Chloe Adams - The Doctor Said 

I READ THIS AS SHE SAID THAT EXACT THING!

@@jemma2441 OMG SAME! I WAS JUST GONNA COMMENT IT

@@vane7095 lol

These pills will help you remember how to smile got me and Oh when we were younger, the days were so much funner, weren't they?

"But what does he know? Because I feel so alone. And Mom and Dad keep telling me I'm alright. Because the doctor said you're fine."

It is, it would break the strongest of peoples heart *Or the crushing anxiety you get when your trying to hold back tears to be strong but your voice cracks and you cant help it*

Ansley M. True...sadly

Ansley M. I agree

On a slightly unrelated note, whose idea was it to name the catch in your voice when you’re about to cry and the inhuman noises during male puberty with the same phrase?

Ikr

Trueeeeee......I can understand 😭😭😭. The toughest time is when no one trusts you and you have to pretend that u r fine bcz u don't wanna hear anymore taunts. 😭😭😭😭😭😢🥺😢🥺😢🥺

So sorry how are you doing today

When you try say what your going through - already hard - and no one supports you no one cares no one listens and you just mumble 'okay'

That sums life

i agree but this song can apply to many other things than depression.

Same!

Same

After listen this song I realized there is more people who is in pain mentally but can't speak to anyone,im so relatable to the song i can feel ever words ,can't even share to anyone how lonely I am,All i do is just pretending to be happy and smile.

Same. Also, 90-100 % of my smiles are fake.

my are all fake no want to be sad it just me and I'm sad inside

Same, at school the kids do something funny and I don't even know what their laughing about so i just laugh along like I'm "fine"

❤️

"You never are crying or upset" " *in my head* it's a mask that I wear and a wall input up. So that you wont see me for who I am and I wont lose you"

Exactly. Everyones always like if youre sad listen to happy songs. Like how is that going to help. Right now being happy isnt whats going on amd happy songs make it worse because WERE NOT HAPPY.

thank you. everyone criticized me for listening to the depressive music. my ex insisted that i had to listen to i am woman hear me roar, and i said i don't want to listen to that song. i want to let it consume me, just for a little while. please.

Exactly.....

Thank you

i'm so glad to be alive on internet age, i could've died

I know you don't know me but if you ever need anyone to talk to just tell me and I can give you my snap or anything, just because your not diagnosed doesn't mean you don't deal with it... I deal with the same thing but with my little sister

My mom does the same this except she says I'm just "copying her for attention" even tho I am diagnosed. She just focuses on the younger ones bc I'm old enough now I don't need her to "hold my hand" as she says

Sometimes people can’t acknowledge our suffering because they can’t handle their own. But it doesn’t mean you’re wrong. And there are resources out there and support for you. You don’t have to be alone.

My mum just doesn’t believe me

Don't worry I get ignored too and no my sister doesn't have anxiety and my brother doesn't have ODD. They just ignore me

Sunshine Cloud haha priceless and yes!! The tears!! This song touches my soul!

*Hold my tears*

Same Here ^^,

XD!!! Hold my beer 😂😂😂😂😂😂

Sunshine Cloud do you have a facebook account?

I like how You are now same

Same

Exactly it just doesn’t make sense. I’ve always had the same problem. I’m always there for when the people I know need help but then I smile and say, it’s okay it will be fine, don’t worry it won’t stay too long, and then I go lick myself up and don’t care about anything. I smile at jokes but I still feel dead. It’s really amazing how depression works isn’t it. It tricks your FAMILY into thinking you are a drama queen and your friends into thinking your annoying

Don't be sad, there's so much who understand you more than you know

I like how You are now Same I hate it I lost all my friends because of my “negativity” or how I say I hate the world if they were real they would accept it and stick with me

facts

Im simply trying to get all my tears out

It's like a storm brewing in front of your ship and a 300 foot wave is coming.. BRACE FOR IMPACT!!!

@@addisonritchey9623 sir there's a storm coming hold on brace for impact

💜

yeah ;( also armyyy

i wanted to post the exact same thing lol :)

Hi, co-army :) And yeah, I also can relate to this.

