Hi Beautiful Soul! So, do you feel like you're going crazy sometimes? If so, what do you specifically do to calm and center yourself when you feel this way? Let me know in the comments below!
Question: I am right now going through something i need help with to understand.For the first time in my life i was sleep walking i woke up in my bed with bloody elbow and pain in my muscles all over my body..there is evidence on the wall that i hurt my self there but i have no memory of that.i recognize myself in your video..that i am going through spiritual awakening...care to share any thoughts?sorry for my bad english :)
Christina Lopes I do restorative yoga, use an herbalist and meditate to get through my kundalini awakening. Some days I allow myself to just fall apart and be until my body says it’s no longer tired.
I don't even know what a spiritual awakening is going through everything all at once my head hurts. Don't want to leave the house. Want move far away from fake people who are all self absorbed
I really hope it's temporary because I'm tired of all the energy I feel drained, weird dreams, overthinking about every memory or person I've dealt with in the past and becoming very sensitive and emotional. I have no idea what I feel exactly but it's strong. I feel that something is changing in me I don't know what is it.
Just try this and if it doesn’t help then no lose.... really just try this it won’t hurt and you can prove a point . Pray to Jesus for one month . No kundalini no yoga no none of that . Just pray to the lord Jesus to help you. Don’t meditation no chakras . Just ask Jesus to come into your heart and you don’t understand what’s going on. One month just try it.
@tupac shakur ...just be yourself today. Mind your own life. Do what makes you happy today. Often frustratingly we live our lives trying to better ourselves through trying to help better others. Just be yourself. Write down 10 things that you want have or do. Mind your business. Work on those things. Set the foundation of eternal peace with establishing happiness within yourself now. Let some things and people go. There's freedom in that you will see. Start there.
@Nimmala Quality I had to let some people around me go. I let some things go, even if I felt I was losing. I really won. The one who cares the least wins. I mind my business now. I still love humanity however it's not my job to fix problems I did not make or contribute towards. I work on my happiness. The peace process starts there. I dont comment on social issues, I was always opinionated which got me in trouble. I took ownership and fixed me. I'm a work in progress. Btw thank you for asking also I replied a year later.
When you realize that you are no longer in control, that you never were, you can begin to allow the awakening to be the understanding of that it just "is". That you are the dance, not the dancer.
I was checked into a mental health facility. I returned home to discover my wife got a restraining order. A few days later filed for divorce. I lived in a hotel for two months seeing my four sons only 3 hours a week. I'm now living alone feeling completely isolated. I agreed to a second pyschological evaluation so I can see more of my children because my wife is convinced I am bipolar despite the finding of my first intreatment evaluation. This video is life to my spirit. Thank you, Sweet Christina for letting your light shine on me!
Kristofer Gray I’m sorry this happened to you. That was not ok AT ALL and may have been more damaging to ur psyche. Stay confident in urself, trust urself, and sending love, light, prayers, ur way. 🙏🏼🧖🏼♀️
I remember saying this at one stage. Wish we could say hands up to a crowd, " who's going through this", bet we would be suprised by how many. To survive masks are necessary sometimes!
Anyone going through an awakening, respond so I can connect with you. I would be blessed to be able to talk with someone going through a massive awakening as I am right now
Yes , Vera here and have had truly difficult time and feeling lighter today but really tough time. lets hang as a group of evolving souls verasmith@bellsouth.net much love and strength to you!!!!
I feel your pain, sistah! I've been sliding through a Dark Night of the Soul for two years now. I've lost my job, my wife, my health (got it back now), my security, some friends ... have no idea who I am and simply cannot go back to my old Dog and Pony Show way of making a living. Never been lonely before in life ... now I'm very lonely. Am so traumatized by all of the bad things happening that I eat anxiety and fear for breakfast. This awakening stuff is not for sissies! I've been literally brought to my knees time and time again. Trying to become a master at navigating this underworld ... I'm an amateur. The worst part is going through it alone ...
Why does this all hurt so much?! Sometimes I feel the best I ever have in my life and then it disappears and agony creeps back in....I'd prefer the happy moments please!
I understand completely. We are talking SERIOUS emotional pain. BRUTAL. And, just wanting to be able to enjoy finally being Enlightened/Awake... Filled with Love & Light. When do we gat to the point where we can hang on to that no matter what... Without getting sucked back into, & overwhelmed, by the Shadows we stiil have to work through?!
@@BrianaAugustine one thing I am trying to come to terms with is the mass extinction event we are causing as human beings on this planet....that's a pretty big "shadow" to deal with.
