Court hearing, judicial authorization, clinic admission date, FAITH, coma, Psalm 118:17, SCARED 

Faith is being able to take the steps into the unknown. Have faith, sign the papers. Let them help you. Psychiatrist, understand mental disorders even if the are not experts in ed. Sounds like they have consultants who are are experts. You have everything you need. Go, heal, live.

Lique, do not focus on the negative outcomes that could be. Our brains our powerful and do create reality. It's good for you to give up control here, you must trust others as you trust yourself and God. Like Alan watts said, by giving up control, we gain power. You are not giving up your power, only giving up control. God makes the impossible, possible. All of the hardship is only to build you up. Blessed are those who suffer, because suffering is what drives us to change. God doesn't fix the cracks because he wants the light to shine through them. Psalm 22, God will never abandon you. Wow, that quote gives me goosebumps. Today our yoga was rainbow yoga. This is God's promise to you.

I can appreciate how scary it is. I just wanted to mention, as far as the granola and deep hunger, I think that's your body telling you it wants to live. It's so hopeful! God bless you and the teams that are going to help you save your life. We're all praying for you.💖💖🙏🙏

This is good Ange, this means you will get your treatment. Sign the papers and let the experts help you, Not just your physical well-being but also your mental health. This means you get a second chance with life. You have got this, you can do this. Stay positive, and get well again. Remember you can vlog your experience because your experience can help others in the same or similar position as you. Sending you love and healing light. Keep us posted..💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜👍🇬🇧

I hope things move ahead quickly and smoothly. In reality, all the worst case scenarios that they can present can't be any worse than the position you are in now. They are all "if" scenarios ...if you don't do anything (don't agree to it) it's just a matter of when rather than if. IF the decision is in your hands GRAB it as hard as you can!

❤🙏🥰 Do you know that you have become like family to us?? ❤️ You are in another country, but still near: because you live in our hearts, Lique! Thank you so much for your ( heartbreaking) update, Now I promise to pray even more, I surtainly know and feel that you need us to hang on in prayers. God bless and keep you safe all the way through the hard times( experiance all the roadbumps coming)! Big, warm, loving hugs from ‘sis’ Grethen, Norway. 🌹🌹❤️❤️🥰🙏🙏🙏

Angelique, so glad to hear that finally you will get the help you deserve. I send you a big hug, and much love. It is so true that the unknown is the scariest thing... some years ago I took classes to become a yoga teacher (actually I am a doctor, but I wanted to to both) and I remember that one of our teacher told us "some poses need strenght and focus, other poses need you to completely let go of control otherwise you will literally fall on the ground". It was such a simple but mindblowing realisation for me and for many others to find not only that this was absolutely true (we fell hard on our asses so many times!!) but how this applied to many other aspects of life. That realy stuck with me. Still to this day, when I feel that my desire to control is too strong and extreme, and I panic, I remember that quote and just let go. I remember the many times that letting go has already worked in the past. We think that control saves us...then we think that letting go can be harmless, but it's more than that. Sometimes letting go is MANDATORY in order to succed and survive :) and it's beautiful when that happens. Beautiful, gentle, liberating. Wishing you all the best, sweet creature :)

Thank you for lavishing so much of your energy on keeping us up to date. That really means a lot. You’re going through very trying and tiring experiences, and there are more to come. But you are doing it!! You are a warrior, and you will win the battle! ❤

Sounds very stressful the meeting with your family. I believe nobody will have to deal with your body dying. You are going to survive Lique. Keep on doing all you can and we'll see you out if this mess. Sending love and best wishes forever ❤❤❤

Your strength and courage is admirable Lique. Going through the examinations and hearing those facts out loud about yourself and what "could" happen to your body (in the worst case scenario must have been really very difficult. Then to hear your parents creating arguments even about what should happen to you if the worst should happen is pretty soul destroying. Bless you sweetheart. I hope you'll soon be at the hospital, despite it not being a specialist Eating disorders unit, hopefully it will get you through the early phases of recovery. The staff will be trained to help people who are distressed and anxious and be able to sit an listen to and guide you through the most difficult times and just keep an eye on your physical state as you re- feed. Once you begin to get regular nutrition and improve your health Once you get past a certain BMI things will become easier I promise..... You will be able to think more clearly, feel better physically and move further away from the scary"worst case scenario" dilemmas. You will find your personality coming back bit bit and find eating less anxiety provoking and more natural. Your blood sugars will be more stable and you can move further away from all of the really scary physical dangers and concentrate on planning a few fun things to do in the future when you will have the strength and energy. Please sign the papers and relinquish the control for now, it's not forever. Just to see you through the storm and into sunlight. I'm so glad you can fllm your channel at the hospital and take us with you for support!!!!!! Trust the process. It can't be any worse than the daily torture you're going through right now. Sending you love and strength from the UK x❤️🌈

I'm happy that you're done with all that! I'm praying that when you go to the clinic, it will be good and you will be healed. Jesus listens to our prayers. So nice to see you!

