Conan Gray “Heather” but it’s played in another room and it’s raining. (Use headphones) 

Plot Twist: Conan Gray is your neighbor and you're listening to him while he's making his song, heather.

*What my parents hear at 3 am:*

Hits different when you actually in this situation.

I just want to go back to the times where we weren't stuck and everything was ok for me

I'm now crying to the sound of someone else crying to Heather in another room nice...

Little boy: “Are you an angel?” Girl: “What?” Little boy: “My mom told me those who have marked wrists are angels.” Girl: “I’m not an angel” Little boy: “Of course you are! Mom said only angels hurt themselves because they don’t like the life on earth. The world is destroying them so they try to return to heaven again. They are too sensitive to pain of others and their own.” Girl: “You know your mom is very wise.” Little boy: “Thank you. She is also an angel, but she already returned home.”

i hate school.

Imagine this ✨ First, close your eyes. Enjoy the tunes. Open them. Here we go. You wake up. After the longest week of your life. It's February. You look outside. The rain patters softly against your window. Your cat comes up to you and purrs warmly. You sit up and check the time. 7:47. Early morning, it's raining. Time for some breakfast. You get up and walk to the door. You decide to walk to the local coffee shop. You grab your umbrella and head down the stairs of your apartment building. You walk outside. The moist air hits your face. You sigh deeply. It's been hard recently. You lost your job. Exams are coming up. And your best friend recently seemed to want nothing to do with you. Should you confront these problems? Maybe not today. Perhaps tomorrow. For now. Lets walk in the rain, put in our headphones and let our sorrows leave our body. Just take some time. We all need it sometimes. Everything needs time to heal, don't rush yourself.

All these POV in the comments are so good to read while listening to this song

pov: your here again because your crying over the same person cuz you're way to sensitive

I never thought I’d have to relate to this song but here we are lol

POV: *You’re at a party with people you don’t like and you’re having an awful time, so you step outside and sit on the porch, listening to the rain, when heather begins to play inside, causing you to break down in tears.*

picture this. you snuck in your boyfriends bedroom's mini bathroom to wait for him to come home, as youre suspicious of him.. then, there she is. her. they turn on this song, you realising he forgot it was your favourite song. you can hear the muffled music. as they cuddle, and when the chorus comes up, you say 'i wish i was heather..' and sit their crying silently.

Pov/Mini Short Story: You are sitting on the bench outside of the gym holding the prom. You came with your best friend hoping to confess your feelings, but your friend left you for one of the strongest guys in the whole school. You hoped that after a bit your crush could see how much the guy was full of himself, but no... they just continued trying to get his attention as well as every other girl and guy that thought they had a chance. You went outside in hopes that you could at least enjoy the night in some way, you didn't mind the rain as you steadily were drenched by the water falling like tears from the sky. The moment the song began to play, you felt your heart begin to crack as sadness crashed over you like a tidal wave, the tears began racing down your cheeks competing with the rain. The life slowly began to drain out of your eyes as you wished you were no longer alive, you were plunged into the depths of sorrow and depression that to your friend, that's all you were, friends. The gym doors opened before being shut quickly, the guy that had girls and guys alike swarming him stepped out feeling much better without so many people swarming him. He noticed you sitting there with the rain drumming on your still figure, he approached and sat down. Your eyes shifted over to the guy, why was he sitting there to simply get a breath from being fawned over. The guy glanced over at you, his face had a red hue showing off his faint freckles, "Um... how you doin?" he questioned awkwardly. You simply turned your head to look him in the eyes as your eyes showed how lifeless you felt. The boy's breath hitched at seeing how dead you looked, "Who hurt you?" he whispered taking your face in his hands, he leaned forward as his thumb wiped the mixture of tears and rain from your cheek. The simple action and question was the thing that broke the dam, you chocked out a sob as the tears replaced the liquid from before. The boy gave a soft sigh as he pulled you into a hug, you couldn't help but cling to him so tightly, like he would disappear the moment you loosened your grip. "You know... over all the people that I could love... you caught my eye." Your broken sobs slowed to whimpers from the pain of your broken heart as he continued talking. "You were always willing to help when you would get nothing in return except a smile, you even stand up for people that think the worst of you." The boy pulled away to look you in the eyes with a look of pure admiration. "I love you, will you be mine?" he questioned as you could only stare in shock. You chocked on another sob as you said brokenly, "yes." The boy gave a smile full of love and happiness, he kissed you and you kissed back, your broken heart already slowly healing.

