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Halleluyah Amen, Rapture, Bliss, Heaven on Earth...by living with the fullness of God's Whole Spirit of Love Anointed namely Jesus Christ, Yeshuah Hamashiach, Isa, The Messiah, Our Messiah, our Wonderful Counsellor, Prince of Peace, Eternal Father, Mighty God in respect to our Heavenly Father and Almighty God who causes Love to become made whole and One, Anointed in our body The Temple for God's Love to dwell in accord with His name in every language and tongue...Amen, Ameen, Shalom, Namaste... blessed are the peacemakers for they are all children of God and by their fruits we know them. No Abuse, No Lies, No Betrayals, No Corruption, No Adultery, No Usury, No Exploitation, No Trafficking, No Slavery, No Hunger, No Abuse, No Sin, No Greed, No Sloth, No Woe, No Bullying, No Jealousy, No Hurt, No Pain, No Anxiety, No Depression, No Sickness, No unjust Grief, No media lies, No Idolatry, No Coveting, No paedaphiles, No pornography, No ruling psychopaths, narcicissts or sociopaths, No takers, just Human Beings being kind in the fullness of God's Love made whole and One in us, in our body, The Temple where Love does dwell, where we do dwell, where moral, righteous Love is upheld as Love is always Positive. Do not Positively die from eating evil and bad knowledge, Genesis 2:17 God's #Loveisnotacortisol stress hormone caused by abuse and sin of every unkind act, thought, word and deed. #Healthisnotacortisol #Peaceisnotacortisol #Lifeisnotacortisol #Joyisnotacortisol By their fruits we know them and blessed are the peacemakers for they are all children of God. Amen. God's #Loveisnotacortisol stress hormone but a naturally occuring endorphin blood made whole and One in us for Healing All Nations and Heaven on Earth as promised by God who is Love and Light for enlightenment of Love Anointed namely Jesus Christ who is returning quickly for Healing All Nations and Heaven on Earth as promised for The Promised Land to come... Are you ready? 🕊💖🕊

And me too! I would rather have His disciplines for me to get back than to live an easy life without Him

@@francesshealingpoemsfortwo5734 I’m confused but seems nice. If there’s a point, maybe be a bit more specific so people will understand! Praise the one God! He alone saves! The Father, Son and Holy Spirit are one!!!

@@yeshuaistheking Amen 🕊💖🕊

The meaning of Salvation : Theology - deliverance or redemption, is the saving of human beings from sin and it's consequences which include sin and separation from God. This resurrection of Love is through Jesus Christ, Yeshua Hamashiac, Isa in Arabic, The Messiah, our Wonderful Counsellor, Eternal Father, Mighty God and Prince of Peace who is returning quickly for Healing All Nations and Heaven on Earth as promised for The Promised Land to come... Salvation: Preservation or deliverance from harm, ruin or loss - which is deliverance from the results of sin as ' the wages of sin is death ' Romans 6:23 . 'The body without spirit is dead just as faith without works is dead.' James 2:26 But if we walk in spirit we do not gratify the desires of the flesh. Galatians 5:16-23. And so we need the spiritual fruits of Patience and Self Control not to sin or hurt another in order to attain to Peace with Self, God and others, Jerusalem, the Twofold Peace of New Jerusalem for Heaven on Earth as promised for The Promised Land to come... Come... God's #Loveisnotacortisol stress hormone caused by abuse and sin of every unkind thought, word and deed. God's #Loveisnotacortisol stress hormone of fear but a naturally occuring endorphin blood made whole and One in our body The Temple for God's Love to dwell for Healing All Nations and Heaven on Earth as promised for The Promised Land to come... In Hindi, salvation includes immunity, #Healthisnotacortisol #Joyisnotacortisol #Peaceisnotacortisol #Lifeisnotacortisol #Timetoendallabuse #TimeforHeavenonEarth as promised for Love to conquer fear, The End is the beginning of The Word endorphin, His Love in our blood. We are saved by the blood of Christ, and so the Holy Scriptural teachings... We must not affirm we are sinners, but seek to overcome the desires of sin by walking in spirit and turning away from evil temptations in accord with the Positive affirmation of our Lords Prayer. Do not become doubtful and loose faith, ' do not positively die' from bad/evil knowledge. Genesis 2:17. We are what we think and the spirit bear witness to our thoughts. We must teach patience, respect and self control not to sin, hurt or abuse another. Truth, Fact. And so our money governing rulers must fall - money is the false profit and root of all evil and rout to all evil. Sin is highly profitable in these last days be for Christ returns for Healing All Nations and Heaven on Earth as promised for The Promised Land to come...Come... #Loveisnotacortisol stress hormone of stress, sickness and fear. Amen, Halleluyah...Maranatha 🕊💖🕊 ✨✨✨✨

