birdy- not about angels (slowed down) 

It’s hurts- when someone says they miss you but doesn’t even try to make an effort to see you.

isn’t it amazing how much love for someone you have and they don’t even have an idea how much you do

i’m really tired, like so tired. i’m not suicidal, just tired. tired of waking up everyday to the same thing. tired of days repeating themselves. i am so tired of just my existence. i don’t want to be gone, i just want to feel alive. everyday i choose to stay, in hopes of one day being able to wake up and not have that dread of waking up. does this make sense? i want to one day wake up, and be okay with being awake.

dear mom your daughter is tired. she loves you so much and doesn’t wanna hurt you but she can’t go on.

this is the saddest song in existence fight me.

why do i listen to this type of music knowing I’m gonna bawl my eyes out

Its weird, how almost nobody i know helps me or cares enough to even see something... But in the comment sections of youtube people do love you and care about you...

“Trust me it gets better” PLSS it’s been almost 3 years now.. I’m still hurting

The people with a prettiest eye always cry the most The people with the kindest heart always get heart broken.....

I’m crying, not even kidding here. I legit am.

me: “are you okay” them: “yes” me: “no you’re not, let’s talk about it” ~~~~~~ them: “are you good??” me: “yeah” them: “oh okay”

heartbroken 💔 👇🏻

That song reminds me my bestest friend. He committed suicide a year ago. It hurts so much not having him around anymore but he used to play this song every evening while we were watching the sunset. Now i get to see the sunset alone and listen to this song. It really calms me down because I can still feel him around singing and dancing.

im no longer sad like before. i just feel empty, numb... I walk around and i feel so empty. it’s like im just walking around without a soul.

I can't breathe anymore. It's like the sadness is physically pressing down on my lungs. I can't scream for help, because even if I made any noise, no one would come and help me. I just want someone to hold me. I'm so alone, I can't do this anymore.

I feel like every sad song comment section is a whole new world of sad broken children.. but we have each other so we’re all open. I love it.

"Give love to people who seem like they don't need it because they need it the most."

i’m missing someone who was never really there.

Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. I hope you will remember my words- becho :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)

Why am I so sad? Nothing happened for me to feel like this but I wake up in the morning and just feel like giving up on everything

Hello random person scrolling down the comments. You're problaby going through a lot recently, which is okay.I just wanted to let you know, that you're beautiful, amazing, kindhearted and that no matter what makes you sad will become better soon.Don't give up.Because out there is a rainbow waiting for you.I had a hard time recently, but now i'm happier because it got a lot better.Time will pass and so will do your bad thoughts and problems. Stay strong my little warrior out there!❤🕊

This just brings me back to those dark places I haven't quite figured out how to get rid of yet.

i don't know who needed to hear this today, but i'n proud of you for being here. if you're reading this, you're strong. keep fighting angels, there's always more reasons why not. i love you.

Me before the song: crying Me after the song: still crying

Please stay alive... for me... for your family... for your friends... for your pets... for yourself... you have a future... I promise... please stay alive

does the pain really go away? or just do we go numb

whoever reading this: i give u a very big virtual hug..

Who's going through comments while listening to this.. Cuz same🥀

That one moment you are just emotionless

''It's nothing, you just take things too seriously.''

"The world is not a wish granting factory" - Augustus Waters

i am looking through the comments...i usually never do this but this is so sad to see. i hate that all of you are going through these horrible things. my heart goes out to all of you. if you are hurting, do not hesitate to reach out. you can even reply to this if you need to talk. i have been in a position where i have felt like things never get better. over time, they have. not so many people are lucky and i have seen so many awful things in the comments. my heart hurts to see that so many things are happening in our world today involving heartbreak , bullying, etc. please keep your head up. you are all beautiful, fight through whatever pain you’re going through...❤️

when i had lost my grandma to cancer, i turned to music for comfort. it helped so much. this was one of the songs that i listened to on repeat. it has so much meaning to me, whenever i listen to it, my heart melts a little each time. remembering the days i spent, sulking in my room, tears slipping from my eyes, this song forever on repeat till the pain slowly lessened. hearing this, it brings back so many memories. how i made it through one of the darkest points in my life. remember to stay strong, always. it’s normal to have bad days, and feel as if you want to collapse to the ground and cry. it’s okay to not be okay. you’re strong, never forget. sometimes life may seem miles and miles ahead, but you’ll make it. the two most important days in your life is being born, and realizing why. you’ll find your purpose, your happiness, never give up. i love you.