Lique, I’m just going to be completely honest with you. You really need to let go, let the experts do their jobs, and give up control. It’s always scary doing that, but the other alternative is likely ending up passing away from your ED. Please do what you need to and stick with it. 💕

Amazing news! Do sign, please. The nurses watching this will love you like we do, after watching your vlogs. They will care about you and look after you for all if us, who wish we could do the same. By the end of this year, the sunshine will be there. ❤️

Honestly, if you can take these giant steps you really can do anything. This is the kind of thing that build up your courage in the long run. Good job!

I’m so happy to see you. I get concerned when I don’t see anything posted. Keep going you beautiful human xx

Very happy to hear things are progressing and you are getting closer to treatment. God bless you my dear. Fight on! ❤❤❤

I understand what you mean about the unknown being more scary than living with your ED. I've read a few books written by people that have recovered and watched recovery youtube channels- they too found it scary leaving their ED identity behind but have found so much freedom and joy in discovering what they are like as a person without the ED. I'm typing this as you are reading your quote and yes, discovering a new you and finding enjoyment in whatever your new life entails will be your sunshine ♥♥

Our church is doing a corporate fast starting this Sunday. There is a 24 hour prayer vigil coming where we each take 2 hour shifts praying for that 24 hrs. Lique I am praying for you right now and God will hear my pleading for you that night too. You are so very precious and I know many many are interceding for you everyday around the world. Hold on girl your moment is coming! Much much love to you Angelique always!! 😘💗😘💗😘💗

❤ Lique, you sound strong & ready to fight. You've inspired me to return to Physical & Psychiatric therapy and it's helping. It's horribly scary to trust, though...(my body is trained to avoid the next punch) ✨️ Those medical evaluations can be exhausting, you sound like you've re-gained inner strength, glad to hear that. ❤ Am praying & sending strong loving blessings your way, very glad to hear from you. We're all with you 💕

"....Courage is not the absence of fear, but the triumph over it. The brave man is not he who does not feel afraid, but he who conquers that fear.'' - Nelson Mandela. This is what you are doing Lique. You are conquering your fear. It's okay to be afraid, fear is understandable. What matters the most is not letting it stop you. *The more you are on the verge of true change and freedom, the more the fear will fight back and make you doubt* . This is when you know that you are on the verge of making a wonderful big leap in your life! It's like the fear is throwing a tantrum, doing one last effort to keep you caged in your "comfort zone" of suffering. Accept the fear and move past it. You're doing it Lique, you're so close!

Ik volg een moeder op insta met tien kinderen, en zij zegt altijd: Hard isn't the same as bad! Dit doet me precies denken aan afkicken van een verslaving. Het is moeilijk en je voelt je aanvankelijk vaak slechter, en teruggrijpen naar de verslaving is makkelijker en voelt beter. Maar door the hard part heen gaan betekent juist dat het goed gaat, ook al voelt dat niet zo. Ga in het begin dus niet af op je gevoel, want dat bedriegt je. 🍀

This is youre chance, take the leap of faith. Dont think sign the papers and allow yourself to feel scared. You are worth the help and you need it badly so please do this. Lots of love,strength, prayers and warm hugs from Sara 🙏💝

Dear Lique, I totally understand what you mean about the unknown being more scary than the known, EVEN IF the known is bad. I was once in a deeply unhealthy toxic relationship that I was terrified to leave even though I knew leaving would be better for me. Even still I hope you will take this chance for your own sake. Change can be terrifying and uncomfortable and sometimes even hurt deeply but sometimes it is what we ultimately need to live a better life. Praying for you! ❤

So lovely to see you online. You are dealing with so so much whilst being so unwell. Having watched your videos for sometime, I have faith in YOU that you the strength for the next stage! you CAN do this!! so so so many hugs from the UK. xxxxxx

I feel so positive about this right now for you!! By signing those papers, I feel you will have less anxieties. Rise above this storm!! You WILL see the sunshine, sweetie!! So very thankful you can keep us updated, from clinic! Don't give up, God is holding you in his hand❤ Declare all these things! Declare LIFE!!🎉❤ Sending LOVE from U.S.A❤

Lique, I just know that God has amazing plans for you! It sounds like you are on the brink of getting the help you deserve and need. You have a lot of hard work ahead of you, but you can do it! Just imagine how inspirational you will be to others when you can show them that recovery from such a severe eating disorder is possible!

I'm so happy things are progressing! Sending you Love 💕

Great seeing and hearing you. Keep the good fight going!! On the road to recovering, God be with you❤

Amen!! Great verse!! Psalm 27 is good too. This fast track in the court process is a real answer to prayer! You've got this Lique 💕💕

So good to see you!! I was so worried about you💕 millions of hugs to you!

