Chester Bennington's cry for HELP! Linkin Park

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In this video from an interview in Feb '17 shows Chester Bennington expressing his cries for help. Hindsight is 20/20. At the time the interviewer and fans alike joked at his comments. Looking back, it's clearly not a joking matter. Mental illness is a very serious issue, that is not to be over looked. It can take all forms. People you know may be going through similar situations. So next time you have someone pour their heart out to you, really listen to what they are saying. It may be a cry for help..... This is not a promo for WakingUpDad or WakingUpDad.net .... I am simply posting this as a long time fan of Chester and the group Linkin Park. I am just as shocked as everyone else and searching for answers as to why. In the video he clearly is telling us. We just didn't listen. RIP Chester Bennington. You will be missed. Prayers to his family, wife and kids.
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@WakingUpDad 3 года назад

The Future Of Linkin Park ----> ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-oZV0Io5C1RQ.html

@loveiverwashereasherself4803 3 года назад

The Future Is In all of our hands each and everyday💌💣 Love ya all

@nathanielbrew305 3 года назад

Thanks! Can I ask what the intro song you use for this video is?

@mirandawalters8078 3 года назад

I owe chester. Please let him know too... an gots some angels.. that i am not letting gooo.😂😚😇🤗😎🤔

@david_contente 3 года назад

@Cris-tu1sn 3 года назад

He didn't kill himself

@Thumper28 7 лет назад

When you break your arm, everyone wants to sign your cast. But when your brain is sick, everyone runs away...and that's when you need people the most. RIP Chester :(

@christineg.3211 7 лет назад

shamrock2228 your absolutely right. How sad..

@rayray.0 7 лет назад

shamrock2228 Mental illness is completely different from a broke arm. Mental illnesses has been so stigmatized in this country to the point where people don't want to confront it because it's "if you have a mental illness, you're crazy. Stay away from him because he might be bipolar" etc. When we start treating mental illness with compassion and understanding, then things will change.

@Thumper28 7 лет назад

Candie Ray very true. I've struggled with it my entire life. My grandfather, uncle, and cousin committed suicide within 5 years of each other...along with too many friends to count. We desperately need more empathy and compassion in the world.

@HeatherHowser 7 лет назад

shamrock2228 so sad and so true. Pain is pain.

@MehOMy 7 лет назад

shamrock2228 That is so true. Everyone knows how to help a broken arm, but not many know how to deal with depression and other mental disorders.

@badbadbadddy 7 лет назад

The saddest thing is that there are probably milions of people, including me, who while watching this interview were thinking "damn, it's like listening to myself"

@tjsdrums4977 7 лет назад

badbadbad 100%

@Professional-Sinner 7 лет назад

Hang in there pal. See what i did haha ?

@hoepsipoepsi 7 лет назад

badbadbad yep.. I totally feel useless even living right now Lost my girlfriend My job Fucked up my study Have a 10k debt now Lost my car, it got stolen Lost my drums, they got stolen Family? I don't have those anymore they were all victims of war Really, I don't see much of a need to live anymore Might just join Chester, he was my savior

@tillpeters52 7 лет назад

Guys seriously seek help, he didnt and now hes dead.

@patrickmyers1006 7 лет назад

M.L.D Recordz disgusting low life

@JoshuaSmith-ev7lm 10 месяцев назад

The fact the interviewer laughed is the prime reason why men never open up emotionally

@johannes2642 2 месяца назад

yeah man, this laughter was so bad! its a heart opening to the world there is actually 100 percent NOTHING funny!! RIP Chester, u are lovely and loved!

@melaniecatlin4447 2 месяца назад

Not just men unfortunately

@d-jay1417 2 месяца назад

💯 smh 😤 🤦 😔

@derekgardin1512 2 месяца назад

To be fair he sis say it in an amusing way with a smile on his face and he didn't seem bent at all that the guy laughed about it a bit. Chester didn't find it unreasonable so neither should you.

@butterfliesandcamo5975 2 месяца назад

ME2. I haven't been my "old self" since I lost my son. Nobody wants to hear what is going on in my head and my heart either.

@annepatton8727 9 месяцев назад

He was basically saying "my mind is a prison". As a person who battles depression, I can totally relate. Hope he found some peace.

@Yumicpcake 7 месяцев назад

Nope, he's dead. He doesn't feel anything anymore.

@annepatton8727 7 месяцев назад

@@Yumicpcake Good. That's what he wanted.

@Khaine7th 6 месяцев назад

Have it too. How r you now? See you too searching for videos that can describe your feelings? You re not alone at this.

@annepatton8727 6 месяцев назад

@@Khaine7th Im better, taking sertraline. You?

@MrocznyRasista 3 месяца назад

@@annepatton8727 Yeah... like taking a pills is the solution.

@Ricenburg 5 лет назад

Chester: "I don't know if anybody out there can relate" Trust me Chester, so many of us do

@LordDivine1 5 лет назад

I feel like sadly too many actually can, in a lesser or even a more serious degree... relate. But so few speak up. And even when they do, like Chester. They're just not often taken seriously. Everyone can relate to a broken leg, but if they can't understand whats wrong, well then obviously then nothing is wrong because they can't understand it.... And that's the problem with mental health sadly. When you try to explain to someone you have severe anxiety for instance. It's Russian roulette weather or not they understand or tell you to "get a grip".

@matt338r5 5 лет назад

A lot of people feel this way.

@rickmcdonough5872 5 лет назад

Yes.

@truthteller9522 5 лет назад

Totally relate

@davidmilbourne6855 5 лет назад

I was speaking about this at work the other day and there is far to much stigma attached people are told to man up or told that depression is bullshit that was what i was told and i had to hold my tongue if u dont go through it you dont understand how it feels. We lost one of the greatest of all time through depression and many other lose lives through this. People need to speak more about it however i dont have the courage to speak out because of the stigma. Chester helped so many its a shame he didnt have that help.

@kingpower8134 3 года назад

This whole conversation between chester and that radio guy is the representation of having depression in front of society that doesn't know nothing about having a depression.

@franktheguy8183 3 года назад

Great point actually

@DoiInthanon1897 3 года назад

@@franktheguy8183 Yeah, very well put

@stuartomalley3997 3 года назад

Thank you someone gets it❤️👍

@kariyam2202 3 года назад

That's good, we shouldn't all be depressed!

@kingpower8134 3 года назад

@@kariyam2202 we all hope it's that easy

@autonomous8108 6 месяцев назад

I'm a grown man, and I'm not usually emotional, but this made me tear up. I want to go back in time, and give this guy a hug

@tgkn9-11 3 месяца назад

I would do it too! ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

@defeatignorance8681 3 месяца назад

Honestly, a hug doesn't help when you're trapped inside a cage in your mind. Finding someone that truly understands will help with time, but as you saw in this conversation, that is very hard to do. When that guy laughed a small piece of him died right there. He never found someone that understood; someone that could help him find the key to the chains that were binding him.

@gilbesch7721 3 месяца назад

Thats true, i didtn understand why this guy is laughing, sry not normal, chester speeks about problems and this guy is laughing 🤦‍♂️, i know too what is depressions and most people don't understand it, i trie to kill myself years ago.