Omg my beloved army’s noooo

Hey I'm in 2023 too and so sorry for you

Me

Me, just trying to get all my tears out

Me

here 🥲🤌🏻

Me

I can relate

Thanks for the understanding

Its true😭

Been there.. Can relate

It's also feels like drowning, but without water

Viktoria Toranger same, but comment peoplez I have depression but I don't cut I hurt myself but not cut so they say I'm lying

Sasami Akawzaka I cutted myself so people would believe my depression. Don't do that.

Sasami Akawzaka do no cut yourself honey..find someone you can talk to.failing that....reply and I will listen. X

Sorry ,that looks wrong,,I’m a mum and can’t stand the thought of people feeling so low.i have many years of dealing with depression.so I know life is hard,but it can be really good.if you take it day by day....it can be fantastic some days and other days...we have to believe the following day will be better.im ancient in years..but have fought all through life to get here..anyone hearing this song feeling depressed needing to talk..trust someone,talk to them,it helps just saying it out loud ,or type how you feel,someone will reply..because even a stranger like me cares.and there is people who have been there and will listen.

Viktoria Toranger same and I have ADHD and a lot more and I have started to cut....

Lauryn M is it normal for a 13 year old to feel depression

Pls reply

Yeap

I feel it to at age 13

It makes my cry loads to as i relate to this song 😞

Too bad it's scripted

Australian/American Idol/X-Factor/The Voice/ Are all scripted shows, they don't win based on talent alone. The companys pick a winner based on how much money they can make them

Brandon yeah that stinks.

this is my life the doctor said i'm fine but I'm not fine

sad cat need to talk?

I don't know how encouraging this can be, but to become a psychiatrist is my dream and my vocation. It's something I hold dear to my heart, because due to certain experiences of mine I realized that to provide emotional relief is the biggest gift you can ever do to someone. I'm not sure that I'm going to succeed, but I promise that I'll try my absolute best. I'll care about it

So.e do mine doesn't he cant even remember my god dang name

I want to be a psychiatrist despite my family's disapproval because I don't want others to feel like I do. To almost end it like my brother. To hurt others because of their anxiety and depression like my best friend and then beat themselves over it. There are ones who care who truly want to help just as much as the ones who don't care

@Giulia Ferrucci, I want to do almost the same. I want to be a physiotherapist, and enter the field of psychology as well. I want to help, and if I can help those around me, then I can help others. I will care as well, and I’ll try to help. So, see? Now there’s two looking out for people

1 million percent true a Dr just thinks they are there to help you and kick you out they don't care if your hurting unless it's a family member , then it's a whole new story my kids leg is dislocate I'll give him a crazy amount of oxycodone and xanax and any other drug i can think of to make sure he don't suffer for a second !!! I come in with a bullet wound to my arm and a bullet loged in my jaw the take the bullet out sew me up put me on antibiotics and send me home .that's an honest to God true story I can back it with photos and multiple people swearing on the kids lives it was what happened . I had two holes in me and not even a vicoden to take home just antibiotics .

Can relate to that.

Omg I hate those people. I know others have it worse, doesn't mean I haven't had it pretty damn bad. And what about people who are depressed because of a chemical imbalance in their brain? It isn't fair to say they're wanting attention, their brain isnt producing enough happiness hormones. People who have never suffered the mental illness that someone has, they just needa keep their mouth shut sometimes

@@natalieh1950 exactly its like saying "stop being happy, others are more fortunate enough than you" it fucking sucks and it sucks even more than my sister is the one that tells me I'm being dramatic for crying when my bestfriend died. They should just stfu

@@animemusic8589 ohhh oh darling baby nooooooo cry all you want. I don't even know if my best friend will make it through quarantine. Cry all you want. They're your chosen family.

@@natalieh1950 Thank you, you too I hope you all well

Played this song for my friends, and they made fun of me... I almost never listen to music at all, and I really do enjoy this song and it really got to me when my friends started laughing at the lyrics even though they know I'm depressed, taking meds for it, and that I cut myself, and have cut my neck before. i just wish i could go back in time to when i was happy i feel you so much though no one has even noticed ive cut myself either the only people that know are the 4 people ive told, and i always smile i look at it as more of a job than anything else so i can make others feel better because i think being around me makes them feel bad/sad/uncomfortable if im not smiling

I'm here if you ever do want someone to talk to. or just rant. Or cry. I won't judge. We all need it sometimes

I got u cause I find this bad when nobody thinks ‘their smiling but what’s in their head’ it’s the appearance that throws them off an dit sucks so much but I’m here for anyone ☺️

Also while I’m here Army Helala B stay strong angel

@@smallraccoon7561 💜

Wow so beautiful

@Tizianxp Thank you so much ❤️

@@briannalickfelt5245 Thank you

@Tizianxp Still not doing fine but thats okay. Thank you for the concern .

