Bucky Barnes | Suffering

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"A part of the Winter Soldier's still in me".
The Captain America and The Winter Soldier. What a story!
The relationship and friendship of Bucky, Steve and Sam - is an incredible storypath and true character development.
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@wahn10 3 года назад

In episode 6 when the police officers addressed Bucky as "Sergeant Barnes", it was such a quick, subtle moment but I nearly cried, knowing what it must mean to him.

@chawanwinchester3201 3 года назад

Yes me tooo the police said sergeant barnes and tears came down because he really deserves it .

@yoknom 3 года назад

Yeah, I loved his shocked face as, because that was the first time in a long time that it was spoken out of respect. 😭

@rithik8674 2 года назад

He deserves that.

@David-dz1cb Год назад

Agreed! The little things with how they built Bucky back up in that show were fantastic. Stan deserved an emmy.

@weirdo_LHMS Месяц назад

Im pretty sure it was episode 2

@jaygarrick69 3 года назад

I just realised that Bucky sleeps on the floor, which is like Steve and Sam talking about coming back from battle and their beds being like a marshmallow.

@kirstyfernandes1421 3 года назад

It’s not only a comfort thing, but it’s a defensive thing too, if you’re sleeping on the floor, up against the wall, you really only have to protect yourself from one angle of attack, from above. So his development between the first and fifth episode, with the fact that he not only slept on the couch, but slept all the way through the night and didn’t end up moving to the floor, meant he felt safe, secure & comfortable enough to stay on the couch through the night - that’s a big deal. :D

@joannadaniels8356 2 года назад

He is also using a cushion from the chair as a pillow, recalling his words after Steve's mom's funeral: "We can put the couch cushions on the floor like when we were kids."

@theduckthief Год назад

He probably wasn't ever allowed to sleep as TWS. They probably just put him back on ice.

@casualcruelty Год назад

🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲 why would you tell us this...

@warmachinegaming-zf2tn 9 месяцев назад

It's pretty common too..

@destiknee6812 3 года назад

I always lose it when I see the Stark vs Bucky scene. When he said “I remember all of them” Tony takes it harshly, but it’s so much deeper than it seems.

@louism3643 2 года назад

In that scene, Tony was raging for the deaths of his mom and dad. When Bucky answered, I felt that he was remembering every single person, every moment, the guilty, and the innocent. That is a tremendous amount of pain to process.

@niniaclairevillamor6691 Год назад

I wish they had a way to like fix Tony and Bucky's relationship Marvel never really put emphasis on that after civil war cause they never met up in infinity war and certainly not in endgame. U know after Tony's death I'd believe he went to maybe pepper or even his grave to say sorry but I'd also like to see Tony forgiving him.

@Wolffman109 2 года назад

"A symbol to the nation" *cut to Sam Wilson* "A hero to the world" *cut to Bucky Barnes* Simply awesome.

@emmadoggy 3 года назад

This is BRILLIANT! Bucky's story is so heartbreaking and Sebastian Stan's portrayal is so layered and nuanced. I love how he has brought this character to life! Bucky is my fave.

@Wolffman109 2 года назад

Right there with you, my dude.

@SVINTFC 2 года назад

Big words like u know what they mean lol

@MrTophes Год назад

Bucky is also my fav

@AlaynaVanDyke 3 года назад

In ep 6 of TFAWS did anyone see how buckys face lit up when that guy thanked him for saving them. Because I don’t think anyone has ever thanked him before 😭

@alxssia_yt 2 года назад

That was so wholesome 🥺🥺

@karthu1993 2 года назад

I like how he takes few seconds to process that. Its like, "did I just get thanked? Me? Why would he thank me?"

@MusicLover-my6fo Год назад

Bucky Barnes is easily one of the most tragic characters in the Marvel pantheon.

@mikalioneye2542 3 года назад

I cried. From the very beggining I love James Barnes and his history. It' s amazing to see how he is developing in the movies. Love Sebastian Stan for giving "life" on screen to this character. Great job.

@crusade5886 3 года назад

Thank you so much for kind of words!

@lolopiron001 3 года назад

I know that the Russo brothers had their mind blow up by his performance in "captain america and the winter soldier"... Can't wait the moment when he gets his first award award, it's not a question of if, but when...

