This song I listened to everyday for nine months after 7 years failed fertility treatments I finally got my rainbow 🌈 and she will be 1 month this week❤
We lost our first, our son, at 29 weeks in September and now we are expecting a little girl but she has been diagnosed with monosomy x and the doctors are giving her no chance. I cry of relief every time the doctor checks and there is still a heartbeat because it’s the most beautiful sound in the world to me. 16 weeks on Monday, and believing that she will stay. Every day she’s my miracle
Praying all works out for you and baby girl but one way or another she’s with you….and I pray you have a baby in your arms on earth as well ❤ God bless
As a fellow IVF warrior, the struggle isn't often beautiful, but the hope of motherhood is. What an amazing way to honor that. Wonderful song and I love that you are pursuing adoption ❤️
I am 57 now, spent my 20's going through every ivf proceedure available at that time....finally adopted a 6day old baby girl that looked like a blonde angel...after tricky teenage years, she is now 26 and she is my best friend. I have a 4yr old grandson, and my baby allowed me in the delivery room to witness an actual birth first hand of my second grandson. The most magical moment of my life. My daughter has found her birth family and has another family to love and be loved by. I am the luckiest mum in the world to have my girl, Laura. Xxoo
Such a beautiful song. I'm literally crying this have me the chills!! I was adopted and I couldn't have been more blessed. The love people who adopt give to their adopted children is overwhelming, thank you to all those people who have adopted. Y'all are life changers, coming from a teen... So beautiful. That child you adopt was meant to be your kid all along. Please... Don't be afraid to adopt. ADOPTION NOT ABORTION.
I have followed you and your husband for awhile now but had no idea that you could write or sing! Wow, what a beautiful song. I know so many who are struggling with fertility issues and are waiting for their little miracle will be deeply touched by your song.
Such a powerful song. We struggled with infertility for 6+ years and have been blessed to adopt two children. “Not flesh of my flesh, not bone of my bone, but still, miraculously, my own” ❤❤
Would love to adopt but in our country it's only possible to adopt after and before a certain age and I'm over the adoption age already I struggled with fertility had 1 successful ivf and numerous unsuccessful iuc I have 7 miscarriages But 2 beautiful girls of my own Thanks to God gracetiosness and this is why I feel all the Couples with fertility problems so deeply.... THE STRUGGLE IS REAL AND THE AFTER EFFECTS TO NOBODY WILL EVER KNOW HOW IT FEELS UNTIL THEY WALK ON THE SAME PATH.....
@@jennylotriet5692 MY heart goes out to you. My daughter is only 25, her and her husband want a baby so badly. They've tried everything they can monetarily possible. She's just told me mentally she can't do it any longer. The crying every month, either from miscarriages or not taking, those negative results take a toll after years of having your body, soul, heart, and mind ravaged over and over. I'd do anything to protect her from such pain. It's hurt everyone of us watching them suffer so much. We lost her only sibling a few years ago so she only has her cousins. She's the baby of the bunch, everyone has jobs, works so much, has their own kids and families to attend to so she feels so alone. It just breaks my heart for her. She's always been one to keep things to herself and act tough but this has really taken a toll on her. I'm so thankful you have your girls, it wouldn't matter if you had a dozen. When your heart and arms feel the need and have love for another baby that pain of not having one is real and just as painful. Blessings to you! 🙏
@@pj89-96 thank you for your kind words, I feel for your Daughter, and I so wish her dreams of being a mom would be granted, With the Grace of God it is not impossible, I'm so humbled by everyones stories, and wish that we could find a cure for infertility, we can give homes to so many unwanted kids but the government system makes. It so difficult for people who have the means to raise a baby or child, physically, emotionally, mentally and financially but they rather look at age and in our country Evan race is an issue
I think Story was meant to be your daughter. She was just born in another body, but it was written from her conception that she would be your daughter. Congratulations to all of you.