@melaniecatlin4447 2 месяца назад

Think we would all go back in time to give Chester a hug 😭

@Basilz_Territory Месяц назад

@@melaniecatlin4447 I've sat down and thought to myself for hours at times what I could've done to help him. It always ends with me thinking, "No, you couldn't have done anything. You didn't even know about the band at that time." 💔💔💔

@nicksboi 5 месяцев назад

I miss him every day.. He was such an amazing human. 😢😢

@LinKoRn-parK 5 месяцев назад

Every single day.😢

@josianireis5608 4 месяца назад

Faz muita falta ... Chester era uma lenda

@VassEndez- 3 месяца назад

😢😢😢❤️‍🩹💞

@jeankoh3875 4 года назад

The interviewer that laughed, is the reason why i don't tell people my problems

@cerikas9174 4 года назад

Same!

@greog1108 4 года назад

You should go to a psychologist. They don't ever laugh or judge, they listen. It's the way they do their job.

@melanieroberts4341 4 года назад

@@greog1108 I agree with you. The Psychologist is best as you talk through your problems and unlike Psychiatrist's they just give you medication and maybe a little chat but a Psychologist is the best if you can afford to see one would be the best- especially if people laugh at you when your trying to express yourself to them- truly- they are not a true friend that does that.

@_Altair 4 года назад

That is the reason I talk to myself when I'm alone......

@n.tda_8236 4 года назад

H-8434 Yawar Manzoor I do too! It’s actually kind of therapeutic for me? 😂

@TheLegendaryBeta 4 года назад

His entire music career was a cry for help.

@cerikas9174 4 года назад

Everyone listened to his music, bit nobody listened to him

@veronicacalloway2795 4 года назад

My son who is a forever fan said that same exact thing!

@kevinwright6159 4 года назад

I said the same thing. It's hard not to see his lyrics as a life long suicide note

@AndrewPlays94 4 года назад

LilMiss Avakin everyone knew he was struggling, it wasn’t hidden, he was extremely open about his depression.

@frisbeeshawn5356 4 года назад

Depression type of lyrics along with the great music is what Linkin Park is all about. Authentic expression .. ..

@1122redbird 10 месяцев назад

Dude was fighting demons. Remember, you never know what's going on in someone's head. Show people compassion and cut people slack because you just never know. RIP dude.

@erik-fn2xf 7 месяцев назад

I'm in it if anyone will talk to me I would enjoy. Great comment

@RogueWraith909 6 месяцев назад

@@erik-fn2xf How're you holding up Erik?

@user-vx6nn1uo4t 4 месяца назад

I totally relate with this, I lived it. ….but Christ! Christ saved me and as I’ve walked with him my life hasn’t been all sunshine I’ve still taken L’s but He keeps me from hitting the mat and staying down. Cry out to the Lord he’s real and cares. He’s given me a heart for people and a purpose….🙏

@1122redbird 4 месяца назад

@@user-vx6nn1uo4t Religious nut cases make problems worse, preying on people's fears and guilts. Some of us live in reality, not some BS fantasy world. But you do you man. Whatever works for you, but don't be pushing the religious nut case stuff on others. It's a cult man.

@aaronjames3228 3 месяца назад

@@user-vx6nn1uo4tthat's such a big lie

@A.Radwick 10 месяцев назад

That song... It makes me cry even without hearing the lyrics. "Who cares if one more light goes out, well I do" -A man who died of depression

@nunyabuidnass7011 7 лет назад

Fuckin chester man, wish there was a line for u to have all ur fans numbers, we woulda fucking saved u brother, u saved us

@WakingUpDad 7 лет назад

+Robert Gum Yes I agree 100%. Wish we could have returned the favor

@yelu6 7 лет назад

Robert Gum I really can't stop crying. This is so crazy.

@evalynn1863 7 лет назад

I'm a depressed agoraphobic person filled to the brim with anxiety and I would've traveled across the world on the next flight if he needed me. I would have literally gone to the end of the earth for him because without him I don't believe I would be alive. I owe him my life. I would give just about anything to be able to save him.

@carmenburton4918 7 лет назад

Evalynn 💗I'm with you there. . LP got me through sone realy tough shit and I don't know where I would be ... if.. he , they weren't making music to make me feel like I'm not alone in a screaming crowded world where no one can see me or hear me or understand me... We Are Family! 💟

@bstokes9424 7 лет назад

Robert Gum That is one of the hardest things for me. Linkin Park saved me...their music helped me through so much....deaths, abuse etc...and I wouldnt be here if I didnt hav their music. Almost makes me feel guilt being here when one of the influences (Chester and the band) that helped me isnt. Why did they save so may yet he wasnt saved?

@beccadicastro8648 4 года назад

“This is a bad place for me to be alone”

@siakerynhiam2113 4 года назад

Same here,and it's killing me day by day second by second

@rockyshanlyngdoh3783 4 года назад

@@siakerynhiam2113 😦

@GaryAyskari 4 года назад

@@siakerynhiam2113 Just happened to watch this video, just happened to read your comment, and I want to send you a warm hug and I hope everything good to you, and I hope something beautiful will come on your way. Greetings from Finland!

@kristinagomez8417 4 года назад

Chester described what so many of us feel way too often. Fighting to sort all the thoughts and make sense of everything can be overwhelming. Still devastated about his departure, but blessed to have the music. Blessings to his family and friends.

@johnD1998 4 года назад

Yea i wish i could talk to someone but everyone ignores me

@jcdeton72 6 месяцев назад

I also have depression. I am not happy but I am also not sad. I just feel empty, nothing. I know theres different kinds of depressions but this is how I feel. This might not be the best way to approach it but this is how I cope with it or how its working for me. I just accepted it. I accepted to have this feeling in my life. I accepted myself to be this way. Before you ask, yea I have been trying to get rid of it for years, I have been trying so hard to be able to enjoy everything again like a child on an adventure but it just isnt happening, its not working. And that is ok. If that is who I am then so be it. I will not let that feeling take over my life. I know its there but I also know that I am here and thats what is important.

@me124 5 месяцев назад

Depends on age if your a female bc this numbness happened to over 7 years due to hormonal imbalance. Uk Gps couldn’t give a dam an this is why we go crazy or if lucky for others,we take our life

@jcdeton72 5 месяцев назад

@@yeelahowah7476 Yea, learning to appreciate is important.

@jcdeton72 5 месяцев назад

@@user-pk6bq5xu7b I dont really have an answer to that because it is different for everyone. You need to find out what makes you happy or why you want to become happy in the first place. Do you really want to be happy or do you just not want to be sad anymore? Theres a difference between the two. And like I said in my comment I am not really happy because I tried to be but I just cant be, or I just havent found a way to be yet. So my next step was to just not be sad, and I managed to do that by accepting the way I am and appreciating the things I have in my life. While I am not truly happy, you could say I found a state of peace in myself. Again, this is something that worked for me and it might not for you, and if it does not work for you, you can still take this information to get you at least going, like a first step to where you want to be.

@deadsalmondead 5 месяцев назад

@@user-pk6bq5xu7b 15My eyes are always toward Jehovah, For he will free my feet from the net.16Turn your face to me and show me favor, For I am alone and helpless.

@TheAussieHobo 5 месяцев назад

That’s not depression It’s far worse

@Nem01 10 месяцев назад

I will never understand how the interview partner could laugh about Chester discribing pure pain.