I'm totally not crying over my best friend that I now just realized was fake after 9 years. :)

pov: you're crying over someone you met yesterday and are trying to keep pretending you're happy while texting them but you're actually crying Edit: I'm now happier and in a poly relationship with some great people! (Good things come I believe in you!)

me: crying over this song ads: GRUBHUB PEKRS GIVE YOU DEALS IN THE FOOD YOU LOVE :D

Pov: Your watching this and crying because you love someone and don't know how to tell them

Yes I play this under my pillow at night it rlly helps with my anxiety

Hey there. If you're in a dark place right now, just know that there are people put there who can help you see the light. There will always be someone who is there for you no matter what. It's okay to feel this way, and it'll get better. Don't give up just yet.

My dog died today I’ve had him since I was 2 and he was older than I was I miss him and I’ll never get to see him again my baby is gone Edit: My other dog just fucking died

remember never waste tears on people that aren't important. i love you stay strong okay? remember to never give up a lot of people love and cherish you dearly

sitting in your room and listening to the stranger in the other room problem's fills you with.. not determination but... sadness

POV: You started crushing on your best friend/neighbor when you were around 7. Growing up in a not supportive home you tried to hide your feelings for the longest time not wanting to be kicked out for being gay. You and your best friend would jokingly flirt with each other, hence the sweater you wore on the third of December and their small comment, that only made you fall harder and harder. Till she came. Heather. That's all your best friend talked about now. Heather said this. Heather likes this but hates this. You started to slip into your own thoughts about doing not good things to yourself and Heather. Oh how you loathed Her. She had all of their attention when you had been wanting it for forever. Fast forward to March. Heather and your best friend started jokingly flirting, hanging out more, and worst of all she replaced you. You look at your clock which read 3:00AM. You could vividly remember your dream where you were actually fading away watching all of the memories of you and your best friend be replaced by Heather and them. ∆ You walked outside in the middle of the rainstorm. You opened your arms out and spun in a circle yelling "I WISH I WAS HEATHER..!!" Not realizing that your long time best friend was awake, on a call with Heather of course, and they heard you. Realizing that they had almost completely replaced you with Heather they ran out and kissed you. "Why would you ever kiss me..." "I'm-" "I'm not even half as pretty.." They hugged you in the middle of the driveway rain circle both of you all you could hear is the rain... And they whispered something in your ear... "I love you.. I always have loved you" You pulled back and kissed them again. This had took quite a while as Heather had gotten concerned about your best friend and drove to their house. As Heather pulled up to their house she saw you two kissing in the rain. She angrily drove off not bothering either of you for the next few months. You were living your happily ever after. ∆ Alternate Ending: You ran out of your house and into the street screaming "I WISH I WAS HEATHER!!" Heather was standing outside of your best friends front door so of course she heard you. Heather walked over and hugged you as she started crying. "I only befriended them to get closer to you I'm in love with YOU.... I'm in love with you." You leaned in and kissed her. But then you turned and walked back into your house leaving her crying, soaking wet, and heartbroken in your front lawn. That was until your best friend came over to her and gave her the sweater. The sweater they gave you. "It's just polyester... but you like her better." You were upstairs watching this from the window. Heather looked up and made eye contact with you. She blushed and turned away. "...fuck" You said lightly realizing that it was always Heather. Always. Was. Gonna. Be. Her. And you hated it Or did you You also loved it. That's it. You didn't want to be Heather. You wanted to be with her. But you messed it up. Now both of the people you loved were together. And that left you all alone... You constantly thought about the kiss. How her lips felt, tasted, the slight spark you felt... You were addicted off of one kiss and you wanted more.. so that's what you did after one of the football games you walked up to her and kissed her. To your surprise she kissed you back. ~The End~ - Written by a lovesick demiboy

