I listen to this song and part 1 and part 2 also... really want the words to sink into me. Been smoking crack for 16 years now. Practically every day all those years. I began it to forget the pain of losing primary custody of my 2 daughters to my ex-husband. Now, it's a habit that I still enjoy. But I've lost so much over all those years too. I pray that God will give me the strength to stop one of these days but right now it's still got me in it's grip. 😢😢
I have been sober for over three years. I am so proud of you. Life is precious and more beautiful with lots of love when sober. Congratulations good job I am proud of you. Keep going life gets better every day. Sending love 💕
Congratulations on your sobriety milestone 🎉❤I did meth for 17 years and now I am 5 months clean. How are you doing these days? His music does help a lot
Colicchie if you ever read this. Fucking thank you bro. You are god send. Your songs bring me to tears. I found you about 2 weeks ago. I have 15 months clean and its a fucking struggle. Decades of using not caring not feeling. Then boom here is life at 40 and I'm lost. I was so close to using again and your songs appeared on my phone and it gave me inspiration and hope. God Bless you bro and congratulations on being a dad. That feeling is the best high. Thank you man.
I love reading through comments listening to Colicchie. It is so powerful to see the impact this music and community can make. Colicchie keep up the good fight brother. I was a alot of things for a long time. I've made multiple recoveries and I'm proud to say my I've been clean from the needle now for a year and a half now. I found this music after my last meth binge literally almost killed me from OD's and infections. God called and I listened this time. God also led me to this music to continue to help light a way. All love. Thanks for being a voice. Thanks for putting your own self out there. It is saving.
Your music really leaves me in a different mental state. Like I relate to every word. I finally feel like I'm not all alone in this world and what I've been through. Thank you! It feels so good to let it all out. 🙏🏼🙏🏼
I'm right there with you every time I hear his music I almost come to tears sometimes I actually do but I always without fail get chills. This man right here has changed my life in so many ways and has actually saved my life, when he says he read every message he received on Facebook and RU-vid he , has sat and and talked with me to talk me down and talked me into going to a meeting at night, it was almost two hours before he would stop talking to me even when I stop responding just to let he could talk another addict out of being completely stupid and possibly being the one time that one more was too much I was ready to die that night and he made me promise him to go to a meeting, and Then followed up on with me after the meeting was over until I replied to him again God bless this man and the words he sings because he's telling every recovering or struggling addicts struggles, internal pain, heart ache, but most importantly he is the words that cannot be expressed sometimes of the battle of addiction
Chas is 3 I'm 1452 yes so give it a shot!Boo Boo missing Can't sleep!Gotta Love always under to stop!Has to need my and my diamond back/besides this phone/owner on DL I listen to All go back to now to now he'll be grey or bald when /Keep it forward same note/
Well said Krissy. Not to dismiss or take away from your feedback but, you really took the words right out of my mouth. Everyone one of his masterpieces gives me such comfort. Not alone. Not crazy. Not a bad egg. Just simply Human....💜
Damn addiction is crazy, it drained the life out of me. I have over 4 yrs and every day is a struggle but ur music inspires me and many other, u are truly a savior and an amazing person. Please keep making ur music I helps so many people
This is Wayne and my heart is here...Thank you for this. I appreciate you.. I e been sober from meth for 4 months ..I lost my sons mother and alll the rest .. I drank tonight and I came. Back to all my pain .. I dnt drink.. I appreciate you. Thank you ! I needed these tears
This man needs more credit. I was an addict for 11 years, somehow I have 4 years clean and a nice house with a family. Anyone out there suffering, dont lose hope I didn't think I could do it either but I did and you can too. Love you!
Iv lost alot man...but there's hope...it's up to me n I kno that...this music helps motivate me n remember that I'm still here for a reason....I'm thankful for all of you n people strong enough to make music like this....
Colicchies songs are what helps me stay clean. Like I relate to his songs. I got 84 days clean today and when I feel like using I turn to his music and it keeps me from using.
This song resonates with me on so many levels. Im still struggling i havent seen my son in almost 5 months. When i feel like giving up i listen to your music it motivates me to not give up. God bless...
Let me rephrase, that living the nightmare. hahaha but I've been speaking with my counselor who's going to help me get into a treatment center so hopefully this time it sticks it'll be my fifth time going I think it will stick this time though because every other time I went it was for somebody else. I've hit rock bottom so many times as I'm sure you know yourself, but this time I know I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired I'm so tired of being alone I can feel it in my bones sobriety and Creator is calling me I need to come back to the real me. And I will I have great confidence in that. And when others doubt me it just motivates me even more to prove them wrong. I hope you are doing well in your world I love how well your music has progressed over the years. Keep on putting out that positive frequency you're helping more people than you know.
