Backstory to Why I'm NOT Over My Ex (Animated Story) 

That explains why the miku and spongebob animation felt so personal

This video brought up some very relatable emotions that I thought I had left in the past long ago. It legitimately made me happy sob because it feels so unexpectedly cathartic. It's a hard path, but you can only go up after hitting rock bottom. And I am honored to be part of your fanbase to cheer you along the way!

Relationships are a hard thing and it's really brave to talk about it in a video for thousands of people to see. Keep your head up high. Things have a way of working themselves out if you keep your head above water for long enough.

You are very strong and this video is a great way of healing

This is one of the most wholesome videos I've seen

Yeah as a Mormon, me and my family stay away from Jack Mormons and super churchy Mormons which we call “Utah Mormons”. We are in the middle ground we don’t cuss and are not a-holes but we do things that super churchy Mormons would look down upon like drinking caffeine, playing video games and other things like watching horror movies and movies that are rated R but depends on what is in it and what my parents feel about it. I’m glad I grew up Mormon and my parents took best of both worlds. My dad’s family was super churchy and my mom’s family were Jack Mormons. Combined both and you have a middle ground which like you can be an average guy outside the church but you still keep the rules and commandments and know how to behave lol. I mean I cuss online, in my head and by myself but never in front of people or in family. Never. Forgot to say GREAT VIDEO!!!!

This video also is sad because thinking about exes and what you could've done better is hard

I know how you feel champ. It is hard to get over someone you thought would love you without breaking your heart, sometimes I wish I could go back and stop it from ever happening, but there's an old saying, "there's plenty of fish in the sea." I'm sure you'll find someone who's perfect for you, it just takes time. ;) :D

Man i remember my first BF the first thing i asked that dude was if he believed in God, because if he didnt it wouldve been just years of stress with my family :') anyways total mood and thanks for sharing with us such a personal story!

Ok, I'm impressed that your love story is very similar to my first relationship, and as always great animation

I can understand how hard it is to get over someone. We hope you feel better Yan, no matter how long it takes!

I'm glad that I found your channel. While I've never experienced anything like it, I think hearing such raw & honest accounts of other's lives helps me (and other viewers) grow. Thank you for sharing ♥

I appreciate how you have faith In us as the audience Thank you for this story

As someone who lost a lot of friends because of how i behaved and what i said and because all of the social problems i have its hard to make friends and i remember crying about everyone i lost from time to time but im slowly healing and i very hope you are too with much love and care

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Whoa that's was deep

Wow, crazy history, I'm glad you shared it with us (the internet), I hope that no matter what happens, you end up being happy, which is the important thing. Because life is so difficultttttttt 😭

I think this video is valid, not being over an ex is pretty common unless they do something really bad and even then its hard for some people to get over exes :].

Appreciate you a ton for opening up I only knew you for the spongebob and miku animation and didnt think much more until hearing this You deserve a lot of respect for being able to open about this as its something not many people can do

Yeah.. I can relate well to this. Constant barrages of memories with my ex, feeling the emotions behind saying i love you and really meaning it and hearing it back…the fact I can still remember her voice, her laugh, her face, her personality. Every memory that plays being something of joy, or an argument, or a time i really felt like I could be myself. Hell even the comfortable silence that would occur in calls. The fact that situations would jus bam, remind me of a certain moment. And dumbly look back af videos of us playing games together or reading through some old conversations. The depression that would come afterwards as well… i can thankfully say it doesn’t hurt as much, nor come as much, but its still there. Shes still there, a small part. When you truly love someone, a part of them never leaves you. Keep on enduring, who knows how the future will end up for you, even though this comes from a random YTer in the comment section

so brave of you to talk about these things on here! the emotions and feelings you expressed in this one are so relatable and real to me, as i've also (and continue to) felt regret when it comes to past relationships. we're all always here for you and are happy to see you grow!! :>

I really like rhis video and the idea of making the diary entry videos. The only fear i would honestly have is the negative comments that may appear. However I feel that by then you would have something in place to mute those negative mean comments

6:44 i had this happen to me so much after a frined of mine left me its like i was looking for them and honestly it annoyed me as hell like stop thinking about them me you arent friends anymore but yeah it didnt help but its intresting to know we had a similiar expirience

Ok this might sound crazy but hear me out, I just had a dejavu at 4:35 wtf lol I can't believed I dreamed about that specific scene me watching this in youtube. Also, thank you for having the courage of sharing, I had experienced something similar before (and it's still on going to this day). But I'm happy you found your way out and found out about the problem and sorted it out and came in terms with yourself. Alright, thanks for reading, Imma crawl back to my cave.

Everyone has their own ways, and yet you could expect for the worst.

Girl txt your ex and tell him what happened. Trust me he will understand and in 10000000% sure he would get back with you right the hecking now

It seems you said the real name at 4:03 just letting you know

This was too relatable 🥺 great video, Yan!

This is why you don't get into relationships they always end in pain.

nice art

Another amazing video as always

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Amazing video as always

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Wait. You're supposed to ditch the family for the boyfriend, not the other way around 😅. Or just tell them he found religion 🤣. Then he memorizes a (religious book passage) each time they meet 🤣🤣🤣🤣 Your family is supposed to love you and yours unless a serious issue appears.

Nice vid

So many emotions in one video... good luck in life Yan 🥹

I'm glad you were able to share this story, especially through your wonderful animations. It's a healthy way of organizing your thoughts that I honestly wish I had the ability to do so. I hope doing this helped you better come to terms with your thoughts. 🫂

This reminded me so much of the feelings i thought i moved on from made me sob happy tears something i havent done in a minute since i hide my emotions from everyone.Im glad you shared youre story makes me realise im not the only one fighting a battle alone thank you yan thank you for helping me view my pain in a different way 🫂🫂🫂(im glad im part of this fanbase with you and everyone).