@@jengentry3396 I am beginning to realize that the end goal should not be "enlightened bliss" because there is so much pain in the world right now. As sensitive and powerful people, maybe we need to let our pain be our fuel to change the world. We are strong enough to feel the pain, and yet still have hope. This ability is a gift to others who are suffering. I went to the hospital everyday while my mom was recovering from a severe condition that caused her complete paralysis, she couldn't breath on her own or even blink. There were tubes keeping her alive, ones to breath for her and ones to keep her fed and many more. She has so many scars now. A panel of dr.s told us she would likely not make it, and if she did she would basically be like a quadriplegic. Her recovery was agonizing and painful, but she is home today! And guess what...she is walking on her own. Her dr.s (who are world renowned specialists) are flabbergasted by her recovery. I had to see and experience so much pain with her during her 9 month hospital stay (3 in ICU, most of which was on a ventilator). Her recovery is still in progress. Being with her through all of that is actually something in my life I am proud of. Being with someone or "something" in pain is perhaps one of the greatest acts of love we can give, though it is extremely difficult to do.
@@BrianaAugustine omg thank you! I so needed this. A few days ago I was saying that I didn't feel so bad about being a f**k up because the world is f**ked up so really I'm just f**king up at f**king up the world even more. Cheers 💚
I’ve awakened from a mental breakdown that’s turned into a complete shift of my old self into my new self... everything has changed including all my perception. Weird vivid dreams, confusion and exhaustion. it’s very uncomfortable.. things feel very bleak but I trust the process.... hope someone can connect
I wake up multiple times a night looking for and talking to people I don't know! My grown kids have to help me back to reality! It's scary do you know anyone that can help?
My mantra I say to myself when it gets bad- is if you were crazy, you wouldn’t know, so this will pass. I have a psychology background, so I have a really hard time not feeling I’m insane when I’m going through it. 🌱
Oh, same here. I studied psychology in university, so I see schizophrenia signs all over. I once felt I was disintegrating, it was so scary. I struggled to hold on to reality for a couple of days after that. Everything felt surreal. Maybe I am crazy, idk. 😭
Same here, between the blisses and the descents into hell, I could not understand what to believe and what not to. At some point, I decided to turn myself into a mental health facility cause, I could litteraly feel my mind breaking. My mind, my spirit and my body were splitting and I had no control whatsoever over any part. They defined it as "episode of psychosis", but somehow I knew this experience was way beyond that. I could already see the benefits of my experience, so decided not to take any medication and deal with it my own way. So far I'm proud of the progress I've made in this process and would not choose an other path.
@@Simone-dy4dx Well, I searched for a link between psychosis and spirituality and I found some articles about the Dark Night of the soul. It was much more accurate to me than the medical explanation so I started looking for as much info that I could on RU-vids channels and discovered the shadow work. I was not scared anymore, I would dive in. From a position of distanciation, i would observe every physical and emotional reaction of my body, provoking them by questioning myself and deciphering. Two techniques were really helpful to me: Familiar Constellations (transgenerational work) and German New Medicine (analysis of body reactions/symptoms). I also had the chance to experienced some spontaneous regressions that helped me connecting more dots about early childhood experiences and past life events. I hope it will be useful to someone ☺️.
Mine was also a bliss - specially the reawakening of my psychic abilities and see beyond the veil - but it turned overwhelming listening to spirits asking for help and knowledge to the point of harrassment. At the time I gave away all my posessions, packed two bags and left my apartment key in the door. Broke, I cashed all miles to a one way ticket to L.A. and from there backpack to Mexico where I lived for a year.
I've been in no man's land for a while. I'm grateful to learn I'm not going crazy! It's quite a ride. My husband is going through it with me, and he lets me vent and listens. We're blessed to have each other.
I had a panic attack while driving on March 15th of this year. I quickly pulled over and got help. The next few days I spoke to a therapist. She said that I going through a deep change in my life based on what I told her. This is a painful journey. I have been doing yoga and meditation to keep me calm. This video is a help to me.
Look up some breathing techniques :) I really enjoy the 5 count breath in, hold for 5, breath out to 5 and hold for 5, and repeat. I do this AS SOON AS I am STARTING to have ruminating-downward spiral thoughts. This makes it all manageable. I also I Wim Hof breathing technique daily. Look up these simple things as well as mantras ad see what works for you
Jessica Rowe: Try Andrew Weils 4/7/8 breathing technique. I struggled with severe anxiety & panic attacks . If you do this religiously /daily it will help you . It helped me & my anxiety was very rough .RU-vid also has AWeils M.D. s video demonstration & recommendation how to do the 4/7/8 breathing technique. Hope you find relief .💗
I am so glad u switched careers to become a “RU-vidr” lol. You are the ONLY one who helped me understand and feel better about what I was experiencing. U gave me back my sanity and I can’t thank you enough for that. Ugh egos, that was a tough one, especially with the added bonus of being brainwashed in a Narcissistic Abusive Relationship, ur ego and programming are all over the place and I’m just so happy u made it all feel normal, u got me thru it and I can breathe again. Thank you Christina, Peace and Love to u.