YOU SAVED MY LIFE BRO.... BECAUSE OF YOUR MUSIC I PUT THE NEEDLE DOWN BUT THE DEVIL STILL CALL'S ME....AND WHEN THE DEVIL COMES KNOCKING, I PUT YOUR MUSIC ON. THANK MAN, YOU REALLY ARE MY HERO AND SAVIOR! GOD BLESS
D Z keep at it bro glad the music helped u and if u need someone there also hmu i dont know you but it don't mean i dont have to be there Nither so stay strong and stay clean
You are doing exactly what God created you to do!! Telling your story, and saving lives. we all have different story’s but same book! Mine just so happens to be your exact story! It was like made these videos about my entire life! I just now listening to every song you’ve ever put on you tube and thanks to you and allowing God to use you so you can tell your story! Lives will be changed!!! If people actually truely listen to your story and it connects to them in anyway they will be changed! I speak life over what you are doing, How your doing it and what you stand for! I support everything your doing in a major way. You just don’t know what your videos meant to me and I’m sure to so many others. The addiction videos should have went viral. Keep doing you brother! Head to the sky ☝️😇😉 you got this! Proud of you and how far you’ve come. Unfortunately Not everybody will make it out. God is the only reason I’m still breathing, there is a purpose over my life and a story to tell.!! If my story helps one person it’s worth everything I’ve been thru! This all gave me the confirmation I needed. I look up to you bro.
This man is so talented. I’m a recovering addict and a chemical dependency counselor and I have used these songs to change my clients life. He will never know how many lives he has saved. I don’t even like rap usually but this man has brought so many tears to so many eyes. He’s a true artist.
Day 2 off high dosage oxycontin my drug dealer was my Dr and i will NEVER forget or forgive as i move forward in Gods hands. Your lyrics are literally saving people Well Done BRO 💯 Ppl watch a documentary on here called PHARMAKEIA. Never let your Dr send u to HELL they're not what you think. Peace respect y'all
Just seen your post you posted 3yrs ago,,hope your off the oxy,,I'm about to go into my 2nd day off the oxycontin,,trying to get off oxy is harder than methadone ,, Kia kaha,, Be strong on your journey..
8 and half years clean and it still mentally takes a toll on me. I feel like I was self medicating and once I got off the heroin I never addressed the underlying issues. Its a daily battle but only worrying about getting through the day. I appreciate your music more than I could ever express keep doing you man.
The first time I heard this song of yours I instantly could relate and started to cry. A friend of mine recently introduced me to your music and I've been hooked ever since! Thanks for sharing your life through your music. ❤
got out of hospital 2 days ago after trying to end my life because of drugs and a very hard last ten years . listening to you makes me believe I can get through this and be a good man. God bless you brother
8 months off the monster I loved more than myself,as I lay here listening to your music with my little boy snuggling close I thank God for sending you my way because when I first got the thought in my head that I could be strong enough to quit the needle was from your story . I love you man!!!
These songs are like therapy for me... How you describe the struggle & addiction and that pretty much one can not look at or judge an addict because you have NO idea what they are trying to mask... For me it was The pain, The abuse and The betrayal... Please let me feel ANYTHING but that!! Started my addiction at 18 and just quit last year at 42... If it wasn't for songs like this.. I might not of made it through...
The needle held mine life for many years almost died a few times more than a few time I wonder why I was saved like why me I am nothing special still trying to find my way in life thanks for all your music God Bless You
yea you're like me you took it to the absolute limit immediately too I should 100% be dead I've almost been murdered twice and had to get out of a bad situation did something that I never thought would happen can't talk about it but have ptsd abd I survived
Yo man this song touches my heart and life it like he's talking about my life and what I'm going through. This gives me hope that that things will get better in life as well. Listen to your music makes me feel like I am not alone. This time last year I lost my husband to this addiction and that is when I found your music and it's helped me through this struggle that I can my life with out your music I might not be here to write this message and say that I am finally clean I just wish that he was here to see it and that his kids were not missing there dad. THANK YOU SO MUCH PLEASE KEEP WRITING YOUR MUSIC HELPS SO MANY OF US OUT HERE. YOUR THE KIND OF MAN I WANT TO GROW INTO
Your truly a blessing brother!! I was in tears while listening. Your an inspiration and i can relate to your lyrics so much it gives me chills... I'll have 1 year and 3 months on the 6th of this month. It's only by the grace of God I'm alive today and sober. God bless you brother!!
