grouper - poison tree (slowed & reverb & 1 hour loop) 

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this sound is the definition of slowly realizing that being alone isn’t that nice anymore

oh beautiful poison tree

this is the song that lets you realise that being constantly alone is able to let you achieve the absolute best or the absolute worst

You know it’s getting bad when you listening to this again…

i don’t wanna be here.

Who is reading this, im proud of them beeing alive, keep going ur doing great

I really hate this song but I can't stop listening to it It reminds me of my mom but she passed away

Sounds like when ur realizing ur starting to lose ppl in ur life

Me waiting for the lyrics and realizing after a solid ten minutes that it's just the intro on repeat. 😂😂 It's really good though! I absolutely love it!

this song will forever be my fav.

This song literally describes what it’s Like to always dissociate/feel like you’re living in a blurry reality/dream all the time..Or it feels like that Type of sad and painful nostalgia, lingering throughout the night as you walk down the lonely streets, listening to the rain pouring and the sound of your own footsteps thinking to yourself how you failed. How you’ll never make it.

i always listen to this when im taking a nap, this song is so perfect and calming

I have a weird relationship to this song. I have so much memories in my head when it plays. Good and bad. But it also reminds me of my worst moments and so I can’t listen to it very long, sadly. The song lets me think of all the questions I have. I wish sb could answer all these questions. I wouldn’t be the same after it, but I would may find out my true self. I feel just weird when I listen to it. Not sad or anything else. It’s just a mix of feeling nothing and being absolutely terrified. Life isn’t the same anymore. That’s what I think when I hear this melody.

in my restless dreams...

I may not have died that day. But something in me did. The whole world is black. I'm completely hallow, empty. I'm watching myself fade away and there's nothing I or anybody can do to stop me. When I looked up at the sky tonight, I saw my soul in a star. I'm already up there, yet my body still down here. One day, when I find the highest point in the word. I'll be able to reach that star and step into it. When I do find my early grave. Know that I didn't die that day, but long before.

how is this not getting attention??

3:28am Saturday on the 4th of march 2023, I am currently laying in bed trying to fall asleep, thinking about my past and how I use to have so much friends, I really want to try get into photography more because it’s so beautiful and I want to get out more and see the world, I wish everything could stay the same, but my goals for 2023 are: deal with my anxiety better instead of staying locked up at home, get into more hobbies, try to go to school at least once without feeling anxious and having a panic attack, try to ‘fix’ my mental health, be happy Sorry for this long rant I’m just hoping to come back in the future and check in to see if I did any better this year.

I fall asleep to music every night I try find something new and something calming every night to fall asleep to but I think I might have to come back to this been listening for 5 minutes and I’m tried all ready (it might be because it’s 1am but still) thanks for posting it or making this :)

To all of the people saying "this song sounds like the feeling when you realise being alone isn't cool". I get where you're coming from, but as a person who has gone through a extremely toxic relationship and mental abuse from said love interest. This song literally sounds as it was written. The feeling of sorrow and anger building up inside of you because of reasons that depend on the individual suffering from said reason. There is no loneliness, no depression. Just pure anger and hate. That's the emotion that this song radiates.

*Oh, beautiful poison tree.* *Let your power grow in me.*

This actually resembles everything i want to say but i just can’t

Everyone just wants to be happy

This song will always be something I hold dear to me. I love it because when i hear it it gives me this sort of serenity but in a lonely, morbid way. I see myself staring at something I couldn't possibly perceive, a figure? A shadow? A guide maybe. But a friend all the same. The setting is constantly changing but the figure is in a sort of still state. Waiting, watching, exitsing, it's longing for someone it knows it cannot have. It misses something it never knew, and it cries over something it'll never feel. Im sorry i never got to tell her how i felt. Maybe in some other life we get to grow old together. Maybe you'll be by my side next time.

this song is nostalgic because i feel like all of my memories are trying to get back but i don't know (it brings me so much feelings)

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I just wish things were simple again :(

"If I were to love again, it'd be the little kid inside me that abandoned the notion of healing. If I were to love again, it'd be the teen I once was who wrote little poems in the margins of their notebooks. If I were to love again, it'd be all the past I never healed from. If I were to love again, I'd love me. The me I never loved, and the me I'll never be again." - Self-Love; written by me

u ever go to places u have been before with maybe a group of friends or people who just aren't in your life anymore and have that weird feeling of the scale of the world and time. this song gives me that feeling

These hour long loops have kept me focused during my projects

I can't ignore the fact this is exactly 1 hour

This sound is literally the meaning of peace.

i had convinced myself that I liked being alone. That i liked the quiet, the peace. That I liked being alone with my thoughts. Yet, as I realised that I did not like the quiet. I feel as though there is a big emptiness, a sudden chill. Maybe I didnt like the loud. Maybe, i didnt like the people I hung around with. I do like being alone. Alone with someone else.

As time has flown by this thanksgiving week I’ve layed down and listened to music going to bed and this specific video has definitely made me pass out almost everynight bc I love this song. It reminds me a lot of my childhood.

This song makes me feel empty and lonely

i’ve been listening to this song for ages and everytime i hear it it sounds better

he planted a poison tree inside me and evrey time i get disappointment from him, he water that tree, and about poison , its just keep hurting me

the video of the cabin somehow feels very much connected to the concept of this song. like you're shut off in your own little space in the woods away from the rest of the world, free to ignore their problems and begin to unravel yours by the fire and piano. true peace, for once, if only a little while.

listening to this on rainy days just feels magical

i ruined everything i ruined our relationship with my overdramatizing and theres nothing i can do about it. he lost feelings for me when im crying everyday over the fact that i miss him so much whereas he doesnt care. did he find a new girl or is there something wrong with me. why wouldnt he just tell me that he doesnt love me anymore because this hurts so much amd i shouldnt be crying so much over a person i love

This song is making me feel like im in cold water ocean and feeling cold inside and hearing this song and the ocean color is compeletly blue.