Amen, God bless, and sin is anti to Christ's Love made whole and One in us. Sin causes pain and suffering, emotional hurts, grief and pain to self and others. Prevention is better than cure, hence the 10 Commandments. Only God's Love and righteousness to attain to God's Love can heal for Justice and Peace. God's #Loveisnotacortisol stress hormone but a naturally occuring endorphin blood made whole and One in us from and for moral kindness for Healing for All Nations and Heaven on Earth as promised by God who is Love through Jesus Christ, Amen. Ameen. Shalom. Namaste. Twofold Peace for Heaven on Earth as promised by God who is Love and Love never hurts, abuses or sins against another. #Loveisnotacortisol #Parousia #ReturnofJesusChrist #Rapture #Heaven #Lifeisnotacortisol #Healthisnotacortisol #sincausescortisols Jesus Christ is the starter and finisher of our faith, of all faith by definition of faith as the assured expectation of the things hoped for, the evident demonstration of things not yet beheld. Faith is a psychological thought pattern for Positive outcomes for Love to prevail. Love with all the fruits of the spirit of Love namely Love, Joy, Faith, Goodness, Mildness, Kindness, Patience, Self Control not to sin or abuse nor hurt another for Peace, Twofold Peace with God and self for Peace with others and God via a quiet conscience for freedom from sin, stress and fear, Amen. God's #Loveisnotacortisol stress hormone but an endorphin blood made whole and One in us for Healing for All Nations and Heaven on Earth as promised by God who is Love through Jesus Christ, Amen. Ameen. Shalom. Namaste. Twofold Peace, which means Jerusalem for Heaven on Earth as promised by God who is Love through Jesus Christ who is coming quickly, Amen. 🕊💖🕊 Jesus Christ said the stones would cry out. LUKE 19:40 This the cry I hear ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-5QBQRqquQu0.html Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ who is coming quickly for Healing for All Nations. Love is not a cortisol but an endorphin blood made from God's Love made whole in us. Amen. Ameen. Maranatha. Shalom. Namaste. Twofold Peace and Healing to All Nations... Maranatha. Parousia. Come Lord Jesus Christ Come 🕊💖🕊💖🕊💖🕊💖🕊💖🕊💖🕊💖🕊💖ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-1Ge00jiZi9E.html ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-4oQR-PQNN8Y.html ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-2SN9hxCdo5M.html Come, Holy Spirit, Come - The whole spirit of God's Love embodied in us, anointed by The Anointed One , The One Anointed with the whole spirit of God's Love, namely Jesus Christ who will anoint us when we attain to His Love by turning away from sin which is anti to Christ's Love made whole and One in us, our body, The Temple for God's moral Love to dwell, Amen. Time for change and restoration of mankind 🕊💖🕊#Armageddon #trust #peace #security #NewJerusalem #Zion #Loveisnotacortisol but an endorphin blood made whole and One in us through Jesus Christ, Amen, Ameen, Shalom, Namaste, peace to All Nations for Healing All Nations for Twofold Peace and Heaven on Earth, Heaven on Earth Amen 🕊💖🕊 Pentecost 2021 ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-UzHCzOQJfOI.html ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-5QBQRqquQu0.html ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-fDc09FobOGo.html ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-wrkU-pwkMtg.html ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-VGpBe1Zx5Vs.html ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-GmK4VHpJwjk.html

Im not sure I feel conviction from sin I feel bad in a way but I know it was different I was more sensitive I just want to have that relationship with Him and be rid of sin it drags me down every day 😢

@@Goldtaker23 The Bible talks about when we continue to sin our hearts will grow hard and eventually God will give us over to a reprobate mind. To stop this you need to Repent! Repentance is not just feeling bad that you sinned but that you turn from it and stop doing it. Sin creates distance between us and God so we have to stop sinning and we do this by resisting the devil and making him flee. I want to encourage you to Repent about everything you know you are doing that is sin, turn from it and read the word of God everyday. We must kill the desires of the flesh and love God more being obedient to his word.