POV: It's days away from prom, and you had to come to school early because your mom had to do some work, and you still don't have your drivers license. You decide to see if your homeroom teacher has arrived to school yet. When walking to her room, you hear your crush talking about you, and your eyes light up. With your back against the wall, you suddenly start crying out of happiness. Once you get yourself pulled together, you walk in the room. Your crush is right there, with a poster, saying "Will You Go To Prom With Me?" and you start uncontrollably crying. He hugs you, and your tears stream down his sweatshirt. You silently whisper "I love you" to him, and he says it back. When you let go of him, he took of his sweater and gave it to you. Now read the first sentence. If you see this, I wish you the best of luck in life. Keep your head up :))

Ya know, this song reminds me of so much pain i don’t like remembering. I liked this guy back in like the ends of 2019, but i didn’t realize it because i thought i loved and was happy with my boyfriend at the time (i wasn’t, he made my mental state worse then it was and he used me and cheated on me 3 different times, all different girls). After i broke up with him, it didn’t take me long to realize my feelings for this guy. But, at the time, he had a girlfriend. They had been saying for nearly a year already. It was so painful. In my head i had only liked him for a week or two, but honestly i’ve thought about everytime me and him have hung out in the past, and i think it was more quite a few months. I was friends with his girlfriend too, and she was so awesome, so i couldn’t even be mad at her. Honestly i remember crying a lot over this. I told this guy my feelings, knowing he wouldn’t feel the same but just wanting him to know. Even after him and his girlfriend broke up i knew i had 0 chance even tho one of his friends tried to tell me i did. we started dating on April 4th, 2020, still are dating.

[ future me ] hey, if you ever come back to this, i want you to know that i love you. we love you. stay alive. although things may not have changed, you've only waited for a year. be patient and maybe you'll change, alright? -past you,2021 :)

POV: Its a raining day, you are Heather, and you are listening to your neighbor, Conan, and then you start to cry cause you feel bad for him.

POV: You and your boyfriend broke up he lives in the same neighborhood as you its raining out you see him with your best friend with him giving your best friend his jacket as you look out the window of your room. You snuggle with your dog and act like everything's fine. Your mom and dad are out of town so your by yourself, the next morning you noticed all you did last night was cry over a boy. ( moral of the story don't feel sad for someone who let go of you because you have to let go of them)

POV: You sit in a church pew, listening as the pianist plays for the bride. Everyone in the church rises, watching the bride walk down the aisle. She looks radiant, the most beautiful she's ever looked. Your heart aches at the way she looks at her soon to be wife, waiting for her at the end of the aisle. You wish you were standing there, not Heather. You wish she looked at you the way she looks at her bride now. You wish she loved you. As you watch the two say their vows, as you watch the minister say they may kiss, as you watch them leave the church with joyous smiles on their faces, you feel a tear slip down your face. You were happy she was happy, but oh you wished she could have been happy with you. As the church slowly empties, you think to yourself. _I wish I were Heather_

Pov: You like a boy, but he likes another girl who you think looks better than you and is cuter. You go outside for a while when it starts to rain. You look up in the sky only to wonder what you could do to make him like you. You remember all the times you wanted to be with him and see and hug him and have him as your own. You start to cry, the rain feels like tears falling on you. You cover your face with your hands and sob. Then you look up and see him. He turns around and calls the other girl's name "Cmon Julia, let's go" he says. She walks up with her beautiful, golden locks shimmering in the rain. She walks under his umbrella and they hug. You freeze and watch as they walk away. You start to cry more than ever. The theme of the story: Girls, you don't need a man. You are strong and Beautiful. No man deserves you.

“Words cut deeper than any knife,” “Suicide doesn’t stop the pain, it gives it to someone else.” “Throw a rock into the ocean, you don’t know how deep it goes.” “They laugh at me because I’m different, I laugh at them because they’re all the *same*” “Life is like a book, it’s gonna end one day but you have to enjoy it while you can” “Hurt me with the truth rather than comfort be with lies.” That’s all I have for now. These quotes are not mine, belongs to unknown, some of these are from joker.

this reminds me of memories i didnt even realize I had

I wish we could go back in time and just back to our childhood because time flows like a river speeding in time.