Dear Christina, just a line or two to offer you a most sincere thank you. I'm 60 years old and I began the awakening process about six months ago, not really having a clue what awakening entailed or the process involved in it. I still literally ask myself sometimes dozens of times a day "am I dreaming?" At my deepest level I know that I'm not but a part of me is still afraid that I will wake up and all of this will in fact be just a dream.The majority of the time I feel like I'm a few steps behind myself, almost a hollow feeling and yet I'm experiencing an indescribable alertness and a new found gratitude and most importantly a new, ever growing joy for this human experience at the same time. I have done quite of bit of reading lately because honestly, I thought that I was the only person in the world experiencing this phenomenon and I was questioning my sanity. I mean really questioning my sanity! Bits and pieces of internet articles have been very relieving and reassuring but when I clicked on your video today for the first time, I have to tell you Christina, tears of joy and immense gratitude flowed from my eyes! Actually seeing and hearing someone who knows exactly what I'm experiencing and has experienced before herself was EXACTLY what I needed to hear and see today. So, thank you from the bottom of my heart for doing what you do! I am honored to consider you one of my teachers now and a guide on this incredible journey... "Iron" Mike Callahan Chalmette, Louisiana
Thank you, Christina. This is the hardest experience I've ever gone through. I know it's worth it, but oh boy--this is something else. I feel as if a part of me is dying and hanging on so tightly, in immerse pain--seeking for my mercy to save it. The awakening process is not a cup of tea-you'all. Beautiful ones, please send me some love and light. I need it. Thank you for sharing your wisdom with us, Christina. I appreciate, and love you.
Dr. Jacinta Mpalyenkana, Holding space for you... 💝 (We call this the heart band emoji, it’s for when you need a little help holding your heart together.) 💝
You get to a point when you know you have to stick it up and keep moving forward with the rebirth process-- because where you are coming from is burning, stinging fire. And although where you are feels like a new type of fire, a different type of pain, an inner struggle from a different dimension, you realize that going backward to where you are coming from will destroy you. Moving forward with stillness and absolute surrender, including surrending the surrendering hence become the only option.
as scary as it is and as bad as it feels know your soul is growing and becoming stronger to serve all around you and beyond. stay strong and love the you! Blessings
I’m really glad I found this video. I’ve been on this spiritual journey for a year or two now. But yesterday was bad. I felt stripped like I had no control over what was going on. Fragile even. All of a sudden I felt like I didn’t know my purpose anymore or if I even had any. I deleted all my social media & took a break from editing RU-vid videos I thought l wanted to do so bad. I kept telling myself there’s more to life than this I just don’t know how to find it. I couldn’t stop crying and just had thoughts of I don’t want to be here anymore. I had a panic attack. I got so desperate I let someone give me their depression meds and I was about to make an appointment to get some myself even tho I’m kinda against taking medication. I feel crazy like I don’t know anything anymore. All my old friends including my ex are gone. Nothing from my past is here or makes sense to me anymore. Which makes me frantic like I’m losing myself. my old self is trying to hold on so bad but there’s nothing to grasp which makes me feel like I’m losing it. The old is gone but I don’t know this new person. I feel lost.
@@lizalane5745 I’m actually in the best place mentally & emotionally than I’ve ever been in my life. Not long after this I moved to a new state on my own for a few months & it was the healing I needed. I’ve had many awakenings since. & now I know how to deal with it. When I get that feeling of nothing makes since It’s not that you’re going crazy new things are happening & you have to surrender to it, it then all slowly starts to make sense. I now know when I’m being triggered & how to move forward healthily where as the beginning of This awakening I had no idea what was going on with me & it would make me go crazy trying to figure it out.
It’s just miraculous that the Universe has guided me to your videos in such timing. Greetings from the No Man’s Land! It’s so less scary in here now!! :)
Been feeling like I'm going crazy for like 6 months now and every time my ego starts up I come back to this video. I've watched this video probably 10 times now and I imagine I will keep watching it. I feel huge disconnect from reality and myself, I feel deep inner turmoil and pain. This is SO fucking hard but thank you Christina.
I feel this sense of disconnect from reality and myself... it feels like I’m disassociating and I have vivid dreams and flashbacks to a life that I never even experienced but it is so uncomfortable it makes me feel like I’m losing my mind even tho I’m having normal conversations on an emotional and intellectual level.... I wish someone could experience what I’m going through though i can’t even comprehend it
I've recently begun my spiritual journey and I feel as though I am crazy, or I'll question myself. This video has helped me immensely and I am extremely grateful for your time and effort. Love you all, I am sending my positive energy to you all x
If I am releasing and alone, I just let it happen. let the crying happen, try not to over think and say goodbye to what no longer matters.This was exactly what i needed to hear as it's been a year for me and I'm still feelilng scattered but at the same time calm and at peace. Appreciate you Christina
Thank you Christina! For the first time in my life I thought about suicide. It was so stressful but I’m getting better and trusting the universe. God is good.
