Just a few seconds in, but: you look very beautiful and pure💜 the more I do not use make up myself, the more I can see the natural, pure beauty in others (in and out) and appreciate it.
my friend told me this the other day "they don't like it when your authenticity is louder than their facade" and you are continuing to live this! I had a similar thing happen to me, very hard but I had to just let it go and let her have her opinions. So in a way, it was good what happened as it led to this video which has helped more people embrace letting go of their expectations from what people portray online - people can only ever know a fragment of who you are. blessings and hugs!
Hi Krystal, I’m happy to see you so natural, you are so beautiful :) I’m going through this transformation in my early 20s right now, thanks to people like you. I can see that I am a little lonely because I had to get rid of toxic friendships, but all my dreams and plans are coming true. You know that you are helping us and I’m sure we all understand that you are still a human that was surrounded by all those influences for the bigger part of life. Thank you for being here :)
This being a very vital and healing video,for you and all of us.When we come together as such,that's when the healing begins.You have contributed so very much to your community and we appreciate you more than you may know.Kristal,take care of yourself,then walk out with your arms open.Thank you thank you thank you.big Kahuna love.🌲🍀🧡Lyrics.....well it's all right now,I've learned my lesson well,you cant please everyone,but you can please yourself.
Thank you for keeping so much space for others to heal and acknowledging that you cannot pour from an empty cup. There is certainly this wave of "positive thinking only" that is out there and people forget that shadow work and vulnerability are a necessary part of the human experience as well. Sending the love out to you.
Great video. I personally think that when someone opens up to me on all levels, regardless of my vibration, it is a GIFT! The person you speak of is most obviously in a shallow spot. At the end of the day, no matter what Spiritual path we may be on, WE ARE HUMAN BEINGS with feelings! Thanks for sharing ✌️💕
I really appreciate people that allow themselves to be authentic and vulnerable. Sometimes I’d love to speak about my emotions with my friends but I stop speaking about my vulnerabilities after a bit of time. I don’t feel most people feel comfortable listening to it. When I find someone that opens up about it, I say yes! Authenticity is one of the most important characteristics a person has from my point of view. Thanks so much for sharing Krystal ❤️ all my love for you
Thank you for sharing!!! I get really down on myself whenever I feel depressed because I feel like I should be staying positive because I consider myself a lightworker. Then I realize that by being a lightworker, I am also a shadow worker. The light and dark balance themselves and if I don’t dig deep into those bad parts of me and release them then the good parts won’t be able to shine through. Needed this today!! 💕💕💕
I grew up in a beautiful tourist location in northern Michigan but the people there seem to put you in a box, the way you described. “I can't say this, If Im quiet for longer than 10 seconds than I must have a low IQ and I'm not worth liking”. This isn't how I perceive things, it's actually what I've been told by every person I ever had a conversation with in that town, except for two people;. One, my husband (of 2 years )+ partner of the past 12 years, and two, my only friend, who passed away in August. Aside from my husband, I have no one in my life and although I'm spiritual, I'm so lonely. I'm 34 yrs old with a lot of hobbies, im kind, but I don’t know what it’s like to have a conversation with another female and I try every month, for years. Because of this, I’ve now developed intense social anxiety that I start having panic attacks if I try talking to someone. I’m ok with strangers but once there’s a chance I could become friends with someone, I turn into a stuttering Stanley and I pass out.
I see you Krystal, I've had a really tough couple of weeks too and I honor& respect you being real on here. I've been closing off and withholding my feelings on this tough time trying to keep it all together. I see how it's good to let your guard down and show your truth and release those emotions. Lots of courage to be transparent like this. You look beautiful always...sending love to you ♡
I realize what you share on your channel is not the complete you. I don't expect it to be, but the intent of your channel is 100% clear. I know you help people and I believe that is your purpose. You are very good at it. Loving someone means being there for the good times, but especially the hard times. I'm sorry your friend disappointed you. Also, you are a stunningly beautiful person. It shines out of you like a spotlight! Makeup or no, there's nothing you can do to change that. On a lighter note, I hope you're happy. You made me late for work.😉 Edit: At work now and realized I didn't acknowledge the courage it took to upload this video. Inspirational! Love you!
