pov: you run down the corridors with your favourite character trying not to get caught. you guys dive into a janitors closet, laughing while this song plays.
@@ridleighhansen9996 turning 17 in a couple months and i feel this, was just talking to someone earlier today actually about how when we first moved 5 years ago to where we live now i was constantly getting in trouble with friends, i realize now it was to figure out what im doing, to ground myself in the present, and now because im homeschooled (my own choice) i dont have that option because theyre pretty much cut off by now, so im left feeling lost and unsure of where my life is going
yeah Id rather have a true enemy, but wouldnt the fake friend be the true enemy? seeing they were faking it to you, but the your 'supposed' worst enemy, isnt faking it with you, what happens now??
wait people say were depressed last time i checked this was just a “”phase”” according to me and my friends parents welp i can agree this is good therapy
When my mom says don’t trust people on the internet I so wanna say this: so should I not trust the people that listen to my problems? Should I not tell them my problems? There the only people I know won’t judge me for being me!
Ik what u mean one and my online friends are so close we call each other brother and mean it seriously… online friends are the best because they are themselves with no fear
POV: you are walking through the city with your bf/gf while it’s raining and you pass a stadium where the lumineers are performing and you just sit and listen.
“Catch me mommy!” The little girl says as she jumps into her moms arms laughing “Catch me mommy” she says tears running down her face as she jumps from the building
this comment section is the most wholesome, sad, hopeful one I have come across, imagine sitting at 2am hearing this and reading the songs, *enough to make a grown man cry*
Im worried about many of my classmates but i just cant seem to find it in myself to confront them about it until it seems like something everyone can see. And so far its only happened once and I didnt do anything that time.
Has anyone ever had that feeling where you just want to go back to the past and make good decisions but you cant.. And that people forget about you completely but there's something they don't forget that you don't like about yourself.. Mine is lying and being mean 💔
Every day I think about what I could’ve done better, my parents get mad at me if I get anything around a low B or like a 85% or smth, I wanna go back to where I used to live, with my old neighbors we played every day and we wer really close, I miss them
I have trouble expressing myself and talking about emotions and stressed 24/7 so I lash out in anger and I’m just so mean to my friends to the point that I’m lying in my bed crying silently out of guilt for being mean and I’m scared, scared they will desert me because of this.
i miss the days where mom or dad would tuck me in by reading me a story, or singing me a song. they would sit in my room until i was ready for them to leave and pray for me to have good sleep. now it’s just a “time for bed!” and they leave the rest to you.
Yeah... I miss my relationship with my parents. Most of the time they feel nonexistent and I'm taking care of my two siblings. They don't get the love and attention they need either. They are my literal everything... So lately I've been tucking my little 5 year old brother in, and telling him 3 stories! One from UA (He loves My Hero Academia almost as much as I do lol) and two about his guinea pigs as humans. Then I let my 10 year old sister get comfy and I read her a chapter from her new book. I miss the times when our parents felt present... So I'm trying to give them that feeling. I'm not a great big sister. But I'm trying. I just wish my mom and dad would do the same...
@@lostweeb8029 I’m sorry about your parents not really being there for you all, I truly am… You can be so proud on yourself for creating the peaceful memories with your siblings that they will look back to in years, even if your parents should have been there too
@@me-fr4qb Yeah... It's gotten slightly better with other family intervention, but not much. My siblings and I are a lot closer now, and I'm greatful for it.
true and i wanna work at nasa but none of my friends beleive me they think its a huge stretch and to try something easier like a vet or smth but i think to myself if other people have made it why cant i because its all about the amount of effort you put into it but i still get so sad because of the stupid supposed friends i have
@@user-so9nm7rh6c if anime's taught me anything, it's that with enough conviction and endurance, you can achieve anything. eventually. minus a parental figure or two, but you know, that just happens sometimes.
