cleaning my depression room and taking care of myself [mellow vlog]

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hello frens of the internet :)
Depression can manifest differently for everyone and can look different depending on the season of your life. I hope that anyone struggling with their mental health does not compare what my mental health looks like to theirs. Especially since this video does not capture accurately what I go through. We all battle and navigate through it uniquely. I do hope that this can serve as some encouragement and a gentle reminder to take care of yourself in any way. Starting small like drinking enough water for the day, because sometimes that is the best we can do. This was a more light hearted mellow video, but perhaps in future videos I’ll share more about my mental health journey.
Thank you for showing up to life today, just as you are
I wanted to share that I’m not religious but I fully respect and honor all religions, as I believe there are many principle values and truths we can take from those sacred texts and apply to our lives if we choose to do so. My interpretation of God is not assigned to one religion, rather, I view God as a force of unconditional love. Regardless, the poem I read is one that can touch the heart of all beings, no matter if you are religous or not. Interpret it for how you want it to resonate with you and leave the rest behind. it’s all Love ❤️
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@kesikae Год назад

I don't really comment on social media, but this resonated with me so deeply, especially the part about returning to unhealthy habits after you've been around family for extended periods of time. Watching this was like watching myself last week- finding by (seeming) accident a small part of someone's life so similar to yours shared is such a profound connection. Thank you for sharing this, stranger. I wish you all the best and I hope your struggles lessen. Take care

@eternalrebirth333 Год назад

Wow, such reflections. Thank you so much for taking the time to write your sweet message. I love knowing we are not alone in our experiences and how mirrored they are. I am sending you lots of love and courage as you navigate through the challenges in your life. 🫂❤️

@Beautiful_Quran_verses Год назад

@@eternalrebirth333 ❤❤

@minas.831 Год назад

Same

@valentindarckrose-xq6uy 5 месяцев назад

Take care of yourself too, it's the most important thing right now 😊

@jaxli02 Год назад

I started tearing up when you showed that photo you keep of your younger self as a reminder of who you're talking to when speaking unkindly to yourself. What a great reminder to keep. I realize I might not be able to change the past, but that doesn't mean it has to keep following me in the form of sniping, uncharitable self-criticism. Thank you; this was a lovely video for you to share.

@eternalrebirth333 Год назад

I’m giving you and your inner a child a warm cozy hug, sending lots of love to you both 🫂💓

@lottexwolsink Год назад

Meetoo! Was about to comment this lol

@zahraaahmed6028 Год назад

I just love how this video is so realistic and we all can relate to it

@eternalrebirth333 Год назад

☺️

@barneypaodoce Год назад

It is so comfy to see realistic videos. I feel like I'm being embraced

@hazzycloudz4546 Год назад

yes it’s comforting

@Synonomous Год назад

Totally cannot relate to this in any way. I hope she recovers. God Bless.

@79kitkat79 Год назад

dude sleeping as a way to avoid everything is so fucking relatable. thanks for sharing :' )

@maryevans9382 Год назад

i had a horrible couple of days to the point that I didn't get out of bed until 6pm today and i figured i would go sit in my chair instead and go on my laptop instead of my phone (baby steps) this was the first video that came up in my recommended and it is exactly what I'm going through today. it helped a lot, i really needed this thank you

@eliftas3344 Год назад

So proud of you! ♡

@luvusm111 Год назад

You can do this!! Start small theres no rush your a beautiful person and alot of people love you

@barneypaodoce Год назад

I hope you get better

@spookayWAKKU Год назад

Keep going!! 💗💗💗

@eternalrebirth333 Год назад

the poem I read is from the book “The Gift” by Hafiz it’s truly such a wonderful collection of poems by a 13th century Persian poet :) [edit: I want to acknowledge that I’m aware my depression room is very mild in this video. My room truly has seen so much messier, and it just so happened that when I decided to film this video my room wasn’t that cluttered. I actually was debating if I should make it more “messy” so it was more realistic for how my room usually looks when I’m deep in a depressive episode, but I chose to keep it the way it is because that is what my room truly looked liked at that time. Please do not compare how your depression looks to mine, especially since this video doesn’t accurately capture the totality of what my depression can look like. Wherever you’re at on your mental health journey and whatever that looks like for you is so valid and so lovable ❤]

@helili Год назад

that’s really cool that you like hafiz! i’m persian and my family’s obsessed with hafiz so we have like 4 books lol. so i was surprised to see you reading it but im glad you like it!