Thank You for being so vulnerable in front of the camera and allowing more of YOU to be seen, heard and felt! Always Honor, accept , and embrace all aspects of Yourself without judgement and just keep being YOU!!! YOU are beautiful inside and out with or without make up and You are making a very big and positive impact in this world! Thank You for sharing all of your human-ness with us!! SAT NAM XOXO
So many important messages in this video. You connect with absolute authenticity due to your honesty and vulnerability. I love your self awareness - your ability to let go of attachment so that you are not hooked by egocentric,emotional reaction, whilst still maintaining your ability to honour and explore your true emotional self. Your underlying lesson for people to learn to love and accept themselves, rather than seeking love and acceptance in a partner, is crucial and incredibly valuable in the growth toward happiness and joyful relationships. You are doing such important work here and I am certain that you are touching the hearts of people.
Ive been questioning my life a lot lately and it feels like there is no light at the end of the tunnel, this video made me feel like I was just talking to a friend and it really helps me feel less alone, thank you so much for your videos, they've never failed to teach me and help me
I'm only about six minutes in, but I had to pause and say that I can relate to this. I feel like certain people who only know you from a distance will idealize that image of you, especially if you have spiritual insight, and sometimes being 'human' can actually burst that bubble or ruin the image for that person. It's happened to me a few times and it's confusing every single time it happens. But also, you look beautiful! Thank you for being honest and real. 💜
Your words are so true. We need to remember that what we see online from people (and even celebrities) isn’t all that there is. Everyone has emotions, experiences, and circumstances that aren’t always shared. That is often forgotten I think. You are brave. You are strong. You are compassionate. You are beautiful inside and out. You are an inspiration to me and many others. Send love and send em on their way. Beautiful advice! Thank you for sharing this. Keep your head up. You have many people with you, even from afar. Sending much love and positive vibes always! 💘💘
you are real and you are as you are and those who found love for themselves on different levels will resonate with you too. i had very similar situation and a "friend" also left me for the similar reason and i found relief in it, because only vibrational match works, so she had to go and it was better for both of us and didn't decrease anyone's value at all. thank you for sharing yourself with people. you are appreciated and valued.
Thank you so much dear Krystal! This video is, for me, as much help as your other ones. You are lovely in all that you do. For the friend you mention, she also is fighting a hard battle like all of us. Please accept, dear Krystal, my love and please continue to offer to us all your love. Thank you for being you and for everything. 🌷❤
I am so happy you posted this video. It's a mirror of what has been going on in my life as well. I have been faced with a lot of pain and grief over these last few weeks. And I also had some people tell me that it was so different then how they were used to seeing me. It played out healthier than your situation, but I remember the feeling when they first said that. I have said some of the exact sentences that you just shared over the last few days. I am grateful for your level of vulnerability. Shanti.
You, your authenticity/honesty, and your willingness to show us your vulnerability...nothing less than a gift. To be human is to have flaws (at least as perceived by some). Thank you for sharing!!
You are so inspiring to me, i think it's for the best that she left your life because you deserve people who see the real you and still hold space for you and your growth and will love and support you.
hi krystal ive followed you for yearsss, ive never really commented but. i went through something similar with an ex best friend. the things she did and said to me changed me so much and changed my view on people. for awhile i couldnt trust anyone, i thought every friendship would end up like hers. but i soon met people who love me for who i am, that support me and are so welcoming. so thank you for sharing ❤️ i definitely feel seen and like im not the only one that experienced smth similar. i hope anyone going through similar feelings understands that we’re all human forgive yourself, love yourself, and be more gentle with yourself because you deserve good things and youre never wrong for simply just being ❤️
I love and admire you so much Krystal❤ Thank you for this video! I can relate to so many things. And you always say things I've realized myself in life. I struggled with self-identity when I was younger, not knowing who I was cause I was so many things at the same time, and still am. And once my friend told me "You are so multidimensional". And it's true. We all are. Even you said it. I also struggled with the fact that I like makeup, looking good and partying, while at the same time I love spirituality, hugging trees and meditating. I thought I couldn't like all of those things. You've made me realize that I definitely can. I don't have to find a box to fit in. Much love Krystal. ❤❤
The realness is refreshing, beautiful and inspiring. I enjoy the content you usually make, it's beautiful and spiritually uplifting but having a more relaxed, natural, less structured video once in a while is a great reminder that we are all human and no one is perfect, and paradoxically that's what actually makes us perfect
I think it's vital to have spiritual teachers who ARE so open and honest. Expressing our pain and being raw about it is really humanizing. We don't want spiritual teachers who act like their life is perfect and that they are just in this constant state of positivity. It's unrealistic. Thank you, Krystal.