You may be crying in bed, and that’s fine, let it out...just remember that your not the only one that cries, the whole world cries and to us it’s called “Rain”
@@lxvinhilse1771 awe :( I’m so sorry 😞. I don’t know what to say- because I don’t comfort sad peoples but I know u must hear this all the time but, it will get better everything happens for a reason ❤️
POV: You’re laying in bed listening to this late at night while scrolling through the comments shredding a couple tears from what people who u don’t even know are saying
‘Why are teenagers so angry?’ The little girl asked ‘Because we are all going through our own shit, are treated like kids, expected to act like adults, and most of all...’ she stopped her eyes tearing ‘What?’ The little girl asked gently ‘We’re scared’ she said softly ‘What’s there to be scared of?’ The little girl asked ‘Growing up’ ‘Growing... up?’ The little girl asked in confusion She chuckled ‘We don’t know how to move on from our past because we feel like we’re still living it... and... it hurts’ ‘But growing up is so cool...’ said the little girl, still confused ‘That’s how it’s seemed to me too’ she hugged the little girl, letting her tears fall ‘that’s how it seemed to me too...’ The little girl’s name Was past I wrote this last night after I had a big fight with my parents And it hurts Because it’s true We were all in such a rush to grow up But then when we looked up, We had grown up And we’re left wondering Where the years went... Please don’t steal this ÚvÙ but you can use it and credit to a Alias Blossom
stuff that hits different: taking a shower late at night when its cold and rainy going to the beach at night the last day of high school listening to this late at night when its cold and raining and your in your bed relaxing, and you know you dont have to get up tomorrow literally anything late at night
Hello you yes you the person reading this I just wanted to tell you that i love you and you mean everything to me you deserve the absolute world and I wish i could give it to you myself i'm not gonna tell you to "cheer up" or "be happy" because i still like you when you're sad and for those who didn't get asked this question How are you feeling today? It's always ok not to be ok It's what makes you real Love, Potato
pov: you can hear all the songs your soulmate listens to, and now they're lying in bed listening to ophelia non-stop thinking they'll never find you. yes that was pretty romantic, i'm proud of myself now cry little teenager, i'll cry with u don't worry babe, you're not alone :) love u
Did anyone else click on this thinking, “imma just check it out.” And then u stayed? Cuz same 🙂 and I’m glad I did because it made me smile, imagining myself with that one special person.
bruh I put a timer for 30 minutes on my school iPad to stop listening to music so i don't get distracted while i do homework. IT'S BEEN SIX HOURS AND I CAN'T GET ENOUGH. I love thisssss
@@tanojo7441 omg haha I do that. All. The. Time. But yes im here after staying 40 mins in a heat waves room, 20 at a sweater weather gathering and like a million at a sad songs realm. ~I like making names for the songs I've listened to /"places I've been"~ heh
All i want in this hell of a world is a friends who checks up on me and says "hey are you okay?" not "did you do your homework?". I want a family who is actually nice. A family who doesnt tell me "your not depressed. you dont have anxiety Your only 12" Even after everything i want someone to like me. Not fake, real. I want someone who I can hug and let out my problems. Someone supportive. I want to look at myself in the mirror and think "hey, i look good". I want to not stress about how i look and stupid things like school and life and everything. I want to live a happy life. Its hard. "If you cant handle life now your not gonna survive in the real world." I know that. I know im not even make it past 16. Its hard and its tiring and i dont want this. I want to be carefree and be able to actually be happy and not fake a smile wherever i go. I want to dissapear. Completly gone, not like anybody would miss me anyways. Im always told "your too loud" or "your too hyper calm down" ive had enough. I hate being constantly told "your a girl so act like one" I want to be free and go by what i want, Not a girl and not a boy. I want to be me. Not someone else who everyone in my life has been continously shaping into who they want me to be. Nobody cares. Nobody will ever care. "hey you remember when we played ddlc last year and sayori died and i got really scared and you tried to comfort me?" "yeah i do" . . . sayori . . .
hey i dont wanna be like those people like 'OMG SAME' im just saying ik exactly what your going through. Everything you said just describes me too. So lets just think of it as its just me and you. Me and you in the whole world. Me and you coping together. thank you
EXACTLY. im 12 too im not okay tbh. but seriously people think we don't have any mental health issues when we do. it's like no one cares about me or my mental health. fuck them
@Summer Crispino sometimes not everything will be alright. Life gets really hard sometimes, and those times you wonder if this is how it’s gonna be all the time. I know 2020 has been a shit show for everyone. Life is not easy at all sometimes I wanna give up but I know I can’t. Just know in the end everyone has a purpose and you go through these hard time to only make you stronger. I hate living through tough times it hurts me rly bad. I just wish my life could be easy all the time. But we are human and we have emotions. Life will NEVER just be easy, I wish it would and I pray that everyday that goes by is easy. Just know you HAVE A PURPOSE, and even when things get rough know people love and care for you. Know that there are people that love and support you know matter the circumstances don’t ever give up on life.