@nikinakpaddywack5058 8 месяцев назад

Evilness.

@mudman4864 8 месяцев назад

Well you see by his reaction, he doesnt feel insulted, cause what he kinda points out before is, whoever hears that and can laugh.. .was never there and doesnt understand. thats kinda my first rule of all of that.... sadly i do know...

@renatocsb2 8 месяцев назад

He just didn't understand it... not his fault. Only Chester knew it and people that go through the same.

@erichsen07 8 месяцев назад

because he dont understand the struggle and the pain

@joesherry6732 8 месяцев назад

It’s not evil he just didn’t understand what exactly he was going through. Men tend to make light about their pain and joke about it, but they never truly understand how much they are all suffering. Sadly that’s why so many men kill themselves, because men are not really encouraged to show how they really are, it’s seen as weakness to society, so we play it down and make light of it

@cristinacuenca2762 3 года назад

He wasn't crying for help, he was So bravely describing such a terrible and painful illness..

@lylebump4507 3 года назад

But who noticed? No one, you're are NOT brave killing yourself, and before anyone ?s I know I seen my father kill himself! Mental health is Frickin scary

@bazmek9671 3 года назад

He was and i see it

@cristinacuenca2762 3 года назад

@@lylebump4507 well i guess we all knew since 2004, meteora (just one example cause I could have said hybrid theory) is all about being desperate, feeling sad, angry lonely and so lost, he also talked in a really open way about his own depression in some interviews, but what could we do? This is a medical and personal issue , nothing to do with us all fans and people who never knew him even tho all of us would’ve wished to help..

@cristinacuenca2762 3 года назад

@@lylebump4507 and I said he was brave because its so hard to speak about your own mental illness it breaks myself in pieces infront of just my doctor and he could do that on media. Suicide is never a solution, never brave but yet it isnt for cowards either. Its just the worst consequence from a mental sickness.

@lylebump4507 3 года назад

They talk about it they leave hints, but sadly NO one close enough to him was present 🤨,I'm sorry I'm perceived as Blame someone except the PERSON who should be!,we ALL fail in expressing our appreciation and love for everyone around us!!!

@carlosalmeida8713 4 года назад

When he said “there’s a Chester in there that wants to take me down” I hurt.

@sophiakon6293 4 года назад

And Indeed he took him down...

@therealboomhauer69 4 года назад

I feel that

@funtimefoxy3393 4 года назад

2020 and im still missing him and its just. Like Linkin Park isn't complete

@therealboomhauer69 4 года назад

@@funtimefoxy3393 same its like he isnt even gone to me its just he hasn't been gone he just been spending time with his friend

@funtimefoxy3393 4 года назад

@@therealboomhauer69 It would be amazing if that was the case and t friend was Mike.

@fernandonif 11 месяцев назад

It takes courage to have that level of honesty

@SiodogRehane 6 месяцев назад

I would never forget that moment, specially about the host laughing. I get it not most people would react properly but my first thought hearing it was shock and I would have stopped everything to hug him and say "whatever you need I am here bro" after all is everything I needed when I was there

@matthewpierce8564 3 месяца назад

I thought the exact same thing!

@aaronjames3228 3 месяца назад

That would not be appropriate right then but maybe after

@phillipians4137 4 года назад

Anybody suffering depression knows exactly what he's talking bout

@Vampire-666. 4 года назад

I know I can relate to 100% of what he says!!!!!!!!!!!

@elianaeliades4901 4 года назад

I am not sure.. If i am depressed but i can hear myself in his words

@free_thinker4958 4 года назад

Totally true!

@yanislavvalkov9884 4 года назад

nope

@EmperorOfAjvar 4 года назад

If anybody needs to talk... I know i am just a random person on the internet but I like helping and talking to people and I incourage you to talk to people close to you. Nobody can just help themselves with depression. We all need help from somebody else and there is nothing wrong about it

@jt4811 7 лет назад

I just wanna give him a fucking hug man... :(

@ionlyfuckwhitemen1811 6 лет назад

Splorgus go dig him up and hug him then

@kansasescalante8302 6 лет назад

i miss Chester bennington so much he was the Land Singer of Linkin park i want to have Chester bennington a hug😔😢😞

@77kikker 6 лет назад

you are sick in your had

@sickden3421 6 лет назад

Splorgus same.

@MultiKamil97 6 лет назад

I Only Fuck White Men He was cremated so it would be hard lol

@audioson6912 5 месяцев назад

"My childhood, I shouldnt be there alone, I can't be there by myself"....... "Right here, the area between my ears, there is a small chester who wants to take me down" RIP my favourite...no one can take you down now..your up there

@Milkydrummer 10 месяцев назад

Depression is like the weather, when it’s raining, you can’t “wish” it away, or drink it away… just take shelter, be patient and the sun WILL come out. All on its own. Eventually. Peace x

@jamesbillingsby8043 3 месяца назад

I have always appreciated psycadelics and believe they can teach real lessons about depression. I always hate being depressed, sometimes its a day, maybe a couple of weeks. I always know it will pass, just like the bad parts of a trip. When I experienced those trips I felt extreme anxiety and would sift through experiences and judge myself. It was always hard coming up, but eventually I have some clarity and everything starts moving and I can appreciate everything. So just like the rough parts of a trip, you just ride it out. It's just a part of the experience, soon you can reflect with clarity.

@sarahle6383 7 лет назад

Everybody cares when it's too late

@user-ws8bh9ud2g 7 лет назад

Sarah Le that's so true and that's what gets to me knowing it's not a joke anymore after there gone but it was before somehow

@realperx1102 7 лет назад

Twentyonechemicalpanics ! Yea, those inspirational speeches they give in the movies when someone wants to end it don't aply to real life. In fact, they even try to push you further to the edge as if some primal instinct kicks in and they start seeing you as weak, almost like a "prey"

@user-ws8bh9ud2g 7 лет назад

FlexFlinstonedTM I really feel you ,I try so hard to tell people how I feel and you saying that really helped me to just prove I'm really not alone, I hope one day your mother and brother help you through what ur going through

@realperx1102 7 лет назад

Twentyonechemicalpanics ! Thank you, that means a lot to know i could help. Stay strong!

@evanix7878 7 лет назад

@ Sara Le: Yes, they do! It's called ignorance and greed. Not against Chester, but my own experience.

@MemoriesInMonochrome 7 лет назад

_My soul hurts for this man . . ._

@abigailt9197 7 лет назад

Everything he described were the after effects of severe, severe trauma: PTSD, Dissociation, Depression, Depersonalization - I wish we could have helped him.

@SonuKannadan 7 лет назад

Abigail T how did he get all those physiological illnesses?

@KRISTINSPURLOCK 7 лет назад

Sonu Kannadan your either born with it or you can get mental illness from taking to many drugs. I have bi polar I have studied it and when there is no1 there no1 to take to its very easy to do what him and Chris did. Listen to the words in there songs, they were screaming for help and the ppl with the money couldn't hear it. It sucks! Mental illness sucks! If you know anybody with mental illness take time and make plans to hang out with them call for no reason, it's letting that person know at least someone cares.