From an alcoholic & drug addict for over 20yrs I'm now 6 months drug free & 9 months Sober your lyrics feel like they reflect my life.. lost everything to my addictions.. wife.. children.. home.. jobs.. but most of all myself.. this rap reminds me of step 4.. step 8 & step 9 & your story has given me strength hope courage.. I have even started to put pen to paper & making lyrics of my own.. thanks for keeping me clean & sober though my darkest times..
gave me chills...woke up next morning car still running...wow lik u took the memory rite out my head....keep ur head up keep spitting this fire ur words may save a soul 100%
Jeffrey Sherbondy I agree he says it proper real open book he should have more recognition love listening to his music I can relate as I've been there and every day is a battle so I listen to him or devlin or buggsie malone 🙏❤️
Jeffrey Sherbondy you have a chance please send me a copy of all the people who are interested in your job offer and I will be there at a time when you can please let her be there in the Love You
No kidding theres no doubt in my mind that every word he speaks is real. Theres no way someone that not ever dealt with addiction can make any of this up. It's so real and sad and in ste all of us has been in all the same situations as he speaks
Your truly an inspiration for me and 100,000,000 others. You give us when we have none. Thank you for being so real and showing love to us all who stuck and sick. Much love!
I was listening to your music before I had a phychotic brake down and ended up in a mental institution for three weeks I nearly died then I was saved by god quite liturgy saved . Hear I am listning again to your music and I relate more than ever now . Thank u for all u done for me and u don't even know me you brought me to the light I hope I meet u one day thank u x
This man has dove into some of the darkest depths of drug dependency, and drug addiction. Not only did he heal from his self mutilation from drugs, but he expressed so much of his pain for all those still out there struggling to find a way to heal. He believes that there still is hope. Even on the most grim days. Every day really is a new day to either decide to craft something you want, or something you need to increase longevity and happiness in your life. It's easy to get trapped in the cycle of pain. Trust me. I know. I know all too well the darkest places pain can bring you to. Roughly 3 years ago i discovered this mans music and i instantly fell in love. His lyrics not only express honesty, but he has some of the most intricate bars i have ever heard in my entire life listening to rap. It's nice to know that you're not alone. That someone is fully willing to lay out their mistakes and shove their pride aside to help others. The way you get stigma reduced is by exposing things for what they really are. A simple start would be working on (REMOVING THE FABRICATED LIES THE MEDIA SHOVES DOWN YOUR THROAT) Talking about it, conversing about it with others, not making it taboo as though it's foreign. (cause it's really not). EDUCATING is a big one!!! There is a lot of people out here these days in pain. The more its recognized, discussed, and exposed, the more accepting people will be. Have to remove some of that hatred too. That is imperative. Not necessary either. You all know this < 3
His songs always get to me in a way no other artists songs do. He speaks real shit and has a dope flow. And He helped me get threw a really dark time in my life.. (heroin and meth addiction and depression) Also love how hes so humble and grateful. 💜
This song hits every single day I lived and I how I feel everyday every second. Toyr music brings reality to me the life I lived. It's good to know that I'm not THE ONLY ONE LIVING RHIS LIFE. I want what you have. 4 years clean almost 5 years but the devil is knocking more and more everyday every second. I want to give in but I've worked so hard ... I cant give in. You give me so much hope to keep on doing things right for myself my daughter
The realness and transparency this man raps with you hear the conviction in his voice, he's huge for the fight on bringing more awareness to drug addiction and mental health
Your lyrics are deep, reaching the uk touching my soul making me weep. Ive been clean for over four weeks now i got the colour back in my cheeks. @colicchie thank you brother i wanna say thank you for saving another son for his mother to see me another day keeping clean is the only way. Peace
Thank for all that you do for us in the Struggle, it's real as can be just every word in every one of your songs!!! Thanks Chaz, you definitely saved my life... When the devil comes haunting I just put you on and Zone out!! Lost so many friends and family.... THANKS Peace & Love