"Oh oh feeling young "We've been on L'manberg since the flood" Or "We've been in L'manberg like a drug" "We've been on L'manberg since the bomb" Is what I hear and I'm crying cause this brought back memories
Remember when we wished we were grown up, so we could do whatever we wanted. We acted older than we were because we thought being grownup was better, but now we miss the memories we didn't have because we make them up to give ourselves closure. We can't remember because most of our childhood was spent mindlessly watching TV. We miss what we didn't have.
yea i feel this im only 11 but still i miss going in my moms bedroom and turning on the tv and when adult swim would come on id know shed come in soon for bed so she could read too me i was so oblivious too the world then
@@cypher7582 yeah. I miss the ignorant bliss of waking up at 6am, going downstairs where my dad would lie every blanket in the living room on me, give me a sippy cup of milk, and watching noggin and my little pony and koala brothers till I had to go to pre school at 11.
I have one more year of elementary school then off to middle school... I didn't really like my elementary school but I want to go back to my first day of 2nd grade...
it’s not leaving. it’s just different. you can’t go back or cling to the past. chart your own path into the future! have faith in yourself. faith over fear. be willing to take the step out, be ok with doing things afraid because no one 100% knows what their doing! baby steps. take baby steps.
Ya know. I havent been suicidal in years. Recently its come back and im trying to be strong. My significant other doesnt seem to care… this song reminds me that even tho it seems that i am alone both the rain and others are there from a distance and love me. Even if they cant be here with me they are sending their love. Suicide has been a real struggle for me since i was 12… im 22 and will be 23 next year… i love you all❤️
You aren’t perfect as you are. No one is. If you’re like me, your flaws started to overwhelm you and you saw nothing good. But you can change. And you are inherently of value. I can promise you that.
to who ever is reading this, i’m so proud of you. honestly you have come this far?! wow. i love you so fricking much. and god is here slowly taking ur hand about to walk through all your problems with you.
I really needes this, thank you so much... my aunt died yesterday, and i was sad... i feel lost, i feel numb and idk why... no one is telling me anymore im proud of you... Thank you so much for this ❤
@@lex1cp3xic I’m so sorry for your loss I know how it feels I lost my mother to cancer when I was a small child I know you will do great things in the future if you haven’t been told this today yet I love you You are amazing You will do great things you’ve come so far .
the idea of just having nothing to deal with is just a dream, far out of my reach at some point honestly. i just want to have my emotions back and be with my friends from back then ya know😅
Same yo, ever since 4th grade, everything been hitting different and i dont mean good different i mean bad different and its just tough ya know, i just wanna go back to the old days where the only worries were getting past round 20 in zombies
So sad to see such young people share their experiences and emotions, the world really can be a cruel place. I hope all of you come to find a way in life, and that you can hold strong even through the darkest storms.
@ASHLEY VIJAYAMOHAN relationships hurt, but people come and go, if people don't want to be there, they weren't meant to be there in the first place. There are people out there that care, and sometimes you just have to focus on yourself and what makes you happy.
