Backslid for 12 Years: “I Felt There Was No Way Back to God” 

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Me tooo😭

Amen. Also, I was raised in church and listened to the devil for years before I realized my Saving Lord Jesus was for real and protected me until my eyes were opened. I'm running FOR, not from, my Lord now. Hallelujah!

Exactly!! He’s too good to us 😔

Amen 🙏 He will go seeking the 1 and leave the 99. His love is that beautiful and more!

Amen God it’s always waiting for us even when we’re doing bad he still waiting for us with his arm open. Jesus is love don’t matter what he loves you unconditional love God bless you.

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Plz pray for me. I need healing. 🙏

Praying for your son. There is no temptation so great that God doesn’t make a way of escaping. Please pray for my daughter. I love her so much. Thank you.

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I prayed! ❤

If your son trusts in the finished work of Christ on the cross, to cleanse him of his sins, he is saved regardless of where he is at in life. Once you receive eternal life, you cannot lose it, otherwise it wouldn't be eternal.

That's right I forget salvation, sanctification a process

Amen!! Thank you for sharing ❤️

Were those attacks coming from the enemy? Spiritual warfare ? God bless you🙏🙌❤️

@@louiedangelo3843 yes

Same here

3am is known as the witching hour. Rebuke that off of your life!

Run like never before for Jesus! Run brother! He’s running with you through each battle. Amen!

@@GoldenGraham25 Thank you so much for saying that Golden. I need prayers because demons are trying hard to keep me from stepping into the full calling our Father has on my life. I seriously thank you so much because I feel God was speaking so strongly through you in that message to me. 🙏🙏🙏

Overjoyed and always encouraged at testimonies of ex-gay lifestyles. Please keep my best friend, Sinead, in your prayers. She is my very best friend and is living a lesbian identity. You are renewed & redeemed, brother!! Keep going! -a sister in Christ.

@@bonivermectin4087 yes! I will pray for your friend Sinead. People prayed for me and God can and will deliver her! Thank you for reaching out! In JESUS'S mighty name. God bless u and your friend!

​@rosscaruso1628 that blood never runs dry ,you can rest in the blood of that cross, it will get you through the hardest moments unscaved, through unbelief no matter what it is,stay resting in ,( covenant promise) and that blessed assurance the hope of glory our savior Jesus Christ always comes through to attend to us and cover all our needs by his spirit thats dwelling in us.

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Thank you for this. Amen!

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Amen Glory to God 😊

Amen! Glory, glory hallelujah… Praise Jesus!!! 😭🙏🏻🙌🏼❤️

Amen I felt the Holy Spirit while he was speaking and burst into tears as well, The Lord's is working through him for sure may God continue to lead and encourage him ❤

Me too! 😭 especially when he talks about coming back to his first love.

Amen in Jesus name It will come to pass 🙏🏾🕊️

Romans 5:12-21 King James Version 12 Wherefore, as by one man sin entered into the world, and death by sin; and so death passed upon all men, for that all have sinned: 13 (For until the law sin was in the world: but sin is not imputed when there is no law. 14 Nevertheless death reigned from Adam to Moses, even over them that had not sinned after the similitude of Adam's transgression, who is the figure of him that was to come. 15 But not as the offence, so also is the free gift. For if through the offence of one many be dead, much more the grace of God, and the gift by grace, which is by one man, Jesus Christ, hath abounded unto many. 16 And not as it was by one that sinned, so is the gift: for the judgment was by one to condemnation, but the free gift is of many offences unto justification. 17 For if by one man's offence death reigned by one; much more they which receive abundance of grace and of the gift of righteousness shall reign in life by one, Jesus Christ.) 18 Therefore as by the offence of one judgment came upon all men to condemnation; even so by the righteousness of one the free gift came upon all men unto justification of life. 19 For as by one man's disobedience many were made sinners, so by the obedience of one shall many be made righteous. 20 Moreover the law entered, that the offence might abound. But where sin abounded, grace did much more abound: 21 That as sin hath reigned unto death, even so might grace reign through righteousness unto eternal life by Jesus Christ our Lord.