Yes unfortunately I think the person I connected with had this view of me, but anyone truly committing to their practice know that emotions aren’t good or bad so no reason to shame them or pretend everything’s okay when it’s not♥️♥️
I've always felt so insecure about my anxiety shakes, I appreciate you being so authentic, your voice matters. No more holding in and fluffing the situation. We are both light and dark. Earlier this year I had a similar situation happen with a family member. Thank you for keeping the truth alive 💙🌻 with love. The connection to children, oh man. I feel you so deeply wonderful, it's ganna be ok.
that is my wish for the world as well. to be held through it all. you are so beautiful. thank you for sharing this. i love you and you have a great perspective on what happened, im glad you're allowing yourself to still feel it through! xx
I struggle with self-expression at times and experiencing you're vulnerability really helps me learn to accept mine as well. Thank you for being an amazing reflection, peace
Of course healers need healing too ❤️ we are having a human experience after all, and just because we are in touch with transcendental states where at times suffering appears an illusion, this human, physical reality is just as "real" and that should be acknowledged and respected. In the ideal society, everyone is able to heal others whilst being healed too. Xx
Thank you for this honest video! People really forget that the things which spiritual teachers teach, often the things are, they're still learning themselves. Nobody is perfect, everyone has emotions, ups and downs, that's what makes us a living being. And it's sad to see people think there's not more behind the version of yourself, you choose to show on the internet. I wish you all the best and hope you'll receive the positive energy! ❤️🌼
You are such a beautiful soul Krystal. It’s that girls loss. I’m sure you’re an incredible friend. I’ve gone through things like this so many times. Unfortunately, we can’t share our hearts with everyone and that’s okay. Protect your energy, love yourself, and express yourself to those deserving of your energy
Krystal, I was betrayed and hurt deeply by who I thought was my best friend for most of my life. I understand how you are feeling. Thank you for always having the courage to share vulnerable parts of yourself. You are beautiful inside and out and you are loved! Om shanti om. Namaste💗
you're shining so bright like this, thanks for sharing your vulnerable self, I can relate to your rawness (not sure it's english) and find it very important to start showing up as our raw selves in different moments and places in our lives to inspire others that they are safe to be their raw self and as valid strong confident and beautiful as if they would be 'normally' wearing make up or artefacts, covers etc (for men as an example). Thanks for showing a path that to me is very needed for this current state of the world we are in. Namaste divine sister
You think I don't know much about you, but your light shines through in your good times and bad experiences that stir my emotions because you are real. We all have feminine and masculine sides, a dark side and a light side, good days and bad days. You're special and sometimes it helps to release stored up energy. And you don't need to use makeup because you are beautiful inside and out with or without it.
Thank you for speaking your truth and being so candid. When you mention putting people in boxes, and expecting them to be a certain way, it reminds me I do that to myself as well. Creating a persona where I try to please everyone. And the true self is out of sync with this persona. Either way, inner or outer when putting self or others in boxes, I have also found it leads to unhappiness and pain. You inspire me to get stronger and try to align the outer and the inner. Thank you for sharing.