@@DiggingDeepwithCasey How do you stop something youve tr8ed to stop over and over again while asking for Gods help I have genuinely tried but the desire overwealms me its almost like im being dragged by force against my will its terrible other sins I can handle I stumble in areas sometimes but I can repent and dont think twice but this 1 sin is really bad and has a massive hold on me prayers are much appreciated 🙂

@@Goldtaker23 I understand the grip sin can have on a person I was a drug addict. The way you do it is when the temptation comes resist meaning do not give in. Even if you have to get up and leave, whatever you have to do to remove yourself from that temptation. This is resisting the devil. When we do this the bible says he will flee. If you have ever done this you know the temptation will temporarily go away. The next time it comes do the same thing. Each time you resist you get stronger and the temptation looses it's grip on you. This is a hard process but the more you resist the easier it gets. I am not sure why some sins we can be set free from in an instant but some we have to work hard for them to leave. When I repented and received Jesus as my Lord drugs left me immediately but cigarettes took me a year to overcome. I just had to keep resisting the temptation when I would fail I would repent and work harder resisting it until finally I got victory! We are wrestling with our flesh and an unseen enemy who wants to steal, kill and destroy us but if we resist him the bible says he has to flee. Reading God's word and staying in a continual state of prayer (meaning talking with God through out the day) will give you the strength to be an overcomer. I share bible studies on my channel if you want to check them out. I have a lot of videos to help others overcome because God wants us to be victorious and we can be in Christ Jesus!

Praying for you Sandy. You're not alone. I'm also backsliding but this is when we call out for God. Remember he loves us he gives us grace. Seek God don't hide!

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Yes thank you 😊

Amen🙏🏽✝️god bless you too🙏🏽✝️

thank you for sharing

So true! He is preparing his people

Me too. How are you now has anything changed?

I once felt that way too. I don't know that my heart ever got totally hardened. But at some points in my backsliding I would send wilfully. Mostly drinking trying to drown off my sorrows. I hope you're okay now brother

Me too please pray for me

This is deep this is how i feel and i dont know what to do because i been cutting since out my life but i still dont feel forgiven and then i dont know where Gods direction is in my life

@@Godsnotdead30 The enemy comes to steal, kill and destroy. Destroying our faith is his number one goal. It is written in 2 Chronicles 7:14 If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land. Do this, and you will find God and his plan for your life. Easier said than done, but this is necessary for any unrepentant sinners who believe and wish to return to the Lord. Willingness to obey and walk the straight and narrow path is what we need as believers. If that is something that you are willing to do, there is hope, if it is not even a concern, then that is worrying. If you have even the slightest care about repenting, you are not too far gone. It is up to us to repent because we have free will, and until we draw our last breath, if there is a willingness to repent and turn to the Lord in obedience, there is hope. But, don't let this be too comforting because the more you wilfully sin and rebel, the harder your heart will get and the more ground the enemy will have to condemn you and draw you away from God and steal, kill and destroy your life and faith. Everyone can get to a point where they are too far gone I believe, but that will manifest n that person as a complete and utter rejection of Christ and salvation without any care to return, a state of hard heartedness that will leave you devoid of a place of repentance because of your heart condition. However, no one is too far gone if they repent. It's just a question of if you can find any place of repentance. If you feel you can't repent, but want to want to, that is sign enough that God can help you. Pray and ask God to soften you hardened heart, and seek his face. This is what I believe to be true anyway. If you are concerned, you are not too far gone.

@brennabushey4914 How are you now?

