Colicchie " Drug Addiction Part 2 " ( Prod By Big Jerm ) 

Much love, I appreciate it and we must stay strong ❤️🙏🏽

@Brooke-dn9ps Congrats on being clean. I was on heroin and meth and hit the path of using fentanyl. I've got 6 months clean. This dude is truly a miracle song writer. You and I share a story. I as well used to listen to @colicchie during active drug use and would cry and beg for help. 10 overdoses later I am still alive with 6 months clean. You are so amazing Chaz I really appreciate you and your story. It's saved my life. With the grace of God and your music I'm a man with a story that has lived through the disease of addiction. I went from 135 pounds and facing 15 years in prison to beating my case and getting clean and now I'm 210 pounds and have my own handyman business. Thank you 🎉❤

Yes im not there yet but soon !! Prayers to everyone!!

How did you do it I've been on fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick and tired of being sick and tired literally wanna get clean but im scared of the detox what do I do???????😢

​@@ColicchieHow did you do it I've been on fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick and tired of being sick and tired literally wanna get clean but im scared of the detox what do I do???????😢

My condolences 💔 sincerely. Prayers for you family. Hopefully you guys found solace since you commented this

He's no longer suffering.. sorry

ive some how by the grace of god so far beating this addiction my heart goes out to you and your family for your loss

ugh sorry for your loss!

Sorry for your loss

Thank you so much, I sincerely appreciate the support 🙏🏽

My P.O. tried to help but he kept telling me I was a productive person. 5 dirty UA's right behind each other and I still walked out free.😅

U laugh at that?

That's awesome he's so good at his rap stories !! Their lucky to hear some real good shit like this !!!

Do u talk to people over the phone???

My condolences Kristine, much love ❤️

@@Colicchie thankyou hon it’s a pain I can’t even put into words

@@TheJennVegas He is in the happiest place❤. God's presence. He would love to have those earthly pleasures. - believe me... God has a plan for you. Your man loves you !! Keep him in your mind with whatever you do🙂. Trust me. Your gentleman is keeping so much bad and wrong away from you. I can tell the love you have for him. So I know that he'd rather sacrifice himself and protect you and watch you 24/7 everyday. Kristine 😌. Idk... - remember that near death experience you encountered recently 👀 ? Your man was fighting for you that time ! Thank God for every suffering : ). He will show you the plans for your future ✌🏼😁🌴

@@Colicchie My brother !! I am dealing with every lyric you speak bro😭. Each and every song😱 !! My kid is turning 4 years old next year (a boy❤). My baby momma is dating one of my oldest closest friend🤧. So I can relate to your love for your ex... Bro🙆🏽‍♂️ respect to how strong you are !! I checked out your transitions with the music over these past few years 💯. You're the only person I ever look up to as a Role Model. I'm walking in your shoes. - oh yeah... I'm currently still battling cocaine addiction 😔 (its 7 years now). I'm at a point where I want to make my mom and sister proud aswell. My sister was the same with me abusing the drugs. She became clean... and it hurts her to see me still battle these demons. Bro !! I don't normally comment on any post in social media. You mean so much in my life bro. I draw aswell (literally illustrating my life too buddy). And I'm a rapper that is tryna make it. - I want to ask you so many things bro. Let me know if we could chat ? You're one the realest person I've came across my brother🤧😭❤. You motivated me to get down on my knees EVERYDAY. Will power and rehab and shit helps. When it's comes to God... I'll just add this... #John 3:1-2 !! (This is a scripture dedicated to you Colicchie🙌). Most highest respect for you. Wish I could meet you in the flesh😎. Thanks for helping US, help YOU, help US. We're all put on earth to motivate and drive one another. Not judge and disgrace one another. One love G

I'm so sorry for your loss

@Karen Gamel-Morris .. well done for your 1yr clean x

Good job keep it up

Hope you doing well . I'm glad to hear your recovering and staying clean. Keep it up ❤

Me too. Sm people do not even know what narcan is around here 😿

Awesome Karen

Truly amazing 🙌🏼🙏🏽

Day 1 for me. Keep it up yo. Them glassine bags almost killed me more than once.

