Amazing message! :) I have been raised as a Christian as well, I was the same just like you. Before, in 2016 I wanted to be gone and disappear from this earth. I have watched many videos on youtube about drugs and kept thnking about suicide. I fell into drugs and a very negative music. In 2017 I had a heavy car accident in which I have nearly lost my life and it resulted in a major brain injury, broken ribs etc. I have lost my closest friends, after I got discharged from the hospital I fell into depression and the Satan kept whispering into my ear things that made me think like I have lost everything and no one wanted to do anything with me so I am not needed. But I believe that my faith has saved me and Jesus as well as my Patrons; Saint Anna, Mary Magdalene and John Paul II who I have saw in my coma. I am happy to be God's daughter. I started college again and met new people on my way. He has got me out of all the struggles that have been in my life. I kept praying, believing, I have had 4-5 different psychologists during 2 years and that has helped me out. Thank you for this video and sharing your experience with us! God bless your day! Praise the Lord! He is great. AMEN 🙏
Hey! Glad you liked the message. And thanks so much for being vulnerable and for taking the time to share your story. You've gone through so much and I praise God that He has been with you through it all. He is great indeed! I will definitely pray for you, that God may continue to shine down His face upon you and lead you down the narrow road into eternity. You mention that you believe your faith in Jesus has saved you as well as the various patrons you have listed, but I just want to encourage you to keep your focus on Jesus who alone is our salvation (and our one mediator between us and God - 1 Timothy 2:5). Don't get me wrong - there's nothing wrong with looking to other godly people for inspiration for our walk with the Lord, and while it's true that God works through others to lead and guide us, it's not those others themselves that lead us and guide us - especially if they have already passed away. I know you said you saw these different patrons in your sleep, and as I said, it's okay to draw inspiration from them. But be careful because the dead do not hear us or see us. As Ecclesiastes 9:5 says, "For the living know that they will die, but the dead know nothing." They are asleep in the grave until the last day when Jesus Christ returns (1 Thessalonians 4:16-17). Anyways, just thought I'd caution you about this because I'd hate for Satan to get a foothold. Please know that I've said all this in love my sister in Christ. And definitely check this resource out called 'Are The Dead Really Dead?' (www.amazingfacts.org/media-library/study-guide/e/4987/t/are-the-dead-really-dead-). It's helped me and I hope it helps you too! God bless! :)