Feels.esp. when I screw up again

🎵🎶💖🎵🎶💖🎵🎶💖 Our Father who art in Heaven Hallowed be thy name Thy Kingdom come Thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven... Thy will will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven... Blessings, Jesus Christ is returning quickly. Revelation 21, The New Jerusalem, The Heavenly City , The Holy City, Zion. Throughout the Bible and Book of Revelation God promises healing for All Nations and Heaven on Earth as Jesus Christ asks us to pray for in The Lord's Prayer. Matthew How can this be? Could the gemstones of New Jerusalem cited at Revelation 21 contain the treasure we are looking for? I propose they can and do reveal the treasure of the healing consciousness for Healing for All Nations and Heaven on Earth as promised by God who is Love through The Whole Spirit of Love Anointed, namely Jesus Christ, Amen. I also use my God given inspired poetry for God's glory to recognise the intricacy and wonderful beauty of life that is here on Earth in many forms. When we can connect with true beauty with Love we can find appreciation and Grace. When we can connect with Grace we are blessed with Faith and Faith gives Hope for Life. Faith, the assured expectation of the things hoped for, the evident demonstration of things not yet beheld. Hebrews 11:1. The ultimate Positive psychology. Hope not stress, worry or fear. We are saved through Grace and Faith, thanks giving and hope, gratitude. Galatians 3 How many have grace in these last days? We are created with the ability to heal through Love in accord with God's Love made whole and One in us through Jesus Christ, Amen. God does not want us to have hurts, pains, anxieties or depression. Love does not create sickness and Love says 'do not fear'. Love says 'trust in me and I will guide you and keep you safe in my Love' , God is our refuge. God is Love and God is Light, universal forces for us All, for us All, for us All for Love to prevail. Psalms Where are you living? In Love or fear? Where would you like to live? In Love or fear? What choice can you make to live in accord with Positive state of Love? Asalum Alaikum and Shalom Aleichem, peaceful blessings for you, Namaste, and every peaceful greetings in every language... 'By their fruits we know them and blessed are the peacemakers for they are all children of God and by their fruits we know them'. Fruits of the whole spirit of Love are: Love is always a positive mindset. Faith is always positive. Joy is always positive. Goodness, Mildness and Kindness are always positive. Patience and long suffering are always positive and kind. Patience with and for self control not to sin or abuse or hurt another is always positive for Peace, which is always positive for Twofold Peace: Jerusalem for New Jerusalem for Healing All Nations and Heaven on Earth as promised by God who is Love through the whole spirit of Love, namely Jesus Christ, Amen. Ameen. Shalom. Namaste...Healing for All People and All Nations, for Heaven on Earth as promised for The Promised Land to come... Come Lord Jesus, Come... Galatians 5:22,23. Revelation 21, 22. Thanks be to God who is Love who causes himself to become whole and One in us, in our body, The Temple for God's Love to dwell for Healing for All Nations on a paradise Earth, for Heaven on Earth which we can choose to create, or not. Do you choose to live with Love, Hope and Faith for Love, Hope and Trust, for security, Peace and Joy? Or Do you choose to live in stress, anxiety and fear with hurts and pains? #Loveisnotacortisol stress hormone but an endorphin blood made whole and One in us for Healing for All Nations and Heaven on Earth as promised, Love is coming quickly...Jesus Christ is coming quickly, Come... Our thoughts create our reality and with consciousness of positive thoughts so we do not 'Positively die.' Genesis 2:17. We can and will be changed 'just as in the twinkling of an eye ' 1 Corinthians 15:51-52 because it is a nervous system change from the sympathetic nervous system response back to the parasympathetic nervous system which looks after our body's well being. Jesus Christ said the stones would cry out. Luke 19:40 This is the cry I hear ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-5QBQRqquQu0.html Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ who is coming quickly for Healing for All Nations. Love is not a cortisol stress hormone, but an endorphin blood made from God's Love made whole and one in us, in our body, The Temple for God's Moral Love to dwell, for Positive Love to prevail, God's Love is always positive. Amen. Ameen. Maranatha. Shalom. Namaste. Twofold Peace and Healing for All Nations and Heaven on Earth, bliss, rapture...evolution of consciousness... Revelation 21, 22. Maranatha. Parousia. Come Lord Jesus Christ Come 🕊💖🕊💖🕊💖🕊💖🕊💖🕊💖🕊💖🕊💖ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-1Ge00jiZi9E.html ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-4oQR-PQNN8Y.html ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-2SN9hxCdo5M.html Come, Holy Spirit, Come - The whole spirit of God's Love embodied in us, anointed by The Anointed One , The One Anointed with the whole spirit of God's Love, namely Jesus Christ who anoints us when we attain to His Love by turning away from sin which is anti to Christ's Love made whole and One in us, our body, The Temple for God's moral Love to dwell, Amen. Sin is anti to Christ's Love made whole and One in us, in our body, The Temple for God's Love to dwell. 