Suicidal thoughts are common during this phase too (I had them also) because they are a metaphorical symbol for the dying ego. But I'm so glad you're doing better! This too shall pass. :)
@@annettemorrison7737 Thank you. It is very difficult but i have no other choice. I have to trust GOD and the universe. I'm out of work on top of going thru spiritual ascension and dark night of the soul/ego. It is JUST horrible to be ME.
It is a painful process, much like child birth. This process doesn't go on forever although it feels like it will. Good luck finding a job. That is VERY stressful for sure.
I feel so lonely because of this and no matter how I try to explain myself I get the feeling I'm being treated as someone who need meds , I feel so much about things around me as if I'm learning a new trade ,it's so difficult I just hope it passes soon . Great video Christina
I in the process of a Spiritual Awakening !!! My mother tried to have me committed I chose to be with God and he encompassed his angels around me I'm walking in the Spirit 🙏👣🌈😇☮️💙
I wake up in the middle of the night scared and confused looking for and talking to people I don't know! My grown kids have to help me back to reality! Can anyone offer help?
Wow!! I can’t believe this came up in my notifications! I started feeling like I was going crazy in 2016 and as it turns out it was a spiritual awakening to the very definition of what you posted. I began to have feelings that the narrative of my past was a lie. Those feelings did not have any memories attached. No visual memories, no audible memories just a deep knowing inside. My ego tried to ignore it through a myriad of anxiety related issues sent by the soul as warning bells. The soul is incredible. I truly believe that when we come from toxic, dysfunctional families the soul can be absolutely crushed and thrown into a dark closet and left behind while the physical human tries to fit in and survive according to the narrative and family programming. I do believe years later in life that once the physical human feels safe and the soul knows the physical human is safe then the soul begins to try to work its way to the surface and bring to light the truth and show all the lies that put it in the dark to begin with.
@@nid2598 I don’t think the physical human can feel safe around anyone who makes you feel unsafe. If it is family, friends causing you to have a sense they just don’t have your back, a job or any situation that gives your stomach butterflies you must door slam all of them and never look back. That’s a very painful thing to do but you have to choose between peace, sanity or fear and anxiety. In time when they can no longer contact you by cell or by email and your central nervous system has a chance to calm down your soul will start to peek up and show itself. Good luck my friend. It’s a rough journey so don’t expect butterflies and kittens. Breaking free is just the beginning. When your central nervous system calms down and you start to remember all the cruelty and all the betrayal that is a really rough part of the journey. Once you cross over though in time you will forgive them and you will have no anger but you’ll feel nothing for them any longer and you will be a much different person and very strong, stronger than you ever thought you could be.
100% agree with everything said in this video. I had a dark night of the soul, and I would wish that on no one. I hope that everyone knows they are loved and that even when the darkest nights come to test you, you will pull through. Just remember even in the darkest moments you will pull through and things will make so much more sense afterwords. Much love and light to all.
So intense. This group of commenters are like holding hands in a dark storm. Still windy and raining and it's darker up ahead and cold and we're strangers saying I know.
Omgoodness! Yes, have felt like I'm going crazy for the past couple years. My soul knows it's awakening but my mind tries to convince me that I'm sick. And... perimenopause doesn't help! It's been such a duality between spirit and ego. Which at times triggers bad anxiety attacks. What I do to calm myself is drink warm herbal tea, eat something nurturing, listen to affirmations, stretch and take a few deep breaths and tell my mind to shut it! I was just introduced to your videos and have to say... I absolutely love them and your practice. Thank you so very much for sharing your knowledge and spiritual practice. 🙏🏼 💞
Thank you. I took 5 years to make this change, and I fought it, almost lost my mind enough to force my death, because my ego was not there anymore. I am glad I found this. It makes so much sense.❤
I basically just work to bring my mind to the fact that something is happening, something is changing , it’s all happening in divine order and I believe that. I feel better now than I have my entire life I feel different and that’s my proof for believing in what I believe 🙏🏾 and then I break out dancing, which was one of my New Years resolution, to dance more often 😂💃🏾 and go with the flow. I’m a Pisces
If anyone is reading this, please send me some love. My mind is running 100 miles per hour. I cry & I get so angry. This video is so helpful. Going to stay in a hotel tonight to give my family a break from me. Going to invite spirit guides to help me bc I can’t seem to do this by myself. Afraid of myself lol 😂
I've been feeling crazy most of my life ever since I came into the age of reasoning. A year ago, I started going into the woods alone and just sat there doing nothing. Gradually, I started feeling a connection in the wilderness of the forest. The trees, plants, and the animals fascinated me. My craziness I know came from loveless family. It damaged me totally, but I am thankful to them as they helped me got the the awareness that the love I seek is nowhere out(there may be, and I am sure there is), but it won't come to me until I become Love. It took me a life time to understand that. Now, at present, I enjoy my own company the best and I have great acceptance for every one who is different from me. I do affirmations/meditation, I listen to Dr. Wayne Dyer, I read Tao Te Ching, and I write journal. I speak my heart on my channel as well as I want to express and share how it is like to live from phase to phase. Thank you Christina Lopes! You're a wonderful human being!