My mum prayed for me everyday and years later i got away from the street and drug Life , God takes hes time but he listens 🙏🏾♥️🙏🏾 God bless you and your sons. Xx

amen!

Praise Jesus!!!

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Thanks for that comment. . . My son Sam whom this phone used to belong to - was murdered during a season of great hardship in our family. Now my heart seeks out & searches for these confirmations that Gods mercy triumphs over judgement. I keep praying for God to confirm that Sam is alive in heaven with Him. He was a kind gentle soul towards all. Torment and condemnation had plagued him. He had always wanted a dad / wanted to be accepted & loved. So he thought God rejected or disqualified him too. But he still proclaimed his love for Jesus Christ. I am devastated that i cannot see him anymore and hear him singing praise to the Lord. I never thought that could happen to him. I always believed that God would heal Sam and he would be forever delivered from the doubt and fear. I thought Sam would get filled with the Holy Spirit & get the victory in Christ. But im remembering & realizing how our WORDS that we speak can give the enemy something to work with... im so sad that i didnt keep on speaking into his life what the Bible says. I keep repenting as i remember things i did wrong. I miss my son so much. The loss seems unbearable at times.

Amen. He who began a good work will see it to completion as the brother quoted

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You were restored after backsliding multiple times?

Every time I see a post I read what others write. Your words are why I read them. I was raised on shame and forced to live it for 39 years by my mother, father and three older sisters. I was born nearly blind when my mother exposed herself to german measels when p.g. with me. I was family curse. I still feel like a curse.

​@@chrisbrown7019you recognize your state, so what's holding you back from repenting and running to Jesus? The Prodigal Son story tells us that the Father will run to us when we return to Him. Just return to Him, brother. He's waiting 😊

buy him the book A DIVINE REVELATION OF HELL BY MARY KATHRYN BAXTER...give it to him, alllow the Holy Spirit to do the rest. He shall return to God.

@@alliea9272 He's so far from God he's gone back to atheism. He won't read it

Amen Aleluya

Keep seeking his kingdom he is not done with you Matthew 6:33-34

@@elchente9229 he ain't coming back he failed malachi and Matthew 16 28

17 years? What happened? Did you find your heart got hardened so you could never come back?

God's grace. ❤🙏

Amen 🙏

Amen 😌

God is Love, and Love keeps no record of wrongdoing.

Can you explain more about what you went through im struggling. Seems impossible.

@@scotttrainer5197 I was gloriously saved and filled w the Holy Spirit baptism. I was healed of alcoholism on a barstool! But…. I didn’t read the Bible and fell into opiate addiction w fornication for 10 years. I cried out to Jesus to help me. He was faithful, cleaned me up and I’m sober 7 years. Fast, pray, repent. God loves the backslider. Just like the prodigal son. Just ask him to forgive you

I experienced those tears of joy with my encounter with God . Truly unexplainable & the most beautiful experience I’ve ever had . God is great !

Wow! I need you to pray for me!

@@augusthere7154 Gladly... Please pray for me as well.

@@dc_latername9064Thank you and I sure will.

AMEN .you got this!

Wow, thank you for sharing. Please repent and turn back to him while you still can ❤️ There’s no better place to be

Amen. God is merciful.

Is He the God of 3 or 4th chances? I've failed and repented many times. Please pray for me I have no conviction anymore

@@tashriquemoodley6699 I don't know what your struggle is, but the lord is merciful. There are some sins that dig in deep and you struggle your whole life with it. See the apostle Paul's "thorn in the flesh". God knows your struggle and he is watching and waiting for you to come back to him. Always remember no one can pluck you out of the hand of the Lord. Once the lord starts something, it will be finished. Be patient. Seek the Lord. Read your Bible. If you read your Bible, I have a feeling your conscience will return.

@@tashriquemoodley6699Fellowship with other followers of Christ. Sounds like you need a replenishment of the Holy Spirit. You should get baptized again in the Holy Spirit. Its good that your concerned.

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Amen Glory to God

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​@@elchente9229 edwin, could we pray over messenger or zoom?

God bless you im praying for you

Share it if you can!