@11SEXMACHINE 7 лет назад

Bipolar and severe anxiety is what I have been living with my whole life. I have had this exact same conversation with my wife of 23 years. To this day, she has a hard time getting her head around it. People who are lucky enough to be normal don't see it the same way no matter how you try to explain. This guy interviewing had no idea what he is hearing. At no fault to him it's hard for people not going through it to understand. I fight every minute of every day not to end up this way, and always wonder if it will beat me eventually. Some days your stronger than others, ya know?

@11bettybop 7 лет назад

im bi-polar to. totally understand

@94D33M 10 месяцев назад

A soul just flickered and disappeared forever. No more thoughts, no more memories, and no concept of time. Where are you Chester, where are you?

@mariettekiefer 6 месяцев назад

I watch this video again and again and again hoping to get out of this depression. Thank you Chester.

@jochem420 7 лет назад

The radio guy just doesnt get it.

@indiegogo1058 7 лет назад

Tree not one bit .

@RobJD 7 лет назад

he does in the end

@MutantRockstar 7 лет назад

I always thought the same. I always felt like that would have been an interview that went into overtime.

@lurkio861 7 лет назад

He just thinks it a joke. Depression is exactly how chester explains it. You can't explain how you feel but you know that what your feeling isn't right.

@angelyeas 7 лет назад

It's like having your very own custom-made bully living in your mind 24/7. A bully that knows EVERYTHING about you. Your fears, failures, and insecurities - and then feeds on you when you slip just a tiny bit.

@mandyrose4009 4 года назад

You can see the depression in his eyes when he's talking. It's so sad

@14kekkaishi1 4 года назад

Str8 4ward People do drugs trying to numb something else. Just saying

@SpawnViper4 4 года назад

@Str8 4ward you seem certain about this. Do you know from experience? Did you know Chester personally? Did someone you love and were dear to suffer in a similar manner? Either way, i pray you find peace. To remove that anger from your life. 🙏

@ksav2tapped281 4 года назад

Mandy Rose I cry every time I watch this

@14kekkaishi1 4 года назад

Str8 4ward depression asshole

@moose6638 4 года назад

Deep Dispare

@mal.099 Год назад

As a 14 year old, loving Linkin Park and Chester this hurts. Some may think since you’re young you don’t understand but in certain aspects I agree and relate to him. I feel the most hurt realizing he’s helped me and no one could help him. Rip Chester. We miss you, and will always love you. 💔

@colegarcia-koehler9966 Год назад

It’s gonna be ok. I was 8 when I found Linkin park. I was younger when I was alone and even now he’s right, the voice in your head is the true killer but it’s gonna be ok. We love you too buddy.

@shako673 11 месяцев назад

At age 14 you will understand Chester better than most adults. I have gone through the similar stuff, depression, feeling alone despite of having people around me... You should just know that it will pass, everything is gonna be okay. There will be good times and bad times in everyones lives, everything is temporary, feeling good or feeling bad. Depression will also go away one day, we should just never give up 💓😊

@carolinesconcertvids860 11 месяцев назад

I'm 30. When I was your age, due to bullying at school and feeling very alone in general, I was told I was "difficult" and got no help. When my dad finally got me a doctor's appointment I was told by the doctor I was "too young" to be prescribed antidepressants or get any sort of help. There's a lot more help these days, so I hope you get some help and live a very long happy life

@fireflyflyhigh 11 месяцев назад

❤

@mal.099 10 месяцев назад

@@carolinesconcertvids860 Thank you❤️. I’m sorry people use unnecessary reasons to not help others, we all go through things. I’m proud of how far you’ve come though! And thank you, I hope I do too🫶🏻

@lees397 5 месяцев назад

You will always be missed Chester, RIP brother.

@turdferguson974 3 года назад

"I'm in bad company when I'm alone"

@viviennesunny 3 года назад

I cant be alone for this

@DTB1995 3 года назад

@Manic Misanthrope ya but "quaratining" makes things worse..you shouldnt distance yourself from the people you love and people in general bc of a "virus"..people are committing suicide even more bc of this bullshit

@SaraH-wt7dx 3 года назад

I can truly relate to that.

@justice7788 4 года назад

For anyone who watches this and relates like I do, I love you and I hope you stay on your path to finding peace. We can get there

@josealvarez4299 4 года назад

Thank you so much

@ganeshfederer 4 года назад

love you too man , thank you .

@moose6638 4 года назад

Thank you so much, I love you too & am right here with you...

@user-ym4pc4rc3r 4 года назад

@EternaLivesMatter 4 года назад

Jesus loves you! I have been where you are....sigh Trust the Lord Jesus Christ! Prayer going up for you and others now John 3:16-18 KJB ❤

@MrBLUMSON 10 месяцев назад

Some people just don’t understand the inner darkness of people with depression. We have bullies in our lives but for people like us no one is a worse bully then ourselves to the point that our own inner negativity and hopelessness leads us to justify suicide. That’s the scary thing about being in a dark place you don’t realize how bad it is until it’s too late. To all the people who can relate to this message your loved call someone who can help you. God bless

@rhythmcognitionsound4413 4 месяца назад

🌟Rest in peace Chester, you will live forever in our memories, I remember when playing my drums with your songs, your presence is perceived and I remember you as you were,🙏🎼🌎🙌

@sarajane1719 6 лет назад

It hurts especially when you know exactly what he is talking about.

@shabidabidubidai 6 лет назад

Sara Jane i love you and hug you from Germany 😊❤

@dimitrakarag2546 6 лет назад

Sara Jane I wish you find your internal peace.

@prestigemhs2003 6 лет назад

Sara Jane people are always so quick to judge others. But yet they never know of the demons we fend off.

@jakubkulczyk7669 6 лет назад

I know your feeling. Im 18. I've been bullied like 3 years. Beaten up in bathrooms, and much more things that i don't want to talk about them. I have depression like 5 years, i wanted to die too. So people who read this. Don't bully the others. A lot of people have problems. Rip Chester. You are my biggest inspiration. I became through depression because of you. love you guys.

@bharathwajdk8197 6 лет назад

Jakub Kulczyk just remember you are not alone bro...we all ve seen the hell,been there,survived..be proud of us..☺..

@MsAlenka1993 6 лет назад

Such sad and tired eyes. Such a beautiful and pure soul. You are so missed, legend.

@matiaspereyra9375 6 лет назад

Two bottles were found in his house. There were cycles he couldn't break : (

@theunknownperson7007 6 лет назад

"Sigh" We lost a legend #RipChester

@martinvermaak378 6 лет назад

Alyona Romaniuk true

@nelsonvontitfuk1471 6 лет назад

People see people who have committed suicide and say stuff like this. Like they were never happy and constantly suffering. Its not true. Depressed people still laugh, and smile, and feel happiness. Chester looks great here, because he probably was. He sounds very optimistic, and i can tell hes not faking it by his facial expressions.

@nelsonvontitfuk1471 6 лет назад

We have good days and bad days. This looks like a good day, im sure of it

@misslee1564 9 месяцев назад

I feel him 100% his explanation of his mental state resonates with me

@ashleygray9548 Год назад

Cried watching this because literally everything he said is the truth. Your own brain can be your worst enemy. 😭😢 R.I.P Chester, you were one great human being! Your music helps so many people!!!!