There a lot of cruel thing like crimes break up and abuse I didn't have a good childhood I had an abuse dad when I was 11 and my first left me and the second just want to kill us
POV: You're having a hard time. It's 5pm, you decided to go out on a walk..you go to a park and sit down on a bench to enjoy the the sunset and flowers around you. You see a happy family passing by, you can't help but wonder ,,if..that one thing never happened..would I be as happy as them?". You continue to think about it. After some time a old lady sat next to you. Suddenly the old lady says ,,Those flowers....lovely aren't they?" you were a bit confused and wondered why the old lady had started talking to you. The old lady continues and says ,,I always come here because my mother came here often to watch the sunsets. She was a single mother you know? And I always watched the sunsets with my mother and talked with her...But then she got into a car accident and died. I really miss her. I became depressed and wanted to die...until I found my true love..and now I live happy in my happy ever after." You felt sorry for the old lady and tried to comfort her. The old lady then asked you ,,so tell me dear is there anything on your mind?" You stayed silent, but after some time you decided to tell her about your problems. The old lady says ,,Even though I'm a stranger I can tell you one thing. Life isn't only sunshine and rainbows it can be brutal. But you're still here right? That proves on how strong and brave you've been after all those things you went through. And I'm sure that you too will find your reason to live and have your own happy ever after. You just have to be patient." You smiled at the old lady and thanked her, you continued talking with her until you realized how late it was. As you were about to leave the old lady grabbed you by your arm, she took out an beautiful necklace and gave it to you ,,This necklace actually belongs to my mother it was her favorite necklace...and since I'm about to reach my limit I want you to have it. It brought me lots of luck in life and I'm sure it'll bring you luck as well." You thanked the old lady and made your way home. You felt pretty exhausted and just wanted to sleep. But you did learned one thing, and it's that you're worth it and that even when the world is hard you still have to keep fighting. You know that one day you too will find happiness in life like the old lady did. So you decided to start over again and live a better life. I know the story made 0 sense but I still hope you enjoyed it🥲
The “try to have nice life” part is what I’m trying to do and school is preventing it I’m going to have my 2023 big exam in like September or something
i hope you feel better. you are not alone. one thing i will say is God can help you. i respect your beliefs but i strongly suggest Jesus Christ. He loves you and is willing to find you. have a nice life lol
I was ready for all the fun things to do while growing up...but ever since I turned 10, I just don't know. I'm 13 now, and it got so much worse. I don't want to see the future, more like I'm scared of it. It's sad that I had to grow so fast.
Yeah :/ I remember i would always say "I can't wait till I get older everything will be so much easier" and my brother would always say to enjoy the time I have now and that growing up gets harder, but I never listened.
pov: imagine your sitting in the car late at night while it's raining, listening to this song with your comfort character, while crying into their arms and spending the whole time cuddling. ❤️ ily and nothing will change that. stay safe. 💖
@@rez_stonez he would hug you tight and his grip would be so tight so you feel safe and appreciated... as he would whisper sweet nothings into your ear until sooner or later you fall asleep in his arms. While your asleep, he admires what a beautiful person he has. ❤️💖
Also, if anyone else wants me to tell them how your comfort character would react, just reply to me with something along the lines of, “how would * your comfort character * react?” 💋
this gives me an odd feeling of happiness, and a comforting feeling of nostalgia. it’s like giving my heart a warm hug. It makes me remember there was a better time in life. goodness i’m lonely now.
This makes me feel something I can't explain, something I've never felt before...also, this is my girlfriend's favorite song, our favorite song actually. we used to listen to this song together when we were just bestfriends, it brings back a lot of memories. :)) I miss her so much, I can't wait to see you again my queen.🥺
Well he's mean no one should do that to anybody I'm so sorry for you but you'll find your soulmate one day and he/she will love you and never do that to you.
Correct me if i am wrong but people who post songs that aren't theirs cannot monetize the video, or if they did, the money goes to the creators of the song.