I don't know who I am anymore and I hate who that person is

If first teenage break up was a music.

essa música faz eu refletir sobre a vida.... as vezes sinto falta do passado

When this song plays, all the memories in my head where i was happy just turn into sad memories, because i would give everything i have to rewind time and live those good times again

This song when ur on a bus to go to school in the morning when it’s dark and raining out hits

This song . Everytime i play this song it remind me of how im so alone and distance with people the moments i had with them alone , it also remind me how they treated me my classmates also my friends i hate it all the time im starting to feel that being alone it's not good anymore to me i really be staring at people having fun while I'm just sitting there watching 🤷🏼‍♀️

i have to tell them im okay, i act like i am when im really not, im not okay, at all, no matter what i do i never am.

this song makes me wonder what if there’s nothing after this

I've probably listened to this over 500 times in the last 6 months of studying. There were days where I wanted to just have supper and watch a freaking movie and take a break. I chose the path of the robot, forcing myself to study again and again and again. Shout out to this tune for keeping me disciplined. Something about its cadence keeps your engine going.

im floating away its like nothing ever even hurt me to begin with.

this song gives me so much calming vibes but also weird ones to but I love it-

this feels like the image of me getting dragged into an ambulance on a cold snowy afternoon in February 2021 after I had overdose and tried to end it all. the sad thing is that this song is all I can feel up to this day. I died in that bedroom.

This has been my favorite RU-vid video for the past couple months. It helps me sleep, it helps me think, it helps me feel. I’ve seen it so many times, It gives me nostalgia. Thank you for posting this. You managed to change another humans life. I’m grateful for you.

This song shows what it feels like to either like being alone. Or hate it

this song feels like a walk outside when it’s raining

Discovered this song in Universal earlier this year, I’m telling you, at night when your waking through the park and this is plying through your headphones, nothing but straight vibes✨✨

When i listen to this song, it gives me so much nostalgia, but i don't know from what...

It reminds me of where I used to be bullied, which was really stressful for me. I had no friends and I even wrote a letter about my life. I hope I'll get better with time

This song could take on so many different perspectives, to me, it feels calming and peaceful, like its the kind of feeling you feel when you're just there with the person you love, it's silent but you guys don't mind it. That's what this song make me think.

maybe when i learn to breathe we can finally talk.

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This sound gives the sensation of being in a pixel game at an cave with waterdrops from the top, and a mysterious npc around without revealing his face, but he looks friendly... oh dont forget the save icon on the screen.

Everyday i'm slowly loosing it, I can't find happiness in anything. All life is now is just a depressing feeling that never goes away..

еще в харькове перед сном слушал это, тк не мог без музыки уснуть. как же много времени прошло с того времени...

This sound makes me realize being alone is ok an people are childish an weird u don’t need no one but yourself stay alone love yourself an maybe one day youll get to love someone else

The realization that if I was a song I’d most definitely be that one

Watching the video and listening to the song gives me this empty feeling

I have recently felt completely miserable, I want someone to love, I don't care if it hurts me I just want to stop feeling alone, it is slowly killing me without realizing it

this calms my anxiety.

I'm fifhting air right now because of how underrated you bruh.

This song feels like a cold hug

This song feels like losing the last of your emotions until you are a husk of yourself… watching every last bit of happiness fly out of you

I can’t control my anger anymore

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being alone isnt as i thought it would be.

This gives that near death experience feeling; always so soulful .

This song keeps my soul alive

this song can either make me have a panic attack or calm me completely. i swear they put drugs in it.

I hum the tune that rings in my heart But it’s so distorted I can’t tell the pitch apart But I know it sounds like this So familiar it fits.

I can’t stop cry it’s ahh……😞

This is what is feels like to be alone in audio format

"caterine, I've known you all my life."

song that gives me strange feelings thst i cant describe it reminds me about my one hiking day in the snow forest and hot tube in the evening, while snow was falling

This song gives me a sense of safety and comfort so immense that I can’t put it into words. Thank you.

this song is motivational and sad at the same time

Thats all thats left, a little campfire burning blue because even the flames are cold. I got nothing anymore, nothing to lose nothing to gain, idc. I dont want to keep struggling, I want all the noise to stop man, I just want everything to stop.

This song is reminiscent of the cartoon "soul".

I listen to this every night, it’s quite relaxing 😌👍

Sounds so November like

i will never forget you.

I remember falling asleep to this at my cousins house in the summer of 2022. I remember watching Donnie Darko with this song on. I dont know why but its a nostalgic memory even though it was 2 years ago. I remember thinking at the time the good days were gone when I was in the good days.

i got cheated on n found out while this song was playing. I can’t let go of this sound

I like the Minecraft background

This song is what i imagine winter sounds like

This song feels like sitting on a rooftop while burning something

"Love is like reaching for a star; One that's flickering with each passing heartbeat. Though, you know that you may never be able to reach it.. it'll take years, and by then..the star may have disappeared. Or you might've. Who knows? Possibilitys in this universe are endless. Maybe, you'll reach the star. Or, youll find yourself in an empty void of nothing..not even a single flicker. Not a single heartbeat... Nothing at all."

слушаю такое часто глубокой ночью, много думаю

i cry again