How do you know my story?😔

SamiiInsane relate way too much :/

Tilly xx well then two peas in a pod are we. -gives a soft smile- the best of friends are built during hard times.

SamiiInsane that's true :) sad that my friends don't even bother to text me anymore because it's 'just tilly ' :(

I just can't cry to my feelings :(

SamiiInsane I relate to this comment so much. I haven't cried for about 2 months. Not even little tears. I am too far gone to cry.

same goes for me

BehindScars. same❤

same

Omgg same

BehindScars same

Ana Renneee damn...

god bless you all

Beautiful story I hope your friend is better now

That s dark

Liliana Reneee at least you still have your best friend

Same :(

Same I cry myself to sleep

When people tell me.to be happy 🔪😢

I know the feeling. I have suffered with depression for many years, but the first time finally admitting it to my parents and a doctor, I was told by the doctor, that she wouldn't diagnose me because I was still young and hopefully it was just a phase. Turns out 7-8 years later and me on antidepressants it still haunts me every second of my life...

@@cathrinemorslarsen9547 it sucks that you neded to haw a life whit depression and that the doktor dident do eny thing to help you becuse you was to " young". I hope that you naw hawe somewan in your life that helps you to go fro it

Some of these I can say I have as well

Ohh my god first sorry Second try not to make yourself sad I know it is hard, very hard but sadness won't bring u anything. I know that those words won't help you but I am just trying☺

I'll pray for you. I hope God helps you through your hardship.

sometimes i can hardly breathe aswell. yeah im one of those dumb gacha tubers or autisitic as some say. sorry.

horseriding pro me to some of them I tried cutting once last week but I keep yelling at myself not to

ღChizuru - Chanღ ❤️

Thats so sweet!!!

Aww ☺

andrew manery I know how you feel because that's what I feel like but I know 1 person that I can go to but I feel like annoying them and the at one person is my best friend that I fell in love with but if you want to vent I am here

andrew manery I'm here if you someone to talk to. I know what you're going through

Tell me where to meet you and I'll be there in no time! (Depending where how far away you are) but I can drive and know how to get on a plane

I am always here for you

andrew manery yup it's something you need help with and people are here to help

5 or 6 years ago when I was younger, I would have this song on repeat for hours

Yeah I am still here, Chloe speaks to my soul

I’m 33 and this song speaks to me when I was 15 and at 33 I am bipolar. That should say it all

Hellloooo I'm still listening This song since I was 12 maybe.

Yeah, that's me. :(

This is so true

I’m 13 and when my dad first found out I was cutting thanks to my school counselor he just called it being “unhappy” and he says that he understand and can help when he can’t. My dad has also constantly found out that I had cut and eventually we made a deal, I wouldn’t cut if I went to my friends house, but he doesn’t know that I still do it on my thighs.

My "friends" said, "You're only 12 years old!! What are you stressing about?!" When my real friends ask, "Are you okay?" I'm just replying "Yeah, I'm fine" with a smile They ask again, "Are you sure? You don't look fine.." I replied "I'm sure! *I'm used to it* " Ah sorry.. I rant again..

@@CreatorRuta it's ok u can rant

Ava Hummer .hey stranger I don’t know you but I love you. You're worth it , YOU matter and you are loved. Think about the people that made a small impact in your life even if It’s the tiniest detail. You have the life that other people maybe want okay. You're going to be okay, i promise.

Just a Fan you matter and you're so loved by many. Think about the people that made a huge impact in your life even if it’s the tiniest detail. You are worth it.

Angela Barranco Keep fighting! I have never felt this way, I’ve only felt sad but I am always here for you.

@@meowdazaimeow thank you

Stay determined! Someone cares about you! I care about you! Maybe we never met or talk,but i care about people especially who need help! If you need to talk I'm here!

@@CreatorRuta thank you hun 😊

@@Lyriamarie03 You're very welcome! I'll try everything I can to help!!