@MiniGod111 Год назад

@@helili yeah I'm Persian & i felt the same too من خودم خیلی دیوان حافظ رو دوست داشتم همیشه، ولی نمیدونستم کتابهای دیگه ای هم داره فک میکردم فقط همین دیوانش مجموعه همه شعراییه که گفته

@sabssabssabs Год назад

Thank you for your video. It made me realize lots of things, such as talking kind words to myself. And OMG the poem was the highlight for me. I also was wondering which song you are playing at the end? It's so calm and it feels like a lullaby 💕 And thank you for loving yourself enough to take care of yourself, I know how much energy it takes to do something as "simple" as having some water in those days. So thank you, you are loved and appreciated, and I fully believe we all are here for a reason. Being happy and living our best life is such a great way to start, right? May God keep your heart close to His, so full of warmth and joy. Because no matter what the world says against you, you may never forget God loves you immensely.

@pixelzebra8440 Год назад

I cried during this. This might seem like just a calm video to some but I realized the pain that you’ve been going through is like mine. You were able to not give up and truly give it your all and it’s inspiring. It’s truly hurts me that you also seem like an amazing person who’s super beautiful and no one should have to go through this. You might have inspired me to clean my disaster of a room that could take a month to clean. When you read the poem your voice was so soft and comforting and the poem you shared was truly beautiful. I know you probably won’t see this, but from the bottom of my heart, thank you for this little bit of paradise.

@schiiiler2052 Год назад

I do love the fact that now people are more interested in realistic videos then in videos with high quality, expensive picture and etc. Nowadays such videos are aprecciated. While watching this, I felt so calm and peaceful, I often try to find something like that to relax. Thank you!

@jaky411 Год назад

This made me go into tears because of how raw and real this video is for me. Everything that you bring up about making your bed, doing laundry and cleaning takes so much effort for any one that suffers from depression…

@prachi6685 Год назад

hey, I pray that you, me, and all of us who are suffering from something will get over it. we will find a way to get our spark back and come back even stronger. we shouldn't forget that every time we fell into that slump, we came out of it and this time too we will. that book from which you read that poem was pleasing enough for me i just want to know that book's name. thank you for reading this so long.

@eternalrebirth333 Год назад

wow thank you for sharing your prayer with all of us here. Yes I fully believe we all will, and i have no doubt that our resiliency will triumph all the hardships. also sooo happy to know you enjoyed the poem as much as I did, please check my pinned comment for the book title :)

@ValleyData Год назад

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@1992salala Год назад

❤

@Neekachu11 Год назад

I struggle with self depricating thoughts and your idea to keep a photo of you as a child to remind yourself that's who you're talking to struck such a chord with me. Because I couldn't imagine myself saying those things to her, but here I am! I might try that myself. Lots of love and prayers for your journey!

@hazzycloudz4546 Год назад

im gonna try that haha i hope it works

@Agape122 Год назад

If your are good and loving to yourself, remember that at the same time you are being loving to the entire world. What you do to yourself gets extended to the whole world, energetically, and eventually throughout your life too. So, you are helping us all by being kind to yourself. I send you all my love.

@diediedice Год назад

Ikr! I heard of it before but forgot about it. Now I'm going to make myself some tea, search for my old photo albums and cherish my (child)-self more :)

@anchuukki5542 Год назад

Sometimes I really need to remind myself that the simplest things are enough when the going gets tough. Managing to clean up or making some food for yourself or messaging a friend takes so much energy when there's a low. This video is so delightfully real and gentle. Thank you and I wish you and everyone in the comments all the best

@lostavenue4819 Год назад

This found me at the right time, I’ve been going through another depression slump these past few weeks, and I especially relate about using sleep as a coping mechanism. But I think I’m ready to start trying again, to continue trying even through the bad days. Because there’s always a chance that tomorrow will be better. Thank you for giving me a boost of motivation and comfort knowing I’m not going through this alone. Sending you healing and positive energy

@eternalrebirth333 Год назад

hello love, I am smiling on the other side of the screen, knowing that you are feeling the hope of better days. I absolutely love what you shared about trying even through the bad days. We may fall often, but we’ll just keep getting back up, by then we’ll be such pros that getting back up is just an automatic response :) Sending you courage and compassion as you move through both the positive and negative days. the light is already shining onto your reality ☺️

@Beautiful_Quran_verses Год назад

@@eternalrebirth333 ❤❤❤❤

@Selmaa226 Год назад

how are we so similar?

