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BEING A PERSON IS SO OVERWHELMING 

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🔺I didn’t explain my train of thought with “everyone being autistic nowadays” and want to make it clear I’m not denying autism or anything like that! I do LOVE how many people are realizing it for themselves and it has brought me so much peace for my upbringing and a reality i had/have to face. I am so thankful for those who share their own personal experiences and teach what autism actually is. I was referring to the trend of autism and many other diagnoses that a lot of attention seeking people take on as their own, as if it’ll bring more street credit or a right to “speak up” more. Usually not to receive actual peace of mind to move forward in life. It’s just a way to puff up and show off, which I find insulting for those who went THROUGH it and are finally getting answers for themselves.
I was just trying to say this has been a reality for me that has always made how i perceive life very different and makes talking about manifesting/quantum physics/spirituality/living a human life more challenging for me.
I’m still learning, WE ALL ARE DUDE. THATS WHY BEING A PERSON IS SO OVERWHELMING CAUSE WERE NOT ALLOWING EACH OTHER TO LEARN FROM ONE ANOTHER!!! Our experiences get denied but thats cause we were taught to deny them and speaking up is horrifying but it is the way. This world tricked us all to be so focused in a textbook way to condemn one another, not to teach and include one other!
So I needed to explain myself with that cause I know I be pondering and spewing a lot without finishing what i was saying and this world has tricked a lot of folks to pay attention to others in an egotistic way. It’s not just autism or diagnoses, it’s all labels. I got a rebel theme going on here, ok! Welcome to my channel!
We all deserve to break free from the limitations is all i’m ever trying to say and be an example of. I’m afraid of being a human, especially a woman but I wont allow myself to be too afraid to not try and overcome my fears to find out there is a better way. The way I truly envision existence and this world for us. I know our thoughts create reality so I never cling to anything and I do my best to not push it away either. Nothing in this life truly matters and can provide the meaning to who you truly are unless you give it that meaning. Most meanings (labels) are meaningless, thats all I’m saying! 💕
Ok 🥴 stay wild and weird! 🚂⚛️❤️‍🩹

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Комментарии : 31   
@AtHomeWithJenn
@AtHomeWithJenn Месяц назад
You’re an inspiring young woman. The last time I wore shorts or skirts, I was under 18. I was so self conscious of my “ not so great” looking legs. I’m now 51 and gained the confidence to wear shorts and skirts in public. Fuck it , dude. Who gives a crap what others think, I told myself. Just do it. I let grey hair show, I choose not to wear makeup or very little when I do. It’s so cool because I’m me when I go out in shorts and the thought of others looking at me doesn’t come to my mind. Be you. You matter. Step by step 😊 you are love. You are loved❤
@infinitezebra
@infinitezebra Месяц назад
You’re so sweet! Thank you and yeah f it dude. Let the freak flag fly. It’s so freeing! I’m sure life’s treating you better now that you allow yourself to be you. ❤️‍🔥🐎 you’re awesome!
@MichelelovesJesus
@MichelelovesJesus Месяц назад
I really appreciate you and your honesty. So much resonates with me. I have also been taking risks at just "being" myself, full well knowing that many around me will have their ideas about that. I, too, have already been rejected by them, by society, and worst of all, by myself😢. I am committed to no longer abandoning myself and am prepared, although still somewhat fearful, of them all rejecting 'me' once again. But there is no going back for me, not a chance... God bless you💜💜💜
@infinitezebra
@infinitezebra Месяц назад
💚 that’s great! No longer abandoning ourselves is what it’s all about. I’m so glad you’re choosing you!
@Wcianetworksupporter
@Wcianetworksupporter Месяц назад
It is a blessing that you can communicate with us honestly like this ...❤we are lucky to have you 💜
@infinitezebra
@infinitezebra Месяц назад
💚 thank you
@bethewish
@bethewish Месяц назад
So relateable. Thanks for this radical honesty. It means alot to me.
@infinitezebra
@infinitezebra Месяц назад
❤️‍🔥🌎
@soltemple389
@soltemple389 Месяц назад
People can be very judgmental. WE ALL have bad days. These bad experiences should be shared and treated with compassion and understanding.
@infinitezebra
@infinitezebra Месяц назад
❤️‍🔥🥲
@vvolfflovv
@vvolfflovv Месяц назад
I can definitely get on board with the train metaphor and at the end of the day we are all unique and not embracing it is a disservice to the universe, even if it's so much easier said than done.
