God bless anyone whos fought a similar battle i have. Ans survived 4 over doses. Thank God. I used to listen to the song and do Coke all night long and cry at the end of it all while drinking trying to come down. I think God only along with myself I guess I have to credit myself as well as the vessel. But God save me alone I had nobody to help me at all. Did it with myself and God's power. I have now had no surgery and am now in recovery for 4 years. No drugs. I still appreciate this song is so much. I would cry to this song cuz I was still struggling. Now I listen and I feel so happy that I beat my condition even though it's a lifelong struggle. I'm winning the battle majorly 4 years in and I don't see any chance for me to relapse again ever.
Wow, look at all of these people this guy has touched. All of these people he has given a voice. This is more than just music, wish he had more recognition. I listen to him every day. Helps me stay true to myself. I hope he gets this message and knows he has touched lives
I've been setting here thinking how far I've actually come and it brings tears to my eyes. When I was at the lowest point in my addiction I never thought that I could ever get to where I am now I honestly thought that I would die a using addict. Now I have a great job a beautiful relationship with my wife and god everything I thought that I could never have I have now. I'm just so damn thankful that I gave myself a chance and quit listening to all those negative thoughts I would have when I was using. Its not been an easy road by no means and it is still hard at times but the difference now is I know if I put in the work I can and will achieve the goals I set out to achieve. Anyone struggling right now I am proof that anyone can achieve recovery if it's what they truly want all you have to do is give yourself a chance and work for it. Love you guys so much!! Keep pressing forward keep fighting the good fight!!
Give yourself a chance!💙 I think that's the key to what I've been chasing and it's what I'm doing now. Thanks for sharing that because it just helped this addict
Im a recovering addict and i truely believe god has given you a gift to touch people that are in a struggle. its good to hear a positive message come out something as terrible as addiction. your lyrics are really touching.
struggle daily not jus being clean... But my daiky struggles are real and I have to give them all to the good man above. without him I feel like I have nobody. ive lived this lonley life since my mom passed away Jan.2 2011 The holidays are my worst to relive over an over. but in the end I know MY GUARDIAN ANGEL IS WITH ME EVERY ATEP I TAKE SHE THERE💜 I'D GIVE A MILLION DOLLARS TO HAVE HER HERE WITH ME STILL. FAMILY HAS COMPLETELY FALLEN APART SINCE 2011. SHE WAS THE " SWEET GLUE" TO HOLDING US ALL TOGETHER. AN NOW ITS NOTHING BUT LONELINESS. STAY STRONG YOU ALL🙏💙💜❤💚
@@thomasinaowens4854 You’re Mum is with you every step of your recovery, your guiding light & inner strength. I lost my Dad 3 years ago on 13th dec. Today I’m sitting 8 days clean🙏🏻 I wish he could’ve been here to see but I know he watches over me & gave me the strength this time. Sending healing from Glasgow. U.K. ❤️🤍💙
@@thomasinaowens4854 I’m too old for this LOL. 30 years in active addiction? I’ve did my time. Thank you so much for the support 🙏🏻Day 9 & things have settled down. This time last week this was only a dream. Miracles happen when we put in the effort ❤️⚪️💙
Lost my wife to a fentanyl overdose 5.5 years ago. I’ve been clean since then I told myself I would never touch that garbage again and I haven’t. I listen to this song every morning helps me start my day and reminds me why I’m clean and not caught up. I love the lyrics and the song as a whole. Thanks Colicchie your a true inspiration
My brother did hit rock bottom and did turn his life around he’s doing amazing now. It took seeing so many of his friends dying and his girlfriend’s ex husband on a metal slab at the morgue
@@melindastookey3831 best thing I’ve read in a while. I feel blessed that you were one of the lucky ones to get your brother back and could be a witness to all of us sinners. God Bless, Melinda❤
Thank you🙏🏻 started at 13 im 41 with 110 days clean. Been to rehab 13 times. Had 7 and forgot why i started and returned to that state of hell addiction keeps me in. Back on track, all credit to GOD, my higher power. Stay motivated, stay real, express gratitude. When u wanna quit remember why u started. One day at a time. Grace and peace
Bro your music is real as fuck , just wanna say thank you. Nights I was dope sick on the floor begging it would stop your music helped me get through . Keep pushing and spreading your message.