@piyush1365 Год назад

I did too, i just want to tell you, you aren't alone in this. I hope you can fight and overcome it, and be your true self

@tatacornelio6034 10 месяцев назад

my first time watching this, it feels like he asked for help but the other man did not get it, what a waste

@casinoz8013 3 года назад

"Being a dad, being a husband, being a bandmate, being a friend, helping someone out" All those things couldn't distract him from himself. Depression is wild.

@rodvincent 3 года назад

Work keeps me busy, what can I say?

@aq2819 3 года назад

Murder not suicide.

@theeguy9022 3 года назад

Depression makes you feel isolated theres nothing and nobody there just you and all the things you think are pathetic

@theeguy9022 3 года назад

@@aq2819 no it's very much suicide not murder

@brianajones8523 3 года назад

If you actually wanted to finish his quote he said all those things could and did distract him. He was home alone when he committed suicide and unfortunately his inner demons really got to him that day. He lived with those demons for most of his life so all of things that you said didn't distract him actually did.

@autumnbradley77 3 года назад

Sad part is... their are a lot of people that feel just like him

@RealitaetsverweigererDerAmpel 3 года назад

there*

@debbiequillian3340 3 года назад

When you can’t run from the pain, it chases you into places that no normal person can ever see or understand! It can be so bad at times, your mind won’t stop replaying the trauma, the guilt, the shame, the people not wanting to be in this part of your life , only the good and what they can benefit from it! Took me 2 1/2 years to finally understand that I can’t change any of what happened to me. My children suffered greatly and I can’t take that back. But the kicker is even when you think you have come to grips with your demons, those mean little bastards won’t leave you alone! I’m like Chester, I have to be outside of myself because “ in there is a bad place to be! I understand the man perfectly and I struggle with my sanity every single day. And “ In the end it doesn’t even matter!” RIP

@stevecardoso2931 3 года назад

@elliskent7283 3 года назад

life!

@masonnnuff7994 3 года назад

Including me

@LordBagdanoff 3 месяца назад

Damn wish he wasn’t alone on that day itself 😢 RIP. Best band ever.

@mariahconklin4150 6 месяцев назад

Listening to Linkin Park for me is like a bad shroom trip...their songs are so real and raw that they make me really depressed but they also make me feel so validated at the same time. I wish I would have seen them in concert but never got the chance to.

@KillianGrenier13 7 лет назад

Everyone could have depression. He had a beautiful wife and kids, money, fame, and millions of people who look up to him. Still took away his own life, depression is a real problem.

@pavanbr8060 6 лет назад

he was sexually abused at a very early age. he said some where, that his earliest memories are getting molested by an old man, a friend of the family. that is something that you CANNOT shake off easily. money success fame, none of it worked. he was touched by a demon at a very early age. god bless you Chester. R.IP

@JohnDoe-mk3ch 6 лет назад

So why didn't he get professional help?

@user-nc5wn9ks9y 6 лет назад

john, the only pro out there is god honestly, and surrounding yourself with gods people.. i dont know if chester ever went to church.. but i wish he did and he got it..

@gregpayne5879 6 лет назад

Keith Grenier it will rob YOU of your life, I KNOW ive been being robbed for 26yrs know !!! Ive sliped up and managed this far Idk how but I need help

@cho6140 6 лет назад

Greg Payne Seek help.

@ir0n2541 7 лет назад

Depression is like feeling home sick without having a home to go to.

@brendaflo4033 2 месяца назад

Yes!!! I sing a song in my head since I was a lil girl. I sing over & over...I wanna go home, but idk where home is! Thank you! This lil song has been a part of me.😔

@Ryan_McCleary 5 месяцев назад

I feel this, being trapped inside your own head can break you down and destroy you, it can take every bit of happiness away and leave you helpless and broken. I've been battling my own thoughts for 15+ years, and it doesn't get easier. Every day is a struggle..I do it to myself, it's a very tough cycle to break. I hope everyone finds their peace.

@carsonholton3566 4 месяца назад

Rest in peace Chester.

@Finskatejimbo 3 года назад

It hurts me that the "other Chester" won... Edit: Glad I'm not alone :)

@lacyinmon1004 3 года назад

Me too

@wolfganglittmann2624 3 года назад

sad but true

@savagerebel7971 3 года назад

Maan right in feels. . .

@lacyinmon1004 3 года назад

@@savagerebel7971 I know what you mean. His music saved my life many times but it's sad to think that his life couldn't be saved

@cassieglarner 3 года назад

It's definitely hurts that the Chester who is battling depression and suicidal won. His songs have definitely helped a lot of people through problems in their life. If only he could have been saved.

@Ad-Lo 7 лет назад

When men talk about Clinical Depression, THIS is what it sounds like. Rest In Peace, Chester!

@user-yj6xz4th1z 6 лет назад

Adidas Love When women do it they complain about being triggered than "attempt" suicide aka deliberately fail at it for attention

@grosslittlenerd 6 лет назад

+N7 Um... women? Dude we're not all one being lol I guess maybe a few people have done that? But that doesn't represent all of us...?

@user-yj6xz4th1z 6 лет назад

Anxious Sushi I was merely referring to the statistic that more women attempt suicide than men but despite this more men actually commit suicide successfully.

@MoRiderification 6 лет назад

its not just men, I feel this toon

@kennyjohnson1428 6 лет назад

Kat Rider well I hope you get help and watching this helps you

@lanebashford3982 9 месяцев назад

None of this was ever your fault, Chester. If only all of us could have helped you. We will forever feel your loss. RIP Chester.

@moirae1227 6 месяцев назад

Rest in peace Chester 😞😭

@chrisabreu5088 7 лет назад

Depression is not a joke is as bad as cancer and is hard to get rid off sometimes you lose yourself in the process

@Inhellization 7 лет назад

Depression is a horrible thing to live with, but it's complete bullshit to say it "is as bad as cancer."

@Ethan-mz6lk 7 лет назад

cancer has no cure

@AngelRHart 7 лет назад

Yes so very true, and most people who have never been there think that a person can just flip it on and off like a light switch. Depression does not work like that

@keepss8480 7 лет назад

Eduardo Santo How the fuck can it be as bad as cancer? Do you even know what depression is?

@justadummy8076 7 лет назад

FinalKeepss do you know what actual depression is?

@starwarscollectionlive...6787 3 года назад

Sometimes in life , the only person you CAN'T help is yourself.

@SSS-cp1op 3 года назад

Most of the time it’s that way

@truesoulghost2777 3 года назад

It happens

@jamesirvine2579 3 года назад

Very true especially depression is concerned

@endebtedone 3 года назад

with an attitude like that and using absolutes then of course your statement is true 100% of the time. Saying CAN'T allows you to make excuses why things aren't your fault. Start looking in the mirror and pointing your finger at yourself for what you have(n't) done. By saying you can't you are giving yourself permission to stop trying and to give up on yourself. It is so sad that people give up on themselves but those around them talk about how capable they are. GET THE FUCK OUT OF YOUR OWN WAY..... and allow yourself to make mistakes. But you have to peel yourself off the pavement sometimes and keep fighting for a better moment or 5 minutes or tomorrow. Stop making excuses for why you "can't" because you can. Start respecting yourself and believing that you are worthy. What the fuck is wrong with you that you don't think you are worthy? 800-273-8255 national suicide hotline open 24/7/365 if you need someone to talk to and you don't even need to give them your real name. You don't even need to be in crisis to call. They are willing to talk and listen and help you. Love yourself to ask for help

@SSS-cp1op 3 года назад

Joel Marble this is 100% correct. You CAN always help yourself but you have to want to.