@Axe01994 3 года назад

He finally found the peace that he wanted for all the time. I cried when he finished the book , so his suffering is over. And he got his redemption

@midnight816 3 года назад

I don't think he's found his peace since Winter Soldier is still a part of him, but he's on his way

@Axe01994 3 года назад

@@midnight816 agree

@pureimagination3825 3 года назад

@@Axe01994 his mental suffering is over yet though. That not how PTSD works.

@theinvisiblequeen 2 года назад

His abuse was extensive. And I doubt we've heard it all yet. Technically a POW, he was not treated like one. He may improve over time and if he can find a purpose in life and someone to love and share his life with would help.

@louism3643 2 года назад

@@theinvisiblequeen I agree. I've been trying to pinpoint the exact situation Bucky was in. Thank you for your post. He was a prisoner or war and treated like an asset/equipment/property. He wasn't a person at all to Hydra, just another weapon.

@Hannah-ks5fd 3 года назад

when she says "you are free" i get goosebumps every damn time

@oliviayoung459 2 года назад

"then he was wrong about me" that line is very heartbreaking because steve was the only one who believed he could be something other than the winter soilder and that he could be something better and that if his judgement was wrong whats the point of being someone more and someone better and to bucky its scary he hates that he did all of that and hes guilty he is so full of guilt that he cant sleep.

@Prefizful 3 года назад

Why are we still here? Just to suffer? No, to live for a better tomorrow and the day after.

@grumpycat3775 3 года назад

@waxitoto1234 2 года назад

every night i can feel my leg, and my arm, even my fingers, the body i've lost, the comrades i've los, won't stop hurting

@JStallard3118 3 года назад

Amazing tribute man. You really did Bucky justice

@crusade5886 3 года назад

Thank you so much man! Love your Sam video!

@stormbooked6248 3 года назад

Yas this is amazing Sad But amazing

@lissianaopleck4423 2 года назад

It’s sick 🔥

@peachesandpoets 2 года назад

So, so good. Thanks a lot.

@Wolffman109 2 года назад

Understatement. This man fucking NAILED IT.

@lordnhoelzcatchin7404 3 года назад

This would be an amazing trailer if they make a winter soldier movie

@Wolffman109 2 года назад

They'd better.

@Amelia-couture 2 года назад

Yeah but it would be a pretty long trailer

@Wolffman109 2 года назад

@@Amelia-couture That just means more Bucky!

@ellegutierrez2148 2 года назад

they did xD

@Wolffman109 2 года назад

@@ellegutierrez2148 I think he/she means an actual Winter Soldier movie that STARS the Winter Soldier, not just having it be all about Captain America.

@sanityisrelative 2 года назад

That moment when he saves those people from the transport and they thank him breaks my heart. He's used his strength to fight, for both good and evil. He's helped save the world. But he's never been in a position to use his strength to just simply save people. And his face when they thank him genuinely.

@BrandonnPhm2140 2 года назад

From a Happy Young Man to A Sad, Broken fighter. In someway, Bucky Barnes is related to all the grown ups out there, every boy and girl who are going through the adulthood. Bucky help us realize what it feels when we all shift from kids wanting to play the heroes to becoming a true "soldier" in the real world. . Bucky throughout his time as the winter soldier help us realize the true value of our inner peace after all the hardships and battles we went through. . James Buchanan Barnes, the Winter Soldier, will always be my favorite MCU character, no one can replace him nor his characteristics.

@sootiesweep 3 года назад

This is criminally underrated. So many aspects of his life and journey portrayed here. The parallels you've found and the order in which you've edited them is wonderful, and beautifully told. Really emotive (I might've cried?). Thank you for sharing your editing with us - this was a privilege to watch and enjoy :')

@crusade5886 3 года назад

Thank you so much for kind of words!

@sootiesweep 3 года назад

@@crusade5886 of course! Best of luck with your channel!

@Wolffman109 2 года назад

Be not afraid of tears, my friend. We should all feel moved.