@@ColicchieGood Afternoon Chaz... Hope All Is Well!!! I'm still Clean just My Weed & Ciggs, but Ciggs are next!! One day at a time, I'm in The Automotive Industry aka World/Body Shop for Work Since 2007, but now I've opened up a 2nd Shop and Small Mobile Version of The Business, Where I Do Alloy Wheel Repair, Paintless Dent Removal & ReSurface/Paint Bumper's Mobily/Right on the Dealerships Lot...!! Customize Your Factory Rims or Just Restore Them From All the Curb Damage!! And Custom Paint Chrome Wheels to Tie them in W/Color of the Car!!! Truly Love What I Do. Natural High When Customers/Body Shops/Dealerships are Happy To Pay & Refer you to Thier Friend's/Family!! I live in Kensington, Philadelphia... The Shit's Every Where in the World but obviously Around Some places more than others, House is Paid off and Planning to Sell Soon Enough!! Get the Hell out the Hood aka City, Just taking it slow!! Not no young buck anymore, be 39 in August. Like when I was 18/Jan "2002" and got hit up 5 X's down South Philly aka Point Breeze, Was Set Up...Thought I Was Invisible Back Then lol But that when all this shit/Lifestyle Started w/Oxy's & Morphine Clicker!!! Anyways I Just Want to Express aka Stress My Gratitude and Appreciation Level For What You Do for Each & Everyone of Us in the Struggle!! I'll be rocking your songs, people be like who the hell is that? He's So lyrically insane, it's phenomenally unrealistic... YES IT IS, ANYWAY LET ME SHUT UP & GET BACK TO WORK!! LOL. Any hoot as I say "Chaz" Thanks Again for Taking the Time To Write Me Back, Your So Inspirational. GOD BLESS & KEEP DOING WHAT YOU DO MAN!! BE SAFE OUT THERE
I'm going to be 17 and I've been addicted to meth for 2 years.. longest I gone sober was 6months. I grew up faster than most kids my age cuz I had to. I had to step up for my siblings but I slowly started going down the wrong path and now I'm still here but I wanna get better... I hate who I became and what I do. I wanna go back to school and graduate but it feels like I'm stuck and I just need help.. I love listening to your music because it motivates me and you remind me what I need to do and I hope I'll have the future I always wanted .
I'm 20 I was addicted to meth for 9 years... I was sober 7 months but i relapsed the other night... But I know it's possible to be clean again lifes to beautiful not to be... You can do it too we got thisss🙌👌
U can do this. It takes the gift of desperation. That dark place is where u call upon and pray out to ur higher power whatever that may be... I was a shell after 10 years of opiates that progressed into heroin full blown for 2 years. Another MONSTER in itself. Once u grab on don’t let go bc it’s too easy to get comfortable and forget what can happen and very fast🙌
You're the truth bro. Keep writing tracks my man. You are a huge inspiration to me and you help me stay sober another day 🤘🏼 This song is so deep man. I've got 7 months clean today! Longest I've ever been clean for. We truly are blessed for being clean and sober for another day. I'm grateful for this beautiful opportunity and for this great day of life!
Thank you Colicchie for your songs. It's such a strong message. Your words inspire me. Everything you say is real and you don't care who has something negative to say because they haven't been there. Just keep up the good work and continue to share your story with others. 😊
I've been sober over three years and I am sending you all love kindness and understanding and health. Congratulations on being sober even if just for a day keep trying and give it every thing u got like I did. Life is beautiful u r worth it keep fighting u deserve love some time u have to find it. One day at a time
His voice the way you can just feel how real what he's talking about is that these are truly what he's went through gives me chills. When I'm either sober or not he's gotten me through so much rough shit..when your so sick your either gonna blow your brains out or go do something bad for a fix he manages to bring me down a few k notches
I just want to give you a huge thanks Colichi. You're truly a blessed man. I'm jamming your music every were, it is bringing tears to many people were I drive around. Thank you sooooo oooooooo very much. GOD bless yous
Chaz, Your music is inspirable to all of us that are true fighters to these addictions that we battle every single day!!! You saved me man and i love you for that. Much love brother keep the hits coming.
Never thought I'd be the one to post something, shut just ain't me, but big ups to this cat, dude I met you long time ago, same place in life, you said you was gonna do it, n a decade later, I'm in a better place in life, almost where I wanna be, hearing you now, Idk, shit just hit like ton bricks, thank you, you probably don't remember me, n only reason I remember you was cuz you said you wanted better, when we all wanted hell on wheels. Hearing you now, just gives me that little bit of Idk, confirmation that I'm thankful that God blessed me with a smart brain, humble heart, n a will to survive. They always said I wouldn't make it, I was too far gone, well in on the doorstep, feel like 1 more step, 1 away, you did it, so can I, I don't even really do music but you talking real life sh$#!!! See you in heaven, homie, only God can judge us, everything in between is jyst that...in between!! Thank you, you touched me twice, first in '07, n now in '18, some dude once said "ain't gotta argue the truth" wise dude! Thank you, my son's the 4th, 100 years of my father's name walking earth. He's 3 months old, n he thanks you, he just doesn't know why yet! Hang that on your back, wish more were like you.