888, infinite energy of Love in mind, body and spirit connected in a positive flow of energy for eternal life with the whole spirit of Love, the life force from God's Love made whole and One in us for Healing for All Nations and Heaven on Earth as promised by God who is Love through Jesus Christ, Amen. 666 is incomplete in Love in mind, body and spirit, a falling short of Love, a lack of God's moral Love causing hurts pains and pains, conflict, enmity, lies, wars, psychosis, jealousy, covetous, idolatry, hunger, greed, immorality, dis-eases and all the negative traits of the flesh Galatians 5:19 activated by conscience which lead to death of the whole spirit of Love, namely Jesus Christ who is returning soon for fullness of His spirit of Love to make us whole again in Love, 888 via 144, Positive thoughts made whole in mind, body and spirit: 000 for wholeness in the I, in the One, in the I am One with Love, the One place. 1440,000 for the 1,000 year reign, wholeness in The One, there is only One, Pentecost, union with God's Spirit of Love, namely Jesus Christ, The Anointed One who anoints us with His Love when we turn away from sin which makes us incomplete in God's Love. #Loveisnotacortisol Time for change and restoration of mankind 🕊💖🕊#Armageddon #trust #peace #security #NewJerusalem #Zion #Loveisnotacortisol stress hormone but an endorphin blood made whole and One in us through Jesus Christ, Amen, Ameen, Shalom, Namaste, peace to All Nations for Healing All Nations for Twofold Peace:Jerusalem for New Jerusalem and Heaven on Earth, Heaven on Earth as promised, Amen 🕊💖🕊 Pentecost 2020 ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-UzHCzOQJfOI.html ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-5QBQRqquQu0.html ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-fDc09FobOGo.html ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-wrkU-pwkMtg.html ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-VGpBe1Zx5Vs.html ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-GmK4VHpJwjk.html 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟 Jerusalem means Twofold Peace, the double portion of Peace that God gives to all who adhere to His Love for Peace within the self and Peace with others via a quiet conscience with God. A quiet conscience from living with The Golden Rule, Positive Moral Love for all. Now is the time to Love our global neighbours and to 'learn war no more.' Isaiah 2:4 Jesus Christ said the stones would cry out. This the cry I hear ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-5QBQRqquQu0.html Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ Amen. Q7e/GmK4VHpJwjk Jerusalem means Twofold Peace, the double portion of Peace that God gives to all who adhere to His Love for Peace within the self and Peace with others via a quiet conscience with God. A quiet conscience from living with The Golden Rule, Positive Moral Love for all. Now is the time to Love our global neighbours and to 'learn war no more.' Isaiah 2:4 Jerusalem Oh green and pleasant land of the dove, What has happened to peace and Love ? For Jerusalem that was being made here Has now been turned into terror and fear. Oh green and pleasant land do you hear? That Jerusalem that is made here, Is peace that is meant to be From living a good life, positively. Positively living means not to die From negativity that is the lie, Lies from Love's opposition called stress, It is the stress in us that creates such a mess. Jerusalem, negative you are not meant to be, But healing our lands with positivity. Thanks be to God for God's Glory through Jesus Christ for the Revelation Crowns of Incoruptability; Righteousness; Immortality; Life and God's Glory. Jesus Christ is returning quickly... The Messiah, Wonderful Counsellor and Prince of Peace, Mighty God and Eternal Father, Isaiah 9:6, King of Kings to rule with God's Moral Love in accord with the Ten Commandments for the law that leads to faith that leads to the freedom through Christ. Amen Check out this vision I was granted of God's Shekinah sun, the fulness at 3 mins 50 seconds. ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-Js81kd91AK4.html All thanks glory, honour and praise be to God through Jesus Christ, The Anointed One, Amen. Ameen. Shalom. Namaste...Twofold Peace for All Nations for New Jerusalem, The Heavenly City for Heaven on Earth, Zion to which all Nations will stream... 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟

@Riz because I felt like i was too far gone and that I was never gonna be able to get our relationship back to how it was

Yes, a silence very loud. How are u now?