@taehyunggtae Год назад

Same and i feel so bad because of it

@Beautiful_Quran_verses Год назад

@@taehyunggtae 🍂

@2you_nj 2 месяца назад

Everytime I slip back into a bad depressive episode I come back and watch this video I don’t know why but it’s extremely comforting. Thank you for helping me

@bigskib Год назад

I had such a hard time when I had to move back in with my parents after graduating from college. Having to re-adjust, becoming seen as a child simply by living under the same roof again, the guilt and shame surrounding it. I would stay up all night sometimes and sleep half or more of the day away others. My eating was irregular, I wasn't able to take care of myself like I had before for quite a while. It takes time, but things will absolutely change. Sometimes all it takes is one good opportunity that makes you want to take a leap, something that pushes you to get up and be passionate about life again. It happened for me, and I've been a lot happier ever since I was able to get back on the path I wanted for myself. Taking it slow, taking better care of myself, that is truly what helped me through that low time of my life. Wishing you the best!!

@eternalrebirth333 Год назад

this is so real as I relate as well. and very much resonate with that one good opportunity that makes you feel passionate about life again. I am so happy to hear that you have found what makes you light up, and that you are giving yourself the grace to go at your own pace. Thank you for taking the time to share this, I’m celebrating the both of us :)

@beatrice.840 8 месяцев назад

this video often comes up on my homepage just when I need it, it makes me feel very warm and calm and happy and resonates with me whenever it comes up randomly. it always feels like that warm honey milk drink the mom in ponyo makes during a thunderstorm! Thank you for making me feel very warm and calm and happy, and reminding me of the warm honey milk drink from ponyo! and thank u for reading us a poem and making us feel seen and connected to one another

@eternalrebirth333 8 месяцев назад

🥺🥺 warm and cozy feelings all the way, I love that you felt that. I think I’ll rewatch ponyo too🐙

@catpisssss Год назад

when you said you kept that photo of your younger self to remind you who you are talking to when being unkind to yourself I just found myself crying cause I deeply resonated with it

@Clara-zo7ry Год назад

I've been struggling with and learning from depression and anxiety a lot recently, and it is so lovely to see someone else being vulnerable and intentional like this online. It is clear that you are doing your best to be gentle with yourself and keep moving forward, just wanted to say that you're doing great!!!! Keep going and thank you for sharing!!!

@mehi7148 Год назад

I'm honestly so proud of you. I know I dont know you and you probably think I'm just some random person who doesn't know much. But just getting up and deciding to make it better for yourself is such a big step. I know what its like to feel so full and lethargic and tired and just stuck in a never ending cycle. Your going to have some bad days but keep on going.

@eternalrebirth333 Год назад

thank you so much 🥺 don’t even have words tbh, just grateful to receive your kind message. sending you lots of love and abundance sweet one

@mehi7148 Год назад

@@eternalrebirth333 Its np. I hope you have a good day

@gheivss4226 Год назад

I don't know why is this video in my recommended but you have a BEAUTIFUL voice while u reading that poem.

@eternalrebirth333 Год назад

that is so so sweet, I love poetry and sharing it is honestly one of my love languages. So it means so much you and many others have enjoyed the poem🥹🥹

@bunnyboo888 Год назад

@@eternalrebirth333what’s the book of poems that you were reading? It was so lovely that i teared up

@Eli-gl1fp Год назад

@@bunnyboo888 i would like to know as well!!

