It’s “Nah... Fuck It.” pc nonsense even in such a somber moment. They could have removed the ‘u’. why butcher his performance? loved his work, and that show at the Met, well, it was one of the best of his career. much love.
He had an advanced and much more intense form of Alzheimer’s where he would be fine one moment, then would be hallucinating in an extreme fashion the next. Imagine being perfectly lucid then suddenly you’re confronted by demons trying to attack you. extremely rare variant, and it sounds as though it would have been disorientating at best, and utterly horrifying at the worst of it.