POV: Image that School is over and it starts to rain just as you walk out the doors. You look up and rain droplets go on your face. You slowly start to dance in the rain, then your friends notice you and join in, you’re all holding hands and dancing, then your crush looks at you, and points to you to his friends. His friends nod their head and race towards you. Your crush grabs your hand, and starts dancing with you. While his friend and your are all dancing in the pouring rain together. When everyone is soaked, your crush give you his sweatshirt. Now read the first word again.

Me when I first heard this song: "Omg I like this song! It's so cute" Me now: *"I am crying while listening to this at 3 am."*

Pov: your my brother in the next room

OOC I’m having the worst mental breakdown rn, I keep venting to my girlfriend about how I’m not worth anything and that she deserves better than me. I put this on to calm me down and while doing so I realized my jaw was clenched and I was really tense..everyday has not been my best but I try, I even made a promise to my girlfriend that I wouldn’t leave her...I don’t know how long I’ll be able to keep that promise- Thanks for reading my little vent

If you guys really like this song from Conan then listen to his songs Lookalike, the story, and cut that always bleeds. They are just as sad

We were just kids having fun, we didn’t know we were gonna make memories that would last forever..

Pov: you’re the parent of a child who’s heart has been broken last night on call with their ex-lover.

Most of the people in this comment section should be writer's I mean the stories and povs are so good omg-

can we just appreciate how conan gray asked cavetown to be friends like lol

my pov: you’ve been in a toxic relationship for a year now, with Henry. you go to one of the last days as a junior in high school, to see Henry on the stairs of the school, kissing riley, your so called best friend. you stumble over your tears, throwing the necklace Henry got you to the floor, and storm off. After school: you are still in shock, and feel like you ran out of tears. You walk into your apartment, dropping your stuff. You walk into your bedroom, staring at the standing mirror, of the pictures of Henry, then ripping them down. you start crying again. your heart is shattered as you see messages pop up on your phone. Soon you hear a faint sound of music. you stand up, going to the main room, hearing heather. you sit down in the couch, trembling. you faintly sing along, still crying. alone please remember that you don’t need anyone to be happy. please

It’s calming but it gives me back all of my sad memories..but I like this vid doe -w-

pov for bnha/mha fans (a lot to read, but it’s worth it- trust me

I just closed my eyes and focused on the words for a bit. It was nice. Could you do You Were Good to Me by Jeremy Zucker? It’s such an underrated song

I'm crying.. I'm a girl in love with my girl best friend, but she has a gf now. At one point she liked me but I didn't like her back. Now I love her but don't want to tell her because it would affect her and her gf who she loves a lot. Her gf is an amazing person, better than me.. ..I relate to this song. :/

POV: ur backstage at Conans concert listening to him sing about you and your girlfriend Heather. slowly realising the boy you had given up on, loved you back the whole time..

He promised me he'll comeback and yes he comeback knowing he's in a relationship with someone I waited him for like 1year

WAIT IM SO SORRY TO KEEP REQUESTING THINGS BUT A MILLION DREAMS THE GREATEST SHOWMAN BUT ITS RAINING AND IN ANOTHER ROOM

I think it's a huge ass privilege being able to communicate such personal and emotional feelings to people, and not only just for your own understanding. Everyone is able to feel and interpret this song, and honestly that's everything. These type of songs make me so sad for no reason, or perhaps there is a reason, many in fact, but I just don't think of these reasons, and when I do, it's always through these songs?

I sat by my best friend’s side for 7 years and she came out to me as pansexual and me being bisexual and having a crush on her, I decided to keep my mouth shut. The next day I learned a girl confessed to her the night she came out to me and I lost my chance. Six months later her homophobic mother made her block me and her girlfriend. A month ago I confessed to my best friend who thought she was pansexual. I was comforting her while she was having an emotional breakdown and I got my first kiss with a girl. Everything seemed so perfect that night. We were on her rooftop, moon out, just holding each other. Later on I learned that she just admired me as a hero figure and my heart got shattered.. she now has a boyfriend and they’re happy together.. every relationship ends up with them realizing they never loved me and they love somebody else. I’ve let people walk on me and even hit me as I comfort them so this song really hits different for me. Thank you 💗

imagine you and Conan had a fight so you stormed off to the bathroom and lock it...you stay under a blanket as you hear Conan approach the door and apologize but you don't feel your ready to get out so you listen while he plays this song to you 😌😌😩😖😖