@karthu1993 2 года назад

There are two types of characters one likes. A. characters who are so good that you like to watch them. B. characters who are so good and memorable that they remain with you and affect you in a deep way. You think about them and relate to them a lot. For me, Bucky falls in latter. He had an amazing journey as a survivor and it has affected me deeply. ❤️❤️❤️

@MrsRowse 3 года назад

His face when the man he saved thanked him in the last episode of TFATWS 🥺🥺🥺

@e-madart9420 3 года назад

I never realized before, how some of the elements that was in steve, and the things that he did, was in all three of them, sam, bucky, and even john walker, it's like, Steve represented the good in all people, and now it's Sam's turn to do so

@userbunny14 3 года назад

The story of these three is so amazing. I mean I aint gunna lie, I'm still mad at Steve for leaving them behind. But I think if he didn't, it wouldn't have allowed Sam and Bucky to really grow out of his expectations and ideas of them. Like Sam said, they were BOTH looking to Steve to tell them who they were, for a long time, and they had to let him go to both become who they were truly meant to be. And its not complete yet. They still have a ways to go, this series was just the beginning. I hope we get to see a lot more of them. Both actors only have a few movies left on their contracts, but I hope they either re-negotiate, or keep going with series like TFATWS which didn't count. I honestly don't know if I will be able to keep watching MCU content after they are gone.

@yoknom 3 года назад

Yes to all of this. I screamed at Steve for leaving and I don't even consider myself a huge Rogers fan. But I love how they handled it with these two. I was afraid they would make Bucky bitter or that he wouldn't care much vor Steve leaving, but they hit the perfect middle so far. Their friendship was awesome and I would like to see a few flashbacks, though I don't think they'll do those.

@iamgroot2810 2 года назад

Honestly, at this point, after watching TFATWS, all I care about are Sam and Bucky. I developed such a strong attachment to both of them after their show. I would probably stop watching the MCU the day Seb and Anthony are done with Marvel.

@alittlechaoss 3 года назад

OMFG all the parallels are absolutely brilliant. Love it!

@crusade5886 3 года назад

Thank you so much!

@fulcrum097 Год назад

I really saw a ten-minute long video about Bucky and I immediately clicked on it, no hesitation. In all seriousness, though, this was an _amazing_ tribute, I almost cried. You really did his character justice. This is unreasonably underrated, to be honest.

@eversbeautyfun8236 3 года назад

It's the most heart touching and beautiful tribute of Bucky I've seen for all these years! Thank you! ❤🤌

@crusade5886 3 года назад

Thank you so much for kind of words!

@Luc42 2 года назад

"This is all really easy for you, isn't it? All that serum running through your veins." No, it's not. Steve volunteered to become a super soldier to end World War II. John Walker took the serum willingly to become Captain America's equal and destroy the flag smashers. But Bucky never got such a choice. He was captured, experimented on, freed, captured again, experimented on again, then used as a human weapon for the people he spent most of World War II fighting against.

@the_musicghost Год назад

i think two of the sadest bucky quotes are: "maybe he was wrong about you. and if he was wrong about you, he was wrong about me" and "i remember all of them" this was AMAZING !! i want to go cry now ;)

@kat_impossible 3 года назад

This whole video had no right making me as emotional as it did. Dang, that editing was so crisp and seamless. I loved every painful second of it.

@Wolffman109 2 года назад

I agree. I mean, did you SEE the scenes where the Winter Soldier was flipping the knife?

@lilyann168 3 года назад

Goddammit, I wrote out a whole long comment praising this and something happened and I lost it before it posted. I could cry. The short version is.....you are a god/dess for making this video. So amazing. The two dislikes are from Hydra.

@crusade5886 3 года назад

Thank you so much for kind of words!

@beccagregory3586 8 месяцев назад

I'm an emotional person...and this made me bawl like a baby!

@rushbush.5525 3 года назад

Bucky is really underrated after how tragic his story was

@JPSProductionsChannel 3 года назад

Bucky is one of my favorite characters. My grandmother died while WandaVision was airing (at 17th February 2021). When I watched Falcon and Winter Soldier... I felt every scene with Bucky. I felt his sorrow, sadness... and guilty. When Okoye said he was free, I bursted my tears out. Such a excellent series studying his character's past. Thank you so much for this work. 10 minutes of this was beautiful to watch. Can't wait for more!