“You and this perfect person, who you’ve never met before, to come out of nowhere, fit into your life perfectly, complete you, and make you whole for the first time in your life, like your mother did for me.” And even though what he said sounds sweet and whatever, the way it manifested to my seven-year-old self is, “If you are not with someone, you are broken. If you are not with someone, you are incomplete. If you are not with someone, you are not whole.” And that’s not just something that my dad made me feel, that’s something that we as a society for the last 40 years has made every single child feel. Every Disney prince has a princess, every princess has a prince, and every television show or movie always has a character in it that doesn’t want to be in a relationship. They’re happy with who they are. But guess what, by the end of the series? They were wrong! They were wrong for wanting to be alone, the fucking idiot! It’s all to do with love. Everyone needs someone. And when you raise children in that world, where everything points towards love, when you’ve raised them for 18 fucking years, when you become an adult for the first time in your late teens and early 20’s, we’re so terrified. We’re so trying to be an adult that some of us will take the wrong person, the wrong jigsaw, and force them into our jigsaws anyway. I’m going to force this fucking person into our lives because it’s much better to have something than nothing. Then five years later, you’re stood looking at this jigsaw you don’t recognize, being like, “Ah! There’s a fucking cunt in the middle of this!” And in that moment, you have a very, very difficult question to ask yourself. Do I admit the last five years of my life have been a waste? Do I waste the rest of my life? My generation has become so obsessed with starting the rest of their lives that they give up the one that they’re currently living. We have romanticized the idea of romance, and it is cancerous. People are more in love with the idea of love than they are with the person they are with. The worst thing you can do with your life is to spend it with the wrong human being.
"You finally did it!" Her sister yelled from across the gym as she walked across the podium. "You finally did it..." Her sister said as she laid a flower down on her grave.
Thank you for inspiration lol ive got a somewhat idea of what i want for my next book. My plan for a while has been to write a book that starts and ends with the same sentences (i promise wont use this) and ive finally got some inspo
I still can’t believe last year I was that happy little girl who was nice to everyone and a teachers pet, it feels like a whole other person I never met except that person was me. My “friends” always ask me why I’m so sad or why I’m wearing black when they brought me down when I was at my worst. Only one person helped me smile and laugh a little and that’s the person everyone says to stay away from. I’m different now and they still have the nerve to tell me I’m to nice or sensitive when I smile but to mean if I don’t, and they wonder where the nice little girl went.
It's weird how when we were little we used to cry loudly for our parents to come but now we cry quietly so no one can hear. edit: Thank you so much for 500 likes! This is also your friendly reminder to hydrate and to eat three meals a day and screw all the people who make you sad you are perfect just the way you are :]
Imagine this ✨ First, close your eyes. Enjoy the tunes. Open them. Here we go. You wake up. After the longest week of your life. It's February. You look outside. The rain patters softly against your window. Your cat comes up to you and purrs warmly. You sit up and check the time. 7:47. Early morning, it's raining. Time for some breakfast. You get up and walk to the door. You decide to walk to the local coffee shop. You grab your umbrella and head down the stairs of your apartment building. You walk outside. The moist air hits your face. You sigh deeply. It's been hard recently. You lost your job. Exams are coming up. And your best friend recently seemed to want nothing to do with you. Should you confront these problems? Maybe not today. Perhaps tomorrow. For now. Lets walk in the rain, put in our headphones and let our sorrows leave our body. Just take some time. We all need it sometimes. Everything needs time to heal, don't rush yourself. Edit: Thank you all for your kind words. Some of you are going through some massive stress right now, and I won't tell you to not worry, or to smile. Because I KNOW you're tired of those words. But for now, nothing matters. Take a nap :) also, if you liked this, follow me on Wattpad sunshine5460
Take a screen recording of 1 playing of the song and put it into something like KineMaster or capcut and keep putting the same video in and eventually you’ll get to 10 hours
It seems like the days have blurred. The raindrops on the window never seem to cease. It's the rainy season after all. You are stuck at home due to stockpiles of inconveniences and you feel isolated. And alone. You look out the window at the glass panes that are fogged over and dripping. You wonder what your life would've been like if that one thing hadn't happened to you. That one thing that sent your life spiralling and left you here, longing for a good day. Suddenly you hear a tune start up and you stand up to inspect the window closer. As you wipe over the glass, the cold stinging your skin, you see the silhouette in the window across the way. They were singing a tune you've never heard, but one that spoke to your soul. They looked heartbroken. Like their days have blurred. Like they were wondering what their life could've been if that one bad thing hadn't happened. Like they were longing for a better day. They glance out the window and you lock eyes. You give a small wave, not knowing what to do with yourself, and they return a sad smile. You feel less alone now. As if seeing them made it all go away. You felt seen. You climb out the window - no one would miss you anyway. As your feet touch the damp grass you look up and see them climbing down the vines that rested against their brick walls. You walk forward, watching them land on the grass and turn to face you. The sun was about to set but you didn't mind. You both stood still in the middle of the road, staring at each other as the song continued to drone out of their open window. "Want to dance?" they ask and you smile and take their outstretched hand. And there you danced, the rain pouring down and soaking through your clothes, barefoot on the tar as the sun set behind you. You felt amazing. As if the world had finally fallen into place. You're both laughing and you didn't have a care in the world. You were dancing in the rain and that was all the world consisted of. You felt safe. Loved. In short, it was perfect. You were whole again and nothing could change that.