Me: *listening to this and started crying* a ad: now my time to tell them about a bacon whopper and make them laugh bc I pop up while they are being emotional XDD

POV You're leaning against your porch fence. It's cold and there's not a single cloud in the sky yet somehow the rain pours continuously. The stars shine brightly and covers the open field, illuminating the selected flowers and grassy plain. The music is on blast and it nearly covers the rain as it composes a nice melody together. You start to think about the times you'd spent with them. The times when you'd do anything and everything for them. You imagine you and them, happily running across the field with no acknowledgment to the crumbling world surrounding you. Even now, two years later after separating, it still brings you comfort. Somewhere inside, you feel a sense of loss. A loss of who you are and what you're doing. The person you love so dearly is now happy in a different relationship and this is what pulls you into reality. A reality that is cruel and unwanted but needed in order to move past all of the warmth you feel. Love was once beautiful but now it is strange and ugly. Your eyes feel hollow and empty with warm tears running down like a raindrop dripping down a window. A sudden sparkle brings your attention and you raise your head to see shooting stars appear behind the mountains in the distance, streaking past and over you. The tears stop and for a moment you realise that there is some beauty in what you see. Hugging yourself in search for comfort, you let the tears run down as you feel the breaking of your heart slowly repair itself. You open your eyes to see the shooting stars coming to a close. You make a wish.

We love giving full credit to these beautiful artists! ♡

"But you liked her better, I wish I were Heather" felt.

pov: • • • you slowly open your eyes to the sound of rain pattering against the window. as you wake up a bit more you realise that you are going to visit your best friend (your crush.) you calmly get out of bed and get in the shower. the warm water pours over your head, making you feel more relaxed and comfortable. after washing , you slowly get out and see your favourite sweater hanging on the wall. you put it on with some trousers, and go to the bathroom to brush your teeth. then you decide to call your crush to check what time you will proceed to meet. they say around 12;00. so you get your wellington boots on, and head out to the damp outside. the smell of rain drifts upon you as you walk to the place you will meet. you see them waving at you from a distance, as your heart flutters with excitement. • • • you meet them at the little bakery on the corner of the street, where they first met. as you walk over to them, you realise they are holding something behind their back.. you look back up at them, and they have a nervous grin. “what’s behind your back (insert name) ?” they slowly pull the most beautiful flowers from behind them and give them to you. you feel the butterflies in your stomach fluttering like crazy. they confess their feelings for you, and you both start to tear up, with happiness, of course. you both embrace warmly, and you never want to let go of them, they ask them to be yours, and you say yes, of course. then you both walk into the bakery to buy your favourite cupcakes and share them, together. • • • i hope you enjoyed that lil story :-D

POV: you're Heather, standing in the rain outside of one of Conan Gray's concerts.

this song hits hard when youre always the second choice to everyone why can't i be the first to be loved, the first person ppl go to when theyre having a bad day, the first person to be appreciated, and not the person who gets the bad things when someone wants something from me, not the person ppl go to when they cant have her, but then again i cant hate her cuz its not her fault either

The fact that I used to cry to this song thinking I was in the same situation Conan was in but turns out I was always heather.

Really hits when its 1 in the morning and your thinking about how he/she/they likes her/him/them better.

