Yeah, trapped, i feel im both lile self consciousness, and at the same time invisible. Is the way i feel all the time, detachment, fear. YEAH, do not get married man there is an 80 percent divorce rate for men on the spectrum, trust me i know, women are crazy , shell take your house and chihuahua😢
Don't apologize for being you. Great job Steve. If you know and ask Jesus in you heart you can definitely say your going to heaven. John 3:16. Love that you want to help people as I want to help people find Jesus. People that are mean need Jesus and if they know Jesus and they are being mean they will be judge by God. God will judge them they way the judge others. Your absolutely right we need to be kind to people thats what God wants us to do. Just a thought if you put in your title about your video being about autism maybe you could reach more people as I'm sure people do look for some advice on how to need help in being autism. I just want you to be happy for who you are whether you have a this job or another job. God will always love you for who you are not for what you have. Much love my friend.
What I'm going thru right now hurts for sure I made error mistake where I lost my senses to anger and I said sorry I really did try to tell her I felt bad about it. they wouldn't give me 2nd chance like that seemed easy they left me it hurt cos it seemed so easy for them to not care just say goodbye to me. it sucks just nothing I can do really I wish she did try to understand more give me a chance I not always like that I just had bad night bad moment dosen't mean I'm bad person. In their eyes I'm too much they once use to like me as person it's sad cos of my mistake their impression changed. We use to be close its sad gonna take me time to heal from it. learned very hard lesson think before u speak let your pass and emotions get the best of you cos of it sadly damaged friendship they didn't want to know me no more that rough feeling. I know how u feel though ❤️ I have Austim learning differeculites.
Thanks for your videos they do help me sometimes. Less friends is better I prefer myself. I hope u find least one friend u can talk too sometimes I hope u keeping well. I gone solo clubling few times haha and pictures solo it was actually great 😊 gives u sence of strong conifdence.
This is true sometimes why I like to be more alone than always around ppl to much I find to draining if around others to much. Good to be with your own best friend I had tough sisation not long ago that caused me to realise never relie on anyone to make u happy soon as that person didn't want to be around me it hurt alot I got too use to that person being there.
Feeling the same way bro..just wanted to let you know the video did help me, because in many ways it feels so relatable...I don't know what the solution exactly is yet, but I believe it has to get better at some point as I try to better myself.
All I can say for myself is the videos I watched did help ME. I look forward to your new material. Live with no regrets and change the world for the better :) .
Good to see you uploading. Get it out there! I also understand the need to keep to yourself. I am going through a similar issue with a neighbor. Why not talk of things you enjoy?...like Favorite movies or video games. … I have major "acceptance" issues too. You need to read "The First and Last Freedom" by Jiddu Krishnamurt. He goes into "sorrow" effecting not only yourself but those around you. It helped me work through these types of emotions.
im 27 never had a lover instead i have a shitty job so i'm deciding to actually end it all. im glad i step on ur chanel so at least i know i was not the only one who felt this lonely my whole life.
I'm so glad you survived. Remember you have your whole life ahead of you. Life gets better in time. This advice may sound a bit trivial but it works well for me. I personally avoid all foods and drinks that contain caffeine and/or high amounts of sugar, all of these can stimulate depression and can override the effects of some antidepressants. sugary foods/drinks contain many unknown chemicals that can effect my mood. I also avoid alcohol and ever since i have avoided these foods and drinks my mood is much more stable, I feel more relaxed and my OCD is more controlled. It's definitely worth a try.
Shoot me an email if you want. Glad your O.K.. I would not be concerned if your are being "selfish" with your videos. I can not speak for everyone else but they help me immensely. Your material is enlightening as always...Bless. PS: Have you tried Cannabis for your mental issues? Also try meditating with goethite and/or black kyanite to clear away the negativity in your living areas... put in your pockets at work if toxic people are giving you shit. goethite is THE BEST for "after a suicide attempt" and Black Kyanite for destroying toxicity.mycrystalpedia.wordpress.com/2014/02/18/goethite-stone-of-death-rebirth/ and... mycrystalpedia.wordpress.com/b/black-kyanite/. If you can't find an/or afford them I can send you a few.
Hey man this video really hit home for me. Crazy to know there are dudes out there feeling the same way as I do everyday of my life. Keep expressing yourself for the people that are not ready to.
Everything was going so well ,I felt like the best days of my life finally came to me,I found so many friends, but it was all me pretending to be normal
I've been thinking about killing myself for the last 6 years,now that I found out I've got aspergers and my perspective is totally different than others and that's the answer to all I'm ready to die any moment
I have aspergers and alot of what you say makes sense to me. I always say "I don't understand" to many things and about many people around me. I don't fit in and i dont want to anymore. It makes more sense to me to just be as i am. I am most comfortable talking to a minimal amount of people who are close to me. But ultimately I wish to be alone most of the time. I just want peace and that's what the world needs. I hate how the system is set up for mostly neurotypicals and doesn't leave room for more ideas or ways of doing things. The system won't last for much longer so I think that's why we tend to go the other way. Just some thoughts. I know this was a long time ago though.
I feel exactly the same way as what you've been sharing in all of your videos. It's not easy at all mate, I understand you, I really do coz I'm the same. It's a really tough and lonely place to be in. I hope we can get any better one day. I'm not really sure if I have Asperger's or BPD, because both share most symptoms as far as I know.
You're wallowing in self pity. That will eventually kill you socially. You come across as a Social Justice Warrior, which means many things. Just my opinion. Yes, do get tough. Pick yourself up, work out, get a better look (for Pete's sake!) and build some more confidence in your self. People are very shallow and many will gauge you by first impressions before they discover later how valuable you are as a person, but that will only start with you. No short cuts, no "self help" course will do that. Good luck.
Thank you. I was having a terrible day at work. Crying even bc i know i'm not one of them. And they exclude me. I don't think they realize it but they do. And I don't know how to be a part. But to see other ppl try to talk about it is very comforting. And if I could I would reach through this computer and give you a hug. Just thank you.
Yeah, I have been doing the avoidance thing all my life. A negative incounter can be just saying the wrong thing on my own part, or feeling that I made someone uncomfortable, or seemed arrogant. So it's mainly an anxiety thing as part of my Asperger's, not so much depression.
Hi. I'm just viewing this, it's like looking in the mirror......."in slow time" ....I'm about 5 years older than this geezer - I'll read your comments later, after I go to the travel agents to pay off a deposit weak legs for a short break Joseph. Thanks.
