ＬＹＲＣＩＳ Oh, you can't hear me cry See my dreams all die From where you're standing On your own It's so quiet here And I feel so cold This house no longer Feels like home Oh, when you told me you'd leave I felt like I couldn't breath My aching body fell to the floor Then I called you at home You said that you weren't alone I should've known better Now it hurts much more You caused my heart to bleed and You still owe me a reason I can't figure out why Why I'm alone and freezing While you're in the bed that she's in I'm just left alone to cry You caused my heart to bleed and You still awe me a reason I can't figure out why You caused my heart to bleed and You still awe me a reason I can't figure out why Oh, you can't hear me cry See my dreams all die From where you standing On your own It's so quiet here and I feel so cold This house no lounger Feels like home
I think it feels that way because when it's slowed, it gives you time to actually listen and take in the words. It gives you time to feel the music, I suppose?
Yea Same, tbh I can't even get my dad to be happy for a 24 hour period. I feel like I'm jus drowning and losing myself again.nd no matter how much I try to keep from it it happens anyway.
“I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that.” ― Robin Williams
I do that and I just wish someone did it back but no one does I feel like everyone is robots they all do the same they say “ I do everything to keep others happy but no one keeps me happy “ or “ I’m always there when someone needs me but no one is there when I need them “ like? Every person I know has had a deep talk with me and I have always stayed quiet and comforted them but no one does it to me and I’m so sick and tired of building everything inside me not having anyone sucks man I’m so sad and mad now days my sadness is just anger I don’t want to be here anymore every one ignores me like I’m not a person with real feelings like I don’t exist trying to talk to my friends abt my feelings they talk shit behind me calling me pick me and sensitive “ oh she has it better then us “ plz.. trying to talk to my mom is the worst cuz she literally straight up ignored me and it breaks me into pieces and trying to talk to my sister she doesn’t care at all I have no one man no one I’m so done with bottling it all up I just want to disappear I just want my feelings and this fire inside me that won’t go away to stop I want everything to stop everything is going so fast i don’t know if I can keep up with life
The loneliest people are the kindest. The saddest people smile the brightest. The most damaged people are the wisest. All because they don't wish to see anyone else suffer the way they did. -Jellal Fernandes
when there are times like that go in the bathroom and sit down. take a deep breath. breathe out slowly. run your hands under the the warm or cold water. depending on how you are feeling. if you feel panicky and like you can’t control your emotions, just cry for a little. (if you are in a rush) let it all out in those few minutes. wash your face with cold water and take some deep breaths again. everything will be alright . sometimes we just have to be alone...
You are here for a reason, you are loved, it may not seem like it but people are here for you, I know it’s hard right now but things will get better, don’t give up on life, suicide is forever it’s not a temporary thing if your thinking about giving up in life talk to someone, anyone, you can even talk to me I’m here for you I may not know you but don’t worry please don’t give up...
*"cause this house no longer feels like home"* *"when i called you at home, you said you we'ren't alone, i shouldve known better, now it hurts much more"* *"now im just left alone to cry..."* I RELATE, my house isn't a safe a place, i want to run.
bil i want to run, too. i don’t know where. i wanna run against the wind down an empty street while tears run down my cheeks and my bare feet run across the rough road, and i am alone. no one to bother me. just one time that i can escape. once i can feel free. and i will never stop running. just for a while.
“You okay?” *the anger I feel is just built up pain that I’ve been hiding...and I take it out on people 💔* *i hate myself in every way possible* *i feel helpless like im in a cage of nothing but choices im forced to make* *i feel like I just wanna end it all* *im in an endless loop of pain* *help me please* I’m great! :) How are you..?
