Don't apologize for being you. Great job Steve. If you know and ask Jesus in you heart you can definitely say your going to heaven. John 3:16. Love that you want to help people as I want to help people find Jesus. People that are mean need Jesus and if they know Jesus and they are being mean they will be judge by God. God will judge them they way the judge others. Your absolutely right we need to be kind to people thats what God wants us to do. Just a thought if you put in your title about your video being about autism maybe you could reach more people as I'm sure people do look for some advice on how to need help in being autism. I just want you to be happy for who you are whether you have a this job or another job. God will always love you for who you are not for what you have. Much love my friend.