Buried Emotions: Eric 

Hugs ❤

I'm so sorry for your loss.

🌹 Your dad sends you this rose 🌹

My deepest condolences.

Ive lost 5 friends to suicide..1 just a few months ago... and it was not who they were at all so I understand. I know my friends have come to visit so I am sure your dad visits too...❤

I'm so sorry you have been there to feel that pain but I am so happy you survived your attempts. I lost my brother in law, someone so precious to me, to suicide. It's been 8 and a half years now and I still feel like it was yesterday. Time does not heal all wounds, you just learn to live without that person in your life. And learn to live your life the best way you can. It's true when they say that the pain is just passed on to the one who love you. His suicide actually tore our family apart. It shattered everyone so badly that everybody started blaming each other for his death! When ultimately, no-one was to blame but him himself. At first, I did believe it was selfish. How could he? Why would he? Etc etc. But after a few years of dealing with the anger, it passes and then you can see that yes, he thoroughly believed he was a burden and thought his family would be better without him. geeee...wasnt he wrong.!! Thank you for sharing your story. And again, I'm so happy you are still here to tell that story. You WILL save some people's lives with your story! Xx

@@carlyross8344 - I hope not only to spare a person’s life but also to explain to families it is not their fault.

@@tygersflowerz In my case I was not fooling around. I was simply trying to end my pain. I had not even planned to take pills at that moment. It was a reaction to not be able to report to work, even though I was working from home. This was not the first time I could not get to work. I was struggling to progressively return to work after more than 2 years of long term medical leave for depression and anxiety. My ego was so tied ip in my work. I felt like a failure and at that miment I lost hope that I would ever be able to recover and work again. I know now that I was not of sound mind when this happened. I was in a time capsule bubble and no thought of anything, including the effect it would have on my daughter and family. I do now and that is key to choosing to live, even when I go down the rabbit hole. I know the depression is temporary and I will feel better again.

@Toni So true. Blessings to you my dear. ✨

It's is not a selfish act and I feel your pain Here's my love and positive energy towards you

So sorry for your loss. The biggest thing I dread is someday loosing my mom.

Your mother is with you I am sure. I hope you get over your pain, so sorry.😓

❤️

It's sad when people are so unhappy. Sorry for your loss🌌. He's in the stars watching over you.

I’m sorry

I'm so sorry for your loss😓

I'm so very sorry. 🥀

My brother had the exact same experience, as you. My sister in law hung herself also and he is the one that found her. He told me that it is something you can never un-see. That's how he describes it. He believes, with all of his heart, that it is not a matter of not wanting to live anymore. It truly is a matter of just not being able to any longer. He calls depression the devil's favorite weapon to use against a troubled person. We have gone to a group called Griefshare and it is an extremely healing experience. I recommend it highly. I understand your loss and pain.

💖 so tragic!! I believe he is ok..

I’m sorry. I didn’t hear where he died from suicide ??

@@NurseSue425 Shannon mentioned it towards the end 🙏🏻

I feel the hell from taking our own life is how we then see how it affects our loved ones. Afterlife is amazing but imagine seeing those we love in such pain. It took me yrs to get my name off the records of a religion that taught souls lost to suicide go to hell. I strongly Disagree with any writings Or teachings of that! The hell is before one takes their life!