@VJ.C 5 месяцев назад

I miss him so much,I have depression and his story has help me so much and his music I truly miss him ❤

@randalllevy5307 8 месяцев назад

I wish I could've given him a hug in that momet,especially when the interviewer laughed, and told him you matter no matter what that voice says and I'll tell you that no matter how many times you need to hear it. All these years later and I can still feel his pain.

@ArcticSeabee 2 года назад

That line: "This skull between my ears, that is a bad neighborhood." Hits so hard. And the fact that the interviewer laughed at it, doesn't anger me, it saddens me. The signs and cries for help had been there throughout the years. R.I.P Chester. You helped so many like myself, through your words and music.

@royalyinfamous2451 2 года назад

Then the guy calls him crazy. For someone in Chesters situation, that made things a lot worse.

@anneh9365 2 года назад

@@royalyinfamous2451 you are so right. That man doesn't understand something like that can hurt so much. His reaction is like an extra drop that makes the bucket overflow.

@spspop 2 года назад

same thought! i was like :"wow" when he said that

@mafcarvalho 2 года назад

The interviewer clearly doesn't understand what a depression is like, how you feel about things if you're in a depressive state of mind. I can relate to Chester's words so easily...

@silask.1966 2 года назад

I wonder what the interviewer now thinks about that interview

@eggstheticguy2830 3 года назад

I respect that interviewer, he didn't realize how serious this interview was in the beginning, but when he did.. he kept silent and didn't laugh

@creativeminds5405 3 года назад

Yesss agree. People pointing out the host are wrong. It is not his fault.

@benb7984 3 года назад

@@cemo3292 Beyond every dark night there is a brighter day bro

@vault.1008 3 года назад

The interviewer check nothing. It's so bad.

@nbc_uk 3 года назад

@@cemo3292 Hopefully not. The world is better for you being in it.

@FunAtLife 3 года назад

Cemo not only your family loves you, your friends and maybe people, who you doesnt know.. God loves you and you dont know how good your life is gonna be, if you cancel the fight with your deamons. Accept the deamons and let they saying, what they want.. in the end you will get the point, that life is good, no matter how bad you feel sometimes and that it was worth it.. every breath and second in your life to going on!!!! Just never forget, that nothing could beat your heart. And maybe with fighting against your deamons and going on with your absolutely precious life, you'll change the world for somebody, who needs you more than all things in his world!!! Please let your heart win Love!!!!

@TeriLaFaye 7 месяцев назад

Chester had/has a way of touching all our pain. He is so missed. So very loved and missed. We keep going because we understand that kind of pain.

@thewonable 4 года назад

The interviewers laughter is nervousness for not knowing what to say. He probably didn’t expect this conversation to get this heavy.

@komfykoala6083 3 года назад

I'm sure that's the case, I highly doubt it's as if he finds his suffering to be amusing/funny.

@NandoGigaba 3 года назад

I saw lots of comments suggesting the interviewer is insensitive for laughing. It's as if people never lived and found themselves in awkward or hard conversations. A nervous laughter is such a common thing - I felt like commenting and saying "it's an awkward laughter" will make me the odd one amongst the rest. But I'm glad you said it, because I wouldn't have.

@komfykoala6083 3 года назад

@@NandoGigaba Yeah well said, I feel devastated over Chester's depression and suicide but I understand that a lot of people aren't used to being in touch with such vulnerable emotions that they only thing they can do is shrug and laugh.

@thatdude169 3 года назад

Thats what im saying Chester kind of had a smile. The music is making it way more sad.

@infjt6965 3 года назад

Nando Gigaba that was so big of you to admit. I’ll admit, I thought the guy was being insensitive at first as I was going through a bad patch too when this all happened. Looking back, he was probably nervous like you say as what to say.

@masso392 7 лет назад

"There's another chester in there who wants to take me down" Damn..

@zoomygroomies3738 7 лет назад

Isak Eriksson I know. I connected so hard with him at that moment.

@boooomerwang 7 лет назад

you'll know what he means if youre also depressed. that is why most people with depression say it sucks. it is you, yourself who is dragging you down. RIP my idol... RIP Chester 😭

@jarensmith1609 7 лет назад

Isak Eriksson it reminds me all too much of the music video for heavy. ffffuck

@jeremiahcripps8488 7 лет назад

Kleidus So true, so, so true. And to make it worse, it is a complete different monster for everyone.

@bryancloutier5665 7 лет назад

You are your own worst critic...

@mayaarellano4003 4 месяца назад

My heart will always hurt at the loss of you. I know I’m not alone in that feeling. You will always be missed

@sissisissi2950 2 месяца назад

Heartbreaking. We love and miss U Chester !

@omarito9384 4 года назад

“There’s another Chester in there that wants to take you down” I know what he means

@letsreadtextbook1687 4 года назад

Yeah. The fact that I know what he's talking about scares me

@rockandroll1360 4 года назад

I think a lot of people know what he means by that and that's why so many people found an escape with his music. Including me, I still listen to his music because it helps me escape.

@cc2931 4 года назад

😧😧💔🔫

@cerberus9612 4 года назад

Mine motivates me, helps me out when time's not right...🤗

@sarumes 4 года назад

Right there with you bud

@emmanprince1022 4 года назад

I hate when I'm trying to explain about my thoughts and some one laughs.

@I-speak-U-shut-it 4 года назад

Explain them to me then. I won't 😎

@user-uo1dv6pd3u 4 года назад

K1ck them on their face when they laugh

@emmilydimond129 4 года назад

Right, I didn’t laugh

@mirialaska6942 4 года назад

People have no self respect,they laugh of what is not understood to ease their eager.

@goodkisser8591 4 года назад

It’s supposed to be a promotional radio collaboration. You can’t exactly expect him to magically adapt to this extremely unconventional situation at work and be able to handle it properly when he barely knows the guy.

@thebigcheese4168 8 месяцев назад

So sad. Chester was such an amazing talent, I so wish he was able to find that inner peace he was searching for.

@rejbrt 9 месяцев назад

This made me ball my eyes out……..cos I know EXACTLY what he’s talking about!😥💔 R.I.P. Chester😇

@DJ_Lanz 8 месяцев назад

👊

@kylianwestbrook370 4 года назад

End of 2019 who is still crying

@Britter47 4 года назад

Kylian Westbrook me 😭😭😭😭😭

@spiritualeefeminine8075 4 года назад

Me😞

@feed_ddos_ever 4 года назад

forever.