This is yet another AMAZING SONG ..."Ill be the dad I never had" yes you are obviously an Awesome parent I too had a dad that bounced grew up no heat in the house very little food no clothes the same ones everyday it sucked ..I may be an addict now but I wasnt until my kids were out of the house i had my last one at 22 they all left by 18 ,..... 3 out of 4 extremely successful ..I made sure they had it ALL everything I didnt... I can so relate to you ... Its unfortunate that I did become an addict but no matter what I hold my head high for all the years before I touched a thing and raised my kids right...So AWESOME you are doing the same MAD PROPS!!!!!
Hey everyone I'm a Peer Recovery Specialist at Mental Health America Wabash Valley Region in Lafayette Indiana and for 15 years I shot dope, sold dope, spent years in the joint, halfway house to jail cell you know what I'm saying. Now I get paid to share my story with my fellow addicts and it's amazing. Self Care is key if I'm not right I can't help anyone. Recovery is Amazing and there is Hope.
This song snatches my heart and screams listen, and I cant seem to find the words to Express just how closely connected I am when I hear this. It means so much to know I or we or us havent been forgotten and also that we dont forget those who didnt leave us behind. Thank you Lord Jesus for you bless me with another awesome day and putting this song into my life to remind me just how astoundingly grateful I am....Amen 😇
@@Colicchie No thank you, your words have so much to offer its incrediable really. You are truly inspiring and it really means a lot to me that you responded...wow i didnt see that one coming. Oh and Im from Denver CO
Hey colichie. I did it man my book is being printed tomorrow......ur music help me push forward.........something thats very deep i wount ever forget.....thank u ill keep u posted 💓
thank you for having the courage to put this together. each verse you can feel your soul pouring through. keep this up. you dont know how many youve held down!
This song 🎵 helped me make the diary of a drifter and colicchies helping hand ✋ ✨ ♥ something im very proud of to be apart of. ....ur the greatest artist on this planet 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤💪💪💪👏👏👏👏👏✍✍✍❤ and thank u for to whom it may concern 3 and 1. They also helped me write them both🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Love you friend! Anyone else who fits in my circle of gratitude, growth, and open-minded understanding for others, you’re my people. Most can’t understand where gratitude comes from… but those who do will change the world. I love your lyrics. Well I’ll rephrase, I love how you tell your story.
I'm a father an my dad wasn't a good person to me but now because of my sons mother I don't see my son your music is healing an making me think more I also battle a drug addiction
I'm so happy to see someone beating addictions ass Instead of addiction beating someone's ass.im in recovery myself.im 34.started using at 12.i got 9months clean now for the first time in my life cause after prison I knew I had to get help and do something. I found recovery and a whole new life.thank you for collicchie.your lyrics really have reached me and made an impact and become part of my program and recovery.
Colorado loves Colicchie! Your words really hit home brother, keep speaking the truth about this disease and the GOD who is capable of delivering us from its clutches. 27 years addicted, 10 years incarcerated, 1 year clean... every word you speak rings true!