To all those people being bullied To all those people who have lost a loved one To all those people who have lost a pet To all those people being abused To all those people going through depression To all those people with anxiety To all those people in poverty To all those people going through a breakup To all those people having a bad day To all those people with insecurities To all those people just having a hard time, Don't forget Your weakness today Is your strength tomorrow It always gets better Your loved ones will remain in your hearts You always have the memories Love yourself Stand up for yourself Money can't buy happiness Those lovers Just weren't right Don't abuse yourself Don't abuse others Kill them with kindness Treat people with kindness We've all had these times There will always be a hole in our chests But Let's all be each others' strength weather you're Black White LGBTQ+ Christian Atheist Etc Love yourself Love others Don't cut Don't kill Don't criticize Don't beg Don't do drugs Don't starve yourself Don't starve others We aren't supposed to do any of that Just keep your strength Keep your faith Don't change because you were told to Be yourself

to everyone struggling with depression... remember to love yourself...know your worth🥺 and it’ll get better bby🥺💘 I promise.. 🤍 I love you💫 don’t give up.😠✋🏼🥺💖

if you’ve found this video, you’re upset and depressed, just remember there are people who care about you. And no matter if i don’t know you personally i care about your wellbeing :) keep your head up and don’t ever think that you’re not worth what you truly are💜

I can’t be happy anymore :( when ever I’m happy for a second everything crashes down.

This helps me breathe

that picture is how i feel recently, everything feels sad and heavy, nothing is going too wrong in my life but i have absolutely so motivation, it wasn’t too bad to begin with but i feel like the grey gets darker and darker everyday

The truth is that online people care and understand you more than people around you.

I hate when my depression comes back and then I push away my friends that care :(

you know, i'd rather feel numb and empty rather than feeling pain every time i come "home".

I love how everyone is writing something personal here and most of us relate to it...

everyone listening to this is probably crying right now, wipe those tears hun they aren’t worth the pain their giving you. you got this, if it’s day get out of bed and do something today, if it’s night time go to sleep get your rest and get ready for a brand new day tomorrow, you got this. 🤍✨

It hurts when your forced to take someone's side just in the fear of being hated. So god dam much.

You Are Beautiful. You Are Wanted. You Are Wonderful. Don't quit on yourself. Don't hurt yourself. You are worth the world and nobody wants to see you suffering. This is not the end. The way you feel right now will pass. Peoples minds will change. Things WILL get better. We love you and are always here for you. Do NOT do something permanent over something temporary. You're better than that. All stars need to see darkness before the light. Flowers must fight through the dirt to grow. And always remember, Don't change so people will like you. Be yourself & the right people will find and love the real you. Your own unique Mindset always tries to engage in the right ways Now read the first letter of every word You Matter! no matter what other people may say. Always know this is true. It helps. You are worth my time to write this. I do care. I want you to keep fighting. It may not seem like it will get better, but just hold on, it will.

Missing someone who was never there, hurts more than missing someone who was there. Dad if your out there, why dont you want me? What did I do?

Im crying and I want to stop but my heart cant... My pain is growing even more... I can't stop it.... I just can't handle this anymore... It hurts so damn much... But why... Just why... God please help me and help everyone here to get rid off their pain and saddness...

*i miss his voice, his laugh and smile, the sparkle in his eyes, everything, God damn I do, please give him back, he hurt me so much, but I can’t be fixed with out him, oh God please believe me*

Lyric: We know full well there's just time So is it wrong to dance this line? If your heart was full of love Could you give it up? 'Cause what about, what about angels? They will come, they will go, make us special Don't give me up Don't give... me up How unfair, it's just our luck Found something real that's out of touch But if you'd searched the whole wide world Would you dare to let it go? 'Cause what about, what about angels? They will come, they will go, make us special Don't give me up Don't give... me up 'Cause what about, what about angels? They will come, they will go, make us special It's not about, not about angels, angels

its funny how people suddenly care when your at that point in life.

it feels like i dont have a soul anymore, but no one even noticed...