@okand6156 11 месяцев назад

@@bunnyboo888 it is called The Gift: Poems by Hafiz

@okand6156 11 месяцев назад

@@Eli-gl1fp it is called The Gift: Poems by Hafiz

@Alex-ny8sg Год назад

I sometimes find that videos online to help people 'get out of depression ruts' are very full on and can feel really overwhelming when you just want some motivation to do better but this video felt like a gentle hug and like it was coaxing me out of my unhealthy habits. Thank you for being such a gentle being and thank you for sharing your gentleness with the world.

@samridhimehta9997 Год назад

I am glad to see that you are also adapting the benefits of Indian culture by doing Yoga and Gayatri Mantra. Hope you stay happy and healthy. Love from India. ❤

@whoasked6696 Год назад

Ugh it was probably a good thing your video came into my recommended because the title of the video, “depression room”, really reminded me how my room was a complete mess and how I never bothered to clean it and I’m always just sitting around using my phone when I should be doing my homework that has been piling up, and I feel just so overwhelmed, but this gives me hope encourage to get through it

@luvie2098 Год назад

hey, i’ve been in ur situation and i want u to know that you can do it. i believe in you okay? just take things slowly, like doing a little bit of hw first and then cleaning parts of your room. you can do it!

@Reroseshi Год назад

i've been trying recently to get my life back into shape and this video made me feel great and more motivated to get through it so thank you so much for this!! Keep going, you are doing great dear~

@eternalrebirth333 Год назад

ahh I’m so proud of you and touched to hear it brought motivation to keep going. thank you for your presence here, we growing through it together :)

@Reroseshi Год назад

@@eternalrebirth333 yessss exactly! Also thank you again :)

@urmary Год назад

Thank you for sharing this masterpiece. This is another solid evidence that we should not force ourselves to do something just to be labelled as "productive" It is INDEED OKAY to take things slowly. In fact, being on bed all day is a productive/healthy routine for us. We should all be gentle in ourselves, in that way we can see what beauty we can do tomorrow.

@akemifoxx2115 Год назад

It’s really good to see you doing laundry, stretching, reading and cleaning. Motivates me. Actually it seems easy when I see other people doing those simple things. But only you know what you have been through. Keep going. We all have good days and bad days. Hope you’re getting better little by little 💛

@jen.231 Год назад

seeing the words "loving myself out of a depressive slump" really put my own recoveries in persepctive for me. loving yourself gently enough to ease you back into routine is so so important so thank you for bringing it to light :)

@sude9996 Год назад

i cried so hard... i cant even tell you why. i guess i just felt really comfortable with you and last time i felt this pretty feeling was too much time ago. im so glad i felt it again. thank you angel, you cant even imagine how matter was your help to me... i love you!

@eternalrebirth333 Год назад

this was the sweetest thing to read. all tears are welcome here, and all of you is welcome here, I love you too !

@sude9996 Год назад

@@eternalrebirth333 I cant stop smiling to screen... you made my day better AGAIN... what an angel you are. god bless you!!🪷🥹

@Bookworm_August Год назад

I was feeling very depressed recently and I got this video on my RU-vid recommendation I absolutely loved this, I feel like I'm not the only one feeling this out of the world 🥺❤️ Thank you for sharing such a great video✨🦋

@meshelnoori383 Год назад

I really enjoyed watching your video. I feel grateful that there are people like you who exist and make me feel less alone in my current life issues. thank you so much.

@pinkpixiepeony4407 Год назад

Your video is a gift. You are truly wise beyond your years and a blessing.

@i8citrus Год назад

So thankful for this video’s existence

@qluvbot222 Год назад

I'm so glad this video reached me today. You helped me clear my mind from the many things that are going on right now, and inspired me to be kind to myself this evening. I'm gonna go shower now and take time for myself instead of trying to ignore the problems. Thank you so much for this and sharing this part of your life with us. I hope you're well :)

@eternalrebirth333 Год назад

this made my heart so warm 🥹🥹 Thank you thank you thank you ❤️ I hope you continue anchoring the voice of compassion into your day

@mwm2129 Год назад

Such a beautiful soul, thank you for making this video. The guitar at the end was enough to make me burst into tears. Sending you loads of love.

