Aawww its OK, your definitely entitled to feel exactly the way you feel it's absolutely normal dear it's nothing more to ashamed I can promise you that.
So many cries for help...a kid having to live up to the pressure of school, peers teammates... And he hated it. Hated the game hated the pressure hated not having his family and being alone.
That's exactly why I had too stay as far from everyone including teachers and principals when I was in school that way no body would have worry about me coming off as a serious problem trying to talk about my issues to others trying to get attention from self pity, by getting in the way of their popularities or their positive great living lives of happiness that's why I had to remain alone like he did, especially so I wouldn't have to get picked on or have any one start any problems with me, I had to stay away from every one an I mean everyone, even some friends too, even though I haven't exactly made any much,friends really until right now before things was getting more wiser for me.
Honestly this was Me all the time when I was having meltdowns being bullied, dealing stressful moments being ostracized all the time where I barely could catch a damn break...I was exactly like him.
Campbell and Bianca would have make a cute couple I can't believe he didn't have a lot of girlfriend only stupid Maya😠 why would the writer's do this to me I loved JT and they killed him now Campbell wtf writer's I hate the degrassi writer's like I always like sav and anya and they broke them up so many times like wtf degrassi.
@@manofsteelgoodmanll.2512 they could've had a more sibling type friendship rather than a full blown relationship plus Bianca was already engaged to Drew around this time i think
@Amir-qz4bn probably they looked like they could connect like brother and sister I'm sure...and good for her to be engaged to drew at least after what they've gone through as she delt with a little crazy ass abusive psychotic thug from the streets they were made for each other. I felt terrible for when Drew got jumped by vince's posses punk ass gang of friends they almost nearly beat him to death that part was crazy even to the way how cam was treated he was shown no love at all Dallas was a phoney for that...he reminded me of Jamal at my job who sabotaged me a lot at work trying to make me work harder then put pressure on...to hurt me and then act like I'm hurting him when he's the one cause trouble to set me up. I know all about bullies and manipulators I was one of them for the wrongful I hurt others cause I was hurting inside taking my shit out on the wrong people, but I gotten healed, I'm still healing but I knew God knew my heart he'd say...just because I acted malicious don't mean I am malicious and evil I just had worstful bad luck that made me do wrong things.