I'm so, so happy this song came true for you. It rings true for me too as we struggled through our own 6 year journey of infertility, meds, AI's, miscarriages, operations, dashed hopes of adoption, 5 rounds of IVF and finally and miraculously on that 5th try, our twins came. I wept more than I thought was possible to cry, turned into a recluse rather than watch all my family and friends go on and have families of their own so easily. But God counts our tears, and He is the Savior who weeps with us. ❤
Im 62, and I have seen things happen in life most would call strange. Seems the things you want in life so desperately are either taken away or after trials your prayers get answered. Little Story is definitely a blessing. I have seen a few real miracles in my life.😊
The book by her baby clothes says “just because I was adopted “ wow this just brought so much joy and tears because as I struggle from infertility myself it just brings hope and no matter if you Carry that child or not that’s still a blessing and a gift from god! I’m so happy for you guys ❤
After I saw your comment I went back to look and saw the book! Good catch! I was expecting to see a pregnancy announcement coming but now I see it’s probably an adoption ❤! Either way, such a miracle 🙏🏻. And is it me, or does it look like most of the clothes are all girl clothes? 👀
I've randomly stumbled upon this and as someone who lost two of her babies. This hit my heart to another extent. May your journey be healing and fulfilling to you.
Don’t give up! My sister in law lost 7 before her first! Then she had two more very closely after with no issues. My niece’s name is Bella Hope for a reason ❤
Last year at this time I watched this, holding my tummy in pain from losing our baby and crying. Now 12 months later I’m watching this crying and holding my tummy, feeling kicks that I get to meet in two weeks. Thank you for helping me not give up. The pain of loss was so strong I didn’t think I had it in me to keep trying. Now we welcome a full term baby in 2 weeks. To anyone out there afraid they’ll never get their chance, DONT GIVE UP. Take breaks for your sanity if you need but it can always still happen to you ❤️ Praying everyone here gets their rainbow 🌈
I'm an IVF baby. My parents struggled with infertility for 7 years. Whatever is to come, the children you will be a mother and father too, will be blessed. Absolutely gorgeous song.
I am also a “fertility help” baby… I can’t say IVF bc I don’t think that existed back in the mid to late 70’s when my parents were trying for me. My mom had to give herself a shot in the leg every month she told me… took 5 long years but here I am. And then she ended up with two ectopic pregnancies and was told she wouldn’t be able to have any more kids. 8 years later, she got pregnant with my brother. Miracles happen even if doctors say it’s impossible 🙏🏻 ❤
Damn these lyrics are powerful. This song felt like it took my breathe away. Makes me think about my daughter. Never got to bring her home. she passed at 30 days old. Keep your head up Bella.
This is beautiful Bella I remember last weekend when I heard this song as a guy who has cp who can’t have a kid . I was hanging with the niece and nephew it made me emotional
Beautiful Bella. I saw the book "just becaus I'm adopted" I'm so happy for you. You will be the best parents and you deserve this so much. Congratulations 🎊
@@TJandReece That’s nice to hear as I’m still waiting ❤ We broke up after loosing our twins but I pray that a healthier relationship will make it easier to get pregnant in the future
I felt this video so hard and cried through the whole thing. I know every feeling of these words. After 9 years of infertility and ivf I am 24 weeks with our rainbow baby. Beautiful song!
This song has really touched me for a COMPLETELY different reason. I have two kids, one boy 10, one girl 7. Hubby and I decided, for sure, about a year ago we didn’t want anymore. I had just turned 35 and we had gotten our kids to the age of self sufficiency (for the most part). This February, the week before my 37th birthday, I found out I was pregnant. I was terrified. It was such a HUGE shock, and “I’m too old for this”!!! Fast forward to now and I’m 11 weeks pregnant. I’ve felt every emotion and fear under the sun. Things I never considered or worried about with my other two pregnancies. Most importantly though, I remember how blessed I am to have this opportunity one more time. Baby is due in October so “I can’t wait to meet you in a couple seasons, and fill in missing pieces” literally touches my soul. We had a fifth piece missing that we never even knew we needed ❤️I’m so happy for you guys!