@trapdeath99 Год назад

This video reminds me of my dark days when i just wanted to escape reality... But somehow i manged to overcome that darkness. Now also sometimes i feel like m worthless and feel like sleeping and never confront the reality. Your video was so relatable for many ppl and thanx for the video and thanx for sharing ur experience to us... Keep smiling because u put a smile in many faces like mine. 😃

@betulbsstudycorner3354 Год назад

It was quite touching.. I saw a reflection of the feelings that I had experienced many times especially in the last month. I can understand how much energy it takes to be able to do small things, especially in a depressive moment. That's why I want you to know that the time and care you give to yourself, your effort, and the fact that you touch many people who have similar feelings are very valuable. 🌿💚

@joshimuraa 3 месяца назад

i love how this is slow paced and calm, i love this🫶🏼

@simpleheartdelights Год назад

You're such an inspiration..I do hope that you'd reach more people especially those currently undergoing depression. Please continue inspiring us and may God bless you and your family always..❤❤

@Mimi-jc2cg Год назад

I wake up today literally feeling like this.. and seeing this quiet loving video made me feel better. So at least I cried, wake up, clean up a bit and made my bed. I hope it gets better.

@eihtike4543 Год назад

I learned that is a good habit to reward ourselves after doing a great thing even if it is a small thing, we should reward ourselves. Thank you! Your content makes my Friday evening perfect. Take care and wish you all good things happen to you.

@lizziedeerest Год назад

Most realistic and calm video I’ve seen in a long time 💙💙 I hope you continue to create videos whenever you feel inspired. Thank you for your vulnerability 💙

@Taiga_6969 6 месяцев назад

I watch this video every time I need motivation. I have no idea why, but this video gives me so much comfort. ❤️

@lianalincoln9938 Год назад

Oh my I'm just cried the whole video. I didn't expect it to make me feel such a strong emotions. And you're voice is so beautiful and calming

@luvusm111 Год назад

Im dealing with this and this was refreshing to see other people deal with it too since social media can only display the good and make u feel like ur missing out :C Im trying to get better but its been rough

@annet04 Год назад

I really needed this,,, not sure how this video made it's way into my recommendations but I haven't felt so seen in such a while. the part about the manifestation into the physical surroundings especially, hope you're doing better and thank you for giving me the motivation to clear my own room and in a way my cluttered mind too

@mstudies8784 Год назад

Thank you ❤❤💫 It's been a week I was in a depression. Now I am going to clean my room.

@whoami6601 Год назад

For some reason I cannot explain, your video has made me feel very warm inside. Thank you, and keep taking care of yourself. You're doing great 🙂

@caitlinnichol719 Год назад

I'm really in love with this video. no crazy cuts or loud talking. just a very very chill, real cleaning vid. thank you

@dawn.c Год назад

Found your channel at the right time 🙏🏻 The past few weeks have been pretty rough, just going through a lot of unfortunate events that brought back a lot of the trauma I've been working so very hard (together with help from my therapist) to heal from. I was at my wits end, felt myself spiralling again, because I'm afraid of starting back at square one. It was all so overwhelming, I kept praying I'd find something here that'll help. That's when youtube recommended your videos. Listening to you sharing about your experiences with us and watching your videos is really therapeutic, you have such a soothing voice! ✨

@shraxoxo Год назад

this is my first time watching you but you make me feel extremely comfortable. you’re a great person. :)

@alia57832 Год назад

wow i’m speechless. i’m so glad youtube recommended this video for me. you inspired and motivated me sm throughout this video in a way i can’t explain it :(

@iluvwonyoung_ Год назад

I don't know what do I like these videos. I love to see people being happy. Hope you the best, you are so strong 💘

@liiiyaaa12 Год назад

Hey! Thank you so much for posting this it made me clean my depression room and I feel much better now that I have a clean environment! Best of luck in anything you wish to accomplish!💗

@user-qk2pb8om2k Год назад

Your room looks so comfortable and cozy and would give good vibes to be in

@aakankshasingh8893 Год назад

I don't think i've ever resonated so deeply with someone before. So glad i came across your video

@sophiab6787 6 месяцев назад

i really appreciate this video and i really appreciate you for posting it as well. you seem like you have such a gentle soul. the little caption commentary was such a lovely touch as well, i feel like i know a little part about you :) it was very comforting and inspiring. thank you!! 🩷

@lalulu697 Год назад

09:08 nooooo plase I broke into tears just days ago a found a video saying something like "the person you are right now is the person you would've felt safe with as a kid" I just want her to be happy, safe and complete. Thank you so much for this video.