I can’t explain how much this video has calmed and brought peace to my mind. I’ve been in a sort of panic for at least two weeks now because i’ve been afraid i’m going insane. I’m so glad i found this video to help me understand my spiritual awakening! Thank you so much for making this video, much peace and love for you in the future!!! 💖
You truly are an earth/universe angel Christina For around a year, I was so confused, couldn't articulate what I was feeling or thinking and was terrified that I was going crazy You appeared with your beautiful bright shining explanation to what was happening to me, and so many others An ALCHEMIST in so many ways, turning negative to positive and dark to light Thank you so much for changing your career path and becoming a life coach, RU-vidr, earth angel 😇
I am currently spiritually awakening and have been feeling so lost , confused, depressed and alone. Finally someone who can explain what’s happening to me simply so I can understand it. Thank you so much Christina Lopes. You literally are my guiding light. Xx
I wish I'd had this information 7 years ago. When my ego crumbled I called it "the nothing" because I felt so detached. I calmed by singing to myself. . .by myself. . .a lot. Later I started learning about affirmations which helped also. Thank you for all you do❣
genuinely brought to tears. As someone who is just beginning this process, this video feels like a friend. I know that I will feel the waves of life carry me well through this ever expanding universe, and once I have made it to the next phase in my journey I'll continue to thank myself immensely
My grandma die recently and I went through the grieving stages I felt like I was going crazy I couldn’t stop thinking, I felt everything, all the sudden After a very social personality now I can’t stand many people. I have notice that I need more solitude to connect with in . Meditation, good food , lots of comedy, art, gardening, walks , nature , reading. Just by not being available to people feels good. I have learn that I’m not 911 so I don’t have to answer my phone , or respond to any one. Unless I’m on call from my work. Self care self love 💗 thank you 🙏
Thank you so much for this video! I am a psychiatric RN. I have been feeling like this strongly for a while. My thoughts, ideas, beliefs,attachments have been changing. I work the night shift. As I do rounds at night, checking on my patients, I cry inside, because I think, I need a bed here, I am going crazy. If people around me only knew, the turmoil inside. I do pray, and I surrender these thoughts, and they eventually leave, and I remember instances, when I know my angels, guides, and Spirit, forewarned me of something, or gave me guidance. Then, I feel the peace. Thank you again for the video!!!!
Poor thing I hope you're doing better. It's hard to keep going and I know about that wish to just lay down at work. So tough. And you can't express yourself in those times and each movement is a victory.
I rarely leave comments. But WOW! So spot on! To me it feels sort of like an increased awareness of living both turmoil and peace, sometimes simultaneously. I've always found walking in nature , especially near water to be a great stabilizer. Also music and dance are essential for my sanity, as well as playing with and communicating with my dog!
I’m mostly through the worst of the horrendous fear and paranoia. Watching those thoughts and telling myself they were lies was the only thing that got me through. I repeat mantras, especially at night as I try to fall asleep. “I AM... right here... right now... and I’m ok... and everything in this moment is fine.” It’s still challenging to be around highly emotional family members as I sometimes start to resonate and vibrate with their unconscious “stuff” (beliefs) and it will run through my body and mind as my own until I realize I’m resonating with their unconscious fear. I’ll bring up whatever it is within me and heal it.
What causes the paranoia? What causes the psychosis symptoms? How does this relate to a Kundalini Awakening. This happened in someone I dated years ago. We dated after his awakening so I did not go through that period with him and never asked him specific questions.
Thank you, Christina! 🙏🏼 I believe I’m in it... can’t eat, nauseated all the time, trouble sleeping, mood swings, waking between 3-5 am, new beliefs and thoughts, and getting bits of info through intuition (not thinking, just comes to me as a knowing). All “normal”, RIGHT?! Lol I’m grateful for you and the wisdom you share with us all. 💚✨
I saw two snakes outside my house coiled up together before the craziness started (i.e. kundalini awakening). And then the moon was shaped like a cross outside my bedroom window the other night. The universe is always speaking to us. We just overlook it sometimes. I love you all.
Ever since my awakening, I’ve always stayed guarded about discussing my spirituality with others. Not that I’m afraid of judgments; I really don’t know why I’ve been that way. It’s just so personal to me and I don’t want any unwanted energy from others that isn’t supported.
I thank God for you and your wisdom and understanding of what we are going through. It is the strangest thing that has ever happened to me in my life. It seems we are isolated and trapped in this mind survival strategy by ourselves. I am an RN and I like a couple others here feel like I should be admitted at times. I cry for no apparent reason, panic attacks, strong anxiety, physical symptoms, etc. I have visited the ER twice only to be told "you're fine". I do believe I was thrust into this due to emotional trauma. I try so hard to feel normal. I have incorporated yoga and meditation and nature which all really helps. Thank you so so much!
