Citizen Soldier - Reason To Live (Official Lyric Video)

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@CitizenSoldier Год назад

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@jericho1-4 Год назад

I know so many people who needed this song right now, thank you for putting this out there. Few understand how 1 song, one short convo, one short interaction can change an individual trapped in darkness trajectory.

@somethingrandom08 Год назад

@@jericho1-4 just like how it did to me. Thanks guys so much

@jericho1-4 Год назад

@@somethingrandom08 Your demons and he'll may differ from what others go through, know that you are not alone. Know that you mean something, that you are loved, even if everyone you know gives up on you that you can not give up on yourself. You are not a failure, you are not worthless, you are not the evil, despair, loneliness, heartbreak/ache, depression or hell that you get trapped in and have to fight your way out of. Few understand what it takes to fight such a battle and have little compassion or humanity for those who do. I like many did irreparable damage to myself, loved ones and friends as a lost soul trapped in my own hell. None of them understood the strength and determination it took to fight my way out. All I can do is offer an apology and move on, do not get stuck on who you were, let not your past or what those who knew you define your future. Stay strong and when the darkness creeps in look to whatever gives you motivation be it music a book a person or your past struggles to keep fighting. Come back here and I WIL light your darkness and pull you off the edge that you face, you do not need to face it alone friend.

@somethingrandom08 Год назад

@@jericho1-4 thank you so much for the kind words you have no idea how much that means to me. I don’t know how to rlly respond, I struggle with autism and expressing emotions is hard but do know that I seriously appreciate it. Keep spreading the love and I will as well

@jericho1-4 Год назад

@@somethingrandom08 You are a diamond in the rough my friend, people often do not understand those on the spectrum. You have a very unique experience and see things in a much simpler yet very complex way. Some of the most intelligent individuals in history were/are on the spectrum, and held answers to incredibly complex equations, problems and issues throughout humankind's existence. Those who belittle you and others do so cause they lack you intelligence, intellect and potential. They fear that more than they do their own failures, and to self validate they attack that which they fear most you instead of themselves. Something you have already done and resolved. You are not the problem but the evolutionary answer to everything wrong with humanity.

@jasmina.7973 Год назад

"I'm so proud of you for getting this far" really hits hard. These small sentences in the middle of a song just touch my heart

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Appreciate you Jasmin 🫀

@whitneyjames7885 Год назад

It does I didn’t think I would make it this far I don’t know what I’m supposed to do with my life

@lilfizzypoplollipopzvonecek14 Год назад

@@whitneyjames7885 Same, but I found that being a firefighter is the only thing that I want to be, so I’m living for it. You’ll find yourself too, I promise you. Just stay strong and keep talking, your time will come. 💖🙏🏼💪🏼

@lacadmin2844 Год назад

@@whitneyjames7885 pray and ask God if he would revile what you are on earth for!!!!!

@NotTheRadioDemon Год назад

@@lacadmin2844 What if, like me, you don't believe in God? I did believe when I was younger, but stopped believing now.

@missdeadlyfangirl Год назад

I don't know what it is about you guys, but you guys always release the songs I needed to hear when I needed to hear them. You've saved my life many times over the last few years, and I cannot thank you enough.

@lafeaschronicle3218 Год назад

There good at that yeah

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Appreciate you Julie 🫀

@SparkyTM Год назад

samee

@BBPWI Год назад

this

@mimigaudin1978 Год назад

Sams

@mlmartin2922 Год назад

I don't live, I merely exist. And it's harder every single day. No one should be in this much pain, physically and mentally. I can no longer fake the smile as I did in my profile photo.

@johnlee338 5 месяцев назад

I feel the same exact way thinking maybe tomorrow it will start to get better but it doesn't. I have major depression & fibromyalgia I'm 48 it's not getting any better. Alone in a world so cold. Your still here I'm still here there must be a reason.

@olzzon 5 месяцев назад

You're not alone , cant even put on a fake smile any longer . Your words " I don't live , I merely exist " hit hard since Im going through the same thing . My ex narcissist ( i did not know at the time she was one ) cheated on my while i was in cancer surgery....then send me a photo of the guy in bed with her while i still was at the hospital, just to hurt me as much as possible... Its been 2 years , then I met someone who I bealived was the " one " finally ....someone i trusted to open up for after all that ...but she just used me as a rebound because I was " I nice guy with deep feelings that listen to her " when she had some fun with me even though she said her feelings were true for me ... she went back to her ex like nothing ever happened between us ...my soul is lost , my heart is ....non existing...people just use you ...the pain you described I hear you my friend .... somethings others don't just understand if the have not been there themselves,that kind of pain words cant describe. My thoughts goes out to you and to everyone fealing this way because of different reasons, you are not alone . To you and everyone else , stay strong , you " WE" are not alone ❤️

@ExCumbrianWanderer-lb5es 5 месяцев назад

I feel the same it has to be more than anxiety & depression I feel for me ive been tested for adhd not that testing for autism next as I don't make friends and often alone and wonder why we are here what's the purpose of it ask

@DylanGarcia-sj3sb 5 месяцев назад

It happens barely eaten barely slept but the song really dose hit hard it's a little bit of a hope raiser

@kittyHK3 4 месяца назад

I'm so sorry. I've been there. Too many times. I'm sorry for you and everyone else going through this shit. It's fucking hard to live when your brain tells you to die. But I'm here 12 years after my last attempt and honestly life *did* get better it's a fucking cliche. I know. But if I'd succeeded all those years ago I'd have missed out on so much love. I hope it gets better for you, you are worthy and you matter. 💜

@endergaming2760 Год назад

I don’t leave comments often, but hearing “I’m so proud of you for getting this far” made me tear up and start crying, I’m one of the people my friends always goes to for support but I rarely reach out for myself, I’m always okay, always fine, they never burden me but I burden myself. Hearing it in words, someone being proud of me for getting this far, it just made me cry and i needed to cry like this today. It’s been so hard recently, but hearing this song? I really needed it, thank you so much.

