Body Dysmorphic disorder, people being nicer when you are thinner, & not feeling beautiful 

It's free too obviously

Hi. I just saw your comments as I was sitting here with my insomnia scrolling TikTok. 😏 Thank you for your encouragement and support. It’s crazy that we can get to a place where we don’t see ourselves … properly (?), I guess. I feel like it’s such a taboo topic that it can’t just be brought up randomly in conversations irl… probably because I don’t have any human friends (obviously, human… but like real life people… kids and life and insecurities keep me away). Realistically, I’m probably awake in English time. What time is it there right now?!