I have told my guides that I didn't want help because others need them more. Now after watching your videos, I ask. You have been very helpful! ♡ beautiful soul! Thank you ♡
We have to train our thoughts on beauty and stuff like that. We are and become what we think. So get nasty people out of your life asap and do things that have meaning to you. That's what all the advice is. They say you have to instill it in your mind over and over for a looooong time and then we'll be ok and come out on top. Clean out your social media down to bare bones or completely and sleep well and eat well. If we don't do that then I guess we'll end up right back here all bummed out and aching.
I am so broken and out of sorts I'm not able to function at all, I'm only able to lie on the sofa and listen to Mantras,,, the only thing that helps ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-lxmPhLwC8CY.html
I have been in the exact same position. I started to think of the physical symptoms of consciousness expansion and just part of the process. I felt things got a bit easier after that.
Thank you so much for this Christina! I feel like my prayer was answered as I’ve been struggling alone since my break down/through. I’m a 41 years old first generation Vietnamese-American daughters to a narcissist mother and emotionally absent father. When I abandoned my position as a CFO/Banker in Los Angeles because I whistle blew on my boss, the CEO, for questionable immoral/unethical behavior, my family and soon to be ex-husband abandoned me. I was so fearful of going crazy and asked my mother and she said that I AM crazy. I had to cut off every person I turned to as the opinions/control was too much. You have greatly helped me at times when I had lost all hope in humanity. Thank you thank you thank you!
This was truely helpful! I have been through some ego shattering episodes lately and although I feel and 'know' that it is in my highest good and such... it feels so understood and loved to watch this video. We all need some confirmation and/or more information on the topic at times... and also the feeling that you are not alone in this. For me that is part of the human experience, too :) Love and Sunshine!
Thank God for channels like yours, otherwise I would have assumed I was losing it. Such a bizarre experience and absolutely difficult- you explained everything perfectly and it gives solace to many. For me how I coped was seeking info like what you share. It blew me away to realize how many people sharing same exact experience. Evolution is happening at a rapid pace and we are feeling it! Bless you for being a wayshower at this time where many are in need of this guidance and comforting explanation ❤
I am in the thick of it now. Man this is scary, but it confirms some of my beliefs that I was judged so harshly for. I’m freaking out, but I know it is for the best. My souls journey to freedom. Here I come, and I will try to help people once I can protect myself and I am ready. I’m amazed and terrified.
And thank God for you. I'm a patient and finally woke up truly. I kept thinking I was going crazy again like I did when I was a child but no, not this time. I'm fully responding to the Universe and my healing process. I use to dwell on how I wish you were around when I was 14, but now I am beyond grateful that I find you at all.
Thank you Christina for these beautiful words of wisdom. They truly resonated! I had my awakening in October 2017 and have felt like Alice down the rabbit hole ever since! What a journey it’s been. During challenging times, meditation and connection to nature are my big time go to things. I experienced a real depth to this awakening after experiencing plant medicine ayahuasca the following month. Talk about Divine timing. I had planned this trip to Costa Rica several months earlier. My advice to all: Trust and have Faith in Divine timing. Everything is as it should be. Keep moving forward. Don’t resist. Much Love & Light. 🙏🏻❣️🙏🏻
Very helpful message because i am going through an awakening and dark night of the soul simultaneously haha i am doing my best to keep my distance from family/friends who do not understand what any of this is but i know it will pass. I’ve been studying spirituality and starting my own research on these topics as well as starting to learn about auras, chakras, crystals and so much more!!! It’s been centering me and keeping in a state of bliss i never felt since i was surrounded by all the projections growing up lol tysm christina!!!
I thought I would die with all the projections. Too much effort in putting me back in that box. Much relief from this video . Thank you. Nature quiets the ego.
Excellent. Just when I needed information like this. Thank you very much. I'm in this phase right now and have to say, it's gruesome. I experience crazy dreams, weird sensations on my skin, severe anxiety, derealization, loss of cognitive functioning and vision impairment.... however I'm standing strong even though sometimes it doesn't feel like it. Namaste
You explain everything so beautifully it makes sense it’s logical spiritual sense. So many times with spiritual awakenings we branch off and go into these weird bizarre experiences And it’s so nice just to come back to a grounded perspective on what spiritual awakening is. Thank you for the work that you are doing and the service you are providing to those lost looking for some instruction that makes sense and that grounds instead of confuses and sends you off into the ethers. Much love to you and your team.
I have gone thru many cycles in my life and I am still here. I like too watch comedy and laugh take my dogs for a walk this is enough for me simple pleasures in life.