I don't know u ! Just wanted to say im proud of u! Keep on keeping on!!

Day 4 no opioids. Or day 5? Idfk anymore. Insomnia got me fuuuucked upp

Well done its all a mind set not easy I'm on and of drugs all the time go months thtn go week's doing stupped stuff his music dose help me and saved meny lives anyway keep it up respect

❤️🙏🏽💪🏽

Been an addict since 1990 went to prison in Michigan for bank robbery to feed my habit went away for 8years and 9 months got out in 2007 and relapsed in April of this year

Congrats! I have 3 years clean from meth and fentanyl in June. Still battling alcoholism, but I'm never giving up

@@jasonhaste1804 Stay strong brotha, sounds like we both lapsed around the same time. I have been in this boat for 7 years though, so not as long. I am hoping this will be my last year though and hopefully not from checking out but from finding the courage and the strength to turn things around and head into a new direction.. I wish you all the best and pray that you find your way out of this struggle again. If you are going to be using, don't let anyone corner you into a financial hardship. May as well take a chunk of cash now and invest in bulk so you're not dwindling down to nothing day by day. That's just something I advise people who just start into a lapse, mainly because a lot of people take on the mantality of, "Shit, I ain't gonna be doin this long. Just 1 more, just 1 more.." Before they know it they are thousands of dollars into their daily habit again and just couting the minutes before they are right back to being broke and hurting. May as well have the security of it being there, costing less, and still know that you retain the ability to quit and find help to climb out of this struggle instead of sitting in the same boat but just much more financial hardship and stress.

​@@jasonhaste1804I Was arrested and given 25 years for a home invasion on a drug dealer while selling quarter keys of cocaine every 4 hours on the weekends, But a lot of times I would re up Via robbery. So from 1994 to 2016, After after doing 21 years on 25, I had a career as a Union Iron worker and thought I could be a weekend warrior and after a terrible break up of the first girl I fell in love with after my bit, I dealt with it through getting high all the time ...all day and all night...For the first time in my life. I've recently had 9 months Clean and while on a blind detox of my methadone, I felt a little Withdrawal because the dose was probably less than the day before. I dealt with it by relapsing and blowing 9 months. Because of shooting, cocaine and heroin I had an Absess On my Tricuspid valve And I had to have A Quadruple bypass heart surgery...I was given a new one from a pig. I started my 9 months while in the hospital. Now I have a month and I'm so embarrassed. Hold your head up brother. Big love from Baltimore. Frankie

Truly amazing Crystal, honestly. How are you this morning?

@@Colicchie I'm doing very well just at work at my full time job continuing to do better each and every single day. Your music has gotten me through so much not even just my addiction but through love, betrayal, heartbreak. I think besides drug addiction part 1&2 my other favorite song is drug of choice I could listen to it on repeat over and over again!

@@crystalhorne5685 I know I'm late but congrats 🎉

Oww I feel your energy. 🙅🧑‍🚒🧑‍🚒

@@crystalhorne5685 you can say that agin. I 2 am Horne hope you make it to the big time aka heaven.

Much respect 🙏🏽🙏🏽

They hit me with it after I banged 2 dilaudid 8's and 2 morphine 30's (I think thats the dose, can't remember it was a long time ago and i try to be a different person now), the girl I was with hit me with the narcan I gave to her in case I went overboard, it was fucking wild it was like being jerked into a different reality, nothingness to everythingness in a split second lol, and I was pissed at first because I didn't think I was OD'ing but when she said my lips started to change colors and I stopped breathing she had to hit me with it, im glad she did too, because after I sobered up a bit I realized i had never nodded completely out like that that fast, usually I could get the needle out and cap it so it was safe and then just lay back and drift in and out, this time it was as soon as the plunger was down I was completely nodded out and I was definitely a dead man if she hadn't been there and done it, I quit not long after that, I never shot H but plenty of dilaudid and morphine and opana, but yeah thats a good line and it gave me a bit of a chuckle just because I understand what he means when it first happens, later on though you're grateful or at least you should be

@@Colicchie 🙏🏻🙏🏻

had to hit me 4 times with narcain no greatful just wanna b done sober the horrable memorys haunt me high ive lost most everything gotta b more to life but ill never reach it