I poison with no antidote

I feel you. My english isn't the best, so I'm sorry if it's hard to understand what I mean but I really know what you mean, because I feel the same. I've just friends in the internet and my Mom always says, I'm too much on my handy but she has no idea how important it is for me to spend time on it.

I love how you put those words together in the second paragraph. I stay late because the internet distracts me from all the negative but recently... even the internet becomes the source of the negativity.

This is so true... My parents complain that I use internet very much but little do they know what I'm going through, no body understands this or anything, they just say you'll be fine just stay happy think happy but the thing is I can't think of happiness, I feel lonely and sad! I can't help it so I try to mask it, the way this song touched me is absolutely marvelous, I am speechless it speaks so much about I am and what's happening in my life.

i know how you feel i didn't fully trust my best friend/cousin until last year when i came out to him but we have known each other for years now

Fml I kinda know what you are going threw. I have depression too and I am too afraid to tell my parents that I need help. But I also have friends with depression and other "mental illnesses." So I just wanted to tell you that it will get better I don't know how long it will take but I do know that everyone with depression can and will get over it. As long as you try to. For me I like to listen to music whenever I am alone it help block my mind out.

Same

Alex Hart YES!!

Alex Hart same

This

Alex Hart same for me

Thx this made my day a little better

But what do you do with the voices. I don't can't control my body, the voices do.

Julie T thanks that made me smile

Julie T i cryed reading this, thx

Julie T love this!

haha yeah

Indeed

yeah, odbiusly, because this is beautiful 🤩

Yeah definitely :) i mean who in their right mind would dislike this?!

❤

❤

I also was depressed, But at age 11.5 I got finally Some REAL friends. So when I got 12 I got in a new school and I again had No friends for half a year. Now I had friends again. I Really though They were bitches But They aint... so when I came back from a party when My mom picked me up she told me she and Dad are gonna divorce.. I was so upset and I dont like to cry in front of anyone.. so in the car I was holding back My tears. When I came home I put on My pj’s and closed my bedroom door and starten crying.. So I already have ADHD and now I can concentrate even worse bc I keep thinking about the divorce. So i stayed home a week.. so i felt better again so a few weeks pas By. Another week at home. So My mom told Me i should talk to a therapist. Altho I only feel uncomfortable around a statige adult and then I have to tell everything to that Peson. I know. They know How to do their job and all But still. They dont know me. They dont know whats going around in My head.. so I usually face time My bff when Im home alone. Lately I was playing around with a scizzor (dont Ask Why) and.. I was thinking about cutting... so.. I cut a piece of skin from My arm.. It didnt bleed at all. Maybe one drip? So.. I did it again... and again.. 3 cuts on My hand.. Im glad My parents dont know tho They will only think Im crazy.. But They dont know What its like to be friendless for maybe idk 10 years. And after that Ur parents are divorcing... its Just hard finding people to understand.. so My best friends only understand me.. But its good to talk to them.. sometimes when we face time we put on sad music and think about whats wrong.. and poof.. we start talking about everything thats wrong and then By Some probleem we find a solution.. Im so happy to finally have real friends. Friends that care about me. Ily Bestie ❤️ So.. Just a question.. do you guys think I should still get a therapist? (Not bc of the cutting, I already stopped.)

Larissa Mullen I no how you feel I’ve been going to doctor for years but nothing helps

Im 14 nearly 15 and ik exactly what u mean its so difficult and its not like i can turn to anyone for help

U got one here

here

I'm right here ❤

nadine rose do you have a facebook account?

I'll be your friend

THANK YOU

I know right

...you just want to remember how to smile forever....

So sad... :(

That's a good point

Lobat I'm here for you, you can talk to me any time.

Lobat same

Your not alone xx

Lobat oh

X😢

Graysage lol I would give her 10 out of 10

Graysage *scoff* 1,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,009/5

Jessica Tigno no ur not

Ur awesome the way u are (:

Jessica Tigno dame I have anxitey and a small state of depression dang I wasn’t deposed to tell anyone ps.dont tell anyone about me im11and my name id Chloe ferguson