@chloed-c25 Год назад

Hi thank you so much for sharing this . Even though I cannot relate exactly because I struggle with anxiety this feels so comforting to watch . To know that I’m not the only one in the world who struggles with things that other people do so easily . So really thank you , glad this appeared in my recommendations .

@PlanetXeddex Год назад

This is me nearly every day. Staying in my bed and not wanting to get up, but this video is really inspiring to me to make a change, and try and come out of my shell. Thanks for sharing this.

@limeToast. Год назад

Girl your voice is so soothing mashallah💕 I can listen to u all day

@wardr0be 11 месяцев назад

i love your room so much! this video felt like a breath of fresh air, thank you. i hope you're doing better.

@azucena-hm2wo Год назад

i like how this is calming but not boring. its hard to achieve that and this motivated me. i hope you do well in the future. i an rooting for you.

@helenfs11465 Год назад

Getting to this point, where you can a achive this AND film and edit it. Is really admirable. I really hope you get better every new day and find more things that make you happy. Just know that I really admire you.

@thatswhatisaid8908 Год назад

What a warm, dear little person you are! I'm sure you will feel better now your room and self are clean! It always helps me, but isn't always easy to do when you're down.

@puisan8 Год назад

Really needed to see this today, I feel so blessed that you’re video arrived in my recommended when I needed it most! Sending my love💌

@dari7933 Год назад

This is so calming. Your voice and the entire video was so relaxing. This past month has been really tough and i have been stuck in a depressive episode. It has been so hard getting out of bed and doing anything. Seeing you taking time to take care of yourself , even just cleaning up your desk and bed, made me feel a bit better and motivated. I feel I just wanted to say that . I wish you all the best and I hope you do more of videos like this.

@eternalrebirth333 Год назад

giving you a big hug through the screen, I know how challenging it can be to do even the simplest of things. You got this love, break down tasks to the most micro level and start there. patience and compassion are your best friends. I believe in you, one step at a time :)

@youdontknowme7635 Год назад

I truthfully love this video. It motivated me to clean up my own room which is something I haven’t done in many months until now. So thank you very much for sharing this video it has effected me greatly and I appreciate that. Have an amazing day and/or night ❤

@muiltifandom-kidd4925 Год назад

This video is so comforting, I rewatch so often when I feel down or anything in that category. Thank you so much for it, it truly helps and means so much🤍

@eternalrebirth333 Год назад

thank you 🥺 thank you for making this space on the internet cozy :)

@MsTubular09 Год назад

hope you make more videos. this was very relaxing. sending love and hugs for each beautiful day you are here ♥

@kass7371 Год назад

You have helped me get out of bed today and shower. Thank you ❤️

@oops889 Год назад

This is nice, I really enjoy the atmosphere in this video especially your room. It’s hard to find channels like yours for example I don’t know but it’s calming and v interesting. There’s just something about it yk. Look forward to seeing more ☺️.

@moondiee_ Год назад

today i had really bad time during my anxiety moment and found out ur video and made me feel receiving a big hug of love, thank you 🫂🤍

@ashlee2011marie Год назад

Thanks for sharing. I feel myself slipping into a depressive slump so it is nice to be reminded of ways to get through.

@OnyxIdol Год назад

I can relate to this so much. I am also practising taking better care of myself and my belongings. Good luck on your journey.

@priyavatala5020 10 месяцев назад

Im so glad i came across your channel. This is how I am when I’m with myself.