Stephen Shrivers he is the guy who speaks not for himself but for us all struggling drug addiction and all kind of types life problems. this guy is one of a kind
**@Stephen Shrivers Colicchie's So Gr8, Underrated** **And Unappreciated Maybe The HipHop Industry Can't Deal Wit A True Real Humble Inspirational Emcee** **But His Music Helps So Many Of Us An His REAL Fans Are Real Ones** 💯☑️🔥
Addiction is real and it is deadly but you can stop all the hurt and the drama ive been deep in an addiction and it almost took me to my grave i am actively in recovery and colliche you are my mentor your music is soo inspiring to me it gives me hope cause I can relate to your music i have been there done that and i choose not to live that life any more January 26, I will have 2 years clean and sober by the grace of god and my life looks nothing like it used to much love and respect
4 months ago when I first texted this special friend he woke me to all even to know my value but thank u for writing this song alot of people can relate
What i get from the ongoing "story" told through music is priceless! The problem with addiction is not the addict as we may view it in my belief! The real problem starts with "society" not being educated with the "appocolyps" as it's been put! We as addicts/recovering addicts must educate those willing or unwilling to learn! We as a family must get our real stories told without holding back! Ive done this by meeting and talking with people that thought didn't care to hear the truth! More i meet the more i find are more than interested in the conversation, as well as didn't realize how bad this new wave of addiction has become! Keep telling our stories by keeping it real and direct!
Chaz if you remember me. Thanks for your music. I am going through the hardest time of my life. I'm clean but I'm trying to be the man I need to be for someone and these whom it may concern songs have reminded me that this is what I'm fighting for and I won't do differently
I've been sober for almost a year and your music helped me stay on this path. It's nice to know someone feels the same way. It's crazy how your words can influence a life in such a way. I've overdosed, seen hell first hand, and that wasnt enough to change my life.....but your words are so real you can't deny it. I am still in the fight of my life, I fight this war alone, I still don't know how to repair what I've done but all I need is your lyrics......I've lived your life, my thoughts are my own worst enemy....Thank you for being real. Thank you for saying what no one else has the balls to talk about. Keep it 💯.
RebLma2 You’re not alone. I’be asked my higher power to try and help you. I went to my first Na meeting yesterday. Do you have a meeting to go too? Xxx
I'm in recovery and the account is endless until my last breath. I'm in care with with my relationship with my wife to be unconditionally Denise my special friend my fighter.
He just one of us stugle every day but this is his therapy and he is ours bless chas give him strength to fight every day for him and for us we need him I’m blessed with listening to him like you are my friend keep strong every one ☝️ it’s worth it awesome chas it is crazy but well deserved 👍🏼🔥🔥🔥🙏🏼😭😀🍀
God has blessed you with your ability to touch others through your music 🎶. I feel your lyrics and you give me hope. I'm gonna keep fighting. Thanks. Today I have not USED. God bless you and your beautiful family 💞
Chaz. Out of rehab again. 12 days sober. You speak truth and knowledge. Never know how much of an inspiration you are to those in the struggle. Much love and respect. Keep em coming and stay up
Your music is giving me hope & encouragement I'm in tears listening to each song I been battling crack addiction 4 years now I know I Will Win if I walk like you & others towards the light and cut those negative relationship s and emotions of depression! I hope to write a song with you someday celebrating sobriety and life and helping others find their way outta darkness like your music is guiding me Sun! Thanks for keeping it real C! GRADE A ISRAEL
Straight up that hit me. My father wasn't around for 19 years Nd now he's back Nd he's trying but I always say I'll be better the him Nd u will. Just reading that rn drunk fucked me up
This song touches my heart deeply! I lost my mother 4 months ago, 3-4-22, I I understand because to me the addiction he’s fighting is “For Me” Alcohol!!!I can’t give it up, I’ve given up crack, meth, coke all the hard shit, But No one wants to tell you how hard Alcohol actually is, Ima make my mother proud and I put that on her name!!! Kathi, Mom, I love you and miss you soo much, I’m sorry you weren’t able to see this, But I’ll make you proud 🥹
IMO alcohol is the gateway drug...its the easiest most inexpensive with wide availability drug there is...theres shorterm negative consequences & dangers like hangovers...domestic issues...all types of abuse when under the influence and the worst...BLACKOUTS i was locked in with so many people who don't remember wtf they did to get locked up until they c video footage of their robbery ect...then the longterm legal issues...health issues physical & mental...i feel alcohol is the worst drug there is...took me 3 DWIs and my grandma passing while i was far away locked like an animal and not being able 2 do a thing about losing the most important person in life 2 me...i still drank alot when i got out but eventually i just stopped...unfortunately i switched to the needle a whole other can of worms...but u did it keep holding on like Co says God bless 🙏
Absolutely fuckin beautiful!!! I feel, I relate, I know what it's like, I think abt alota the things you think abt. Thanks for sharing this masterpiece from the soul. Love it! Addiction has almost killed me more than once, or myself n now I'm goin thru chemotherapy treatment for cancer n still fighting. I'm so grateful to have gotten clean before my diagnosis n living right. Miracles do happen to miracles. Keep er lit. L&F.