@@chriscote100 Who's to blame for the lives that tragedies claim? No matter what you say It don't take away the pain That I feel inside, I'm tired of all the lies Don't nobody know why It's the blind leading the blind I guess that's the way that the story goes Will it ever make sense Somebody's got to know There's got to be more to life than this There's got to be more to everything I thought exists

Well done Chaz I’m so so proud of ya bro keep believing in yourself don’t give up ey keep lookin forward and pushing forward keep you little girl the under lighing force of everything you ever do stay strong they said god gives his hardest battles to his strongest warriors…… be a warrior leading a army of gods warriors…… I myself had a 26 year addiction using intravenously aswell all my veins collapsed startied smokin it attempted suicide 7 times came back every time I have 2 girls myself I’m still trying to get. Clean I’m 6 months away from giving up.completely get my kids back. My family.Back your song I play ion replay over and over it’s infectious much love and much respect to u

Can we get a One year update?

its hard to stay away from drugs there everywhere

Year update?

I love you man, I got almost 10 years off that shit, I pray that you’re doing just fine man

Thank you so much..!!! My next single “ Suicide Prevention “ June 15th is a detailed story 🙏🏽💪🏽

Who are the other 2?

I relapsed a year ago I'm finally doing something about it I'm going to put my self in detox a month ago my mom had a bad heart attack and she died 1 min and 54 seconds she fell into a cardiac arrest I'm so fuck up over this most fuck up thing about this I was on fentanyl and spank two hits LSD I know it's time for me to do scariest thing about all this I never ran out my family is wealthy I always have it I never I never wrote under 3 grams on me I always re-up never run out I have to do this for me Harris teeter for corrections parole courts for my ex it didn't workout for me cuz I wasn't going to stop something a big slap across face realize 120 lb used to weigh 275 I'm 6/3 less in a month I was in the worst toxic relationship for 4 years that's the only thing we did is fight this bike that blah blah fight fight she was never there when my mom is in the hospital she still is in the hospital she is so week she can't walk she is only 52 she does no drugs it was too big blood clots smoking cigarettes hormones menopause she had me when she was younger she was 16

Amen brother, that's what a good song is in my opinion, telling the story behind its words

​@@xshotpointblankx 😊

Thank you David, much respect 🙏🏽

Congratulations

Amazing

That's great! Congrats!

Congrats I hope I get there before it gets me 6 feet

hey how are you hope youre still keeping it up either way congrats on those 57

The biggest epidemic that everyone fails to realize is not opiate... its speed... its Meth and that's leading to them using coke as well... I know cuz that my drug of choice

@@christopherlent3550 I definitely feel like meth is not talked about enough. Every time I've gone to rehab I've been the ONLY heroin addict. Everyone else is there for meth or alcohol. I have to look for a good h plug but literally on every corner someone is selling meth. Yet no one talks about it smh

I agree

@@fernandagarcia877 it's so true when I was in jail 80-90%of ppl in are on methadone but theres nothing for the ones who are suffering from coming off meth its torture for them seeing us get to go for our drinks and have some relief and it just makes them jones and struggle that much more there needs to be something done forsure and I dont even use meth.

listen to colicchie on the podcast dopey this week its 🔥

Much love Jamie ❤️🙏🏽 seriously, hope your week is going well.

I want to climb out but I don't know where to start. When I'm high is the only time I feel free from all the bullshit that life brings fr...

Truly amazing Anthony, let’s keep it going, both of us 🙏🏽 I appreciate it

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hell yaeh bro... I lived that life, So blessed to be able to live today

Here,here,bro

So kills. Love al your music

RynossMusic i clean and live 🤷🏾‍♂️🤷🏾‍♂️

How are you a year later? Hope your doing well ❤️ if not forgive yourself and try again 💯 sending you love and light

I felt alone, also. I'm Preston and I'm an addict. Pray for me! My 1st relapse on the road to recovery. I will not be anonymous 🙂

Truly amazing. Much love, how are you today?

Thank you coliccio and Dustin. You inspire. One day a time. I'm tired of my friends dying. My wife passed away 3 years ago . We will make it

@@Colicchie thank you i for your rhymes. I'll never quit trying. If nobody told you this today. I love you. Not a gay thing but human to human. Your brave and talented.