Here's my little continuation of this: We kept dancing in the rain, the night turning into morning as we both were headed back to our homes we glanced at each other one more time, before getting a good look I jolted awake from arguing coming from outside my closet and into the living room. I curled up in a corner and tried to remember what the person looked like, smiling after a few seconds. " I miss you, Distant. "
it’s far in the future. its a cold, rainy autumn day. it’s the weekend. you sleep in until noon. you spend the afternoon content and relaxed. everything that had hurt you in the past ebbed away long ago. everything that once hurt you is gone. this song comes on. it’s blaring from your neighbors house. you stop for a moment. this was the song you used to listen to at your lowest point. it was the song that you played when you were holding your pillow and choking out painful sobs. the song that was once connected to such sadness and grief slowly turns into a song of healing and relaxation. you no longer tense up when you hear the first chords, you no longer break into tears. you just smile, and watch the rain from the window. time heals all.
POV: ur at ur best friends birthday party and you and your crush are resting in her room together, you guys are having a deep conversation while having this music play in the background and you guys smile as you both gain more feelings for each other
ok but imagine: it’s raining and your running through the empty castle halls with your lover, this song is playing downstairs at the ball but it doesn’t matter because you are so carefree in that moment. edit: thank you for all the likes!
Oh pls I literally just imagined myself in this big flowing beautiful dress, and her in her tux, and I got chills. And I didn’t even realize, I was smiling. I real smile. Thank u for this.
I thought about this, but it was Harry Potter during the marauders era and I’m running from a sacred 28 meeting before anyone notices us. thank you for making my night
You know, sometimes I cry so much and I want someone to hug me that I try and cry louder so maybe someone can hear me and just tell me everything will be ok... Just like how it used to be...
this feels like you went to the bathroom while at friends house because you were feeling left out and just needed to be alone, but you can still hear them having fun without you.
it’s currently 2:45 am. school is cancelled tomorrow because it’s supposed to snow. we never get snow. i’m listening to this while drawing. it’s a good night :)
Imagine if there was an app where you could put your playlist in and it would make it sound like it’s playing from the other room and. You could choose if it was a rainy day if like by the ocean or a creek idk someone make that happen
i put my airpods in, closed my eyes, and played this while i imagined a life where a group of friends and i had plenty of money and we traveled the world, happy as can be. there were the prettiest sunsets seen from the sand of the beach and the most calming city nights seen from the roof of a building. the hottest summer days, but everything is perfect because we’re strolling down the middle of the street eating ice cream. the coldest winter nights, but we're happy because the slopes are open and welcoming us. there are complaints of missed tricks and easy laughs when someone eats shit. the relief and pride when we climb the tallest peak and gaze down onto the small houses we call home. the frightened but thrilling screams dragging one on a roller coaster, only to make up for it later with a refreshing icee. i heard the brightest, warmest laughs and saw the happiest, most genuine smiles. i felt the fun radiating off of our group in waves and waves and everyone we passed couldn’t stop smiling because the vibe was just so good. all of the amazing, memorable pictures we would take to capture the moment just as it is. i imagined a world without a care in the world and all the love in the world. everyone was genuinely happy. before i knew it, a full blown smile had come across my face and i hadn’t even realized. i couldn’t wipe it off though. because that life is all i want. that’s when i realized that i want to stay. i want to stay and make that life a reality.