@mohammedjammeh9598 6 месяцев назад

I know I'm 2 years late but this is a masterpiece. What an incredible edit. Bucky Barnes and Loki Laufeyson are the best Marvel characters I've ever seen. Bucky and Loki got incredible redemption arcs.

@intheredcold9216 3 месяца назад

I've actually commented to 14yr old videos and even got a response to a couple old ones. Good videos never die they just get lost in the algorithm.

@arjunknz53 Год назад

Everytime i watching Bucky & Steve. Their friendship hits me different, so intense & touching...💙

@nebullae 3 года назад

there are several characters in the mcu that will always tug at my heartstrings and make me cry, but bucky is definitely in the top 3. his suffering past, present and future made him a genuinely intriguing and layered character despite the few number of lines he had. honestly, his journey is more interesting to me than steve's, haha. i had always thought the resigned way he said that line in cacw ("it always ends in a fight" 5:35) was so heartbreaking. the way he knew that even though he had left hydra, he had been forever changed and that his struggles would never end... i think that's what draws me to his character: pathos for DAYS. i just hope that we can see what's next for his character after fatws. i doubt he has found the peace he desires (and is that even possible?), but i am sure that he has more stories to tell us. i can only hope that marvel studios agrees and has something planned for him like they do for sam.

@nin7485 2 года назад

All there storeys made me cry but buckys story made me cry most 💀

@mzaman1532 3 года назад

It is so beautifully made! 10 years of Bucky's journey in mcu, you've put so subtly in only 9.19 minutes. Thanks for the effort of making an amazing tribute to an amazing character!

@demonicsdomain Год назад

As someone that's suffered their entire life and has CPTSD, I relate to this a lot. It's painful, but it's beautiful; having something to relate to.

@iamgroot2810 2 года назад

I can't be the only one whose favorite MCU show is The Falcon And The Winter Soldier

@fulcrum097 Год назад

@user-vo1yu6hb1v 2 года назад

I wish I could give him a hug !

@ribbitlujan1406 3 года назад

“I don’t want to talk about it” Me when my friends mom asked how I got my phone taken away 😭😭😭😭

@delnero9149 4 месяца назад

He will always be the winter soldier...all those bad memories will never ever fade...we are just hoping he will fight like the winter soldier but in his life will be Bucky Barnes..he is by far the most intriguing character in cinema history hands down...incredible incredible job by Sebastian Stan...what a legend!!!

@anyaromanova5112 Год назад

Aggghhhhhhhh!!!!! 10 minutes of awesomeness!!!!! Bucky's story is a complex one and sooo layered. Bucky's been my fav. since I first laid eyes on him. Sebastian Stan does an amazing job portraying him.

@adiyabagdatovna9851 2 года назад

I love everything in this video. Just… God, i love Bucky so much. I love Sebastian who released this character. And MCU did it so great, just… goosebumps

@Isabella-cz8fp Год назад

Thirteen minutes until the New Year and I'm going in watching Bucky edits, setting the right tone.

@Wolffman109 2 года назад

How did this person make a RU-vid video about Bucky Barnes so much better than the catastrophe that was The Falcon and the Winter Soldier?

@thegodofmischief8141 2 года назад

Sebastian did a great job!Bravo Sebi,ești și vei rămâne în sufletele noastre!Un actor grandios care a muncit pentru tot ce a realizat!

@saifmahmudishtiakshushaan462 3 года назад

All those transitions and parallels are simply beautiful and moving. You really did my favorite character's arc justice. Amazing tribute man!

@crusade5886 3 года назад

Thank you so much for kind of words!

@LuFlowerss 3 года назад

Oh my god... so aesthetically pleasing!! I have no words.... This is so SO good.. and done with so much love and admiration to Bucky... Thank you for this.

@lila-qs2rp 2 года назад

this is so ridiculously underrated this captures his life and his feeling and demons so perfectly you really got every aspect of his life and his suffering and everything he has lost. This is absolutely incredible and because i love bucky so much this really made me cry so hard love this

@user-qu4nw7kp1t 5 месяцев назад

I am still watching this now. Bucky is my favourite character in all MCU, and even tho I dont warch Marvel anymore, I am still waiting for Thunderbolts.