Thanks for your testimony

Hey man. I'm 15 and I accepted christ when I was 12, I tried running away from Jesus because of my fear that I had sinned too much when I was 13. Now im running back to him, praise God for this testimony man! Please pray for me that christ may continue to fill with his spirit, help me to overcome the fear of abandonment and death. I believe it would be a great blessing to my life, God bless you man.

What’s your name so we can pray

@@elchente9229 Mikah

This channel is helping me to find my way back. Still on a journey but I love these testimonials. It helps me to know that it's not just me and I'm not alone. I don't feel like I've hit any kind of rock bottom but I do miss my relationship with Christ. Thanks for sharing your story. May God continue to bless you.

Amen Glory to God

@@elchente9229 🙏🏽✝️🗡️🛡️

Amen Glory to God

All Glory to God

** Revelation 12:19 :) We love that verse! That’s why we do what we do

Amen 🙏🏼

Also the Word of God says Isaiah 54:13-14 NKJV All your children shall be taught by the LORD, And great shall be the peace of your children. In righteousness you shall be established; You shall be far from oppression, for you shall not fear; And from terror, for it shall not come near you.

@@elchente9229 Amen!

Amen yes For our Lord Jesus nothing is impossible 🙏🏼

@@elchente9229 amen 🙏

I came back and then walked away again and worse than before. Im the worst sinner :( please pray for me. Im numb.

​@@TheLimitlessLegacyI will be praying for you. But what's holding you back?

@@exag0ra My lack of desire. Im so numb and i need God to change my heart so that I care again in my heart. I seared my conscious. I lived like the devil during the span of about 5 years, after all that God did for me. I cant believe it. Thank you for praying.

@@TheLimitlessLegacy I'm not sure why my comment got removed, but I just prayed and I'm continuing to pray for you. If you ever want to talk, I'm here to listen. I want to help you in whatever way that I can. I can give you my info if you ever feel compelled to reach out, I'm an ear to listen to your story and I can share mine and how God helped me through that (and how He still is).

@@TheLimitlessLegacy Just in case you want my contact, it's infoATexagoraDOTme. I'm guessing that's why RU-vid removed my comment last time, it probably thought it was spam or something. But, I'm here for you and would love to help if I could.

Stay strong brother!! Your faith is being strengthen in the midst of all of the chaos. Watch Edwin’s testimony, it will bless you!

God will provide. Hand him over your circumstances and ask him to lead you where you need to go.

Stay strong my friend 🙏 God is working for something great for you and your family, I will pray for you and your family, can you please give me your cashapp sign so I can try to help you? I love you, even though I don't know you, God has brought me to your comment for a reason, and I pray others will help you through your cashapp as well 🙏 God bless you!!

Please don't give up! This is when you really need to lean on the Lord. Its what He wants you to do. I would tell you to really look to seek His face, and that relationship He wants from you. Go somewhere alone, and pour out your heart to Him in prayer, and tell Him everything you are going through, and give all your worries to Him. Give him complete control. You cannot do it alone, and need the power of His Holy Spirit to give you that peace, and confirmation that He is still with you. There is hope in all your circumstances, but you really need to get back to basics, and remember he loves you, and has not forsaken you. Also get back into the Word of God, and you will begin to feel that reassurance, and faith that He is in control. I promise he will not ignore you, and you begin to see Him working in all your circumstances. Hope this helps, and I will be praying for you and your family, in Jesus name!

Going through a storm too but trying to hang in there. Please listen to sermons by Bishop T. D. James Steady in a Storm or something like that. Heard it today and helped me a lot. God bless you

Amen yes 🙌🏼

God said in His Word, If you leave your sins and ask for forgiveness for your sins, He will surely forgive you of your sins and accept you back as if you had never sinned! The goodness of the Lord is for forever, but He reminds us just to not be afraid but to believe He is able❤

@@sherrygriffin9320 thank you so much, I was crying out just now feeling like I just couldn't be accepted again and you responded to me and God has answered my prayers through you, thank you so much kind messenger, I am going to screenshot our conversation and pin it on my wall, thank you, thank you, thank you Jesus 😭😭😭

Amen Glory to God Jesus set us free 🙏🏼🙌🏼

Ezekiel 3 3 And he said to me, “Son of man, eat what is before you, eat this scroll; then go and speak to the people of Israel.” 2 So I opened my mouth, and he gave me the scroll to eat. 3 Then he said to me, “Son of man, eat this scroll I am giving you and fill your stomach with it.” So I ate it, and it tasted as sweet as honey in my mouth.