I would say more videos like this, this is raw, this is what a teacher looks and feels and acts like. You have my admiration and gratitude, this message you've shared is so synchronous with me today. Thank you
So resonates with me! As a Virgo I am so hard on myself about my down days! I really appreciate your rawness. It helps us see how to implement the tools we are learning. Going through this now myself. Growing apart from friends is really delicate and messy. Important to remember their reactions are a reflection on them and not us. And important to remember as you mentioned, no one is perfect, and that’s OK. Sat Nam beautiful soul
Krystal, your authenticity is higher vibration for this RU-vid community and for society. Thank you for sharing this message, being vulnerable, doing the shadow work and holding space for others. I hope that you know that we are holding space for you. Take care 💜
I loveeeeeee this video. I don’t love that you are/ were stressed and hurt but I’m happy you felt open enough to share and vent to us. You’re a wonderful being and your videos make me feel supported. You’re doing amazingly, I hope you’re having better days or will be soon 💕 Feel free to make whatever kind of videos/ posts you want (It’s your channel!!). I like your usual videos but these type of impromptu chats are always very much welcome. Sending you love from the States! 🥰💕✨
Thank you for sharing this Krystal! I hope you know it really does help the rest of us who go through similar things. I can't help but comment about the story you've shared. I agree that people have a right to remove themselves from situations or friends if they feel it's not benefiting them. What I don't agree with is people treating their friends as their personal therapists. It can be a great way to bond when both parties share their vulnerabilities and difficulties. So I don't understand when the expectation of a friend is to receive support and healing and yet not have to give back in return just because someone seems to be dealing with things better.
Aloneness is oneness. Outside forces cause us to fold and bend as a one into a magnet and when released the vibration in order to go back to being a calm self is never easy. Its erratic. We dance as ones until we tire. And we all tire. You are a beautiful soul and your role is demanding. 💜
I really appreciate this video! I needed it! Lately I too have been feeling overwhelmed with random things and even though you are not at your favorite place emotionally either, you are still helping people. Thank you for posting!
Oh man I love watching your videos because listening to your voice and feeling into what you felt or feel helps me so much. I feel so understood and good now. Thank you so much for your hard work! I really appreciate what you do! But please take more breaks! You need connection or whatever is your fuel, mine is connection, to stay being able to give so much..
Conflict paves the road incontrast; so peace can be so sweet. Your content does influence in a positive light here. I don't really know you, but your media creations have made me feel the honesty of the human spirit which has lead me to be vulnerable and take joy in my sensual self which has encouraged me to be more self aware and aware of others to love. Cheers! To all that you have done and what ripples you have set in motion! Don't forget to fill your own cup, we can use all your over pour! XOXO
Thank you for This very open heart video. I recently hav been reminded of the importance of balance with the light and dark that resides within. I have real anger about things and have denied myself the release. I have had recent triggers cause the dark to come to the surface and it’s been scary but wow! So important to allow the emotions to flow. I am again so grateful that you too share that we have many sides to us and we need to have space to be release. Love and Light
First of all, I really appreciate your honesty and your authenticity, I know hight rightly that it takes an immense amount of courage to talk openly about an incident that affected badly your emotions. And secondly , if she couldn't understand your "complains" about life , that really reflect how much work she must devote herself into; she needs to fully comprehend that life isn't just perefct all the time , people go through a plethora of things during the day , and is it our job to maintain a healthy balance , and it is more than okay to express how we feel openly, we don't need to pretend to guarantee other's approval. I m sorry to express abruptly my perspective. But I think that there is a woefully great misjudgment on her behalf. You are amazing ,and i do wholeheartedly appreciate your amazing teachings
Thank you for being real, I’m sorry you had to go through this but you being real and even her judgments are strangely refreshing today the online influencers really do come across as if their lives are perfect and it’s nice to see someone in a raw state it shows that your just people too with the same emotions that the rest of us go through, your naturally beautiful. I think everyone’s online lives are much different than the actual reality of their lives. Online is just such a small snippet.. my favourite video yet your perfect the way you are! Would love to see more videos like this ❤️ namaste beautiful 🙏🏽
I wish I could give you a hug 🤗Totally agree that we can be here for each other to help them back up when they are down. I’ve always done that part - now that I’m down, I’m finding out who “real” friends are. So much ❤️ to you Krystal! You look beautiful and fresh faced. We know that it’s the heart that puts the shine in our eyes...🙌💓 Happy New Moon!