@infinitezebra
@infinitezebra Месяц назад
💚 yes exactly
@mullcrumthesage6303
@mullcrumthesage6303 Месяц назад
You're not ugly..I think you are beautiful, inside and out.
@infinitezebra
@infinitezebra Месяц назад
Thank you 💚
@XX-el4bv
@XX-el4bv Месяц назад
I feel you. I'd rather someone compliment my mind rather than my looks. It's like we have to be 1 thing all the time when we have layers and levels. I'm also getting fed up of people being surprised when they treat me poorly. Apparently being kind means you can't ever defend yourself or be angry 😂
@infinitezebra
@infinitezebra Месяц назад
yuck I know! this world has people messed up. Hold the light and envision love. ✊❤️‍🔥🌎
@flowerinantarctica
@flowerinantarctica Месяц назад
watching this felt like a reflection of my own mind
@infinitezebra
@infinitezebra Месяц назад
❤️
@Wcianetworksupporter
@Wcianetworksupporter Месяц назад
The FUTURE the NOW is it for us to see k cera cera❤
@spacevspitch4028
@spacevspitch4028 Месяц назад
The question of, can someone _actually_ change in a core, fundamental way, has been a huge debate within me for so long. Or, can *I* change in that way? I regularly meditated and did breathwork for years. I tried therapy, a bunch of medications, a type of therapy called TMS (transcranial magnetic stimulation), then I got into manifestation and did all the affirmations, scripting, guided meditations, mirror work, and on and on. For 2 years I did all the manifestation stuff. And I feel like still, nothing has _fundamentally_ changed. I still get triggered and revert back to deep depression, despair, and victim mindset, all that crap. I don't know. I mean, there's no choice but to keep living and trying. But I'm just so burned out on all the techniques. In other news, I've always loved train horns. The one in the video was a C half-diminished chord 🤓 I'm likely on the spectrum myself but I'm 44. What's an official diagnosis going to do for me now? I managed to survive going through all of school and my adult life feeling like a complete alien 🤷‍♂️ Anyway, whatever. I appreciate your whole aesthetic and approach to making stuff. It's a little glimmer of hope.
@infinitezebra
@infinitezebra Месяц назад
Haha! That’s awesome you know the train horn chord! Yeah I don’t see the point in seeking an official diagnosis now that I’m older. It would be another way to try and explain myself to others and most people don’t care unless you look and act visibly handicapped, especially as a woman. That was also part of the point I’m making with my looks. It’s ridiculous. I do think we can change though cause I have changed but then again, I was always a determined person with a big heart just put in the wrong environments growing up. But I believe it’s a belief of “I can or I can’t” mixed with healthy habits that work best and feel natural. 💚🖖 you deserve to accept yourself as you are right now!
@openmindedopenheartedpurpl3568
@openmindedopenheartedpurpl3568 Месяц назад
💞 Thank you 🦸‍♀️ 🦹‍♀️ 🧚‍♀️ 🧞‍♀️ 🧝‍♀️ 🤸‍♀️ 🚞 🛤
@infinitezebra
@infinitezebra Месяц назад
💓💓💓
@bpsutherland
@bpsutherland Месяц назад
I think you're on the right track here. If you keep doing your thing here, as you do, I think it's a good thing. I hardly ever comment. So what. You don't come off vulgar to me. Fwiw
@infinitezebra
@infinitezebra Месяц назад
Thank you so much ❤️‍🔥
@neverokay8
@neverokay8 Месяц назад
Such an important part of self-healing to start saying "fuck it" to all this negative energy and all this judgment people try to put on you all the time. Especially growing up as a girl but also anyone who grew up being a little different in a broken or dysfunctional family. The black sheep. Anyway, you are beautiful and rad so, please keep giving a big middle finger to anyone who wants to censor or judge you, on the thoughts you share, on your appearance, or anything really.
@infinitezebra
@infinitezebra Месяц назад
🥹❤️‍🔥🤝 thank you sweet heart. Right back at ya! We gotta be wise and know our worth.
@hylianflower9681
@hylianflower9681 Месяц назад
Just be a zebra
@infinitezebra
@infinitezebra Месяц назад
💖🦓
@Wcianetworksupporter
@Wcianetworksupporter Месяц назад
Think ill just shut it now 🥹😵‍💫
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