Thank you Brittany, I appreciate it and you ❤️🙏🏽

​@@Colicchieyou have ❤ from all over this hard 🌎.. this love is from NORTH WALES UK WELSH ❤BUT LOVE U SOOOO MUCH every day every way..he proud 💗💯 US FANS r

Amazing this has helped me make it over a week without coke now little steps eh !!

Wher are you from Brittany and are you managing to get clean, avril england

I'm here getting high again and listening to this n it's crazy how real it is but u won't hear this on the radio but you will hear the bullshit

Today makes 97 days clean for me, after 10 straight years of addiction, that was at its very worst in the past 2 years. I ended up with sepsis, and almost died this past July! I found out I was septic, and still wasn't ready, so I signed myself out ama, went and bought myself a brick, some syringes, went home shot up, and fell asleep, only to wake up with a temperature of 104.7, and thank god for some reason my fiance stopped to check on me called 911 and saved my life! That was definitely my rock bottom. I was hospitalized for a few weeks went home and thanks to my fiancee, who never even smoked a joint, and for two years had no idea I was even ever on drugs, I am 97 days clean today!!! Keep making your wonderful inspiring songs. They really really helped me, and continue to help me stay clean!! Merry Christmas everybody!!! Recovery is possible, thank god!!!!

U still sober?

listen to colicchie on the podcast dopey this week its 🔥

How do you do it personally? Like off ANYTHING?? 🙏

I left Pennsylvania to get away people places and things

I’ve been there, message me on Facebook 🙏🏽

Fast kratom helps fatigue and pain benedryll to sleep and keep from sneezing and lots of sugar water and electrolytes flush flush flush i was on methadone black meth xanax you name it i was on it 10 years of hard core and another 10 just fuckin around but it took me 10 months to kick it was horrible but when i found kratom and water i started getting well fast got to eat drink dont starve and dont cheat you ween down stick with a program once your down to 1 time a day try skipping a day and just keep at it .its very hard to survive kicking take it slow and steady .ps fast kratom white vein really helped soo much but you got to find which strain works well .happy hippo herbals .com .try thunder hippo a spoon in morning and at lunch youll be good .much love i hope u make it

@@jamesonc.hippieshaman3158 shit actually helps a lot....I remember the nights of fighting, one minute I'm on my way to the hospital, the next I'm hitting up my dealer, ten minutes later im curled up in a ball dieing....then somehow I got some kratom, and an edible, definitely helped a lot. Decided to get clean No longer a fiend Imma be my best me Hold on, y'all will see Died 8 times A cat with nine lives I find solace in the lines If this is your life I pray Sobriety will come one day. Sty strong y'all, it's worth it.

Got 13 yrs I'm in jersey meßsage me I'm here man

Seconds turn into minutes minutes turn into hours hours turn to day then weeks you for this tell yourself make it happen

Amazing Alyssa ❤️❤️

Truly amazing, let’s keep it going. Much love and respect. How are you today?

I'm really happy for you. Praying u are still well. I just celebrated a year clean. Colliche sent me to rehab w these songs. I always come back when Im tempted

And like he said in part 1 fuck all those who think we're just junkies there's no throw away lives. People who haven't lived it don't comment on it. Shit is part of me part of my journey in life and proof shit is possible. To all those out there who have battled this shit stay up stay strong

@@Colicchie those of us have been there u paint the lyrical picture. Big ups

@@Colicchie I got 5months clean bro. I like listening to your music as a reminder of my painful past. Keep it up bro. "CHRIS GUTIERREZ"

Thank you so much Devin..!!! Honestly, I appreciate you.

Isn't it amazing I shot dope for 24 years .IT FEELS AMAZING TO BE FREE. honestly I never thought it was possible.

listen to colicchie on the podcast dopey this week its 🔥

Yessss bro 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻❤️❤️

Omg you stay strong I lost to many Fri the fight

Sober till life.. let's go man...

Amazing, stay strong 🙏🏽

Thank you so much..!!

I could only imagine what music videos might look like to go with these stories.