​@@elchente9229 wow!!!! God is currently taking me through the process of healing my food addiction, so this spoke deeply to me. It's crazy how His word, which was written thousands of years ago, contains messages that He, as all-knowing God, prepared for me, for us, wherever we are TODAY. Living word.

Joel 2:12 Surrender your heart to the Lord

It’s satan trying to keep you from the Lord. Prayer prayer prayer is your how you over come it brother/sister. Give yourself to the Lord and he will set you free.

We got more on the way!! Thank you for watching and supporting us!

Me too!! This gives a passion for souls. I am at my desk at work and the same thoughts are going through my mind.

@@anng7514 Amen!!! Hallelujah! May the way we live our lives be perfume to our father’s feet in Jesus mighty name I pray Amen 🙏🏼

Amen!!

@@vanessaromero5198 Amen

Return back home your a promise and child of God he loves and I do to

Wow God is speaking to you, take his hand walk with him again. There is nothing he can’t forgive you for. Just come back home he waits with open arms. He loves you so much. 😢

I was a backslider for 20 years, and was never trult happy, because the Holy Spirit was always convicting me, but kept ignoring His nudging. But one day a few months ago was sitting at the table drinking, and His power came over me, and I just asked him to forgive me, and was overcome with the power of the Holy Spirit, and was instantly delivered from alcohol, marijuana, cigarettes, and even lust. I had tried to quit at times on my own, but always went back, and when I finally surrendered 100%, the Lord was there, and accepted me back. I am finally free again, and continue to follow Him daily. I only wish I had surrendered earlier, but am so grateful for his mercy. You will not regret it, just surrender to Him 100%, and he will free you as well. God bless

No coincidences! The Lord is calling you back home ❤️

and thank you for your testimony, you truly are a great example and hope to others who are going through the same thing, and cant find their way out of it. Thank you for that confirmation. God bless you on your future walk with the Lord. See you in heaven one day.@@delafetestimonies

Amen let’s keep staying focused on Christ Hebrews 12:1-2

@@elchente9229 Amen , I saw so much of my walk in Him it was a trip but a blessing

He has your heart brothe/sister! Love you and just keep believing in him

@user-po6ov7ro7o Brother. I gave up something today that was keeping me sick. I also ended my relationship with the person who was killing me to be with, but I was trying to save her. I'm grateful one of God's children showed me the truth about her so I could get away and leave her. Now I'm leaving the other acts of sin behind. Getting sober. No more turning my back to God. God saved me and kept me safe. I owe everything to him. Jesus, thank you for keeping me alive. Thank you for keeping me safe. Thank you for getting me away from her. Please protect her and help her find her path. Help me stay away from sin and get my sobriety back so I can be with my family who loves me. Everything in this world is borrowed. I promise to take care of my body that you gifted me. I promise to use it to serve your children. Lord, I'm sorry I haven't lived up to what you truly want for me. Lastly, thank you for still protecting me and keeping me alive even though I've made so many mistakes. I know I'm not worthy of how many chances I've been given, I will spend the rest of my days guiding others to you, Lord. Amen.

Amen in Jesus Name you can do all things through Christ that’s strengthens you 🙏🏼

Don’t let the devil lie to you he’s you can return to the Lord repent and turn to your first Love Jesus Christ

Amen Glory to God love you to

Reas Isaiah 59:21

Calling out people to repent, we should be honest and truthand stop preaching soft serve Gospel, it won't take us to heaven. These people are called to rebuke and they're doing exactly that, I don't see anything wrong with it.

Do it return please don’t ignore God loves you

Me as well, I hope you’re finding God and Jesus’s love again. It’s so hard some days to feel connected again to the God who loves me. Please if someone is out there reading this, pray for us both 🙏

In Jesus name

Me too...