You are so right... 💛 I feel like all my life I’ve been shaming my emotions whenever I was feeling sad, and I generally never share anything with people unless it’s “positive” because I don’t want to burden them. This video truly makes me realize how important it is to embrace all parts of ourselves-all parts of us are equally beautiful. ✨💛✨💛 Thank you so much for sharing this. You are such an inspiration! And if you ever need to talk about ANYTHING, we are here for you. 🙏🏼 Sending you a BIG hug from Denmark 🇩🇰
Beautiful video ❤️ you don’t need that toxicity in your life so I view it as the universe creating an event where it made you realize that this person was definitely being toxic and may not need to be in your life. Sorry that it was in a rough way life that, but it’s great that you have the ability to release emotions effectively and safely, sounds like you’ve had a lot on your plate! Being a yoga teacher myself that suffers from major anxiety issues, people especially friends would be like “You’re a yoga teacher you shouldn’t be bothered by anxiety and such.” As you said we’re not superheroes and are still human. I love your honesty and truly hope you know we’re here for you just as you’re here for us! Thank you and Namaste 🙏. Om Shanti Shanti Shanti Om! ❤️
This former friend has a serious lack of self awareness and I'm so sorry you had to to deal with that! You were judged unfairly and harshly. There is a reason that virtually every spiritual practice tells us not to judge ourselves or others. It is so very important that we find a well grounded teacher we can trust on our spiritual paths, otherwise we'll chase our own mental concepts down some strange and potentially dark paths. I hope your friend learns this someday and realizes how she hurt you. I also hope you find peace in this situation. Prayers for your friend who is ill and prayers that you can be able to adopt their child and help!
Perfect timing on this for me girl🕉️🧘🙏 thank you for being so raw. You have helped me to step further into my Self as a woman through your beautiful, confident vulnerability. You are appreciated and loved ❤️
My fav video you've created. Thank you for what you do. You've personally helped me so much on my journey. The dark moments aren't for nothing. I love everything you spoke about in this and made me realize a lot of things about myself. Sending you so much love, Krystal! You're truly amazing ❤️
i Krystal, tanks for you authenticity. I can really really relate, double really, to what you shared here as I have had many of these days too. I know what it is to be judged as a teacher, as people project their idea of perfection onto us, and that is why I have started to only share my innermost heart with a very small circle. As we rise up their will be more to pull us down, especially when we are sensitives, so protect your divine light, sweet sister.
Thank you for being open and showing us your vulnerability. That requires courage. You are beautifull in every aspect of your self. Thank you for doing your best to enlighten the World 💕 it helps me a lot
I'm taking everything you said to heart. It's a good message. Thank you for sharing your story. I too believe it's beautiful hearing people's stories. I remind myself that it is okay to have does days where I feel down. I feel it, I talk it out with my close friends and then I try to release it. Thank you and feel better
This is definitely the most authentic video I've seen from you and one of the most authentic I've seen in general. It was truly beautiful and brave for you to share your "darkness" or whatever you choose to call it. You are an incredible soul and a shining light that the world needs right now. In the words of the late Dr. Wayne Dyer "what you think of me is none of my business", I live by that now. If people dont like you or your message, oh well. There are plenty of us who do love you (the authentic, true you) your message and what you do. Keep shining bright❤🙏🙂
Hey Krystal, this video was perfect timing for my life. Recently, I’ve been feeling my best friend and I have been growing distant. It upset me for a while, but I have been meditating on it and journaling my emotions. I appreciate the experiences I had with her, I wish her love in life and I have been ready to move forward and focus on the relationship with my inner self, and connect with whoever the universe brings me. And surprisingly, I’ve been feeling closer to a few other people, and I have been feeling closer with myself, which is an amazing feeling. Your video was super relatable. Thank you for the video, I’ve been meaning to watch it for a while and I am happy I took the time to listen to what you had to say. Namaste 🙏
Thank you for being so vulnerable and raw, it shows so much strength and courage and I admire that so much. You are such an inspiration and I wish you nothing but positivity and love. All the best wishes and much love ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so much for this video. It is SO important to accept ourselves in every form of us. It's hard to be vulnerable so I appreciate you sharing this time. I have so many issues with friendship now that I'm in this realm with venting and such. That's a big part of my process but people don't always want that. I love what you said about healers need a space held for them as well. I hope you can find a friend to provide that space. I would be there if I were closer.:)
Thank you so much for this Krystal! It took me a bit to find friendships that had an incredible depth of love. Last year a person I had been friends with for over 10 years was so hurtful in her words cause I wasn't a Christian anymore. But...it opened doors for me to focus on people who loved me no matter what. I have a small circle of friends (I've always been that way). We love and support each other. Even if we are are hurting, we always lend an ear cause we bond and that's how we love each other. We can laugh our asses off, cry our eyes out, and take naps when we hang out 😂. We just don't mind! We call ourselves a FRamily. And that will come to you I believe! 💚💚💚 And heal up fam! You've got this! Love you Krystal! Thank you for being the goddess that you are! 🌻💜🍃
Glad you came out with a video with you being vulnerable. I think that's exactly what you had to do. Maybe your friend was just your external reality imitating your internal vulnerability letting you know that maybe you do have some judgments about being vulnerable to others but your intuition lead you to releasing that in the best way possible which was to make a video about it :). You're beautiful!