I'd like to know too....I feel.im completely lost at this point I keep begging Jesus to forgive me. What are you going through Purplevelvet?

@@blainhannam7478 i do believe I committed apostasy without even knowing it. I had backslid into unbelief for a while and didn’t really live for God i was warned to pray but i didn’t because i was convinced God was done with me so I started being sexually immoral and one day i woke up and couldn’t find God/the Holy Spirit

I took God's name in vain a few times, after I thought I was saved and then fell into sin for several years I feel like it's too late for me

Praying for you to Endure to the end and you will be saved. You keep your faith In Jesus to the end. And that you will never give up on Him amen

we all have sinned and fall short Of God's Glory, we are worthy of being thrown into the lake of fire but God provided Forgivness Trough Jesus Christ Who was anointed against the day of His burial, died for us and God Rose Him the third day, confess Jesus As Lord and believe In Him (don't repeat the sinner's prayer), confess your sins To God and turn from them, get baptized And God Will Forgive you your sins and give you eternal life, always forgive others out of heart

All you have to do is repent. God is convicting your heart, that is why you feel bad. You care about what God thinks, now all you have to do is acknowledge your sin and confess it to Him. God bless you ❤

I shake at night too

Whale boat Renounce the spirit of lust, perversion, incubus, succubus, renounce them, bind them, cast them out in Jesus name and they have to go. Be free from evil spirits so you can live a holy life.

Praying for you friend! Dont give up! Jesus loves u

Prayed for you. Also for lustful thoughts try to apply Phillipians 4:8 to your life

Praying for you. I pray that everyone else who has this problem may be healed .

No your not

Thats what the devil wants you to think dont let him win keep fighting

This is dead me rn

How are you?

@jacobgoris5998 how are you now?

I also struggle with pride... I became too proud... I feel like my body got hardened too...

@@danyellaguerrero3696 Are you better?

Hey man, I'm going through the same thing...how are you doing now?

@@blainhannam7478 Hey man I’m sorry to hear you have also been going through this as well. It can definitely be tormenting to the mind and cause a lot of fear and anxiety. Since then I did see improvement and was encouraged by some things God spoke to me pretty clearly about regarding “Renewing my mind” and “leaning not on my own understanding” which definitely help me focus on that when I have the negative fearful thoughts. Recently though it has still been difficult as I have been working thoughts fears of thoughts I’ve had that have been causing me to fear I blasphemed the Holy Spirit through thoughts I had that were blasphemous. What I’ve heard explained on this topic though also is that if you have fear you have blasphemed the sprite then that is a sign you have not done it because someone that truly does that will not care at all that they did it as their heart it so hardened that they will not even want to repent which is what makes it unforgivable. That has been helpful to me as well but it has just been a process of working through it as the thoughts of condemnation can be very terrifying when they come.

I thought.i was saved and read the Bible for a while,then fell back into sin...I took God's name in vain a few times and I think I was an apostate. This is what terrifies me,that I was saved then rejected him by saying his name in vain in anger.....this was several months ago. Then I had a health scare and it brought me back to God for mercy. I hate waht I've done and feel like maybe I'm.just waiting to go to hell. I have been begging Jesus for forgiveness but maybe it's too late I'm almost afraid to open the Bible now....