I have 2 who are a bit younger than yours. My husband and I decided after our second that I would get my tubes tied because I had preeclampsia with both pregnancies and have a complicated medical history as it is. Our oldest was born at 31 weeks 1 day and the second was born at 31 weeks 5 days. They are both healthy now, praise the Lord! My first came out breathing room air and basically only needed the NICU stay to deal with jaundice and learn how to feed. He was there for 6 weeks 2 days so he was home before his due date. He ended up having problems with silent aspiration but we managed that and he faired well. My second needed oxygen and surfactant, had congenital heart defects, jaundice, and feeding difficulty. He was in the NICU for 8 weeks 3 days and came home the day after his due date. He has annual cardiology appointments but overall he's doing well and we're blessed. I had already made up my mind when I was pregnant with baby 2 that if I had to have a second C-section I would be done having children because they recommend waiting at least 18 months-2 years between pregnancies and any subsequent pregnancies would've put me in the "geriatric" category. But to be honest now I really regret having my tubes tied. I know it was the "wisest" choice but I'm not sure it was the right choice. I have felt like I'm missing someone since I had it done. I know God can do anything and maybe He made me feel like I'm missing someone because he intends to put someone in our lives. I always wanted a daughter in addition to my amazing boys but was also kind of relieved to not have a biological daughter because the risk of breast cancer in my husband's family is very high and my family risk is elevated (both discovered after our kids were born). I'd adopt a little girl or a little boy in a heartbeat. I honestly kind of want a third boy because I love my other two so much.
Don't be saying you feel to old for this..most of her followers don't have kids because they struggle to have kids they try not to loos hope no matter the age..I'm 30 been trying for 10 years and I miscarriage 3 ..Females that want to conceive would try no matter how old we are some are 40 and still try..Do you know how much pain can u cause to someone your age or olrder that are trying and then u saying its your to old for getting pregnant.
@@odettg9106 um I left a positive comment on how her music really touched me. And if you didn’t notice, I put it in quotation marks. I never once said I was literally too old. Let’s not be naive, the world does look at someone my age a little sideways when we are pregnant. Even doctors consider me a “geriatric pregnancy”. It’s just a fact. The only person who brought any negativity my comment is you. I’m not here for that. Have a nice day.
@@mrsmack5808 I’m so glad your babies are healthy and well! Both of my babies were born via c section as well. My first I labored 18 hours and ended in emergency c section. The second was planned, as the doctor didn’t see anyway my body would work properly. I also had pre eclampsia with my second. I see our stories are somewhat similar. I am definitely a bit nervous about a 3rd c section!! The future is full of amazing surprises and opportunities. I pray you figure out your “missing piece” ❤️God is DEFINITELY able
She's such a beautiful soul... I can't imagine her struggle. 😢 so glad they're parents to a beautiful baby girl. God works in mysterious ways. Continuing to pray for these two. ❤❤❤❤
What a moving song & video . Powerful lyrics . Brought tears to my eyes I had 3 miscarriages & an ectopic pregnancy . Being told I would never be able to carry to full term hurt but I prayed so hard I had 4 babies to full term they are now 22,21,19&18. My oldest 3 will be 23,22 & 20 this year
This song made me realize how much I took being able to get pregnant for granted. I’m thankful I don’t have this struggle, but I have the deepest amount of empathy and respect for you. Whatever the outcome is, you will absolutely never regret the journey when you have your sweet babies in your arms.
I am so blessed by this. Watching your videos about adoption has me hopeful and crying. My husband and I have struggled and the longing pierces your soul like nothing else. Thank you for sharing your story.
Beautiful song! I resonate with every word. Got married 8.5 years ago…started trying for babies 7.5 years ago…one miscarriage/ectopic pregnancy last year after 7 years of trying. These years can seem so difficult and painful and full of grief! But the Lord is in control and has a perfect plan for us! I am trying to continue trusting and I will pray for you too. I know how hard it is and I understand the pain, Bella. You are not alone. 🙏🏼♥️
I wrote a comment above about Saint Pope Paul VI Institute. They found thyroid issues and endometriosis which were preventing me from achieving and maintaining a pregnancy. I hope that this helps you or someone you love.