@amiescull9122 4 года назад

Kylian Westbrook me

@heoughten 4 года назад

😖😖😔😔😔😔😔😭😭

@soullegend5 3 года назад

"There is another chester in there and he wants to take me down"..... gave me goosebumps. Rip brother..... we miss you

@shanethrelfall416 3 года назад

💙

@loraschwarz2410 3 года назад

Thank you

@plasterman85 3 года назад

Wow

@sarisa2009 3 года назад

😢

@Connarhea 3 года назад

Yeah, that hit on a very real level. Hope you're doing good homie

@traceeeaton2614 4 месяца назад

You were never alone. RIP Chester. You and Chris Cornell are looking down on us. You both are missed every day. ❤

@mseparker6 11 месяцев назад

You are a legend and missed and loved by so many. No one wants to see the darkness. I'm sorry you were there so often. I know very well what you are speaking on here. RIP 🙏🏻

@boneman3492 5 лет назад

*"This place between my ears, is a bad neighbourhood. I should not be there alone.."* Kinda foreshadows how unfortunately he was there alone

@tjfire4233 5 лет назад

I cant believe i heard someone explain the same issue i have. And that someone was someone i always listened to. I sure hope this video has raised awareness extremely!

@nope7823 5 лет назад

We are all there alone. Fight.

@cinmedina6759 5 лет назад

That dude should not be laughing. Chester was venting. Just listen dude. Stop laughing.

@jde-jj1lu 5 лет назад

Note Chester’s response to that

@abbyall7440 5 лет назад

I honestly feel like this everyday i just wait for the end but my family keeps me here. I couldnt see my son without me and wonder how it would make him feel If i was gone. I couldnt do that to him.

@eircification 7 лет назад

he saved my life . thank you Chester.

@hushjohnny9543 7 лет назад

I think his interview may have made me understand the SO very similar things that Chester said that I and many of us feel every day....he may have saved my life as well? I could of never explained in such detail how he did when I've seen doctors! Some doctors even chuckled like this ass did! I think the words he says here will help many that struggle with mental disorders. I second your comment eircification..."thank you Chester, might I see you on the other side to thank you personally some day?" : /

@eircification 7 лет назад

John Nimitz , thanks for the comment , we are all rowing the same boat...just need to be there for each other

@nicks3350 11 месяцев назад

Ahh man. Chester, we love and miss you, brother x

@tomriffle9850 7 лет назад

"Try to give you warning But everyone ignores me Told you everything loud and clear But nobody's listening"

@skunkugly 7 лет назад

What song is that from? If it is a song. I am not the biggest LP fan. Love their music tho

@lynxsaidno 7 лет назад

Nobody's Listening from Meteora

@skunkugly 7 лет назад

+Lions Alive thank you

@carmenburton4918 7 лет назад

Tom Riffle dude I played this in front 9f my parents and left. .. you can have those lyrics screaming out and some ppl just don't get it... .. its been 12 years and they still don't get that life was hard..I was suffering and they just didn't get it.. or be bothered to give a shit.. Knowing what we know now... it breaks my heart that he took his own life..

@CNder77 7 лет назад

His song Nobody's Listening. It's heart breaking no one listened enough and he committed suicide. In another song of his, Shadow Of The Day he sings "sometimes goodbye's the only way." R.I.P Chester Bennington :.(

@JovanJeffery 4 года назад

"There's another Chester in there trying to take me down..." The hardest fights are the ones with yourself

@maverickmo8976 4 года назад

Seems true brother

@patriciaporton6064 4 года назад

True

@dori7519 4 года назад

Exactly cause you know all your weaknesses and blind spots.

@shredderium5130 4 года назад

You will lose your friends but never lose yourself

@fahmiyellow9945 4 года назад

He is fighting for people and illuminati is after him thats why

@lunakittyx3 3 месяца назад

Chester is in HEAVEN. People say if you off yourself, you don't get to go to Heaven but I don't believe that for a second. He just wanted peace all the time. Now he finally has it... I will miss him forever.

@realcolbyadams 10 месяцев назад

I got help after 35 years of dealing with PTSD I was tired of carrying the fucking burden myself. I was tired of being the one that felt the weight. I was so tired of not asking or bothering anyone with my hell! I wanted to feel weightless and not carry the shit. I needed to feel good again like I did last when I was 11 years old, now 47 and I chipped away at myself until I decided I was tired of feeling like I deserved to feel like shit. Life is so much better when you get the help you need.

@troothshoots7877 3 года назад

“There’s another Chester in there , that wants to take me down.” Jesus Christ

@psyolent. 3 года назад

i know mate.

@musicianontherun7233 3 года назад

That hit so hard. Its so difficult to know that he was struggling so hard and its not like he hid it from the world. How could someone not help

@jessediaz3880 3 года назад

That’s truly what it’s like. It’s the lifelong bully in your head that you can never get away from or reason with. That’s why he tried to distract himself with being around his family and band mates. Only problem is that it’s still there waiting for an opportunity to take over. Eventually it breaks you down and you can’t keep fighting it anymore. Everyone that struggles with this is afraid of the day that you’re so far down that you give in to what it’s telling you to do, which is what happened to Chester.

@yomolicheu 3 года назад

It's actually true, the comparison that is, I have severe depression which is diagnosed clinically and he couldn't have worded that better. Hopefully, I live to see a cure...

@nicatamirxanov6354 3 года назад

@@musicianontherun7233 if i was there i would try to help him

@DylanSandersDJAnonoymous 3 года назад

"There is another Chester in there. He wants to take me down." Please everyone. Hear that. This is probably the most personally strong messaged video I've ever witnessed.. I'm heartbroken for the Chester that was defeated.. He was trying, so hard, as a father, husband, and man. But that other Chester defeated him, just one time. That's all it takes. Go give someone a hug. You never know how bad they need it..

@spursyankeesfan1306 3 года назад

I know right. I’m trying to spread awareness about mental health and we all never know what someone goin thru

@suprimemiray6285 3 года назад

i get no hugs. yea I actually realised that lm all alone here in a big city. no one actually cares. I dont have another me in my head but instead i have a black guy without a face and a Cape with a weapon and this mans tall fr. well im fuqqed up

@gagehall8029 3 года назад

@@suprimemiray6285 ?

@mikisc 3 года назад

@@suprimemiray6285 what

@Patrick.Basedman 3 года назад

Male mental health needs more attention. The 4x male suicide rate is evidence of that.

@lusciouslivingtoday 9 месяцев назад

This is so sad knowing how things ended for him 😢. He had so much talent but most of all he seems to of had a loving kind soul.❤

@bam-b-nodenaro1269 9 месяцев назад

Heart breaking Truly could’ve saved 🌹 Rest in peace ☮️

@blackflamesentinal3204 4 года назад

The sad part is while the host is laughing he's being deadly serious...

@dennisvanopstal7360 4 года назад

It is, but he wasnt prepared for this... he prepared talk about that record.... Its sad but you cant blame the dude. Nobody expected to happen what happened..

@terry123wsb 4 года назад

he was not Laughing at him he was laughing at the way he expressed what was being in his own head was like a bad neighborhood which was a funny way of expression something. nothing wrong with that. Everyone knows Chester was deadly serious. The sad part is now one could reach him and help him find a path to over come his metal grief and pain. No one really understand that in you mind things can appear so different that the surface he looked successful, talented, rich, wife kids, money, great life singing for a living but from his view non of that was enough to ease and stop him from wanting his life to end to ease his pain.

@robertmelendez3132 3 года назад

He laughed cause he was uncomfortable.

@dennisvanopstal7360 3 года назад

@@frickurlegs a little deep sure. Not everybody is ready for these kind of conversations untrained.

@dennisvanopstal7360 3 года назад

@@frickurlegs i didnt said it is. I explained where it possibly came from. A radio dj isnt a psychologist.