“But I watch your eyes as she walks by” I’ll never be perfect , but that person thinks the other person is and I’m not. The other person has a perfect face , perfect voice , perfect hair , perfects everything. Me? I’m just a person barely hanging on to life. I’m a person who holds back emotions to the point where I can’t cry anymore , even if I want to. I can’t show it :/ Everyone’s toxic , can I give up now? Please? I wanna die , but I’m to scared . I just can’t be like this. I just can’t 😒

Your videos are honestly the best. They’re so calming and comforting. Thank you 😊

"But you like her better..." are words that hit me hard

Pov: You are my neighbor

I love him and when I saw him with that other girl it broke me. I noticed I messed up by breaking up with him..I noticed how much it hurt him. We were so good and I ruined it bc I overthink. I missed him so much that I cried every night reading our old texts. So I started texting him again I was desperate...he answered and we had good conversations. He had a new gf and I had a new bf to try to cope. I told him that I still loved him and missed him and he felt the same. We talked more and more. I started to notice my new bf was abusive and toxic so I broke up with him and he broke up with his gf bc she was also toxic. We just got back together yesterday and its been the two best days ever. I haven't cried all day and I feel so much more happy when I'm with him. I hope I meet him again but for now its long distance. Austin is you see this I love you.

POV: Your feel so alone. . Feeling like you lost all creativity. Idk I hope all of you guys are well Im just going through some feelings atm.

I literally play this every night to sleep

this is the song that keeps me in the shower for 5 hours when i am sad

Im going through something harsh recently, it might be a kinda long story but ill start from the "beginning". I was playing a mobile i game i had liked alot before, came across a person and we quickly became friends and would always roleplay together online and do everything together. I had never been in a online relationship back then so i was hesitant to ask her, she actually did say yes and we would roleplay everyday, never spending much time away. We got a discord so we could talk more and even chat through call for the first time!, when we first talked we were both so nervous.. I made the first hello and hearing her soft and hyper adorable voice gave me butterflys, we talked for hours before we hung up and went right back to roleplaying, we had the same mindset and honestly had no problems with each other except us getting a bit jealous here and there. Skip ahead about a year and i log on one day to tell her happy Valentine's day, no response- at first i brushed it off as her being busy cause that happend a bit cause she didnt come out to her family that she was dating me and she would have to hide the phone at times. Next day i get on with the normal hello and theres no response, ever sense then she never spoke to me again and im still unsure why- but after a while of chatting on a server and being a bit more social someone messaged me and we talked for about a hour, she asked what i was into and i said "both male and female but mostly female- why?" She then said that she liked me. I didnt know what to say- we had barley talked yet and we didn't even know what we looked like, but we talked longer and we decided to try. So we have been talking for a few months but i soon started falling apart, i didnt tell her or anyone about my problems except my mom. I dont feel right in the head and i made a stupid lie to her cause I knew i wouldn't be able to talk to her anymore, my problems where just to big and was developing more problems by the day. It got to the point where i lost intrest in her but i didn't want to be that asshole that just said "im sorry we are over.." Im not like that-... I dont know what to do though anymore! I can feel the emotion draining from my body every day slowly but surely, i burst out into the biggest cry of full pain recently- it was the first time in YEARS sense i cried. Last i did a broken heart cry was when my dogs where taken from me 1 by 1. i have always had a social problem but its so much worse now. If i walk to the park and see some people my age im to scared to even go say hello now, ever sense i have just been going on 2 or 3 hour walks by myself. i was born a "medium" so i commonly find comfort in spirits, or other ghosts kids i have befriended. Its my only form of really talking sense i feel myself fading away from my father. my mother and little brother are the only ones really sitting there and talking to me. I don't want to get my lil bro stuck up in mine or my familys drama though, i always try to protect and distract him when arguing happens. I hide my aura and use all my energy to play with him, the only problem is my energy drains FAST so it takes a day to get it back.. I only want the best for my family, and i still feel like a jerk about my girlfriend. I hope i get the dang gutts to tell her soon, and i hope i can get better aswell. I want to be that perfect big sister for my baby brother, and the ideal daughter for my family. A person who can help them, even though i have always been a big help to my family it never feels like enough and i always try so hard to do more, like when my father bought me a violin but i got caught up in bad aura and feelings and i just couldent bring myself to play it after being so so excited to get it, i saw the confusion in my fathers eyes as he tryed to get me to play it. It hurt.. I do most of my "going on" so they can be happy, i dont show them my hurt.. . Ah if you read all this big venting thank you.. Um i have a question, how do i be social? Maybe making some friends can help me out a bit.

i cried so hard because im not a heather and i never will be and both my sister and friend are both heathers they're both so pretty and im not..

it's currently 2 am. i'm laying on the floor in dark room listening to this. great way to leave reality at least for a little bit.