@Voron_Aggrav Год назад

know that place, have been walking around in there for years, still am that person, don't care what happens to myself, just knowing I could make someone forget their problems even if it's just for 5 minutes that's enough for me to keep going... We're not alone, and it's a reason to live,

@jackploeg5514 Год назад

alwees good to be ther for the ones u love dont forget that !

@archie1571 Год назад

I feel your words in my soul. It’s true. I’ve always been there for others and gave nothing for myself. It today especially it hurts so much….

@thebrokenfather-aspacefors2642 Год назад

You’re not alone. Also my first comment I started this channel with a vision and pushed it all back down and I’ve just been listening to music and wondering how to help if there’s so many like us, clearly the help out there isn’t working. Just know you’re not alone and you matter.

@Voron_Aggrav Год назад

@@thebrokenfather-aspacefors2642 in the Netherlands a large problem is the specialization and hyperfocus of care, a lot of multifaceted problems end up in a circle of "you need to fix this first" which means you'd be spending months if not years on waiting lists and still not getting what you need

@caseycowie296 5 месяцев назад

Its sad when a band understands you more then the people you love the most 😭

@youareenoughngp 5 месяцев назад

Stay strong, you are precious! ❤

@ElliottWard-nr7fp 5 месяцев назад

🤝 I've been through the ringer in life! I believe in you to keep fighting my friend. Keep strong! 💪 Please, never ever think you'll be missed, you'll be missed by me. You are loved! ❤

@EmotionalGamer 5 месяцев назад

My Grandpa, my bio grandma (who I didn’t get a chance to get to know because I couldn’t move on from my past) and my nana (being the most recent like 3 days ago) all died within a year. I wanted to get to know my nana more because she was adopted like me, I wanted to ask advice from my grandpa about work and how he moved on from his dad wanting nothing to do with him… while trying to grieve, my mother told me to continue to work and to not cry because “(dead family member) wouldn’t want me too” and to “take an anxiety med” and to “think about other people and stop making it about me” and she wonders why I don’t talk to her or try to hang out with her

@EmotionalGamer 5 месяцев назад

@@ElliottWard-nr7fpyou mean please don’t ever think that you won’t be missed?

@crystalhandley3541 4 месяца назад

I'll leave a light on for you friend,you got this 💗

@valkines Год назад

"The hell in your head will be nothing compared to the person that it couldn't kill" that line is so strong

@ruthbobrink5680 11 месяцев назад

Hits real deep!

@marcinkepa6543 10 месяцев назад

this monsters.. hell.. they are part of me.. person that it couldnt kill? No.. Im afraid.. that I will become this hell... :)

@Beckhams18 8 месяцев назад

I kept scrolling to find someone who quoted that line. For me, it's the most powerful line. I understand why everyone likes the proud line, but this one gives hope to live until it's time for you to move on from this life instead of letting your thoughts end it sooner.

@ltbarkley 6 месяцев назад

If you didn’t cry to that line, you’ve likely never been in this place, know what I mean? It is an incredibly hard hitting end to a song that just touches your soul if you’ve ever been there. I’ve been there several times in my life, and came the closest I’ve ever come just two months ago and am still trying to work out of this emotional hole. This band and their songs just speak to me.

@Kris-sf2qf 5 месяцев назад

👍🏻

@teknomouse830 Год назад

Thank you guys for all of these wonderful songs! Hope everyone has a wonderful day. Stay strong friends. Keep On;

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Well said! 🫀

@Kittyqueen87yeagirluwu 8 месяцев назад

I will thx

@ThornWolf1 Год назад

I needed this right now. Sometimes existing is exhausting. Thank you for saying you're proud of all of is, those who are still continuing even when it feels like there isn't a point. You remind us that there is. We're proud of you, too.

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Glad this song found you 🫀

@theharshtruthoutthere Год назад

@@remonagrubbs9787 To every soul OUT THERE: All prayers from Righteous SOULS aka Born again Christians, have power. Sinners prayers GOD hears not. Unless we REPENT and born again and LIVE HOLY, GOD hears none of our prayers. Prayers have power, but these must come from Changed hearts. Proverbs 15:29 The LORD is far from the wicked: but he heareth the prayer of the righteous. Psalms 119:155 “Salvation is far from the wicked: for they seek not thy statutes.” (Many souls(unsaved souls), believe falsely and pray in vain). Mankind is filled with UNSAVED SOULS (WICKED SINNERS). That`s why there`s a calling to REPENTANCE and to BORN AGAIN: Luke 5:32 I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance. John 3:7 Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again. Luke 13:3 I tell you, Nay: but, except ye repent, ye shall all likewise perish.