@Ogknav 6 лет назад

What scares me is that I never really had a way to put my thoughts into words, until I saw this interview. It scares me because now I know it's a real thing. Like imagining you saw a ghost, then hearing someone else describe that exact ghost.

@mindyyfreshh 6 лет назад

Ogknav dude yes! Gave me chills as I watched this because it was straight on what I've been struggling with.

@gohkerjia355 6 лет назад

I didn't know the thoughts I usually have are what Chester usually had too.. I'm kinda glad that I know my problem now and at the same time hoping to get out of this.

@zunerichardsdebruyn7832 6 лет назад

Ogknav me too 😭

@alexi.e.roivainen 6 лет назад

Exactly same for me! PSTD is gonna try to take me down my whole life.

@kevinmaroney8285 6 лет назад

Amen, I feel it everyday.

@issyburness3461 10 месяцев назад

Such a genuinely sweet guy and so full of sorrow and confusion, he is hopefully at peace now, he couldn't take any more of this crazy world.😢

@nickykorpse187 Год назад

I Always Come Back Here; When I'm Lost....🖤🖤🖤

@daisyramtahal6555 7 лет назад

He was clearly crying out for help😢

@sti4life81 6 лет назад

Daisy Ramtahal and yet it seems like no one helped him

@THOMAS2910able 5 лет назад

All of his music seemed like a cry for help

@np1324 3 года назад

He literally asked for help at the same time as trying to help others

@shanethrelfall416 3 года назад

Legend

@shellysykes1051 3 года назад

Sad to say but the ones that are feeling the worst and the sickest are the ones that always want to reach out and help others I know this because I'm one of those people

@shaybatty3785 3 года назад

That’s what we do. It’s the helpers in this world who everyone walks away from when they need them to help them for once and just be understood , but they all just find someone else to use when you are used up

@helenlizzystewart4908 3 года назад

@@shaybatty3785 I agree sometimes I think we need to be a bit more selfish to ourselves and get ourselves right as the energy we use up helping people either gets wasted, falls on deaf ears

@misteriouskilljoy2713 3 года назад

thats me

@ivanstepanovic1327 6 месяцев назад

Didn't really understood most of things he said here until I was diagnosed with depression. After that, all he said here made a lot of sense...

@ballantine58 5 месяцев назад

Wow! to hear someone else tell it. He just went so deep and was so real and honest about it. That was very intimate. For someone that is famous that was rare. I dont think the interviewer knew what he was witnessing. He was not alone.

@AlphaQHard 5 лет назад

It frightens me how much I can relate to everything he’s saying...

@XOXOhollymarieXOXO 5 лет назад

Agreed. Are you ok?

@hellobathory9990 5 лет назад

Me too

@speedfreakpsycho 5 лет назад

Damn, Exactly my thoughts.

@bratprince11 5 лет назад

Keep fighting. It gets better.

@jordaniverson5817 5 лет назад

Same

@hakun0695 4 года назад

02:09 "If im outside of myself im great,if im inside all the time,im horrible,im a mess" Sometime im tired to act that im great all the time

@amandine8728 4 года назад

Me too. I'm so tired

@Filip99Miletic 4 года назад

"Become so tired,so much more aware" ....

@owee 4 года назад

I’m in the same situation

@daveeast4272 4 года назад

Ama ndine don’t hide it, next time you feel that way just show it, people you trust are very open and usually helpful

@jeremiascanas4374 3 года назад

Same to me. Or i need to use some stuff just to keep my mind away from my head.

@user-fp6li1vi9g 2 месяца назад

To anyone who is thinking about giving up. Don't give up .I haven't I am still here

@thisnthat99 4 месяца назад

I have cried to this video so many times, its so sad that Chester understood what he was going through but couldn't find a way out. I too have a hard time with life and watching this made me realise how much i get caught up in my own head. From the outside you can have it all, family, money, cars and even fame but still struggle just like the man with a few dollars in his pocket. If you are struggleing right now, talk to someone, a friend, family, councellor or even a stranger. Sharing our problems may not completley cure them but I promise it will help.

@tylermoreland9594 5 лет назад

"You can make a person laugh, you can make a person smile, but whether or not that person is happy is deeply and utterly out of your control." - Will Smith

@trustenbaker8766 5 лет назад

Thats not true, it sounds good, but it's not true. It's actually ignorant to say that. Happiness is out of your control? Really? I know it's not, but sounds good to say to someone who is depressed, it nails exactly how the feel. Pretty shity actually.

@tylermoreland9594 5 лет назад

@@trustenbaker8766 That person has to find happiness from within themselves. Trying to get it from another person clearly didn't work very well for Chester. He had a wife and kids, yet he still didn't want to be alive.

@xSpeakerYT 5 лет назад

@@trustenbaker8766Your happiness is not out of your control, someone elses happiness is out of your control... how is that ignorant?!

@milanw_ 5 лет назад

Trusten Baker the quote wasn’t about your own happiness but the happiness of others. you’re not in control of how others feel. you can offer them help but it’s not up to you if they’ll accept it, decline it or even fake accept it to not make you feel so out of control. they’re the ones who have to chose if they think it’s worth trying and accepting help is part of trying.

@sowiaiaua6778 5 лет назад

preach

@DrAliha 7 лет назад

It's crazy how we just overlook such CRYSTAL CLEAR evidence of suicidal thoughts from someone when they're alive - and as soon as their demons finally take over despite their loud and clear cries for help we wonder how it came to this point.

@maxhowlett9661 7 лет назад

Yeah but if he didn't commit suicide, we would note this anyway.

@BV-pp5qx 7 лет назад

Lia depression is a silent killer and it breaks my heart when people don't receive the help they needed😔

@MrHaggyy 7 лет назад

Yes it is sad but it's a cummon situation. You can't or simply won't understand these problems unless they are really dangerous.

@Nadxlv 7 лет назад

Leave Me alone ur loved

@kelsik5486 7 лет назад

Absolutely. I hope this brings more & more awareness to the public. We often turn our cheeks the other way when someone is crying out for help, because we don't believe it's really that "serious", until they finally go through with ending the pain and then we're left here saying..."fuck, we should've done something about it." I don't care how depressed, hopeless or lost you feel, there are people in this world that WILL help you and will help you find your way back up again.

@maryellenblount6376 10 месяцев назад

The mind is a big scary place to live. RIP Chester Bennington.

@kendrabrown6347 8 месяцев назад

How terrible to just laugh when somebody is telling you that they're in pain such a sad loss such a talented man

@ironlion805 5 лет назад

Chester: I’m really broken. Host: haha! Dude, what? Chester: I need help Host: haha! Cool tattoos bro

@PaulMclauchlin 5 лет назад

I know, it's almost like the host was running a show and doing an interview for entertainment and isn't a mental health professional.

@ironlion805 5 лет назад

eo what are you talking about?

@Leaptab 5 лет назад

@@PaulMclauchlin Didn't know you need a degree to know what empathy is and how it works.

@PaulMclauchlin 5 лет назад

@@Leaptab My point is that people are blaming the interviewer for not spotting the signs of a suicidal man when most people miss them too. Mental health professionals are trained to spot signs of depression and sometimes they get it wrong. It's tragic that Chester Bennington died, but the interviewer is blameless.