@lumpyspacecadet 2 года назад

Marvel does such a good job with the "Perfect Man and His Shadow" character dynamic between Steve and Bucky. Steve, as a character, needed Bucky to be his "Shadow Self" because he couldn't have a dark side. FatWS is a show about how that Shadow has to now become a 'real boy' because the Perfect Man is gone and only he remains. It's a struggle for the Shadow to find his own identity because he's only ever been the Perfect Man's Shadow. The good thing is that the Shadow can ascend to becoming his own man because he's already so interesting and well-rounded as a character. His journey is a fascinating one because he's growing into a person who can be good and do good now. The Shadow need not do shadowing things so much anymore. Bucky is an amazing character. Love him so much.

@kirstyfernandes1421 3 года назад

3:17-3:21 made me gasp, I had thought that was what he was thinking of, when I first saw the scene, but to put them side by side, makes it so clear, he was trying to see if he could spin flip the wrench like he can do with the knife, if the weight, hand movement and the mechanics can work for both.

@lilyann168 3 года назад

oh my god I would have never caught that.....thank you for pointing that out.....its so amazing

@aluminescentmushroom5910 3 года назад

Everytime I notice a new thing about Bucky: Bucky Barnes | Suffering

@SweetyxLu 3 года назад

I had to pause this too many times to get over the emotions waves coming my way. Thank you so much for this.

@GoblinGuy333 4 месяца назад

Well done! Bravo! Thank you for this excellent homage to Bucky! Marvel's most tragic hero.

@AmalaFrequents 3 года назад

The editing on this is amazing. The subtle parallels you picked out were so good and gave so much more to the story.

@crusade5886 3 года назад

Thank you so much!

@hunterchurchmanpearsonthar1277 3 года назад

8:47 “thank you for saving us” ngl I almost cried

@alexduran2476 5 месяцев назад

Best character in the MCU.

@PyroSync 3 года назад

You upload faster than i can blink xD Amazing video bro, you did bucky justice with this. Great editing and music choice!

@crusade5886 3 года назад

Thank you so much mate!

@skylarcrothers8239 3 года назад

Bucky Barnes spent his life as the Winter Soldier since he was captured in WW2. After the war, he was breaded of running and killing people as an assassin. Even though free from the Winter soldier program, Bucky has trouble of ignoring his insticts of who he was becoming the winter soldier.

@charlottecannell7837 2 года назад

i haven’t even finished this yet but over half way through i felt the need to comment and say thankyou so much for sharing this with all of us, it is so wonderfully made and beautiful. the voiceovers and the order of these clips is incredible. such an amazing tribute to his journey, he’s come so far

@cusithe6228 3 года назад

This deserves many more likes for such a lot of work. Such a good edit showing Bucky's story arc. I really enjoyed it, thank you.

@crusade5886 3 года назад

Thank you so much for watching!

@JessicasASMR 2 года назад

This video is an emotional roller coaster 😭

@thatneli 3 года назад

Amazing tribute This was Great , Bucky's character is amazing

@themimsy 2 года назад

He needs all the hugs

@BMEdits12 3 года назад

Omg this was so perfect for him! Amazing job, just brilliant👏 Bucky is one of my faves and after watching The Falcon and The Winter Soldier I can’t wait to see more of him. Keep with the good job ❤️

@crusade5886 3 года назад

Thank you so much for kind of words! What do you think about Shadow and Bone? I really love this show

@BMEdits12 3 года назад

@@crusade5886 yes! It was a really great show. I didnt have too much expectations about it but I was wrong!

@kristoferdevibar7600 3 года назад

Bucky needs to have a White wolf movie

@inalusa9011 3 года назад

For real!

@emmalee7077 3 года назад

Ok, that "Hi!" at 1:57 intermixed with the car/fight scenes was really unexpectedly funny.

@mariam501 2 года назад

Started watching this, thinking it was a typical tribute video but about halfway through… BAM! It took an emotional turn and I was completely engaged. WELL DONE!!! ❤️

@oneleaftogrow 3 года назад

This was amazing and so well edited! Thanks for making it, I really enjoyed watching it. Bucky's story is one of my favorites and while I really liked the new show, I feel like they "resolved" his issues/storyline too quickly. I think 90 years of what he went through would take more than a year to fix (or however long its been since he left Hydra). I think you captured his story perfectly.