Man his music helps me so much I wish he would get a good record deal or whatever it is he needs hell I think I’m the only person in my little county that noes
I know what it's like, keep doing this music because it does save lives! I'm following your music now, people like you is the reason I keep my faith in God, there are good people in this world, thank you
Jonathan Caban because hes real you see the record deal people know these mainstream rappers suck but it makes them money and dumb kids keep buying it if they didnt they wouldnt they know they sucks but rappers who are real and can rap get ignored you rap about real things
I slipped about 2 weeks ago I'm sitting here bumping these beats crying off and on because this isn't the life I want but I honestly forgot how to be happy I really didn't know how before all this never experienced much of it growing up I joined the marine corps straight out of high school 2 deployments to afganistan came back got strung out on meth trying to kill all the pain loss and fucked up shit I had to do but when it comes to that I don't regret because it had to be done but threw the war and the addiction I've lost myself I honestly don't know who I'm supposed to be anymore I just want to be happy have peace and have a life and I know if I am to achieve this I can't give up so I listen to this music and it alleviates a lot of the pressure and stress thanks for doing what your doing for people like me for addicts
I relate wasn't in military but have combat related ptsd from some shit that went down I had to survive and I didn't have anyway to diffuse the situation I didn't know I even was bothered by it til 6 months after vivid nightmares reliving what happened its like im going back in time wake up screaming but got on meds haven't had a panic attack or nightmare in 5 months hopefully it gets better cus it changed me to the core just quit meth did my last bit today after a relapse had almost 3 years off h and meth used to do h mainly and meth
I love listening to your music. I'm currently going through everything you've rapped about. I am drowning in this darkness. I lose more of myself every single day & I finally have found someone who is real and that loves Mr back and this addiction is going to ruin us. I'm afraid of what will happen if we don't make it out of here...
God bless you my brother. Never seek acceptance stay true to yourself. You're music is literally saving lives. Maybe one day a colab could be possible.
The most realist people struggle the most because people that are fake can't relate to real people....real is rare and rare as a rose that grows from the sidewalk
I couldn't of said it better myself. Real eye's recognize real lies and when it comes to real people the fake mf's always despise. So f$$k those fake mf's just hold your head's up and enjoy your lives. Real Talk!🙏💯
I was listening to this song 7 years ago, smoking crack! I've been off that and alot more now! But damn this little town, here in Ellwood City, PA Coke is all over! I get lonely, I'm son won't even take me to the grocery store even though his daughter is living with me. Im doing so much better, and work in progress! God is all I have and need! I love listening to your music 🎶 😌 😍 ❤
This song, his songs period!, give me chills!!! He straight to the point, honest , true. That's a rare quality!💖 and I FKN LOOOOOVVVE IT! AWESOME KEEP IT UP😁💕
Honestly I’ve been better lost my dad to heroin. I’ve been going thru a lot recently and drinking has been what I turned to but your music just makes me want to try harder and say fuck that I don’t need it it’s crazy the way your songs bring hope and you just speak that real shit and the way you tell it it’s amazing you deserve so much more recognition truly a work of art almost 10 minutes of fire these new rappers ain’t got shit on you 💯💯
Chas... Been listening for years. Always speak in the truth. Its hard for ppl to understand the struggle of a active junkie. Im glad u can portray our life and struggles thru the wire... Big up' from Maine to Omaha.