Seeing Bella crying at first, then finally being happy and showing her beautiful smile to the camera just brightens my day❤ have the best time of your life with story!❤❤ Put your ✋up of you love Bella’s powerful new song❤️ ✋✋
You will be parents, one way or another. How special for your child to know how hard you fought for them, and how wanted they were. Such an honor and gift, they will be beyond blessed ❤
I wholeheartedly agree. Can you imagine their child listening and watching this song later in life and realizing just how much they were wanted… especially if it’s an adoption. I know some people who were adopted and they struggled with it while growing up but if an adopted child watched this video, they would know how much they were wanted and beyond loved ❤
I'm usually a silent viewer, but I just wanted you to know you truly have an amazing gift that God has given you and you have blown me away with this song. It's absolutely breathtaking and so beautiful! The song itself is going to be a gift to so many people! I'm so happy for whatever the future holds for you both! You will be incredible parents! ✨️ ❤
Beautiful song! my daughter struggled with infertility and then a loss. Now she's having her rainbow baby next month! We held on to God to get us here. Praying your blessing will come soon!
If you truly are adopting, I'm so excited for you! As someone who struggled for 6yrs of unexplained infertility it was hard to hold back the tears while listening to this song. Blessings to you all in this new season
I just recently came across your adoption video and I’m overjoyed for you! Your daughter is beautiful! My husband and I also struggled with infertility for a couple years, finally got pregnant only for it to be ectopic, but a few months later got pregnant with our now 3 month old son. At one point while we were trying to get pregnant, a woman who was pregnant through IVF after trying for years told me not to give up faith; that everyone who has longed for a baby, finds their baby one day either through a miracle or adoption. I’m glad you and I could both find our missing pieces. Beautiful song. ❤
Either they are pregnant or adopting and I couldn’t be more happy for them. I am adopted so this really touches my heart! You guys will be amazing parents! I am so excited to watch your journey! ❤❤
@@Weasy009 it’s possible that line could be referring to a baby they are adopting that hasn’t been born yet. Some birth mothers choose adoption from day one and the adoptive parents are apart of the journey until birth.
I believe she’s is pregnant from a few lines “Ik the doctors gonna tell me your heart is beating” “One in a million still means one” “I can’t wait to see you in a couple seasons” which I thinks means like fall season.
I was adopted out of the foster care as well as two of my other siblings and this makes me so happy knowing you’re going to be giving a child a new life and new hope for their future. It really is so life changing ❤
My husband and I have been struggling with infertility for 4 years now and this song brought me to my knees in tears. This song is beautiful and powerful. Thank you for your beautiful music and videos you and your husband share with all of us. God has many things in store for you both and I can’t wait to see how your story turns out. Hugs to you both! ❤️
Hold on to hope, Jess. We struggled for 4 years also. Doctors told us we had less than 1% chance with IVF even. We didn’t do IVF, we prayed. Now we have four spontaneously conceived kiddos with no ART. God’s done it once, He can do it again. Hold on to hope. There’s always hope. 💕
I know exactly how y'all feel. We have been struggling my hubby and i. Ever since my miscarriage in 2015. I want to be a mom so so bad. Been my dream since i was younger. So basically 8 or just bout 8 years. I'm scared to get pregnant again. But I'm not giving up or stopping. I'm just so scared.
That song brought me to my knees emotionally. I’m so happy for you guys. It never worked out for us but I’m 69 now and I’m okay with all of it. God has different plans and life layouts for all of us. You and your husband look like naturals. Story is so fortunate as you guys are. Best wishes and congratulations!!!!
Watching this as a 50 yr old mama who just sent her 1st baby off to college. Tears are flowing, what a beautiful song! Soak every precious moment up with your beautiful girl. Love how God brought you the perfect Story! ❤🍼
Having gone though 3 years of infertility myself, before our babies came, this song is so special. "One in a million still means one." That line really made me tear up. Beautiful song! Praying for you and your sweet baby!