Rhyno Beats man.. that would be intense.

Preach m'ninja

Rhyno Beats I agree! this man is one of the best rappers out here.

Trapyoursoul mollz

Thank you so much Rachel, much love and respect ❤️🙏🏽

Everyone thinks it is so easy to just quit.. they say i you wanted to quit you would... Not understanding the physical sickness that comes with the withdrawal NO it isn't that easy!!!

Thank you so much..!! Truly

Same here

Open the Bible, 😭 walk into a Christian Church ask for help. There is a family in the church that you don't even know is there. I've done it and still find it hard but I'm grateful for my church. They don't judge me. Stay strong you are worth it.

@@kristataylor2130 I am in NA and AA, just hit 34 days clean and I have a sponsor, doing outpatient treatment for recovery and everything is turning around for me. I do have a church home now but I appreciate the suggestion. Much love

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Congrats.. I hope you're still doing well ❤

Thank you! I’m at 71 days right now and still clean going strong! My life has changed so drastically for the better!

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Thank you so much 🙏🏽

Couldn't have said it better. Same for me on addiction part 1. Having it explained so eloquently and accurate description of myself in the past really helps Colliche. Thank you

@@Colicchie seriously I shared it yesterday with my brother who is struggling too. He said "holy fuck this is fuckin amazing! I need more from him" you don't know how much it meant to share something and bring my bro and I closer. We are already so close but we deal with mental illness, trauma, and being hooked. I'll be playing this and buying your merch wearing your shirts proudly

Same man I was hooked on him after that song struck a nerve

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Much love and congrats ..!!

❤️🙏🏽💪🏽💪🏽

Well done brother. Respect from Gold Coast, Australia. ♥️

For sure. 💪💪💪

Real shit brother!

Rip keep n little matty you’ll never be forgotten ❤️

hm.all my friends died already.feels alone here

@@zsaz4453 You aren't though. Life after is possible. If no one else is around - you don't know me - but I am. Buried my guy of 10 years and many other friends. You aren't alone. Addiction just wants you to feel that way.

Where u ever an addict

@@kylemckeever2043 yep coming up to 2 years clean and sober of beer 💊 and smack and crazy crack

Karl Dickson ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ TALK THAT SHITT

He's obviously been there!! 😒

Rachael Day so are you Rachael ... so are you

Much love and respect Steven, I appreciate it. How are you tonight?

​@@Colicchie I apologize try not to send this sooner as I did not get no notification saying that you responded to me. I'm doing really well, February 2nd of this year I celebrated a year sober. I moved from the City of Buffalo New York to a small village in the mountains of Central New York, exactly the type of life I never knew that I needed and I'm glad that I finally found. Hope you're doing well yourself. I want you to know that your songs have always been and always will be an so much more than just an inspiration to me, thank you.

Much love and respect. I appreciate you.. that’s means a lot to me. Let’s stay strong, both of us 🙏🏽🙌🏼💪🏽💪🏽

I'll try

@@slappycheeks3109 trying is failing u can do anything if u put your mind to it

"If YOUR willing to try" key words for every addict my friend

Incredible ❤️

Much love, truly. How are you this morning?

@@Colicchie great and sober

Thank you Brian, much respect

Goosebumps and tears

Kati Grindstaff no way girl that's awesome!! Every day that goes by and your clean is an eternity when you're dope sick, you already know. Keep it up I would love to see you say 9 months clean 4 and half months from now!

Edmund Flynn thanks man! It's been a journey for sure but not being controlled by that shit any longer is amazingly freeing

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4 and a half months IS a long time considering just ONE DAY is a miracle! I can't even get that! I had 14 months clean but 2 years ago, 4 overdoses later, every single day I wish I'd never made such a stupid decision! I want my life back...my kids need their mom and I just can't seem to do it! You ARE a miracle! Stay strong and don't go back to what broke you!