My back ground was crazy. when going thru my spiritual wakening it was hard telling my self I wasnt crazy. I was so scared trusting my heart,yet I did it. I'm still learning thanks to you. Your like the good angel on my shoulder. I love being me
Such a strange event to go through.. It's so odd to see things so differently too.. It took a traumatic event to kick start this, and its scary to go through because I definitely feel very alone in many senses of the word
This is really good. My spiritual awakening finally broke my "emotional basketcase" phase when I could name it. When I could identify as an empath and I could clinically identify my abusers as narcissist > ASPD > psychotic. That even thou I went no contact 27 yrs ago, I still carried around the scars and they were openly bleeding. In some respects, I blamed myself so I needed to forgive myself even thou I did nothing wrong. Naming your demons has a great healing benefit.
I needed this, I thought I was crazy I thought I had schizo, I thought others were attacking me. And even people around me begin to judge me harshly as though I was a bad person. I am more than thankful to have stumbled across your channel.
Thank you! Projections from others are so tough. Especially in the mental health field, haha but this was well said But to answer your question: I meditate daily and do yoga and try to remind myself to trust my intuition and stand my ground. A bit difficult when I’m surrounded by clinical paradigms and opinions but watching folks like you do it helps 😊
does anyone else reach a stage where they don’t even need to speak their affirmations, and you simply hold it as a belief to be true because you KNOW it stands true. without the need to say it out loud.
Yes, I do, sometimes, but, as you said, our spirit guides are always there to help us, I too feel their presence very strongly. I have experienced this many many times
Wow, I wish I had found you a year ago, I had lost my job, sold my house had no idea what career path I would take so retrained my whole life changed within 2 months I felt trapped into a situation I had absolutely no control over, I was guided back to church & haven't looked back, I now see the positives in all of the changes and things are very different for me, I've recently been working with the Mahatma energy which brings such amazing healing forward. I really like your uploads is thank you so much for being there for all of us. Love ❤️ 💕💕and light 🔆 🔆🔆🔆 always.
I delivered my first psychic message today. It was to my friend, who’s girlfriend suddenly past away last year. She was so young.... They had a beautiful relationship together and it was very sad. I am questioning everything - was I right, or was I being delusional about the whole situation? But I know one thing: when a thought of delivering the message to my friend came across my mind my heart felt a rush. It wasn’t anxiety driven, it was more like an urge. I hope that I did nothing wrong and that the soul is really at peace and watching over my friend as I was sensing it. My grandmother has the same gifts as me, but she chooses to suppress it and shames me for not doing it also. She thinks that I’m out of reality and I should be more in the „real“ world. But I also know that it is not the truth. As I gave permission to my guides they surrounded me with so much peace, compassion and love... I’m in a state of deep change right now. In my fifth year of my spiritual awakening. But I’m also so young (only 20 years old) and it is hard to calm myself while also being neurodivergent. Anyways.... Thank you Christina for being here for us and thanks to You also, if you read it this far. Love u all, bye 🥰💗💖
Hi you’re right my husband thinks I’m going crazy. I feel as if my mind is on another planet sometimes. The other day I felt as if I was having a nervous breakdown. I don’t want to do anything like I could just sit for hours. I need to be in the quiet like in nature. I believe that God and the Angels and guides will get me through it. Can’t get my head around what people are saying to me it’s like my brain has switch off. I just accept what comes. Your video was very reassuring to me thank you for taking the time to do the video. ❤️
I’ve been going through a spiritual awakening. My thoughts feel totally disconnected to my body and I’ve been questioning whether I’m going crazy! I try to do yoga and meditation everyday to help me and also listen to 432hz music. Thank you for your video 💕
Hello, for me, the hardest was to not understand what was going on and still, at times, I feel like my reference points are no longer valid . It is disorienting and yes, I have the same destabilizing experience as you Christina I understand when you say you could not recognize the reflection in the mirror. You know, I see myself from the inside, my guides are showing me the real me and it's almost like I have been in hiding but I am mistrustful I have yet to learn to be empowered. I have been operating from a different system all along and now, I want to be here and let my true beautiful self through. But I must say, your words are soothing and your guidance so helpful. Continue your good work you are much needed ! xoxo
I am feeling so crazy right now and when I opened RU-vid, this is the first video that popped up. My guides wanted me to see this. Thank you so much Christina for helping all of us on our journeys 🙏🏽🩵
Wow this is sooo wonderful to hear .... As a recent retiree I began to meditate and I truly believe I became fully awakened and as I began to share this information with friends and family they all made me think I was crazy by considering me weird and we all disconnected....but now I know for a fact that I am truly fully awakened because I am truly lead to others like you mostly on you tube and others that I meet in public areas which confirms to me that my spirit guides are leading and guiding me on a higher vibrational frequency of righteousness and I am sooo grateful to have you in my frequency now and know for a fact that we are truly fully connected..... much Love Peace & Blessings Namaste
There was no one and nothing around to explain to me what I was going tthru when I experienced this. I just found myself focused on not giving into feelings of wanting to end my life. I knew if I just held on, this period would pass. Thanks to RU-vid I now understand and do not feel alone.