I’m a silent follower. This song makes me tear up every time. Bella, your heart is so pure and you will make an amazing mom. So happy that you guys are happy. Keep spreading positivity. You’re an inspiration.
A song has never hit me so hard.. 😔 I lost my daughter at 16 weeks & am now experiencing secondary infertility. The never ending doctors appointments. No for sure answers. It’s a journey I never knew I’d be on. Thank you for being vulnerable & sharing your story.. ❤️🩹
This song is everything. 😢🙌🏼 thank you for sharing every moment with us. I appreciate you, & value you so much. You’re the true meaning of “DO NOT GIVE UP”. I pray so much, GOD sends me my rainbow baby. 😭✨🙌🏼❤️
I’m usually a silent follower but I’m bawling listening to this beautiful song. I am so beyond excited for you guys! If anyone deserves it, it’s really you!❤️🥰🥰
Everything about this video is beautiful. Your vocal range. The videography. The lyrics. Your vulnerable but powerful heart. May God bless you Bella. ✨✝️❤️✨
I don’t know how many times I have cried, listening to this song. I love you guys so much and I hope that one day you’ll have beautiful wonderful kids running around. ❤❤
I love this song it speaks volumes for my life. Back in 2019 I found out I was pregnant 2 1/2 almost 3 months into the pregnancy I lost my baby. It was so hard on me to handle. I was alone going through the loss that was even harder on me to try and make sense out of it all. I know now that I’m not the only one who has gone through such a loss. It helps to be able to relate and talk with others who have experienced it. Now I struggle with infertility I don’t know if I’ll ever be a mom here on earth but at least I’m a mom nonetheless in the afterlife.
I'm normally a silent watcher but OMG! This has pulled on every single heart string I have. I was so overcome with emotion listening to this song. Sweetheart, you are going to be thee best mother ❤ my heart is bursting with excitement and I cant wait to watch the next part of you're journey. Love and light from Scotland 🎉😊
Omg. I have chills. This song just showed up and now I’m bawling. People don’t understand how hard iui/ivf, etc is until they experience it themselves. This is such a beautiful song. Thank you for making it and sharing it with us. 🥲❤
I had a miscarriage in October and my due date is coming up. I’ve really struggled trying to get past the thoughts of where I’d be in my pregnancy right now, what the baby’s room would look like etc .. this song is very special and I will be listening to it daily from now on ❤️❤️
This is exactly what I’m going through too. My due date is tomorrow. I lost my Angel in January and continued to follow my pregnancy tracker anyways, unwilling to give up the reality of becoming a mama that was so so short lived. My heart breaks. I’m so sorry for all women who must endure this. I pray that we all get the happy ending Bella did.
@@germangirl16 To share some hope with you, I’m 15 weeks pregnant with our rainbow baby and everything is looking great so far ❤️ never give up babe. God is good and he always has a plan.