@ozkid8657 Год назад

i had a day just like this one today. thank you for making this

@DragonKnight1230 Год назад

Watching this video really not only hit some very touching valleys in my own inner self, but moved me in a way. I just felt something special watching it, something beautiful…important. The words and poem expressed in this were truly beautiful. I also felt a heart string when you showed your old pic and why you kept it around. I felt moved to say that for all the negative you may struggle with or will struggle with, you are really special. I can’t explain it. Something about you just feels remarkably soulful and beautiful. You are someone special and I really love to know more. I’m just a guy on this side of a screen but thank you for these kinds of vids. They mean something amazing. I only hope that you know they are so amazing because of you being some awesome. Don’t be so hard on yourself if you can’t, and remember beauty is not in perfection, but rather in imperfection. Thus it is in our imperfections where we grow our gardens of reflection and presentation. Accept and love ever scar and don’t be afraid. You matter. The world is better because of it I am sure :)

@khivy Год назад

i think i found my comfort video which im going to watch over and over again whenever i feel bad or i need to clean my room>i love it so much and u r so good at playing guitar! keep going 3>

@madeleinec1107 Год назад

This was so calming - I love your room! Inspired me to try and do something to care for myself

@until_then Год назад

Thank you for making me feel that I'm not alone. When My depressive phase starts I don't even leave my Bed, often skip food. But Nowadays I clean my room to start a new cycle. Cleaning is one of my depression therapy ❤️

@RosarioEguiazabal Год назад

I bawled the entire time, thank you so much for sharing this, I'm so looking forward to seeing more!

@parasecund Год назад

Thank you for shearing, your vid lowed my anxiety and made small piece of my heart actually believe that I am not the only one who is in condition like this. Every time feels like another part of me is healed, thank u again and wishing u all the best

@Tonilish Год назад

this was so reaistic and relaxing at the same time. After that video, I took care of myself after a while

@888_do Год назад

i love this, this gives me so much motivation. this is so real🫶🏼

@ashiagrawal1953 Год назад

This video is so relaxing that i came back to watch it after 5 minutes,so addictive 😊🧡🧡

@jennicemishra6425 Год назад

ah i am literally full on crying rn but i am so proud of you for taking care of yourself. I guess what touched me the most was the part where you speak about how being with you family can trigger you sometimes. and also the poem. it was beautiful. Thank you for sharing this

@eternalrebirth333 Год назад

you are a gentle soul, thank you for receiving, giving you a big cozy virtual hug 🫂🥰

@angelicnic777 Год назад

i needed this. i so desperately needed this.

@Itsaves_2 Год назад

this video was so calming, it made me happy to see that you took the time to make this. it was real, and such a great reminder that sometimes you need to step back and relax yourself. take care love, and remember good days are to come.

@luizapinheirofelix5310 Год назад

love your voice🥺 i would listen to this to get to sleep, its so soft :(

@khadija3805 Год назад

this video was so comforting and relaxing to watch

@eternalrebirth333 Год назад

it really does warm my heart knowing this brought some comfort and peace to you, thank you for your presence here☺️

@kenzas5896 8 месяцев назад

i always come back to this video whenever i’m not feeling good ❤

@BorderlineRatLady Год назад

You are so beautiful, confident and strong! This is the first vid of yours I’ve watched and I am now a subscriber. ❤

@jay2579 Год назад

Thank you for this video. It really helped me calm down and helped me gain new perspective. I can start again and get back into things.

@emmymartirosyan1399 Год назад

Your voice is so calming, also you're so pretty

@MonikaSharma-xo8rp Год назад

I saw me in you. I hope you keep posting and share your journey with us . Thankyou for uploading this video ❤️

@ASMinor Год назад

I am an avid mental health awareness advocate and spoken word performer, and I love this so much. I travel the country trying to bring that awareness on stages, in classrooms, hospitals, and on my RU-vid channel, so I get excited when I see other advocates. 💚❤️

@entellektuelyemeksever Год назад

I am very happy to have discovered your channel with this video, I believe it will improve a lot in a short time💙🌼

@Distressedsacamerd 10 месяцев назад

This has been very nice to watch. It's comforting me into the idea of focusing on healing and caring for my spaces. Thank you :)

@helengrugett Год назад

this video felt like a warm hug, thank you

@marsgal6027 Год назад

I really related to this feeling of being so overwhelmed that the though of confronting anything was too much. Sleep or over indulging felt like the answer, or at least that's what would tell myself, but in reality nothing would fill thi longing empty feeling. Finally I start treating myself better and trying to be my own solution. It's not perfect but it helps me feel at peace a little more