@crusade5886 3 года назад

Thank you so much for kind of words!

@Wolffman109 2 года назад

Not even a year; it was six months after Endgame. I agree 100% with your comment.

@DevilDears Год назад

Awesome edit! So on point! Love the rising tension!

@eleanorigbymin4355 2 года назад

I almost cried. This is amazingly beautiful! Thank you for creating this. Bucky Barnes deserve better ♡

@guneethk2005 2 года назад

Absolutely BRILLIANT. Bucky was one of my favourite characters and this video made like him more. I love the edit.

@jessicajones5793 3 месяца назад

This is by far thr best edit ive seen of him. You layered them all perfectly! Matching his pain with his joy, the way he is so much more than a simple soldier with PTSD. He has an entire backstory that rivals any of the "main" characters of marvel and his journey makes him simply one of the best. Bravo for an amazing video and im not crying you are....😅 😢❤😊

@sad_bucky 3 месяца назад

this made me cry a little too much

@K_took_a_chonce 2 года назад

I did not need to cry again today, so thanks a lot. But since I'm crying already I'm going to go watch Infinity war and Endgame back to back..........

@burndawitch 2 года назад

This is by far the best fan edit I’ve ever seen… I laughed I cried… you’re paying for my next therapy bill

@sarahp9989 3 года назад

you just shattered my heart in so many ways but i can't bring myself to hate you for it, alas

@lolopiron001 3 года назад

Great clip, so emotionnal... All the essence of Bucky contained in 9 minutes... Thanks !

@crusade5886 3 года назад

Thank you so much!

@sarahlesne7151 3 года назад

This video is so well done. It gives Bucky the recognition he deserves. thank you for making my day

@crusade5886 3 года назад

Thank you so much for kind of words!

@montanabiemond7124 2 года назад

im fully crying. Bucky's life is so sad. all i want is for him to be happy

@R.Cotton.3 2 года назад

If this was a trailer for Bucky. I don't care what it is, I'm there waiting for it. Best edit I have ever seen.

@LianGeller-go7ls 8 месяцев назад

I miss you guys steve omg buck my family❤

@Charismaniac Год назад

Be at peace, brave warrior.

@Brandon-fp3my 2 года назад

This is still phenomenal and it’s my thousandth time watching it

@autumn5508 2 года назад

Did someone told you before that you have an amzing brilliant mind .This is amazing ,wonderful ,heartwarming video that just made bucky my favourite avenger. Thank you!🥰🥰🥰

@Gamesonboard03 3 года назад

0 dislikes now thats a bucky thing!!!

@-erudyaa2201 2 года назад

It's a masterpiece, a truly work of art...All the parallels, the voiceovers, the goddamn music and the emotions you pull in this. I just can say congratulations, you maked me cry :')

@crusade5886 2 года назад

Thank you so much for kind of words!

@Misery-yh6ec 2 месяца назад

Poor Bucky, he really does suffer way more than he should 😢

@katemour2686 3 месяца назад

This video almost made me cry, I've never seen such a beautiful edit abt Bucky❤❤

@spideyboy3502 5 месяцев назад

This was one of the best goddamn things I have ever seen. You've managed to create an entire story on him in one video. Truly talented. Truly.

@JackMicallef 3 года назад

I’ve watched this so many times. All the transitons are amazing. And matching shots. Unreal video!!

@crusade5886 3 года назад

Thank you so much for kind of words!

@englishlady9797 Месяц назад

No Bucky, part of the Winter Soldier is not inside you. That's just what Zemo said to manipulate you and Zemo is a liar. His nightmares are just a trauma response and prove he feels guilt like a normal human would. It proves he's a good guy and has a conscience, he feels guilty even for things which weren't his fault and he had no choice about. He was never part of you. It was a persona created by evil men through torture, abuse, brain damage and hypnosis on a helpess human subject. Its not your evil alter-ego. The real you is Bucky is a hero: selfless, caring, protective and and true friend.