Claire Valenoti you CAN do it. This is the longest I've gone and I'm 43. I believe in you 💖💖💖

My condolences, stay strong 💔🙏🏽

Poppa

Truly Incredible. Proud of you..!! That’s a huge milestone 🙏🏽🙌🏼🙌🏼

You can only get better

Tyler A I totally get that I had 24yr on methadone and heroin just 2wk clean Tomorrow but lives hard we just need another way to deal with the shit and Trauma...my sons never wanted for anything but hes still had a shit life he cried to me the wkend b4 I went to detox and 2 days b4 his dad came home from detox but all though hurt me to core I'm now more determined to make the whole of his almost 24yr life bk up to him now clean xx

That resonated with me too. I don’t have kids but nieces x

Yeah very true unfortunately I too can relate

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I love. You jimmy

Hi bbytree

Hi bbytree

BbyTree hows that baby doing?

@@roryvictory1805 unfortunately I had a miscarriage. I got pregnant again a few months later with twins so I believe I got my baby back I lost plus one :) due in July. Still clean and sober!

I appreciate it Eric, much love and respect. Stick with it, we can do this 🙏🏽💪🏽🙌🏼🙌🏼 thank you

Amazing, much love; stay strong 🙏🏽

Are you from brunswick county

Christopher Wilson Chris I hope u are still listening to these beats and hopefully staying clean. Look at ur daughters face every morning and every night. Keep her face in ur head. Imagine her face every time u use. We have a great community of people here that want or have this life. We are all the same person

Christopher Wilson I know it’s almost as if he’s psychic or something! My life was exactly like that. When I felt alone no never realized that really I was t. That millions of others were in my same shoes.

@@anitalynnneville5231 **Are U Talkin' Bout New Jersey?**

I hope this helps with my addiction 31 years ago u would think enough is enough most of the people i know are died RIP me amigos see u soon.

listen to colicchie on the podcast dopey this week its 🔥

The first MN was just so true .He didn't hold back the l e t you know exactlywhat happens if dealing makes me think

Yea he is. And keep up the good work. But I just told someone else too. If you need to talk. Just need someone to listen. I got you. I've lost my brother and allot of fam and close friends. That where important to me. And would want to see any other family go through what we went through with all the death's. In my fam. So heres my email. And if you want I'll give you my number through there. But God Bless and i know that you know you got this!🙏🙏🙏🙏 stay up. Keep your head up and just know people care. And fuck anyone that doesn't! Do you and stay positive!!🙏🙏🙏🙏

@@carinafleming whats his podcast? I would love to listen I love this dude. And the truth and honesty he brings to the world.

Truly amazing..!! Keep it going, how are you today?

Truly amazing, that’s what I love to hear.!!! Proud of you ❤️🙏🏽

m9

just for today only the begining 14 days clean after 3 years snifing every single day thanks God

@@raymundomayen4673 it gets better 🙂

God Bless you , we are PROUD of US and you too. Way to raise the vibrations. Fuck those low vibrations. I want to thank my friend Eric for turning me onto Colicchie Colicchie is a godsend.

Duan West God Bless BROTHER. Thank you for the positive encouragement.

I feel the same way! He gets me through. I listen over and over.

Contessa Patereau I do to he is a beast

He is one of my favorite artists. I'm in recovery myself. I just got back from a relapse almost 7 months ago. I play his music for all my friends too. Keep up the good work for your recovery!!

Cheri Browne it happens but as long as you come back that's all that matters and he would be one hell of a sponsor

He already is through his music. This song and part 1 really hits home for me. When I am having a bad day I play these songs and I am reminded I do not want to go back.

Thank you Bobbie, much love and respect ❤️🙏🏽

Bj

Much love and respect Nate, Alcohol brought me to my knees, worse than crack and heroin never did. How are you holding up tonight?

I just found your music. Strong shit. I celebrate 3 years June 8

Amen 🙏🏼 🙏🏼

Thank you so much Jay, I genuinely appreciate it .. seriously

Touche... no matter what it takes you goal is to die clean.. I maybe where I am because I was a victim, but I ain't going out like one was my motto....love it feel it

Critics would say he's glamorizing drugs...making their judgments after a few lines...most of them wont even stick around to hear the end. Only those of us who share in the suffering can hear the shame and agony behind these lyrics...its not at all glamorization. Its reflection after the blinders have come off. I often tell what they call "war stories" but when thats been my everything more than half my life theres not much else to talk about. But even with the shame and regret of the horror we lived day to day, there is an element of pride. Why wouldn't someone be proud to have walked through hell on Earth and lived to tell of it be proud? When so many didnt make it ? It takes a special kind of bad ass to overcome this.