@@blainhannam7478 Well based on what you have told me I definitely do not believe what you did caused you to lose your salvation. Speaking Gods name in vain out of anger is Sin yes but God does not define us by our weakest moments and if you truly repent from what you did you will be forgiven. It says in the word that “If we confess our sins he is faithful and just to forgive us of our sins and purify us of ALL unrighteousness”. That is a promise of God that nothing we do he can’t forgive as long as we confess it to him as sin and ask for forgiveness genuinely. Also another great verse to encourage you is where Jesus said “All that the father draws to me that come to me I will NEVER reject them”. So if the interpretation of Hebrews 6 was really true that would mean Jesus would be rejected those that are coming to him they fell away which is a complete contradiction of the passage saying he will not reject anyone. Also look at the story of the Prodical son for example or the parable of the lost sheep where the shepherd leaves the 99 sheep to find the 1 lost sheep that fell away. These are all great example to show the heart of God that he wants all to return to him that have fallen away and truly does desire that none should perish. Also the fact that you have worry and concern about your salvation shows me that you care about it and you have conviction of the Holy Spirit in your life and your heart is not hardened to God. I would definitely encourage you to repent before God and ask him to speak to you to encourage you during this time as I know he has spoken to me through what I’m going through. I know it is hard to battle the negative thoughts of condemnation though as I am right there with you in struggling with it myself and the same things I said to encourage you apply to me also.

Has anything changed for you? I still am terrified but repenting daily and reading the Bible but I feel.a.terrible emptiness.

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Renounce satan, the spirit of antichrist and the serpents. They are lying demons. Play worship music in the house, in the car, at work on break time, everywhere. Devil have to let you go,

It is so miserable

@@KD-vt8ug you did it too?😭

@@rebekah5870 I don’t want to believe it. Are you 100% sure

@@rebekah5870 I believe I did. But I don’t want to believe it. Are you 100% sure you did it?

Its is like hell on earth. I really hope that God will have mercy on us and soften our hearts and calls us to repentence by his Holy Spirit

Hi sorry for the reply 5 months later, firstly i understand how you must be feeling im literally (in Jesus Name) in recovery mode of such a feeling. I was so scared and fearful i did so much research into it after I had relapsed into pornography after God had delivered me. I'm 17 right now and i grew up in church but actually only really tried to get close to Christ this year. My advice is memorise and quote Matthew 19 26. That verse itself tells us there nothing God can't do, he is limitless. That verse by itself tells us there's no man Christ cant restore, there is no such thing as a hopeless situation, there is always hope, and that hope is Christ. There is only one condition we know about where it is impossible for someone to repent and be forgiven and that's when they are dead. Which is a major thing that distinguishes Judas' betrayal and Peter's denial. Peter repented, Judas ended his life and thus rendered his situation hopeless. This may be insane to hear but i personally believe had Judas repented, Christ would've forgiven him. I myself am still trying to understand Christs love and its extent. I recommend watching this which explains those scriptures in Hebrews ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-Q_PojuJjlEM.html and ask God to confirm this message to you. But based on you writing this comment I'd guess God really loves you and is waiting for you to come back simply because He hasn't allowed your heart to be hardened to the point where you don't care and that's Gods mercy. Latch onto that hope, even if its a speck of hope, run with it no matter how hard it is and TRUST ME its hard especially when you're young. My relapse stemmed from the fact I was disobedient out of fear of what people in my school would think of me and I didn't want to read the Bible and I told God I was sorry beforehand cause i knew i was about to relapse and i saw it coming and let it happen cos it felt easier than obedience. Was it easier? Yes. Was it worth it in any way? No, the pain and emptiness i felt was like I was mourning and i had never felt pain like that before even after relationship breakups i've had. That situation felt hopeless, how can Christ forgive me when I KNEW i was about to sin even saying sorry to God in advance? If I was Christ id say well you made your choice womp womp. Now this is why i say I'm still trying to understand Christs love because despite all that despite feeling like I had committed an unforgivable sin God never allowed my heart to be fully hardened. I couldn't cry for about maybe a week my heart was hardening and that's what sin does but God never let it harden to a point of no repentance. Looking back, that situation I felt like one of those children who don't listen to advice and have to learn for themselves and I did, I'd rather die today than go through that pain and physically feeling my heart hardening. God chastised me and I reaped the consequence of the sin I sowed. But actually one thing I learned about Christs sacrifice is that once you accept him, there is no way your life can be the same whether you like it or not. Because if you choose to obey him after and follow him you life a joyful fulfilling life but when you sin, you'll be miserable so either route your life is different. I could indulge in sexual sin multiple times a day beforehand (btw i grew up in church would say my quick repentance n continued) but once i truly let Christ into my life accepting him, when i tried to go back it was disgusting, unfulfilling and heart breaking. My life is different, I cant go back, there is no going back I am Christs and no matter where i run he's there- which is why i love psalm 139 it literally says when i lay my bed in hell, you're there. What is hell? Hell is separation from God so when i lay my bed separate from you when i run away when I willingly look for comfort outside of you, you're there. You're hand will reach me. And so friend, I say to you perhaps you looked for fulfilment somewhere else perhaps in a different doctrine which was separate from Christ as I did looking for fulfilment in pornography, just know God is with you and if you accepted Christ or want to accept him just know that until the day you die, there's hope. That's why Christs love is so insane it makes no sense how can we do him so dirty and he loves us. I am guilty of taking advantage of Christs love at times but even that we have to repent of because Christs love is amazing but he isn't no pushover too, he will payback what is deserved except he keeps no records of your sins when you repent so he forgets them and there's nothing to pay you back. Jesus loves you and me, I'll pray for you and pray for me as well. Praise Christ! Also its been 5 months so maybe you have moved on in Christ and if you have again Praise Christ!