What You put in your music is so real. In fact as I listen to every word that you spit as you literally tell us an actual part of your life, I couldn't help but notice how many of the negative and terrible things that one goes thru while in the depths of addiction that I too myself have experienced. Almost like a checklist I was like yep had that happen, seen that, done that I was able to realize how far I have taken it (my addiction to Heroin & Meth) this time. What I find so amazing is that despite everything that has happened to you you never let it ever keep you from moving forward in a positive direction C&S. During Drug Addiction pt.1 you get about 5 plus minutes into the track describing the nightmares and real life dangers of Hardcore Drug Addiction, you say how you had this moment of clarity. Enough was enough and the rest of the track you go on to describe how it's NEVER TOO LATE TO QUIT USING AND TURN YOUR LIFE AROUND! You are a true inspiration to all of us that haven't found the courage or will to stop. I have a tremendous amount of respect for what you do and can't thank you enough for sharing your story. Because I can guarantee that you have already gotten thru to many people and there are many more to come. Your also a talented lyricist and I know music as I rap myself. Thank You! Keep it up. "If you've never lived it then your not allowed to speak about it. 100% Real
Bro your music is absolutely beautiful I’ve been sober 2 years I listen to your music every single morning thank you so much for everything you’ve done an plan on doing ❤🎉
Another opinion from s.l.c. I listen to your words and they also brought tears to my eyes , but don't let shit go to you're head be humble and you will keep me as a fan!
Harm reduction and ignorance are just killing people, we are all people! We all see the stars in the sky, and at night we all cry, or wish that we could cry. But thank you, last night I nearly didn't make it through as my fiancés birthday is on Sunday and our anniversary is on Monday and I was living in my car. Thinking that in wanted to be with them. But now I have a place to stay and so thanks, your music has played a huge part in me still being here today! Cat NZ
Been struggling 25yrs u totally saved my life got 96days clean off alcohol crack and oxy! Thank u. From 1 addict to another! your music is so inspiring and inspirational!
Dude.. you have skills. I know what your music does for me, but I’m certain you touch the souls of so many people traveling down that dark road and stumble upon your music. 3 years clean over here. You are truly an inspiration. Keep doing this, never stop. Your words speak truth and carry so much weight. We need you embedded in this madness of social media, specifically RU-vid. THANK YOU.
Most beautiful song I ever heard.im 48 my daughter 1 year 3 months she saved me life. Was drug addict alcoholic now addicted to my daughter. Thank you bro
Love your music, it reminds me of where I've been and where I'm trying to go. 14 months clean n sober so far 1 day at a time. I just wish the one I will always love would find his way as well! Promise I'll still love him especially when he doesn't love himself no matter if he's in my life or not!
💓💓💓💓💓💪🙏💯👍👍👍😀 God tells I'm so glad we didn't die out here out there so grateful to be here thank you for being amazing human being that inspires me and so many other peopl💓💓💓💯❤
OMG you are so beautiful thanks for never holding back you have helped me so much thanking God for finding you and yes I get it all too well stay strong you are an inspiration
Many thanks to all that refuse to give up thank you far all of your shared inspirational content of each and everyone who refuse to not not help all fellow men and women thank y'all! Marsha set me right on love Jesus Most!!!
I’m struggling alot right now All I can do is keep listening…all of ur music is beautiful to me & I can relate to everything I’ve been listening to ur music before I even thought about rehab in 2019 I went to daybreak in Levittown PA they’re some beautiful souls there.. anyways I really appreciate u and thank u for all u do with recovery world we need u!!!! Much love
I’m ok oooh ur so sweet to ask I jus woke up I’m not letting anything steal my sunshine today imma gonna hit the books and really get busy recovery is an action word I know with my higher power I can get through anything I jus need HOPE hold on pain ends….I love that song so true Chas thank u for sharing ur music I am a huge fan ur so inspiring keep shining and again thank u for checking much appreciated and much love have a beautiful day!!!! 🤍
Dam. C.. this is true all the way with so many people out there this really got to me today and made me think about life thanks C... True fan .thanks J.W...
All I can truly say is thank you for being the realist. Your words are helping save my life , in the middle of that battle of addiction but everyday I play your music and the days I do I remain clean thank you blessed you are. Love you don't know but I do know you.