Thanks bro I ain't on heroin or fentanyl anymore I messed up smoked a lil meth but They let me out of jail knowing I was homeless and knew I wld fuck up they set me up for failure I just want my woman out here and go to a home and sleep for a week I have No blankets they all got wet now and No shelter won't go to homeless shelter they are horrible In Indianapolis and No family they are all hipocrits that have done dope there selfs most of em but I fuck up at age 42 never really been in trouble and I am nothing to. Em after helping em all I use to make DAM good money had vehicles homes money was happy they watched my life spiraling for 4 yrs didn't offer help but now It's I made my bed now sleep in it I made one bad choice that turned into a disease

My condolences Brian, truly. Can’t even imagine

Hey bro, keep it up. Every day sober is an accomplishment.

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I loveyoujimmy

I love. You. Jimmy

Agreed

So am I relapsed after 2 years clean and im so sick of feeling tired and ashamed and waking up shivering with withdrawals vomiting every day only people who have gone through this will understand what I'm talking about 😞😔

@@calebmarshall3356 there is hope

well done keep up the good work,,you have the hardest battle of ya life ahead of you but it can be done,,Do you realy want to be a crack head it well take everything from you an fuck you in the ass afterwards,,It did to me lost the lot,, 10yrs methadone,,4,5yrs clean.... 7yrs METH,,,,,16mths clean...... this music has saved my ass so many times....

Stay strong Mason 🙏🏽❤️

@@Colicchie thank u

Maddie deserves more help you deserve more

Absolutely..!! Much love and respect ❤️🙏🏽

Very true!!!

TRUE. U really want to understand? Go out and become an addict. I'm sick of people thinking they know when they don't know shit

Fact 👍

Kerri Jane It’s something only we know! Someone can b educated about this but it doesn’t mean shit to me. This boy. He knows.

I totally agree

Thank you so much, I genuinely appreciate it ..!!

Hey I love the fact that you read these. Righteous Brother. I thoroughly enjoy your music.some of the brothers that come to Celebrate Recovery that struggle and love Music,I turn em on to you. Thanks Again. Hope all is Well. Enjoy your Family and this lovely Weather

Murder on his breath Jesus says he past the test I pray for this man it’s part of Gods plan ex addict myself but I don’t flex I just wanna rest Tried hanging the other day but God said HELL no His music keeps me going as a addict I need a constant reminder it ain’t fun Fuck the devil he ain’t won

@user- wc5 way to go!!! Don't take no for an answer, sending u prayers 🙏 through Jesus Christ he will Never let u 🙏 let u down

Means the world to me, truly. Stay strong. Part 3 coming soon, how are you holding up?

Dude is unreal talented. It connects so many of us addicts

Exactly like you said !!! BIG FUCKING FACTS

Truly amazing Judy, much love and respect. How are you tonight?

@@Colicchie I'm feeling better than I ever have thank u for this positivity u are spreading into this world 😇🙏

Truly amazing, congrats..!! We can do this, and thank you Part 3 coming soon.!

Thank you Ken..!!!

Stay around positive people and positive vibes

Stay strong, you've got this and you CAN do it!

Keep being a soldier my brother 👊💯

Much love and respect. Happy belated Birthday, we can do this. How are you this week?

I am good thank you and your self btw your daughter is soooo adorable your whole family is beautiful together keep up the good work

And thank you for saying happy birthday half my family or none of my " best friends" even said that so I really appreciate that

Wow, such a blessing you’re still here, many people don’t get more chances like us 🙏🏽❤️

Thank you so much, and stay strong..!!!

Bottle almost kill me brother I'm trying my best you know it's hard please pray for me 😞

Thank you Brianna, stay strong. Merry Christmas

Much love and respect, stay strong.!! Thank you so much 🙏🏽❤️ how are you holding up?