@garmadonthesensei59 9 месяцев назад

This is like a sequel to “Would Anyone Care” and I am LIVING for it. Thank you for being here for those of us who need it. You guys are absolutely amazing ❤

@rebeccaoliveira1691 9 месяцев назад

Honestly I agree with you 💯

@Devalaous76 8 месяцев назад

Same

@XxShade_FrostxX Год назад

I have fallen back into that dark place and its only listening to these songs that have kept me breathing. Thank you Citizen soldier, you and your songs have saved me from my demons time and time again. If it weren't for you, I would have been dead long ago.

@squirrlefv Год назад

Your not alone my friend never forget that. You will always find someone my self included on these comments that will sit with you through your nightmares.

@XxShade_FrostxX Год назад

@squirrlefv Thanks, this comment means a lot. Every day is a struggle, but the citizen soldier community makes surviving worth it ❤️

@jessiefleming4446 Год назад

How are you doing now?

@XxShade_FrostxX Год назад

@jessiefleming4446 Okay, I might feel better tomorrow, maybe worse? I don't know. My emotions just fluctuate a lot.

@jessiefleming4446 Год назад

@@XxShade_FrostxX i get that

@AyokaiW Год назад

Waited for this song to release to share with my friend. They're in such a rough place right now and this'll hopefully lift their spirits a little. ❤

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Sending hugs to your friend 🫀

@ShockIIYoSystem Год назад

Falling Floating Or Flying… Doing it alone hurts the most when I feel this uncertain about staying but one gave me all the love I never felt worthy of & I feel like I lost them…

@jules6735 Год назад

“Cause the hell in your head, will be nothing compared to the person it couldn’t kill” Such a beautiful way to end an amazing song!!! Most likely going to become my comfort song of choice for the next month

@ambrissakaminari6926 Год назад

The line "how many times have you counted the ways you could end it, cause you are tired of saving yourself" hit hard, I did that a few times when I fell into my darkest times it was mildly terrifying thinking back on it. Beautiful song thank you so much ❤️

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Much love 🫀 Glad the music helps friend

@karnetsnk8376 Год назад

Similar situation here, 3 times i were close, like real close. And i feel more are coming, though i am not sure i'll be able to stop one those.

@MrNiccholas Год назад

I stopped counting at 10. . .

@ambrissakaminari6926 Год назад

@@karnetsnk8376 well, of you ever need to talk about anything I would be more then happy to listen. Just try and remember that once today is done you don't need to live through it again cause tomorrow will always differ. You can do this!

@ambrissakaminari6926 Год назад

@@MrNiccholas yea I can hear you there that's about when I stopped counting too, if you ever want to talk about it I'll be here for you.

@TanyaLMorris-rh3bf 4 месяца назад

the only reason i am still in this world is becuse of my son...everyone else turned their backs on us so without him i would hsve nothing left worth living for

@mariagodskesen4602 Год назад

I swear, I was close to lose my fight, but this music is keeping me alive. It's like the medicine that the therapists never could, and never can give me. This type of music you give is like a welcoming to a home that many people dream of. The messages you give are those words I needed to hear for my whole life. Thank you for saving my life

@constantinodecosta5767 Год назад

I’m proud of you for having the courage to speak up, I’m proud of you for having that inner strength to stand up and tell yourself that you are worthy.

@DrunkinDonuts97 11 месяцев назад

You’re stronger than you give yourself credit for. Stay strong and keep marching forward. You are more than your past, mistakes made, and demons you’ve fought. You have so much more to give.

@geordierowe1519 10 месяцев назад

I am there right now

@sathra4036 10 месяцев назад

Having someone who can really relate tell you its okay to feel what you feel, with emotion and not just words, and to just keep trying is...cathartic. The shame and fear from fighting your own mind and hearing someone say "Accept it, but keep going. Just keep going, please." Quoting from the Stormlight Archive series, but the most important step isn't the first, its the second step. To just keep trying. Things will get better, then worse, then better again. But if you don't keep trying, you won't see those better days. Its okay to fail, to break, to have times when you feel weak and worthless. To pull yourself up and keep going is what's important. Don't let anyone, even yourself, tell you that your problems aren't worth worrying about. Its YOUR fight, your challenges. Just keep going, please.

@a-damn.g4654 Год назад

One day i'm healing.. next day i'm breaking again both days i'm not giving up though thank you so much for this amazing emotional song! :)

@rebeccaoliveira1691 10 месяцев назад

I agree with you my friend. I felt this way too

@Luumoth Год назад

I'm literally crying right now... For some people living is a constant fight. And that's tiring.... I'm 33 yearrs old now and still can't believe I've made it this far... thank you guys so much for your music.

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

It's ok to cry 🫀 Sending hugs

@BBPWI Год назад

100% me too an same age here

@brittanym. Год назад

Same here! 33 and amazed to still be here.

@Voron_Aggrav Год назад

29 here, not that far behind you, also wondering how I managed to keep it going as long as I have so far, but still working every day to keep it going, life is exhausting, for some more than others

@jessiefleming4446 Год назад

34 and i feel the same

@thegodlygamer809 6 месяцев назад

I'm glad I never ended my life

@ChatGpt-kg1wt 6 месяцев назад

You are so strong !!

@Kayla-wh8ug 3 месяца назад

I'm proud of you

@davidtelford887 3 месяца назад

So is the rest of the world. Your important to someone out there ,ne er give up!

@TowardsTheMoon880 3 месяца назад

Keep going my friend! Youve got this! ❤ We believe in you❤

@tobiasprusseit8108 7 дней назад

And I am proud of you that you are still alive.