How are you now?

@@brystoncollins5416 I wish I knew man I can’t tell if better or worse, I’m not afraid to read the Word anymore so I’m grateful for that but still full of anxiety and a wonder where I will go when I die, just prayin for mercy when that day comes. Thanks for checking in tho wish things were better but I hope you are well 🙏

@@Infernus_Dante The fact that your worried is a good sign. The devil wouldn’t attack anyone like that not a Child of God. Hope you will be better 👍

Look through some videos on RU-vid by a man named Mark DeJesus (that’s his name and also his channel name). I have intrusive thoughts and Mark has many videos soley about Intrusive thoughts. It has helped me tremendously, especially in realizing that as bad as the thoughts are, I’m not alone. He explains them in a healing way. Also, don’t sleep on love. There is no fear in love. Healing takes time. Point your compass in the right direction, and keep walking closer to God regardless of what your flesh tells you. Learn what it means to love and to be loved. Love is something that we don’t pay enough attention to. Think about what Jesus said the 2 most important commands are. Love doesn’t sin. Grow in love, not stress.

How are you doing now

I don't hate God, I love Him and want Him back!!!!!

I got a hold of a false gospel saying that if you are sinning you need to stop or you won't be right with Him. I dropped my vape because I thought if I don't stop, He will leave me. When I picked it back up, I heard a voice saying that He left and was thrown into a pit begging Him to get me out and to not leave. That was a year and a half ago and I don't think He is coming back 😭😭😭😭😭😭

I was trying to stop something I thought was sin to be justified😭😭😭😭

After that happened, I ask Him what happened. He said I forgot grace😭😭😭😭😭 after that, I heard Him say, who told you, you were sinning?. That was the last I heard from Him😭😭😭😭😭😭

@@rebekah5870 God will not turn anyone away who truly seeks after Him... The Bible says that God wants ALL to repent... you are part of that "ALL". Because you're even struggling with this issue says that you are not an apostate. Even if God appears to be silent right now, keep moving toward Him. Sometimes when their children are disobeying, even earthly fathers step back from their children to give them space... and to see if/how they are going to respond, instead of trying to force them to obey. As God sees that you intently wish to now obey Him, He will draw near to you. After truly repenting, we are restored immediately back to God... but that does NOT mean that all the feelings of closeness will return immediately... wounds, especially spiritual ones, do take time to heal. And even when we're healed, it doesn't mean we'll feel the way we used to feel prior to all our sinning. There will have to be a new "normal". After King David sinned and repented, he was back in God's good graces... but his life was very changed due to his choices. We must just accept our consequences of sinning, but also realize that God will still love and accept us when we truly repent. Keep pursuing no matter what... to the end! It's all about pursing Him until the very end... In other words, the end of the story is most important!

@Riz everything. I’m in a constant cycle of sin and addiction. Pornography, same sex attraction, secular music, and speech anxiety

@Riz I’m not allowed to go to therapy. :(

@Riz my parents don’t believe in therapy :(( it sucks

God loves you keep praying and fighting