am I still so sad? Am I ungrateful or egoistic? Why can't I enjoy it? why am I so sad, I just want to stop and behave properly but I cannot...

I break up with my gf and I’m here to study to be around her again

I don't know why I was born and what I will do in the future. Maybe I was meant to experience life like everyone else. I do not know. who made us? but even if I don't understand, I know that all life should be happy)

iamnumb.iamnumb.iamnumb. ich bin taub ich bin taub ich bin taub