@Radioactive_Rodent 11 месяцев назад

My daughter passed away she was 7 months old. Due to sids. I begged god for a sign she was ok and safe. I didn't know this song existed, and I had my phone screen off,i didnt touch anything, and in the middle of another song, this song played. I can't explain how I felt, i cried i cried so hard. but I think my baby was trying to tell me to stay alive for her. I don't know if Citizen Soldier will see this or anything else i write, but thank you, thank you for letting her talk to me In a way I understood. You gave me a reason to live after all this pain you gave me a reason to stay. I have severe depression and suicidal thoughts constantly i wake up everyday wishing i didnt. i have pain in places invisible to others and this song keeps me going it gives me hope. It gives me some sort of light in all this dark. Im tired of saving myself. im tired of existing. I cant cry anymore. Im tired of the pain. I dont dream. There are no more good days. i just want it to go away. Music is my outlet this song is one ill never stop listening to especially when i feel like this.

@CynderBower Месяц назад

I'm so sorry, rest in peace beautiful angel, I hope your doing better sending hugs your way ❤️‍🩹

@gregr1586 Месяц назад

This pain is immeasurable, incomparable, and devastating. I am deeply sorry for the loss of your little one. I would give you the biggest hug possible. Rest in peace, baby girl. I pray she knows her mother and father thinks about her constantly. I also pray that your mother and father doesn't let the pain win. Just know the pain is real. Don't shove the pain down too deep, and live the life you would want for her. It's okay to feel saddened. But when the Lord calls your name, you answer. Please don't let the pain win. No, i don't see your face, no I don't know your name. I'm a stranger at best. You have so much to live for. Allow the scars to heal but never forget. I love you, my friend.

@mybraintumorlife 20 дней назад

Dear Lord, I humbly ask you to heal the broken heart. Restore, give a reason to live. A reason that reminds every day how great you are. In Jesus name. Amen✝️

@DragonSoul66 Год назад

I'm not gonna lie... I started crying to this song within 10 seconds. 'I'm Not Okay' was my personal favourite song for some time, then you just bump it off with this gorgeous piece. Wonderful from start to finish.

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

It's ok to cry 🫀

@sergecarrillo6185 Год назад

Same.

@ambrissakaminari6926 Год назад

Crying let's you know just how strong you are and have been. So let it out when you feel you can't hold back the tears anymore.

@praweuekittiroj7669 Год назад

I cried too. All the words in this song hit me hard.

@navini45 Год назад

Me too😢

@vallieretempest Год назад

Thank you so much guys. You've helped me throughout my melancholic ocean, I relate to every word you sing in every song you release 😢❤ I love y'all so much and more support.🤞✨🥺

@user-r1234t Год назад

Same here

@necrozma-332 Год назад

Same here I hope your doing well 😉

@tinatvarelashvili643 Год назад

It's hard to suffer from mental illnesses and not being able to explain. Amazing song with amazing words. Impatient to hear song about ocd too❤ 💜

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Well said Tina 🫀

@cookien8390 Год назад

"Some pain is just too much for words". I feel that in my soul. Thank you for putting words to our feelings.

@XxKillerWolfxXG Год назад

Im Not Even An Adult, Yet I Understand The Lyrics, Ive Been In That Place Multipull Times, And Everytime I Was, Your Songs Have Helped Me Through It, Thank You-

@Loyd4798 Год назад

Same I’m there rn I just got out but I’m slowly going back in I have ideas and plans but I don’t know how to do them

@jessiefleming4446 Год назад

The first attempt I made on my life was at 8 years old. You aren't alone. When I was 15 I jumped off a bridge but my brother pulled me back by the backpack I was wearing. At 26 I lost my 2nd mom. At 27, I lost my only son. I've lived most of my life on the edge. I'm 34 now and have made it this far. You're going to make it. Take it from someone whose spent most of their life in that space.

@charathedemon5939 Год назад

Sometimes, if you can't live for yourself, live for others.

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Stronger for somebody else 🫀

@Austin_BlueNight_official Год назад

I'm only alive today for my daughter and my boyfriend

@Seraphic.Sapphire Год назад

Exactly! I’m doing this now….🤍

@alanthornthwaite9509 Год назад

Was going to make my own comment but I saw this and could not have said it better myself!

@DarkWiisp Год назад

Well me personally, right now, I have to live for myself and work on myself, like my weight and health. Because I can't keep thinking about when in my life others will care for me. Hopefully my energies I put into myself will attract the right people to my life and I can care and love them equally and they will do the same for me.

@lucettaalexander Год назад

God this song is amazing. The beautiful lyrics, the emotion in the vocals, the message, everything. This song definitely is one of my favourites now, and it needs to be shared. Can’t wait to hear more from you guys! 💙

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Appreciate the feedback Lucetta 🫀

@TheMacgician Год назад

Ahhh I’m happy to be early to these videos! Thank you for another lyric video to an amazing song I can use to help me through stuff ❤

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Early gang! 🫀

@theodawn. 2 месяца назад

We don't live we just survive...