Pov: you just had a mental break down and ended up doing something awful in the heat of the moment, you collapse to the ground and your vision goes blurry, you hear the faintness of the rain splashing against the window. You try to move your arm but you feel nothing. You feel a tear drop fall from your face as you faintly hear the song heather coming from the next door. The bitter sweet calmness of it all makes you just cry more. You couldn’t scream for help or run for help. You were stuck. You knew it was only a matter of time. You close your eyes and listen to the faint music and rain as you focus on trying to breath. In a moment of vulnerability, you stop. You stop it all. And as the world goes black, the last thing you hear is the lullaby like song. Goodbye.

Times going by too quickly.. I wish I were little again.

Ever just feel like this song was made for you? Yeah? Okay that makes a few of us then..

But how could I hate her, she's such an angel 💔

POV: you have a crush on your bestie but you don’t wanna ask her out bc you don’t wanna ruin your friendship with her

POV: Lesbian* Its the night of prom, your hair is curled in a way that makes it look like a light fluffy cloud was softly put on your head and your dress is sparkling. You look in the mirror one last time before you go and you start to crumble into yourself, she will be there, without you there to hold her. You wipe your tears and smile, you have to be ok. Your mom yells your name to go. You head to the front door and walk outside, light rain falls onto your skin, you look up and let the rain wash away your last tear. You get into the car and turn the stereo up all the way as your mom drives you to the school, you prepare yourself for either the best or worst night of your life. You get out as your mom waves you goodbye. You look back and smile. You head to the auditorium and walk inside, not alot of people are there yet. You sit down on a bench and put your headphones in your ear and blast your favorite play list. An hour pasts and many people are here now. You look around and see the doors of the auditorium open, she walks through. Your eyes fill with tears as you marvel at her beauty. Her hair perfectly falling to her shoulders, her dress flowing behind her in a sort of perfectly imperfect way. Her eyes so golden it looked as if all the riches in the world were there. Then you see her girlfriend run up and hug her. They kiss and hold each other, rocking back and forth to the music. You start to cry, you get up and run through the doors, pushing past them. Your tears coming fast as you sit outside the auditorium. You sob silently as the rain lightly falls on you. You can hear the music coming through the auditorium and you cry louder. Nobody is there to hold you. She's moved on, she's not yours anymore. You shake as the cold droplets fall around you, you wrap your arms around yourself and cry. Then, you hear the doors of the auditorium open. You don't look up, you don't want whoever is there to see your tears. You hear a rustling of leaves and then you feel arms be wrapped around you. You look up and see emerald green eyes looking at you. It was a girl, she doesn't say anything, she just holds you. You cry louder and put your head on her shoulder, she holds you closer and rocks you back and forth. "Its OK, im here, you don't have to be strong." She says soothingly. You look up at her and she smiles. She puts her hand on your head and pets you softly. You move closer to her as you cry and she holds you. The rain continues to fall, and the loud music continues to play. No words need to be said to show the care this girl is giving you.

𝑰𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 3𝒓𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝑫𝒆𝒄𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓, I was wearing your sweater. The pale blue one that was fuzzy, the one that was just right for me. It kept me warm on the coldest of days. It was so soft and you gave it to me at just the right time. It was a normal school day, everything went as it usually did. The only thing that changed was when you asked me that one question. "𝗖𝗮𝗻 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝘀𝘄𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸?" I don't think you knew how much those six words hurt me. But I gave you the sweater. It was 2 weeks later, I look over at you. You had recently been hanging around Heather. Laughing and having fun. I didn't think much of it until I overheard you ask if she wanted your sweater. Those were the same words you once told me. Without thinking, I ran to the bathroom. I cried and cried, considering it was the only thing I could do that felt right in that moment. My heart shattered. The pieces were so small, I don't think anyone could fix them. The next few weeks were 𝑯𝒆𝒍𝒍. Watching you look into her deep blue eyes mesmerized. Heather was a sweet person, someone who never really wronged me. But something in me wanted her 𝐷𝑒𝑎𝑑. Seeing her smile made me cringe. She was such an angel though. What did she do to deserve such hatred from me? 𝑰𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝑫𝒆𝒄𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 3𝒓𝒅 𝒚𝒆𝒕 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏, but it's different. It's not me in your pale blue sweater this time. 𝗜𝘁'𝘀 𝗛𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿. The girl you loved. With her bubbly personality, deep blue eyes, addictive laugh. I hated Heather. Or so I thought. Little did I know, this entire time I've pushed all hatred towards Heather. It was all because of how much I wanted to be Heather. I wanted to be kissed by you, hugged, talked to. Little did I know... 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮

“~but you like her better, wish i were-“ “AT MENARDS YOU CAN GET GOOD SHI-“

everything hits harder when you are in the situation

I don't just cry I cry in 💫swag💫

Pov: your a girl in love with your best friend which is also a girl and you see her grow into an adult with her husband while you rot knowing that you will always be happy for her

“Brighter then the blue sky. She’s got you mesmerized while I die.” That line hits so hard 🙁

me on the inside: sad... ad: -HOTEL TRIVAGO- me on the inside: happy and abt to laugh

this is sooooooooooo underrated

pov: you're once again stuck falling in love with a person you know will never be yours. you really don't want to love them, but it's just so hard not to. they're so charming and kind, but in love with another girl. your friend keeps telling you that you need to realize that they'll never love you, and you just can't admit that to yourself.

Put your phone under your pillow its the most relaxing shit if ever fell asleep to

Darn this song makes me cry every time, even when I’m barely paying attention to the words, and I don’t even have any emotional connection to it. It’s just the deep sadness of the song 😢

I love this so much... Lately I have been feeling kind of sad but for no reason at all and I don’t know what’s going on with me. It’s not like I have a reason to be sad about anything, my life isn’t exactly perfect but it isn’t really bad either. I also find it very hard to cry when something is wrong and sometimes I just need to cry but can’t and it feels horrible. I think one of the reasons I’m sad just now is because I’ve recently liked this guy but he started dating one of my best friends (again) and I don’t know what to do except to try and forget about him. I also have this problem when I get a crush on someone incredibly easily but then I don’t ever do anything about it because I’m scared. I can also never understand my own feelings and I can never know if I like someone or not, it’s just so frustrating. Last year I dated one of my best friends for a few months and then he broke up with me saying it would be better if we were friends, and we did stay friends. But last month he said to me I loved me and he asked me out again. I said no, but recently I have been wondering if that was the right choice to make. I know he makes my days better, he cheers me up when I’m sad, he makes me forget about the bad stuff, I miss him on weekends and holidays when we are not at school and I want to chat and talk to him on those days we don’t get to see each other. My friends don’t exactly approve of my choices on who I’m dating, but they eventually except who that person will be. I am scared because of so many things, like last time he didn’t spend hardly any time with me because he was always with his friends but I was too scared to say anything about it. I am scared and I don’t know what to do. If you are still reading this, thank you so much and please can you help me answer some of my questions? Do you think I love him? Do you think it’s okay for me to be sad for no reason? Is okay that I can’t cry when I need to? Is it okay that I don’t know when I like someone?

Me listening to depressing songs because i remembered that anime characters don't exist

I have now listened to this for three nights to go to sleep 😅😔😅 I love this so much 👉🏻👈🏻💞😁😁💛💛

Listening to heather while thinking that people who are important to you are proud of you(even tho when they're not) is the most comforting thing in my life

I put my phone to my ear and then the lay's chips and and someone ate a chip and it crunched so my body took a screenshot

(my) P.O.V. I'm sitting at my mother's work computer at 12:24 A.M. I am home alone and crying over a girl that I really like. I gave her a letter holding my confession about 3 weeks ago, she's ignored and avoided me ever since. 2 hours before I had given her my letter, she told me she had made her first move on her crush. I'm sitting here softly singing this song out of jealousy and longing to be the girl she loves. Maybe, just maybe, I'll find someone else to long over, somebody who made my heart feel the same way that she made my heart feel. Maybe.

why is this song making me happy and sad at the same time

I wanna go back to when heather was only a name

Please never stop making these type of videos there amazing.