Try to make kind gesture to the people that need it the most. Without asking for a thank you. You will feel so good outside and in. Be good to the world and ull feel good for yourself
Same with me and *Fakes a smile* have a nice day your beautiful today and keep up the positivity ( *even though I say all that and people always refer to me as a sweet and innocent person they don’t know who is behind the mask and acting I am trying to stop but I am super confused with who I really am my whole “life” I “lived” like a slave or robot pleasing others “living” how they want and doing things that they like and acting how they like instead of doing it for myself I feel so confused as I try to stop the acting and remove the mask* )
Sophie Newsom Thats what i said.... But i cant keep leading my life on like this... I want to die I want to end it all I am sick of it, I'm sick of everything and everyone We cant be living a bad life for ever! We need a better life, Yes i am young and people say you have a whole life ahead it will get better. My mum let it slip right by when she found out i was cutting they never care no one does, at least they'll care when were dead
Oh, you can't hear me cry See my dreams all die From where you're standing On your own. It's so quiet here And I feel so cold This house no longer Feels like home. ohhh... Mmmm ohhh... Mmmm Oh, when you told me you'd leave I felt like I couldn't breath My aching body fell to the floor Then I called you at home You said that you weren't alone I should've known better Now it hurts much more. ohhh... Mmmm ohhh... Mmmm You caused my heart to bleed and You still owe me a reason Cause I can't figure out why... Why I'm alone and freezing While you're in the bed that she's in And I'm just left alone to cry. ohhh... ohhh Yeahh... Yeahh Yeahh... Yeahh... Yeahh... ohhh... ohhh Yeahh... Yeahh Yeahh... Yeahh... Yeahh... ohhh... ohhh Yeahh... Yeahh Yeahh... Yeahh... Yeahh... ohhh... ohhh Yeahh... Yeahh Yeahh... Yeahh... Yeahh... You caused my heart to bleed and You still owe me a reason I can't figure out why... You caused my heart to bleed and You still owe me a reason I can't figure out why... Oh, you can't hear me cry See my dreams all die From where you standing On your own It's so quiet here and I feel so cold This house no lounger Feels like home. Sorry I just want sing
Her smile. Her laugh. Her eyes. Some of the most captivating things he'd ever seen. But I guess centuries of living will give you doubts. Those doubts were the worst thing that happened to him. He let her get close to him because a part of him had already let her undo him. Apart of him accepted that he loved this girl. But that love was to strong, because he left her. She was heartbroken. He was heartbroken. But he refused to return and let himself get hurt when she was frail and dying. They both continued they're lives. They smiled an laughed but the day he left, anyone around him knew that he had lost something. Someone. About two years later he had learned to bury those emotions and pretend they didn't exist. He learned to only weep over the loss of a love he could have had at night when others were silent an oblivious to his pain. When he finally broke and went back to her, to the woman he loved, he didn't find his love. Not alive anyway. He walked into the house which had an empty feeling that chilled him. He searched the house that he had become so accustomed to all those years ago. He had sat in her room and watched her sleep enjoying the moment when he didn't need a mask. But when he walked into the room he wished he had never come. God, he wished he had never come. There was the love of his life that he had so selfishly abandonded lying on the ground surrounded by her own bloody wrists and empty pill bottles. He let out a choked sob and stumbled over to her lifeless form. Oh no no no why you you were perfect he whispered softly touching your face softly tears streaming down his ghostly pale skin. He hugged her body close and sobbed. Then he stopped. He remembered a way,. An ancient way but a way to get her back nonetheless. Dun dun dun what'll happen next .
Roughly two years ago I went through a life changing break up, I didn’t want to get up, I didn’t want to work, I didn’t want to eat or drink, I didn’t want to breath. I remember playing this song on a loop for hours. I want anyone to know it does get better. Today in married and more happy than I could’ve ever guessed I’d be. Everything happens for a reason. Please keep moving forward.
I see a lot of people going through a hard time.. I just want all of you to know that it does get better and this comment section is a safe place to share your stories. Just know you are loved and you can get help. Love you all ☺︎♡
how the fuck could i get help? no really...i tried to get help for 1 year and no one gived me even a chance...guess so i will be the next one after Rosalie
@@strawberiv2501 Try to find a therapist or just a person who will listen to your problems. There are so many people out there who want to help, you will find someone, please just don't give up
"I always think of you before I fall asleep. The words you said, the way you looked. The things we laughed about, the silent moments we shared. And when I dream, i'll dream of you. Because it's about you. it's always been about you."