@kennethmccormick902 9 месяцев назад

I really needed this song right now...I really did..thank you so much guys.. seriously.. you're saving lives 💞

@thestrongproject 8 месяцев назад

Atheist personally, but you do you

@iam_miss_star Год назад

Omg 😭😩😭 his voice at the end. now that was definitely a gift. this whole song is everything! this is truly what i needed to hear. the message is very strong & powerful. the whole world needs to hear this. ♥️👏🏻♥️‼️ @2:44

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Glad the music helps 🫀

@iam_miss_star Год назад

@@CitizenSoldier ♥️♥️ It's been on constant repeat 🔁 all day. 🫀

@BBPWI Год назад

straight up goosebumps

@jacobstowe2371 Год назад

I didnt think i could love a CS song more, this song had me in tears and im not ashamed to admit it, this is by FAR my favorite song of yours, this is absolutely amazing, keep up the outstanding work CS 💙

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Much love Jacob 🫀

@FaeTomioka Год назад

I'm also really glad I made it this far. Love this new song. Made me cry my eyes out. Was needed. Keep holding on little butterflies. We got this ❤

@bookprincess13 Год назад

Lyrics: How many nights have you waited for someone to care Thinking dying is what you deserve Like a sad song that no one seems to understand 'Cause some pain is just too much for words No, I don't know your name No, I can't see your face But I've been to that place in the dark So in case you just needed to hear someone say I'm so proud of you for getting this far So if you're feeling like dying No tears left for crying Alone at the edge of a cliff If you're so sick of fighting The monsters you're hiding And wondering if you would be missed You're not the only one that's feeling likе this If you're hearing this song it's a gift A reason to livе A reason to live How many times have you reached out for anyone's hand From the depths of your personal hell? And then counted the ways you could end all your pain 'Cause you're so tired of saving yourself I'm a stranger at best but please don't second guess All the hope that you hear in my voice This is not some cliché, promise you if you stay Someday you'll see that you were well worth that choice So if you're feeling like dying No tears left for crying Alone at the edge of a cliff If you're so sick of fighting The monsters you're hiding And wondering if you would be missed You're not the only one that's feeling like this If you're hearing this song it's a gift What a beautiful truth that a human can choose To become more than just what they feel 'Cause the hell in your head will be nothing compared To the person that it couldn't kill

@Kev28and3 Год назад

Why do you have the lyrics when its a lyric vid?

@tiffanysmith490 Год назад

@@Kev28and3bc some people like seeing all the lyrics in one place to visualize the flow of the song better.

@Kev28and3 Год назад

@@tiffanysmith490 Oh, I get it now. Thanks

@MsSpooke Год назад

@@Kev28and3 also sometimes the visuals in the video can be too much on people's eyes.

@XxPeruvianPrincessxX 4 месяца назад

My best friend was my reason to live.. he's gone.

@FFXI_Addict 4 месяца назад

Become someone else's reason to live.

@nadineobviously5878 4 месяца назад

Hugs

@gregviergutz3829 4 месяца назад

Mine too. My dad, my son and now my wife and all within one year. Now I pray I don't see the end of this day.

@marcusprovorse 3 месяца назад

I feel you I lost mine too

@lucanandrews774 2 месяца назад

There were a lot of tkmes I was only staying because of my baby girl. Had to put her down last year in March, because a past vet f.cked up and made her have a stroke that caused heart damage. I miss her like crazy, and there are times where I really just want to make everytjing stop and see her again. Living in constant pain because of a body that wants to destroy itself, yet being judges for faking it to anyone who doesn't understand invisible disabilities or who can't comprehend what depression is like, what traumas screwed me up like this or why forgiving 'for my abuser my sake' is just an insult to everything I survived... It always felt just a little less painful, a little easier to handle, when she was here... and now she's not, and nothing can ever replace her... I love you, Misty. Sleep well, babygirl.

@duchessofpotatoland Год назад

Such a word of encouragement. I had teary eyes listening to this. Thank you. Each comeback, you guys never once disappppint. Love from Indonesia!

@fluffybunny0124 Год назад

Halo bro

@Strangerequestrian5938 Год назад

I didn’t know I could click on a video that fast! Thank you I was going to attempt tonight but heard this song and am crying on the floor right now thank you for all you do not just for me for everyone out there who are going thru the same thing I am.

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Sending hugs friend 🫀 We gotta keep holding on

@Strangerequestrian5938 Год назад

@@CitizenSoldier thank you so much. Your music has been there for me in my darkest hour. I am so thankful to have found you.😊

@martijn8537 Год назад

You keep going stranger. I believe in you!

@Strangerequestrian5938 Год назад

@@martijn8537 thank you 🙏🏻

@gymnastlover1646 Год назад

I found you guys after my dad in 2019 and all I wanted was to die so I can be with my dad but I can across you guys and it had really helped me so thank you! ❤️

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Sending hugs 🫀

@gymnastlover1646 Год назад

@@CitizenSoldier thank you! ❤️❤️

@___.Ana.___ Год назад

I love how all these songs always tell a story while also telling us that it will be worth it to keep going. The little lines like "I'm so proud of you for getting this far," "I'm a stranger at best, but please don't second guess," and "If you're hearing this song its a gift, a reason to live" just make me feel so much better and so much worse at the same time. It makes me cry, but makes me feel like life is worth living. Thank you for telling me and all the others to keep trying. Some of us may not have still been here today without it.

@herrice3227 11 месяцев назад

I live for the day someone says, "I'm proud of you for getting so far."

@naotokamigire-terumi9912 9 месяцев назад

I'm proud of you for getting so far! 🤘🏾

@herrice3227 9 месяцев назад

@naotokamigire-terumi9912 Thank you. That was incredibly kind! I hope to make everyone else proud too. 🙏

@naotokamigire-terumi9912 9 месяцев назад

@@herrice3227 Drink water!