Hey, um I don't mean to shove my Christianity down your throat, but in heaven I think we're supposed to have this forever and ever...no time will ever run out and it will always be this way. No sadness, just a happy vibe and freedom. So stay good and maybe you can come to heaven. Have a blessed day :)
Listening to this has made me cry so much. But you know what it feels good to cry. It feels good to let down the wall of emotions you’ve holding back and just let it all flow down. I know I’ve needed to let down the wall I’ve held up. To all those who are going through some really hard thing, I hope things get better for y’all. You deserve success and happiness in your lives.
Oh my, thank you I’ve been going through the comments crying not really happy but not really sad then this comment showed and ik it’s been a year but this song is great
POV: you have that one neighbor who you annoy because they always make loud noise to create music, but then one day when they decide to do another music you felt an odd feeling about the song they played.
im 11 and have anxiety and adhd (i might also have depression but we dont know yet) often i feel like i need to scream just to get everything out but i cant. i have thoughts of hurting myself sometimes but then i think of how my parents would react and that keeps me from actually going through with it. school is literal hell and my teacher only cares about the actual learning part of school and not helping the children get through school without stress, anxiety and depression. im so fucking fed up with everything but i know i can get help, i recently started watching mcyt and they have made it a little easier for me to destress. this song makes me think of all the things i can be when i grow up and it inspires me to my shit together and do something that makes me truly happy. my family is very supportive about everything (especially my mom who has been there for me through everything) i might even get a (chest) binder soon but i need to talk to the docter first but i came out as trans recently and its a little easier for me to express my emotions/feelings. if you read through this, it means a whole fucking lot to me that some random ass person on the internet read this and actually cared, go drink some water and do something that makes you happy and take care of yourself please :)
Think of this. Sitting in ur car.. on a road trip listening to this with headphones staring at tall trees through ur window. That’s the life god let me live ❤️
Who wants to run away to a place where it rains in the mornings and late at night? Where we can be who we really are without fear of what everyone else thinks? Where we are all safe, and content? Just me?
Pov: Its 3:am. You've been sitting in your bedroom for hours now, and you know that in the morning youll be exhausted. You feel really lonely. Is this worth it? You ask yourself. You lie down in bed and think about what will come tomorrow...... Its 5 am, and you get up. Its a Saturday. You remember how happy you used to be when it was a Saturday. Now nothing seems worth it. You drink some coffee and get ready. Your parents/guardian are still asleep, so you quietly get up and unlock the door. Its a rainy day out and its a bit windy. There's leaves blowing everywhere. You walk to the park around the corner, silently walking in. You walk around, its a pretty park. You admire the trees. Their leaves are slowly growing back. Theres a huge willow tree in the park and lots of cherry blossom trees. You see a squirrel running up a tree and you smile. You walk over to a bench and to your surprise, you see an old man sitting there. You go to walk past but he stops you. 'What is a young Lady/man/adult doing out here alone?' You feel a bit awkward and wonder why he is bothering to talk to you. 'I know that look,' he says. 'You think I'm off my rocker.' You feel guilty but he says 'I don't blame you. What would a sad old man want from you?' You see that he is holding a photo but don't ask about it. 'Sit down,' he says. 'I want to tell you something very important.' 'Is anything troubling you?' He asks. You hesitate. Wondering if he will judge you. 'Tell me all you want. There is no one to get angry at you here.' You breathe in and tell him about all the problems in your life. 'I want to tell you a story,' he says. 'Once upon a time, there was a man in his mid 20s. He found the love of his life. He knew he had found the right person. They got married 4 years after they met. Sadly, one day the love of his life got sick and died. He was heartbroken. His mother and father were both dead. He was alone. ' You listen as he continues: 'The man developed severe depression and nothing helped him. As he got older, he was like a living ghost. Until he realised how much he had missed. His whole life he had been thinking about all the bad things. He had wanted to die. One day he realised how special he was and that if he had failed at realising , he would make sure others didn't fail.' The man smiles at you, and you smile back. 'Now,' he says. 'Run along, your family will be looking for you.' When you leave, he pulls out the photo he had in his hand again. It was a photo of two men in their late 20s, wearing engagement rings. He smiles as he looks at the photo 'I'll remember you.' Edit: THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THE SUPPORT :D
I just want to say the effort you put into making this story was worth it. I've been going through a rough time right now, and I simply have no clue why, but this really helped. God bless you.