Ive watched so many of your videos. I just want to say THANK YOU 🙏🏽…. These videos have been guiding me and calming every nerve in my body. I love the way you explain everything so detailed and it feels like its coming from a loving place. I really appreciate what you do. Please keep up the good work. Im not the only one who needs this.
I’m definitely in the feeling crazy phase! This video helped me so much to understand why my spiritual emergency (which started with bliss) went in this direction, and also helped me know a little bit about whats coming after this phase! Thank you so much 🙏🏻
So true , Sometimes it seems like we are living inside the ego prison . But we do not see the walls. I'm trying so hard to breakthrough from that prison. Your videos are good tools to build healthy ego. Thanks a lot
Thank you so much for this video. I have had a really rough few weeks because of this very thing. I feel drained, tired, scared, and overwhelmed. This video gave amazing tips and helped me understand why I'm feeling this way. Thank you so much for what you're doing.
Thank you for putting this in perspective so concisely & completely validating the past 5 years of my life. Yesterday, in a hysterical moment of extreme loneliness, hopelessness & anger... I sobbed out loud (to an empty house)... "If you expect me to believe that I actually CHOSE TO INCARNATE INTO THIS EXISTENCE AKIN TO HELL, W/ SO MUCH PAIN, LONELINESS, & MISERY - AND - I HAVE GUIDES, ANGELS, SOUL FAMILY, ETC. WHO ACTUALLY ENCOURAGED ME TO DO THIS/TOLD ME I COULD HANDLE IT...?!?!?!?!?!?!... Then I need some solid, real, proof (forget the # synchronicity!) OR I'M DONE!!!!!!!" (Yes, I'm working through some major core/root trauma issues & hopefully clearing...Lol.) Aaaaannnddd, HERE YOU ARE... I've been watching RU-vid Awakening/Spiritual/Meditation/Coaching videos for hours, almost daily, for at least 4 years... And have NEVER come across your channel/videos before. UNTIL TODAY. W/ THIS video... resonating in my Heart & Soul (to the point of tears). And, just prior to this one I watched Glacia Rain "April Ascescion Symptoms"... Which named every single physical ailment I'm experiencing - to the point of planning a trip to the ER! I'm blown away. In awe. Filled with Gratitude. My Heart feels like it's going to explode (in a good way, for once... Lol!) I just wanted to share this profound experience & equally profound difference you have made in my life. Things have been R. O. U. G. H. & that's putting it mildly (my mother has suggested/urged psychiatric hospitalization several times... And, I just sent her this video, btw). Thank you, again! I'm subscribing now & then going to website for email sign up. ❤️💫
In the midst of this break down of ego, which I am still undergoing, something I've thought of before on and off came to mind awhile back. It is called the "I" FIELD. The "I Field" is an 'expanse' of immovable SELF presence, within which all of what I have called myself and my life is taking place. This imparts a sense of SELF PRESENCE not necessarily defined as any singular FORM. But pervasive throughout. I am now moving in and out of this "I Field" as I go forward with my process. When mind gets crazy due to the process of ego fragmentation, I do something I taught myself as a child. Its called Freeze Frame. I just suddenly STOP everything as if someone flicked my OFF switch. As a child, I used to imagine I was suddenly in a painting hanging in a museum. People would casually walk by and stop to gaze at this painting. I could breathe but no one could detect it. Everything was painted in exactly as it was meant to be, even a little mess here and there. They would wonder what I was thinking, or doing, and where I was. Later on, as I began to teach meditation and Yoga, I began to integrate this technique now and then to assist in imparting the instantaneous ability to just STOP the mind. Then progress without it for a little while. (as long as one could anyway.) This really helps one learn to relax the mind. I used to do this as a child when I suddenly became afraid or upset. So anyway, thank you for your great videos and info!
I am beyond thankful for you and these videos. Just experienced the darkest my soul has ever been and thought I was going insane until I listened to you speak. It’s all a part of the process and the journey ✨ thank you thank you thank you❤️
I think ego doesn`t actually DIE, it`s just some people might FEEL like it`s dying, because the ego (and you, as a whole) might change PROFOUNDLY. So, it`s just a result of an INTENSE DEGREE of CHANGING that you might be going through, and therefore you might feel quite shitty and vague sometimes.
Thank you divine soul for posting this! I really needed to hear this and it helped a lot!! 💜 I am still a little unsure but I am feeling so much better 💗
I have been through four spiritual awakenings and that chaos beforehand is always the kicker. It's terrifying, every time, and I always have to trust it because I know I'm coming out the other side with a new energy. ❤️
Hi my spiritual awakening happened in 2010. Changed my life instantly, like it happened yesterday. My practice has brought me to The Realization I had to know what life in the Box is, and the only way out IS THE PATH.