@TowardsTheMoon880 4 месяца назад

Im so proud of you. Youve gone so far. ❤

@herrice3227 4 месяца назад

@TowardsTheMoon880 Thank you. 😊 I hope to go even further!

@djmagikkal Год назад

This was suggested to me while listening to the song “Gandi - Lugata” 👍👍

@FrankensteinLover Год назад

These Songs hit home so Hard and your ability to write Lyrics and speak to our Wounded Souls is unbelievable. #LongLiveCitizenSoldier

@xxandrewkunxx Год назад

You guys are the reason Im living..

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Sending hugs 🫀

@StViciousVampire Год назад

"I'm so proud of you for getting this far." I needed that today. Thank you😭❤

@BabyLo-iu6xv 4 месяца назад

I don't know how much longer I can go is it bad that this is the only thing keeping me alive

@Kev28and3 Год назад

I actually don't have depression but I found you guys and loved your songs. You guys can touch the heart in different ways.❤️🤩

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Glad you found us 🫀 Welcome to the fam

@eloinpuga Год назад

Showoff... (jk)

@First_KaShootMe Год назад

I remember when I first found this band, the first song being “Never Good Enough”, I passed it off as a group of people just making songs. I wasn’t a big fan of the kind of music, but I really liked the instrumental. I always thought everything that others created had a meaning or motive behind it. But for songs, I did not. But then, I received a text from a friend, who I have not talked to in years. It was a message, thanking me for being by their side and for showing them how much I cared for them..just for listening to them vent and giving some advice and giving them some comfort and support for the things they did. I began to panic, thinking that I was gonna lose them, but then they sent a song by Citizen Soldier called “Found”. When we saw each other again, we cried as we hugged each other after so long. This song had me shaking in my chair because of how much I can relate to it. And with how the subtle and small details visually added to the video. I was so close to crying and I was in a family dinner. If I weren’t to find this band, me and my friend wouldn’t be here, and I’m so glad that we found this band.

@TipsInTens Год назад

You're doing amazing, I'm proud of you for holding on and caring for others while fighting your own demons 💖🙏🏼

@stevenray2100 Год назад

This was a really good read this morning. Thank you for sharing your feelings with us. I hope your guy's friendship is going good!

@Mimi_loves_bkdk Год назад

Yay finally a new video😊

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

🫀

@Michael-u1u5l 5 месяцев назад

Why does this song so true 😢

@Simi_V_99 11 месяцев назад

you guys are seriously saving lives with your music...I'm so grateful to find you...thank you so much for your hard work and words ❤ be happy and healthy

@limey3272 Год назад

Amazing as always guys

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Glad to hear that 🫀

@wrightfamily7381 Год назад

I don't know if you'll ever read this. Jake, but most of your songs have saved my life and this one is no exception. So if you ever read this, thank you for everything and I'll do my best to keep holding on because of your kind words

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Keep holding on friend 🫀 We're in this together

@wrightfamily7381 Год назад

@@CitizenSoldier thank you so much. Ever since my brother died last month, it's been a tough ride, especially with my other brother acting like a jerk. I used to make a little cuts of my arms with my nails. Wanted to do that again but then I remembered pain is only temporary

@BreakingBadEdits2008 Год назад

I haven't even listened to over a minute of the song, but it's already amazing ❤️❤️❤️

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Good to hear 🫀

@azwlfboy Год назад

Lyrics torn from my soul made into reality with your gift. Thank you for this my friend. Beautifully done.

@budchumplaylists6148 9 месяцев назад

I've healed from my mental issues a while ago, I wish I'd found this band sooner. It makes me cry, listening to these lyrics. I really hope it helps anyone and everyone that is suffering. Know that you are loved, live on, friends😊

@olm8829 9 месяцев назад

Thanks for support! I am going through tough times with my depression, and music from Citizen Soldier, NF, Ren, Linkin Park and other artists who sing about mental health problems really helps to hold on and step away from the edge sometimes.

@angel.age54 Год назад

'Cause some pain is too much for words' definitely hit hard😢... 'Would anyone care' is now my official #2. This song really top it. Keep up the amazing songwriting Citizen Soldier!

@jjfrenzy789 Год назад

What’s number 1?

@angel.age54 Год назад

@@jjfrenzy789 #1 was originally Would Anyone Care but now it's this

@Loz.musicz Год назад

You guys have saved me so many times

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Much love Laura 🫀

@shaniadowell8318 Год назад

😢 all i want to do is cry 😭. This is how i feel

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

It's ok to cry 🫀

@shaniadowell8318 Год назад

@@CitizenSoldier I've been through so much in life I lost a sister in 2021 and I had a aunt that disowned me and every since I've been listening to ur songs to help me get through the day ❤️

@Kittyguirl 5 месяцев назад

'your not the only one that is feeling like this' a simple sentence but has made me feel more confident and less alone

@PlusUltrafan Год назад

This song is truly a gift. I think people rlly need this song. Thank you, Citizen Soldier, for making this song!! Ik it has rlly made my life easier knowing there are others who experience this too. You are a life saver. Keep up the great work! :D P.S: To all of you who think your alone, you aren't! I'm a Christian and I know I'm not alone bc God is with me, and you! He sent a person named Jesus Christ on the cross to save us from the sins we have that make us feel so miserable. He hasn't stopped you from feeling this way, but if you know someone loves you it's all that matters in this dark cold world. Never forget that someone loves you, and I love all of you! Have a blessed day!