The pain is there ....wow i'm crying so bad

Man this is intense.

I just appreciate the fact that people make music and let me feel things

I listened to this while my internet best friend was going through something no one should. He was in and out of hospital about it and it hurt me mentally. Me and him no longer talk anymore, we lost contact 2 years ago, we went our own ways, lived our own lives. Sure we talked here and there but never really had full conversations. If I didn’t meet him god knows where I’d be now he made me happy, made me who I am now , thank you for that Alex.. ;-;

This is fantastic because this puts the song within my vocal range.

Whenever I listen to this song I think of my ex best friend, the stupid stuff she used to laugh at, her warm hugs, her voice. I just miss her so much it’s unbelievable but what’s the point of telling her since it wouldn’t change a thing, she looks so happy now with her new friends and it’s obvious that she moved on, it’s been 2 years and I still miss her

This is the real chart: The saddest people always try and make people smile The people who hurt the most seem so perfect And the loneliest people look the brightest And the happiest looking people might be shattered pieces of glass inside.. It’s not about angels

Lyrics♡ We know full well there's just time So is it wrong to toss this line? If your heart was full of love Could you give it up? 'Cause what about, what about angels? They will come, they will go, make us special Don't give me up Don't give Me up How unfair, it's just our love Found something real that's out of touch But if you'd searched the whole wide world Would you dare to let it go? 'Cause what about, what about angels? They will come, they will go, make us special Don't give me up Don't give Me up 'Cause what about, what about angels? They will come, they will go, make us special It's not, about not about angels, angels

When you hear a depresing song, and get goosebumps, because someone broke your heart 💔🥀

This is ripping me apart..

I think the pain never really leaves. We just get better at hiding it. Head up please. Our path will get better. Trust the process

This is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever heard

It is about angels, because what would happen to us in our graves if the rain watered them. Would roses bloom on our dead souls?

It’s so amazing that people talk about their feelings in the comments to strangers, but when it comes to real life, they don’t want to say how they fell to their family, friends and people they are close to... Yeah Even I do that...I fell so fuc*ing broken.

This song is giving me a nostalgic feeling that i couldn't even explain.

This is one of those songs that u can't stop listening them. Everytime when i hear it, i feel like my heart speaks, bleeding sadness

i’m in love w my bestfriend who passed exactly a year & a day ago today due to being murdered for protecting his mom , he was only 16 and his sister & mom were also murdered 💔

Can't get enough of these slowed down versions of the songs

Sometimes I feel closer to the strangers online then to my own friends and family :(

You can just feel the pain in the singer's voice...

Holy shit. This is great. My best friend would’ve loved this. She took her life and I don’t know what to do. I’m so sad. She listened to it everyday and now she’s gone. I really wish she was here I can’t even believe she’s gone. This hurts my heart. 😩

This brings my depression back.

my life feels like a loop that i cant escape...but slowly i stopped trying to find the exit and just went numb

That feeling when you feel like you're slowly losing everyone and it's all your fault

imagine playing the piano on a empty stage while crying

The 4 people that disliked this was holding the phone upside down wondering why it got so many dis likes

When i was young i didn't understand why people committed suicide but as i gradually started hurting i realized i became like them and i want to go wherever they went. I know they aren't hurting anymore and i want that. I'm not a bad kid i just don't like what i feel it hurts so bad 😔❤️

I cry every time I hear this it makes me remember cameron Boyce I miss him so much

Everyone in the comments would make such good friends with each other...

this reminds me of my brother who passed away when he was 3. :(

I lost my dog a month ago and this songs reminds me of her. You’re always in my heart little angel 😣💔

this song used to make me feel all the pain, the hurt, the sadness, the sorrow and the anger that I’d buried away. it now has no effect on me and I can’t feel anymore. I buried them too deep. I want to feel it all again. I want to be able to cry.

This hits me so hard..

i need him. but he doesn’t need me.