@@dejacavu6259 I agree with your statement. I’m Christian but I’m not part of an organized church that spends much of their time teaching hate and intolerance. Not that you asked, but due to the subject I think it’s worth sharing. We know that God is Love. Without God there is no love. We know that over the centuries the Bible has been edited, added too, removed from etc. I am confident in what I’m about to say, because I had a spiritual experience while talking with a coworker that is gay. He said something like “I’m going to hell anyway, I was taught my whole life as a Southern Baptist that God hates homosexuals” and literally out of nowhere I was boldly telling him, “you are worshiping the wrong God, my God IS LOVE and HE loves you, just talk to him and it will be revealed to you, behave as if you are meeting him for the first time” he and I both knew there was power in what I was saying. It went on for about 10-12 minutes and the only other part I remember was “you were created in my image, you are part of me, hell is not for humans, hell is for demons” Now I used to subscribe to the doctrine of certain acts or behaviors would send a person straight to hell. (Not that I don’t wonder sometimes if we aren’t really in hell and we get to ascend eventually lol) I’ve never thought much about demons, ghosts, angels etc. so for me, this experience left me full of hope and joy. My personal opinion is that showing grace to others while we are here, being kind, and grateful is really what we are here to do. Have you ever gone either a wee bit out of your way to be nice to someone, say, hold the door for them and let them go ahead of you, or had that deep burning desire to help KNOWING you will facilitate the best outcome? Right now, think about how YOU felt while doing it and afterwards. You felt good, I know I do. My husband requires forearm crutches to walk, and it looks like A LOT is going on. When we started dating, I noticed that someone would hold the door and he would try to quickly walk thru and often times he didn’t acknowledge them. So me being me, after noticing this 3-4 times I asked him why he didn’t thank them. He said “I did!” Well buddy, you didn’t. In his effort to get out of the way quickly he thought it but wasn’t actually saying it. So he got so much better about it, then I noticed if someone offered to help him with something he would always turn them down. Now this I kind of got because I was really getting to know him, it was ego, he is after all a very intelligent, college educated man with pride right. So we had a sweet talk about “blocking people’s blessings” idk where it came from, but God wanted him to know that he is teaching us humanity and kindness, and grace, and when he gives a person the impulse to help, if it’s appropriate, let them help. The beauty we see every time we are out is such a gift. When we see a little boy jump up to open a door, and he had this look of satisfaction on his little face, we are both almost moved to tears, it’s absolutely beautiful to see someone that looks as if they’re hard core, or mean, offer to help him put his groceries in his car, from the store scooter. Anyway. Kindness and grace… it’s so much better the skepticism and judgment, or hate. Sorry that was so long, I hope I fixed all the typos I’m on my mobile phone.

I speak with her soon today. Nervous as hell. So grateful for the opportunity. I miss my mother so much! Allison is an angel on earth.

How long is the wait?

@@annmarieknapp how did it go?? Dying to hear 🙉

@@pamelarivers3852 when I inquired in April, the wait was 14-20 weeks out.

@@annmarieknapp Hi . Let us know how it went .. peace 🙏🏻

It something tangible that helps me connect. It's mostly scribbles, but sometimes I'll write a name.

I agree….would be more shocking if there was something really specific….like details surrounding the death.

@@joeyd.6172 Exactly! Thats y i like John Edward ..he says the most random stuff that nobody would even know.

With that being said...im not at all suggesting she doesnt have a gift..cuz ive seen her recognize the person the client wants to connect to by just knowing their first name & birthday. Now unless shes going by the characteristics from the zodiac sign idk..

Thank you!! I have watched many of her readings and early on I picked up on the fact that every reading talks about a tattoo, balloons, clothing/t-shirts, she always says "2 peas in a pod" or "to the moon and back" do all of or deceased loved ones use these same expressions? just really makes me think.

I do not openly question Allison's gifts and talents as I know next to nothing. I would suggest checking out Keith Parsons (England) for an in depth and historical look at various mediums of some reknown in the past but perhaps overlooked in the so called "modern day." ru-vid.com/show-UC4nzm83THRJ-jTy_-0KJoaw

Yes, I agree-she repeats the same general phrases: "He say's you were two peas in a pod" " Is there some engraved jewelry? "He say's to look at his pictures"... I do believe there are and were legitimate mediums in this world, but they are far and few between.

That's because human behaviour is similar, we all do a lot of the same sh*t, ppl generally memorialise the dead in generic ways too eg tattoos, balloons etc. Mediums have to interpret info from the deceased based on images/scenes/sounds they are shown, think about how difficult that would be. Eg if a living person tells you a story and you try and retell it you won't necessarily get all the details 100 accurate, now imagine how hard it would be with someone not physically here.

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