@service_andrew 10 месяцев назад

Amen!!!!!❤

@rosetomlinson3202 Год назад

I been going through this since I was 12.I’m almost 50 now.this song is exactly how I feel 😢❤

@thelifeofkenzie2001 Год назад

I literally love this song so much already 🥺😭❤️

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Glad to hear that 🫀

@Ulfur8574 Год назад

Haven't listen to it yet, but i know its going to be a banger

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Banger alert 🫀

@Michelleruiz5330 Год назад

_¡¡"Wow Citizen Soldier, no puedo evitar querer Llorar✨🖤💫(╥﹏╥✿)♡ ~♪💖 Me Encantó estuvo muy Hermoso y Increíblemente Magnífico sigue son lo Mejor, me llegó directo al Corazón, sin duda le dan Impulso de Seguir a quienes ya se estaban Rindiendo, de parte de Ellos y de mi parte: Gracias!!♡ Amigos, Saludos y Abrazos desde México♥️(つ✧ω✧)つ🇲🇽"!!!!_

@Dethrider87 9 месяцев назад

i wont lie, your songs make me break down, and in a strange way i love it. they hit so hard that some days i feel like they were written for the hell that my life has slowly turned into over the years.. and you actually replying to my emails, it means so much to me... i honestly look up to you guys, and have so much respect for you and what your doing...

@jackpott2823 Год назад

Oh wow this is amazing. It’s so cool to see you guys improve and I’m glad you’re still releasing stuff

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Glad to hear that 🫀

@ZachMartin-v2n Год назад

This is the first time I have been this early. I love all of your music. You have definitely helped more than you know

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Much love Zach 🫀

@nakaharaaki6486 Год назад

Every single time i feel urge to end it - you guys release song and push me to not give up on me. I've cried a lot of tears while listening to your songs and this tears were the tears of healing. thank you.

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

It's ok to cry 🫀

@ryansparks2359 Год назад

Same thing here. First found them in a rough moment and it saved me. Then other songs comes out at just the proper moment that I need them in my life. Music touches my soul, like it was written about me.

@StViciousVampire 5 месяцев назад

My childhood best friend committed suicide this morning in her car at work. I wish she'd heard this song before it was too late....

@nadineobviously5878 4 месяца назад

:( im so sry

@jessiangel_girl6128 Год назад

You’re saving my life 😭

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Glad the music helps 🫀

@Joshua_owen003 Год назад

Amazing songs as always thanks citizen soldier 💛

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

🫀

@mr.supporter4u Год назад

Been 2-3 years since Cherry Nightcore introduced me to this channel and it's help me alot.

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Glad you did 🫀

@LauraCooper-nu1re 5 месяцев назад

Thank you so very much for this song. You expressed exactly how I'm feeling at this moment. Over two years of sacrificing all that I had and am to minister to others that need healing, and I've been left on the street with nothing for most of it, facing intensive persecution every day. Your words express exactly what that feels like and I appreciate that you willingly put them out there. God bless you and please keep being real. So tired of fake "Christian" encouragement from those in ivory towers.

@youareenoughngp 5 месяцев назад

I'm sorry for your sacrifices, you are very strong and your life is precious, I wish you good healing! ❤

@ElliottWard-nr7fp 5 месяцев назад

🤝 Stay strong! You're absolutely amazing! Also loved! ❤ Never give up hope. Life is too precious!

@Jazmobley 5 месяцев назад

i hate that that's happening, from someone in a hard place aswell keep that faith to know, he will get you through its hard but so worth it ,I'm praying for you, Heavenly father we pray for @LauraCooper-nu1re that she receive the encouragement, that cover every dark thought and you don't let her drift away, but she become even more stronger through the defeats and tough days, even when she feels like giving up speak to her heart lord that it not about what we do but who we are, may she receive a moment of rest to recoup and know why see keeps going and that a smile on her face appear knowing that everything's going be alright and that she remember your God and that means to believe and may receive belief and may psalm 70 wash over her mind body soul and spirit Amen.

@Jazmobley 5 месяцев назад

keep that belief strong and that prayer life ready you can do it i know you can so is everyone here. Take Care one sister to another

@stevenkaravass9048 5 месяцев назад

Ive been going through depression and anxiety for 8 years and honestly these beautiful songs have help me out so much and im still here 🥺😭❤️

@nadineobviously5878 4 месяца назад

Im so proud of u❤

@megc1241 Год назад

Ive been struggling a lot lately and this could not have come at a better time. Im just going to play it on repeat for a bit. Thank you for another beautiful song for my playlists 💜💙

@filipgorski1048 Год назад

Already crying hearing this, another too good, hard hitting song, keep it up Guys❤. Love it.

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

It's ok to cry 🫀

@supermangarritano6636 Год назад

Been needing a reason 😢

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Stay here friend 🫀 Sending hugs

@teroyagi Год назад

For once i feel like i have a reason to live now. This song brought me to tears because i felt like im actually being talked to by someone who understands me.... Thank you for giving me hope, Thank you for saving my life....

@RichardWeaver-x5s 8 месяцев назад

Fuck friends. They always backstab you in the end. They eventually turn their backs on you when you need them the most. They will become disloyal to you. They will betray you in the end. I know this too well. I been through it all. Even more. I got no more friends anymore.

@anonymousguardian2267 Год назад

"I'm so proud of you for getting this far", this hit hard. Now, the next question is "Can i go further? How far?"

@stardapanda8916 Год назад

this song is so amazing. this song hits really close to home. i'd be lying if i said it didn't make me cry. reminds me of "Found." in some ways. like, the message behind it. thank you guys so damn much for your music. you have no idea how many people are still alive because of your songs.