No you not

No..... Thats me... AND DONT SAY IM NOT CUS I GODDAMN AM IM FED UP OF BRING CALLED "nice" OK LIKE I AM SO STUPID

Marcus Wyness ya I'm really depressed right now and it's horrible....it feels like your I'm the water and you can't swim so your sinking and it never stops.....you can't get out of bed if someone says something that affects you it really takes a affect but no one sees because you hide it because you think No one cares about you and....it just feels like if you tell someone they will think your crazy...gosh I'm talking alot

i know how u feel kyrie . its a huge battle but so many people can help . sometimes getting out of bed is the hardest thing in the world . but sharing thoughts is the first step . you have a poker face i put n every day , i totally understand . keep in touch , i feel your pain as well , xxxx

I'm battling depression and I'm only 13. It's hard and lonely and it hurts

1.i'm 17 and sometimes the worst is for the better and vice versa 2.there is hope 3.i'm Christian God can help us if we ask him too

@@madisonwheeler1372 Thanks.... I really needed that

@@shibastar8155 you're welcome :-)

Dont give up

Kyria Strange I cry in the shower

You thought you were the only one? How self-centered and cynical are you? You probably cry for attention.

SufferOr Survive Don't worry, John is just projecting. Calling others self-centred when he's the self-centred one.

John Barrett it's a fucking song lighten up.. crouwn me up a tune..

Yo! Mr. Barrett fucks wrong with u. Fuckin " kids" got something, some of us don't , " some ". Of us , dam beautiful person, song. Juz. Me.

John Barrett I was trying to say that I feel alone in this, and no matter how many people I talk to about this I will still feel alone. I understand that other people have mental illnesses, hell, I've had 18 close friends with mental illnesses and 4 of them are still here. I'm not trying to be self centered because I hate when people do that. I know that other people go through this but I still feel alone. I know that people will support me and I'm not trying to make this all about myself. It seems to as if you are the self centered one. I do not, as you so kindly put it, cry for attention. I haven't been able to cry in 3 months. I hate being the center of attention. Why don't you just back off and stop hiding behind a screen?

I know the feeling. I wasn't at school for a whole year because I was bullied badly. Forward to a year later Also one time I was having a major op (change my life) and I was off school for 6/7 weeks because of it and went back for 2 weeks then it was the summer holidays. XD.

u'll be alright :))

Sorry, but what is ME/cfs (Not trying to be rude)

liona xxx same

@@dani-cy8gh all I know is CFS is chronic fatigue syndrome

Twister Hazard ❤️❤️

I can't believe over 500 people disliked. It's a fricken masterpiece. If she wrote it she's extremely talented at singing and lyrics.

Its got 2.1M now.

It deserves none because of how good it is. Why like when you could love?

Itz_Mwade _ ❤️

This deserves a billion. The message it gives is way better than some of those others that gets hundreds of millions.

i know right, saon?

Yup :)

yeahh

2021

@@cheeseypuff9819 same

2021 🤘🏼

2021

2021

random teen yeah

yerp-i mean IM TotAlLy TaKiNg My PIlLs iM gRAtE

me

Yes this song gets to me 😣

me!😇

Same here bro. I try to fight it so bad and then someone upsets me or something happens and i feel like why am i even alive what is my purpose i feel worthless i should die. No one cares how we feel and fake like they do when one of us gives in and kills ourselves. Other than that were alone even when were not...

Amber Duncan we all have a purpose, I can totaly empathise with you...good days and bad days. All we can do is carry on until we find our purpose in life. One thing I have learned through the years is that life is too preacious to waste, sometimes I feel like going to sleep and staying asleep in a perpetual dream but that isn't living. One day things will change, we just need to be strong and learn to like ourselves again...stay strong and carry on coz we deserve it.

i have too many that would be hurt if i let that mask down.

Who says people who are depressed can't cry? Sick people these days...

I have two under three year old younger siblings. I have to keep the mask on 24/7

Pete Escalante same ☺️

Pete Escalante it took me zero seconds

No, it's not sweet. It's deep

Only a few seconds to hire that dislike. Fuck you Chloe. ☺

Pete Escalante ❤️👌

No

No,Because it explains mine as well.

Same I'm eating potato chips and bawling inside

It explain mine as well except for going to the doctors...... We or I don't have enough money... It's part of the reason why my self confidence is low.... Though I am trying to change that starting today....

Mine too, if you need to talk about it, I will be there even if you don't know me, I'm still there.. I just wanna help others..

Why is it getting worse?

16 years and you’re still going strong, you rock ✨

Joss so it doesn’t get better please tell me it gets better💔