Thanks for your music. It gives me hope. I have tried to stop using over and over. I always go back. The longest is 28 days sober. I quit herion. Now I am on perks
6 years recovering from drugs & alcohol- have learned over the years that getting clean was the easy part. It’s dealing with/facing the years of trauma, underlying self-sabotage and depression that’s the hard part. Growth and change is never easy but it all starts with being honest with yourself.
It conserns me. For ya keep ur Head up I know what it's like I've lost 4 to a oborshans. .....wen u want the kids like me and you ...it's something that doesn't go away wen girls do wicked things
This song helped me get through the darkest times of my life which was when my very first girlfriend got shot in the neck and died in my arms, his music is still helping me get through hard times in life
@@Colicchie 🎼I'm fine ,just fine .... 🎶thank you for the Songs 🔥 you have a great gift 🎵your voice 🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌💥✴️💟 don't ever stop singing 🎼🎶🎵🔥 Sing out🙌📢 speak how ever. what that is Is what's so amazing is That you can put the words in there place. 🎼🔥I would love to be able to write ✍️ read, Sing.im already not good at the 2 📝🎸more less the✴️💥 3rd🎼🎶🎵🎧🔥🎙️🔥🆙👍🤍❤️💙 thang 🎼🎶🎵🎺🎧🎙️🎻🎸🎹📝 🎼🎶🎵much respect 👊🙏👊☺️🙂😂😉😜
Any time I feel a bit rocky with this road of recovery I give your tracks a listen. Know you have been the light to my dark days 🥺 your a saviour 🌟 fuck Jesus and his Sandler's colichie and his tunes sh new brighter than any bull shit Bible. To all the addicts fighting addiction. All the best ❣️
Thank you for showing me there some one out there that goes though what we all go through in r recovery 4 mos yesterday and I love myself and what ever God put me through bc I want give up on my life anymore
Our experiences do define us relapse has been my story for decades. This last run was horrible homeless suicide attempts overdoses was living hell. I didnt wanted to use no more but had too the physical dependence and mental health issues rose to all time high. I prayed over over for God to save me I really thought He was ignoring me. Like joke. I'm striving in the right direction coming up on year freedom is relieving. Yo brother I amend my relationship with my daughter she's not ashamed today and comes to me for comfort the feeling of that is amazing. I was junkie just wanted to inject any and all things in my veins. Going to meeting listening to you doing positive things in my life builds me up and the growth is a miracle. Today I have integrity. Thank you may God continue to bless you and your family as He only knows how. ✌🏽
This song help me push threw and write ✍ the diary of a drifter..................thank u for this one collicchie thank u. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
This song is so strong. Ive been in the "game" for 3 1/2 years. Ive created my own torment by using drugs and being immoral. Two weeks ago my game was supposed to end. The dynamics of just fear changed. Luckily i was given one last chance. This time have it right. I love your songs because i hear all your statements and understand the meanings because im in your old boat. You are a true inspiration.❤
These lyrics man they hit you can feel that emotion its crazy because im sure most of us if not all can relate drugs or not anyone can feel some part of this beautiful masterpiece
Your music is hope keep making music that as real as life I love your music it help me get threw my life thank u so much.....I love your music so much thank u.......
" Your music did save my life" when I was inpatient we had one song we could pick each ...this one guy said play Colicchie Drug addiction pt 2 . Started listening when I got out into sober living Now I work at the rehab I was at Stepping Stones in Joliet Illinois - WHEN ARE YA GONNA PLAY IN Chicago???? Please keep Praying for my son Anthony C - ThAnX for your VISION!!! #trueartist !!!!! Love From Illinois...Paula