Relatable on very personal levels for me. You are dealing with this so healthily; your soul is true, loving, and amazingly beautiful "flaws" and all💜💜💜
Thank you so much for this message! I recently went through nearly the exact same experience, and my thoughts are totally aligned with your teachings. You are an incredible and beautiful person. Love you girl. 💖
Hi Krystal. Thank you for sharing your moment, being open & vulnerable. I am 49 y/o, and in a pretty yuck place in my life. 4 days ago I ended a 3 1/2 year relationship, and it’s my 4th (serious) relationship. I definitely learned a lot about myself & saw a side of me that I didn’t like. One thing my “ex” said to me, more than once, was that I had abandonment issues. I had never had anyone say that to me before? Well, tonight I decided to find out what that meant exactly? And I found your video, where you did a wonderful job explaining it. I felt a sense of relief in a way. I found that yes, I would say I fall under the Avoidance style, and my ex falls under the Anxious style. It made so much sense why we were in conflict all the time! But it also helped me to reflect back on all of my previous failed relationships, and understand why I bailed out on every single one! Knowing the root cause was easy, my mother disappeared when I was 5, followed by a few years in foster care. Out of the 3 of us kids (me the oldest) only one of my two brothers stayed with me and the other brother, he was adopted by a nice family. By age 26, both of my brothers died. The one I grew up with committed suicide, the other died from pneumonia. And that was the root, literally. I won’t explain my life story, but wanted to take a moment, one woman to another, and say thank you. For doing what you do. I am excited to watch more of your content and learn about how to manage my avoidance style. As well as learn how to love myself, and how to be alone! I’m terrified! I really have never been alone! I’m thankful that there’s tools out there, like your videos, to help people in their journey. Big hugs to you & thank you for being an inspiration to me & many others! XO, Angela from Seattle ♥️♥️♥️
This video helped me so much. It’s so real and I can appreciate that more than you might realize. Thank you for making it! Sending positive vibrations your way as always
I watch many videos of yours because i resonate very much with similar things you have been through and similar journeys amd shared thoughts. Your soul is beautiful and THE reason i watch your videos IS because you are Real. I am an open book as well. I love the person that you are and your journey was necessary. All of ours is.
I found this video super helpful and relevant to certain emotions I’ve been going through recently. I always appreciate your raw honesty. Stay as beautiful and pure as you are💓
I just have to say that you are such a beautiful giving soul , and an absolutely transparent teacher to many. That being said you are a big giver and you give too much to people who may not be ready to receive. I believe the fallout with your friend was a perfect time for you to realize that you haven't been giving enough to yourself. You do too much love! I feel this might be the perfect time for you to take a break from all your projects and just do you. This is just my personal opinion ofcourse. You deserve to have someone hold space for you especially when your holding space for so many. Much love to you @krystalaranyani. 💕🙏🏼💕
OMG thank you for talking on how we go through so many personalities because of our cycles. Mines so predictable at this point lol... like "oh my period just ended, im going to not as much from my friendships/relationships. im not feeling emotions as intensely" or when im ovulating im a social butterfly, very sensual. so emotional as well
I’m sorry that happened to you, it makes me really sad that someone would judge you like that. It would be a privilege for anyone to be going to spiritual gatherings with you. and you are so beautiful ❤️
tremors are fine to see, no makeup also, candud looking at the camera, a little less perfectly poised - but i like it all - the all of Krystal sharung - and respectfully sympathetic that you’re sharing - and know how much a friend’s unfriendly comment can have an impact - and feeling a lot of love for you now as always - 😊❤️👍🌈‼️
Thank you for being Vulnerable! You look as beautiful Krystal:) I resonate a lot to your message and by you putting your self out there helps me to share my message