The worst part is laying in bed listening to this song and songs like it and being too numb to even cry and no one cares enough to notice

If you're lonely, if you don't have someone to talk or someone to hug, dont worry ❤️ You need to wait for someone for YOU. Maybe you don't find her/him today, maybe not tommorow, maybe not in this year. But you will find them 💗

Don’t you hate it when your parents or friends or family don’t realize how much you are hurting?? Literally the only reason I live is to live my dream of acting

Feeling the pain even worser

You know what makes me mad? No no, not mad, furious i should say! How older generations say that we are “too young” to experience sadness, loss, pain, emptiness. They may have bad experiences too, but they don’t care enough to notice until we’re gone. We feel so sad, so lonely and unwanted until we just feel empty, like no one else is here for us, like no one else wants us around. Most of us are only staying around for family or friends or other people, not ourselves.. that’s the sad part, we try everything from harming ourselves to starving ourselves, just to be able to feel something other than pain or emptiness or even insecurity. We purely rely on the existence of someone or something else, not ourselves, but them. And I know, many of us wouldn’t be around if it weren’t for that one person or thing.

Currently I’m learning English and watching theses comment makes me feel better and happy.that reminds me that I’m note alone and some peoples in this life love me and can understand my feelings , my pain , my sadnesses . Love you all even though I don’t know you . Just try to be happy in this life ❤

Watching both of my parents die slowly, my dad died a slow death when I was 10 mom died when I was 19 she committed suicide but died slowly 5 months before I graduated highschool, to top it off I had a daughter born and the mother keeps her from me, she is my life and my everything and I can't even be apart of her 🙁

Imagine : Your running through sunflower fields in the sun set with the love of your life and your 14 then as the night sets in you fall asleep next to each other in the fields.

Years later and I still love this song 🥺❤️

we’re all in this together. stay strong for me. i’m always here if you guys need a friend

This comment section makes me feel comfortable.... like we’re all friends comforting eachother. (Insta: @heyitsmayj) let’s actually get to know eachother

this just hit me so hard.

{flashback: 2 years ago} I felt his callused fingertips brush back my hair Felt a gentle pressure against my back Felt the insistent smile tugging at my lips I felt like a smitten wreck The weight slightly pulled away I looked around with a frown There he was, the man of my dreams Guitar in hand, lighting up my town He plucked the strings like he did my tears His soft voice sang photograph My heart skipped a beat Didn't I find a piece of beautiful craft _____________________________ {Flashback: 1 year ago} My knees buckled The golden became grey The lights became blurred This was all a sick play It couldn't be true He'd come again, guitar in hand, smirk on face He'd sing to me again when tears would take over me This was a non-negotiable case He was MY piece of art He was MY love We were to die together arm in arm I'd be in his arms again, soft as a dove I'd be safe again I'd feel precious again His arms were home This was unreal pain Burning hot anger took over me I threw anything that came in sight The sharp shatter of glass took me aback A photograph of both of us on one of many amazing nights I sank in a puddle of water Roses strewn across the floor somehow I don't remember when my tears made a larger puddle than the tap water It's a lifetime's wait now ____________________________ {Flashback: 11 months ago} I didn't shed a tear I stood there in my black dress Too beautiful for the occasion Without him I was a mess The hands that once strummed a guitar for me Now lay unmoving on his chest He looked at peace His hair no more a bird's nest His eyes were closed and so did mine The perfect eyes a photograph brown hidden That was good though To me, familiar, to others forbidden _______________________________ {Currently} I stood on the balcony Looking out at the almost set sun The glass of wine in my hand still untouched My hair in a bun A faint melody reached my ears I dismissed it It's New York, There would be melodies even in a pit _We keep these love in a photograph_ Wine sloshed out of the glass _We made these memories for ourselves_ It felt like no time had passes _Where our eyes are never closing_ His beautiful brown eyes closed _Hearts are never broken_ On the blurry floor, petals of a rose _Time's forever frozen still_ The feeling of never loving again _So you can keep me, inside the pocket of your ripped jeans_ His beautiful smirk, a stain The song ended Another started playing _Cuz what about angels_ My beautiful love, never staying _They will come, they will go, make us special_ In his arms, I was safe In his arms, I was perfect In his arms, I was no more a shell Life goes on, everyday just like this Memories overwhelming I'll make it through though Just wishing he was with me in this

Crying is how your heart speaks, when your lips can't explain the pain you feel!!!! 🥺🥺