This is a beautiful song and speaks to my heart. My husband and I have experienced the hopelessness of infertility for 17+ years. Nothing has ever completely filled that hole in my heart, but having sweet nieces and a nephew to love helps. Thanks for sharing so much of your journey with the world. ❤
As someone who’s struggled with infertility and was diagnosed with pcos at the age of 15… I relate to this song so much! It’s a beautiful song Bella! 🥺I know God will give you the victory, don’t let the enemy make you doubt his miracles!! He’s still a miracle working God! Can’t wait to see you get your little blessing 💖🙏🏻
As I'm sure this song has gotten you through some of your journey and for that my heart is so warm for you guys. As a woman who wants children but has so much trouble conceiving you're helping me and so many more with this. Thank you Bella. This is so so beautiful. We don't know each other but I love you. I'm so excited to watch you two become parents. ❤
I am so excited for you all! I wanted this for you all so bad. I can’t wait for the video to come out today. But this song is so emotional and breathtaking. I literally had tears rolling down my face. I’m 30 and when I was 15 I had my first daughter, then I got pregnant when I was 17 and then again when I was 18. With my second after I had her the drs told me I couldn’t have anymore. I was going in for surgery bc I had a tumor(cancer). When I got to the hospital they did a pregnancy test on me and I found out I was pregnant with my first little boy. The drs told ne I had to terminate the birth bc of High risk and that my baby wouldn’t make it or I wouldn’t make it or many even both of us. I told them no I wasn’t doing that. We were going to go through with the pregnancy bc it was a miracle I got pregnant in the first place. But I already had a 1 1/2 year old and a 6 month old. And by the time the baby would be there I would be 19 with 3 kids under the age of 3. Well we went through with the pregnancy and it was the worst one I had. I ended up going into labor at 26 weeks and was on bed rest until I had the baby at 30 weeks. My little baby boy! And then I had to have a full hysterectomy at the age of 19 and they removed a 25lb tumor. I had 2 girls and one boy. He was the miracle baby. And I had been carrying around a 25lb tumor plus the baby. But we both made it out healthy and happy! Miracles do happen and if it wasn’t for me having my babies so young. I wouldn’t have any babies of my own today.
This song gives me hope to be the 1 in a million, I have uterine cancer but undergoing egg retrieval before full hysterectomy. I have low reserves similar to you, so praying I have success. Thank you for your beautiful song.
As someone with endometriosis and being told that my chances of conceiving are slim, this made me BAWL my eyes out. I’m also a neonatal nurse so it’s so hard being around babies all day and loving the job but feeling crushed at the same time that this might never be me. So happy for you and this gives me hope ❤️
I’ve read a lot about serrapeptase and progesterone helping with endometriosis. Perhaps it’s worth looking into. I have dysfunctional adrenals and started perimenopause, at age 34 - though I, also, have fibrosis. Anyways, not to get into my own story. Though, I thought, I’d mention the aforementioned supplements, just in case. I use Ona’s Natural bio identical progesterone - no Rx needed. You’re in my prayers.
I also have endometriosis, I went through laparoscopic exploratory surgery and they were able to remove it, and flush out my tubes as well. We’re now expecting baby #2 this Oct! Our first Son just turned One March 13th. ❤ I hope you get your happy ending!
I am to a person with endometriosis and I had it really bad they told me I wouldn't get pregnant and I cried I went on to get a surgery to have most of my endometriosis removed and I now have 4 kids getting pregnant was hard with our last but it is very possible that you may get pregnant in the future. The doctor told us the first child was a miracle and we would never have anymore to much to our surprise we have 4. I'm very grateful that we were able to have 1 kids let alone 4 😊
This is such a beautiful song! My heart broke watching and listening to it. I’ve been married for almost seven years without children and my husband and I are going through a really rough time and praying we can work it out and stay together so we can hopefully have our little miracle baby together. It was a beautiful way to put it that “ your my only reason “ I feel that way if I could have a sweet little baby. I feel your pain. Please don’t lose hope. I know prayer is heard and answered and God is very good to us and will remember you and bless you. Thank you for giving hope and sharing your story. It helps to know we aren’t alone in this hard and trying journey. God bless you both! ❤️
This song is everything! As someone who struggled with infertility and loss and in HIs time I was blessed with my own rainbow babies. Prayers for you guys! I can’t wait for Monday!
This song is so special , and you sing it so beautifully. What an incredible “Story” you have to share of faith and hope. I’m so happy for you and your sweet family. 💕
Literally crying. My 3 year old asked me why I’m sad and then I started bawling. I told him this is a sad song and that I’m just so thankful for him and his siblings. You guys have really helped me not take any moment with my children for granted, even the tough ones. Praying for you guys to finally have your baby❤️
I have waited and waited for those 2 lines for over 10 years and I have played this song on repeat praying hoping I'd get them the past 2 days and today I saw them. Thank you so much for the hope you spread. Such a powerful song.