I appreciate it and you Stephen .. seriously. Much love, we can do this. Stay strong

I was asked by a CD counselor yesterday what would be the number one goal in life and I said "to die clean " lol before I heard that song I was gonna OD. Crazy how quickly things can go from wanting to end my life by overdose to the opposite. 💯

Facts💯💯💯

Facts. Sick of it.

Yep. There's alot of people putting RC's (research chemicals) in stuff.

Much love ❤️❤️❤️ stay strong

Thank you very much I miss my brother sickly

I can’t imagine how tough this is on you and your husband . Sincerely, stepping up like that, prayers that they find their way and hit a bottom and decide to get clean. 💔🙏🏽

Prayers

Amazing Dwayne, and thank you my friend.. I try my hardest, how are you today?

I wish he could talk to my niece. She is bad on heroin for 8 years now. She almost lost her arm. Died several times and brought back from narcan. I lost my brother and 2 cousin from heroin. I have been clean from hard drugs 16 years now, but I'm afraid my niece is going to lose the battle. She has a daughter who needs her

How awesome to hear!!

He just messaged me after I told him I appreciate his work and message through music. He's an amazing person

@@phily8756 If I have learned anything from him it's that we are all amazing. Are you an addict?

@@raymondpfarrradermacher3380 that is very true. Well I was dependent physically on opiates for an array of health reasons that eventually graduated me to over a 300mg oxy a day habit that I quit cold turkey with kratom and have been clean since. So recovering, yes.

I appreciate you, sincerely. How are you holding up?

@@Colicchie Still clean and feeling better every single day. Sleep is getting better but the cravings are still strong. I think it says a lot about you that you check in on us here, it's appreciated more than you know my friend.

Much love, that’s what I like to hear, we can do this. Stay strong and safe .!!

Yea this shit just made me tear tf up no joke. I just hit 2 years Nov 5th but damn the agony of existence and trauma that comes from being an IV drug user for ten years on n off is too real. it’s brutal out there. He says it all. Mad respect n appreciation ✊🏽 keep on keepin on my brothers n sisters

It reminds me e of where I came from and don't ever want to go back there....I never want to forget that pain

Still fighting everyday I hope and pray I win this war and can rejoin the ranks of us that have overcame heroine.

I came across this couple weeks ago when I was smokn didnt realize the lyrics till it was hitting me. Im trying to get help, covid filled all em up. So I wait and wait. All while I keep using. God I want to be done.

That's RIGHT DON'T REMAIN ANOMMOUS LOVE YA..

Charlotte Feeney I to refuse to be anonymous. My name is Christina Oberle. I just relapsed after 66 days clean. Trying to get help. 🙏🏻 I am so grateful to this community and Chas

Christina Wetherby and I refuse to be anonymous

I look around and walk out! Because I'm not that guy any more!

Charlotte Feeney your Amazing charlotte thank you

Thank you so much ❤️🙏🏽

Stay strong Dusty, I remember my benzo withdrawal, swear it lasted like 20 days, it was impossible to smile. I have no experience with Kratom but do the best you can to get back on track. You can always message me on Facebook. How are you doing today?

@@Colicchie appreciate you reaching out. I'm doing a little better today. Just one step at a time man.

Much respect, stay strong

@@Colicchie thanks man but we lived pretty similar lives respect back to you.

bless u bro

Man... ...... hopefully by July, trying to compose a beat first 🙏🏽

@@Colicchie 💯❤❤❤❤

PART 3 !!!!!!

Ditto!!

@SeeNoEvilHearNoEvil I feel you on this. Migraines drove me nearly insane for years, the meds helped, a little too much. It sucks, when what is meant to treat you, becomes a crutch. 3 overdoses later, I am alive. Struggling, as we do in life. The pain will never fade, but that is getting off easy, in a sense. Feeling agony makes you wish for death, but the struggles in life are what life is about, it helps not only to keep us in-check, but for us to develop compassion. Not only for ourselves, but others. Sometimes, even if we cannot love ourselves, we can witness others going through it, and it , somehow, gives us permission to love ourselves.

❤️❤️🙏🏽

Truly amazing, let’s keep it going. How are you tonight?

Felipe Martimez do as I say, not as I do. What’s mine is mine and what’s yours is mine lol nah question everything and start with humanity and nature.