Why does my freaking depression hit me.like waves one is bigger and harder to get above I'm stuck in the undertow of the waves I feel like I'm drowning in it in my freaking self and no matter what I do I can't reach the surface I can't find it I'm so lost and I don't know what to do anymore
always loved this song. listened to it a few years back when i was going through a hard time. i got better and i feel better. do not worry it will pass trust me! theres so much to live for and you are amazing and everything will work out.
Am I the only one who has to constantly cry silently and finally has a time to like.. cry out. That's the best feeling to me. Its like a release, it feels good.
loreyna love same. Except my grandma was sick and couldn’t walk great so we thought maybe she was just a little sick so we would walk her around the house...She died two weeks after we finally took her to the hospital. She could’ve lived if we didn’t walk her around the house. I blame myself everyday.
Wow back then when i was deep stressed/depress, every day every night i go to bed crying. I was deeply hurt by everyone. My relationship with family,friends and boyfriend. And this song remind me of it, the pain , the suicidal thoughts everything. I was just waiting for my body to give up cause i really cant do it anymore.I was mentally and physically abused by everyone, but still here I am on the process of healing and getting stronger and stronger.thank God
l just want to say thank you for singing this song slowed it makes me realize that l am loved and that l also love all of you . love you all guys 💗💗💗💗💗💞💞💞 ❤❤thank you
To anyone who's reading this.. I just wanted to tell you that, You're beautiful/handsome. You don't need them, relax. They aren't worth your heart. Don't listen to what other people say. They are jealous of you hun. Plus you deserve the whole world. You are worth it. You are intelligent and special. You are perfect. You are everything someone can have. I love you.
This past year my parents were getting a divorce and it felt like hell on earth. Music was and still is my medicine, last fall I was feeling really upset with all the misery and then I found this song, I listened to it on the top of the stairs near the front door and I watched the rain pooring down feeling like I was drowning and drowning and I couldn't come up for air. The tears kept coming down and I just felt so raw and that I was going to feel like this forever, with the song filling my whole being.
this song hits different for me. no matter what. it will always mean something to me. i’ve been a dancer my whole life. i’ve competed for a couple years now. last summer, we had to do this exercise thing where we were paired with an older dancer (boy or girl) and a person from our age group. the task was that the older dancers had to choreograph a duo (or trio) for the younger dancers they were paired with. then after they did that, the younger dancers had to choreograph a piece for the older dancers. i was paired with this boy anthony (he was the older one and he happened to be my dance teachers “son”) and a girl my age annabella. since it was during the summer, we had 3 older dancers and 6 or 7 younger. so there was 2 groups of 3 and 1 group of 4. there was only 2 dance rooms in the dance studio so me, annabella and anthony went to the front of the studio in a lobby place. anthony began choreographing and then once we were all done, we showed our dance teachers and then we began choreographing for the older dancers. i picked the song. it was “i fall apart by posty”. our dance teacher kept checking in on us because we were with the youngest-oldest dancer. but i ended up choreographing most of the dance. my dance teacher LOVED the dance and the next day had me choreograph another dance for him. she ended up putting me in a student choreography category for a competition and i choreographed a dance to this song. it’s been almost a year since that competition and since corona happened, our dance studio had to close permanently. so this song really gets me. and i think about that moment every time i have it playing.
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words- becho :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)
Hello! I know you wrote this beautiful message 2 years ago and probably won’t see this reply but I wanted to say thank you❤️ I’m going through a really rough time with myself rn and I have a lot of self hate but I just came across this message while listening to this song and it really made an impact on how I’m feeling. It was a sign that things I’m going through are just temporary and I will get through them. Thank you for believing in me and everything you said in that message❤️
I have been going through a tough time lately.. my lil bro passed away, then my dog passed away, I lost almost all my friends and I am just in deep depression.. this always helps x
i’m losing the one person that keeps me going. that makes me feel happy. that helps me more then anyone. if i lose her then i can’t go on because she gives my life purpose. i just wish she would see that.
I’m so sick and also right now super scared of throwing up (I have emetophobia) and this song somehow calms me down when i’m on the verge of an anxiety attack.