@AlysonBate Год назад

Another beautiful song with a message so many need to hear. You find a way to articulate what is so hard to put into words. ; So powerful. 💙 Thank you.

@QueenNiaUTube 9 месяцев назад

Your band, and your music is what’s keeping me alive. This is the lowest I’ve ever been and I’m so grateful there’s songs like this one out there. I hope you realise how many people you’ve helped with your music. Your band is so underrated. Keep making music

@thatsnaturalohyeah 8 месяцев назад

Hang in there. You matter so much. You are an original masterpiece. Keep fighting. I have paranoid schizophrenia. I battle voices daily. This music calms me down. I have there latest one ICU.❤

@ThatDeadBakka 11 месяцев назад

Having to take the role of tower of strength.. I rarely have someone who can rebuild me.... And help me keep from falling.... This song is.... Incredible... It somehow makes me feel stronger... Makes me want to push forward with my friends with me.. Thank you Jake.... .your music made me believe again..

@Infernal_Blaz3 Год назад

❤‍🔥Stay Strong, Keep Fighting, Never Give Up ❤‍🔥 💓Thx for the amazing songs!! 💓 🌟Keep up the good work!! 🌟

@tyfaniuzumakiuwu2050 Год назад

he estado bastante cansada últimamente, ya casi ni energías para darle buena cara a cada mañana, la negatividad me invade y pierdo las ganas de seguir... Pero ustedes siempre tienen una canción para hablarle a mi tristeza y reconfortarme, esta canción incluso fue casi personal para alguien que siempre está tratando de convencerse de que vale la pena seguir viviendo un día más. Gracias chicos!!! uwu

@sachhe2116 11 месяцев назад

Espero todo esté llendo lo mejor posible, y decirte que aunque no te conozca de nada estoy segura que de siempre sacarás fuerzas de donde sea, así que te mando muchísimos ánimos y decirte que nunca te rinda y que conseguirás cosas maravillosas uwu

@indiannaamers8847 Год назад

Your music has helped a nation an I thankyou for the words you sing an once I found Ur music I finally started fixing myself so you helped me an so many more people with your music an i love how you put emotion into every word you sing❤❤❤

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Appreciate those words 🫀

@indiannaamers8847 Год назад

@@CitizenSoldier yet again I thank you

@sophiewilson3474 Год назад

Everyone in these comments who has ever struggled with these feelings, I’m so proud of you all for getting this far ❤❤

@FeliciaLovesYou 2 месяца назад

I always listen to this song when I feel down, and it has helped me a lot with my mental health.

@starflowershower1299 Год назад

I don't usually write comments but I wanted to thank you for this song. It made me cry after the first sentences and right now it gives me the feeling of safety? I don't know how to explain it but it's nice to know that I'm not the only one fighting. Furthermore I really needed to hear this song right now I guess haha. To everyone who read this far: I wish you the best and please don't forget that you're not alone. I hope you'll get through whatever you're facing right now because even when I don't know you I think you deserve to be happy. I'm happy that you're still alive and I'm proud of you, I really mean it.

@brittanym. Год назад

Safety is a great word for it! When I think safety I think the feeling of being understood, cared for, and validated especially when we're in a very vulnerable place. 🙂 You're also not alone friend, and I'm proud of you too!

@alexbrown792 Год назад

Absolute fire as per usual

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Thanks Alex 🫀

@izayaorihara8282 Год назад

Been waiting since last night for this! You guys are amazing! Thank you for always making such incredible music!!! ❤❤❤ please like this! And if you leave a comment it would 100% make my day! I love you guys!!!

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Appreciate you Rose 🫀

@josephzook 2 месяца назад

In all your days to come; no matter what you do, who you become, where you end up, or how many days you have ... live your life, choose to be happy, hold to your values, never betray your yourself, stay loyal to those whom you keep close, honor your word, act with kindness, stand your ground, be willing to grow and learn, make yourself proud, commit to your choices, recognize your faults, learn from your failures, forgive yourself, look yourself in the eye, find something to love, and know when to let go. Live your life, every day, the good ones and the bad. Cherish them all. Make a difference; leave your mark. Live beyond your last breath.

@kayleeking1971 Год назад

Citizen soldier thank you for your music it saved my life and gives me a reason to live even though right now i feel like there's no reason to live😭❤

@Xxxwolf_bloodxxX Год назад

Listened to this with head phones and thought of my hubby, thank you for this beautiful song❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ love y'all🫂🫂🫂

@Zekken001 Год назад

Never ceases to amaze us, great job as always.

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

Glad to hear that 🫀

@--Unknown-User-- Год назад

Ahhhhh yea, new song ❤

@CitizenSoldier Год назад

🫀

@RykerWolfNhyansky Год назад

This song really hit me so hard... Actually i ever thought if i be aline, just by myself i would be better but, its not true😢 hearing those words made me want to cry so hard..😢

@amber_lynn98 Год назад

Literally laying here bawling. Just turned midnight and is now birthday and I'm feeling the weight of getting older a lot heavier this year. I needed this song. Thank you. So much.

@AxelRisesAgain91 Год назад

Just hearing that "I'm so proud of you for getting this far" had me crying. I didn't know how much I needed to hear that until I did. Thank you so much for all that you do, and the music that you create. It's gotten me through some terrible times, and helped me to hang on to fight another day.