I just want you to know that we love you! Please take the help that is being offered. I know it's scary, but your life is worth this! Fight for your life. You are so worth it! 😘

So VERY proud of you! Your patience and strength through all this difficulty and uncertainty, fear and the unknown - good for you! You are a COURAGEOUS warrior you are! Keep going! One day at a time. One minute at a time. One meal at a time. FORGIVE yourself often for whatever reasons you need to... have compassion for yourself and HOPE for your future. We are here for you. How wonderful to have people in the world doing whatever they can to HELP YOU. Gratitude in ALL THINGS. You will be better...it won't be easy...my best to you. I will continue to follow you - you inspire ME to withstand difficult things in my life. Thank you.

I am _so_ happy that the clinic is okay with you continuing making videos! That's a good sign, because it means they approach treating you from a place of trust rather than coercion. I also think they will learn a lot from it and will hopefully use those lessons to provide better treatment for you and maybe others with ED's.

Let’s make a plan. We will celebrate a one year anniversary a year after your admission to this hospital. I hope to see a whole new woman in 2024. Scary but exciting ❤️

Very positive news. I’m so happy things are looking up for you. Trust in your higher power. Let go and have faith in the clinic. ❤ sending you lots of love. Will be thinking of you in the coming weeks.

We are praying for you! Just know your loved and we wait impatiently for your videos! Much love 💗 Susan & Ellen 🙏

Yes! Good you can keep us posted. Praying that all the help you need...clinic, hospital, other services, all work together to get you on your feet again. Be courageous and very strong.

You can do it, Lique! So many of us are routing for you and praying for you. Keep fighting through the fear! Sending you positive energy from Massachusetts, U.S.A.

Remember, even though it feels like it, You are not letting go of EVERYTHING ❤ You are holding onto your life. You are holding onto your faith. You are doing your absolute best to protect you and keep you safe ❤ People with eating disorders don't want to die. It's a horrible way to live but people live with them for years, fighting❤. You deserve every support and help out there. We're right behind you girl ❤❤❤ sending love and hugs

🌞 🌞 🌞 the sun will shine again, Lique, no matter how hard and painful the rain is beating down on you now!

NURSES out there watching: Treat her extra good, PLEASE!

I am so excited for you! Make it happen.

I'd like to speak words of hope to you Lique! Over a year ago I was i a similar headspace, barely surviving on a day to day basis and facing critical physical state. It hadn't anything to do with eating disorders or mental health treatment but I had to choose either I undergo a risky and complicated surgery and take this chance to maybe get better, without any warranties and knowing I will have to give up all control and my life will never be the same and knowing I had to leave all the "safe" although very low quality life OR stay in what I knew well and die. It was so scary to make that decision and go through the whole process but here I am on the other side and telling you there is hope even when it seems you won't be strong enough to get through it, it is so worth it and you learn so much from the struggle itself. Keeping my fingers crossed for you and praying for you!

Thank you very much for updating us. So many ups and downs for you. You got this!!

I'm so happy that you have a court hearing! Finally you have the chance to get the help you need. I have no doubt that you will sign the papers. I have faith in you! Please be optimistic! Bless you and please keep us updated! 💜💛

I just had a thought I needed to share with you. The conciousness is rising angelique. Things have shifted and I know you feel it. God is not done with you. You are a powerful being who will help bring healing and light to the world through your experience. Just keep going through this storm. That way you can guide others through it. Your rainbow is coming. 🌈

Sending much love ,hugs and many healing prayers. Love kel

I know you are scared but please understand, clinics and hospitals always make you sign off on every possible tragedy that might occur. They are really just covering themselves for legal reasons. It doesn't mean any of the things are going to happen. Legally, they need to present you with the worst case scenario. Hugs and prayers of success!!!

Sending prayers for you to get the help you need to heal! ❤🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

Precious One, thank you for this update, I’ve been thinking of you every day and praying for you. What a perfect quote 🙏🤟❤️☀️ You have got this, you are meant to live 😘 Sending love and hugs 🤗 💕

I can feel the sunshine warmth is just around the corner. Sending you love and support xx 🌞

It is so good to see you♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ Praying for Gods comfort during this time of transition.

So nice to see and hear from you! Keep fighting and smiling and know you are loved. Hugs from Canada ❤

Stay strong. Sending so much love and grace to you. Blessed Be xxx

You are a beautiful strong person i oy wish the best for you sweetheart you are a fighter love you inside and out you deserve the best care you can get you are a good person

Happy to see you. You seem so much better in this video. Glad a plan is in place. So glad you can film in the facility 🙏🏻💕

Always thinking of you. Sending you lots of blessings. I am so happy you will get help and I am convinced that people will do everything it takes to make you better. ❤

I'm so happy that you are finally getting the help you so well deserve. Keep the faith. You've got this. Go's bless you. Praying for you 🙏

Thank you for keeping us informed Prayers and much love to you💞🙏

No matter how rough or how long the road is, you must travel it to reach your destination of being well. And we travel it with you. You are an inspiration to so many. Bless you always.

Dear Angelique...sending many prayers your way and for all who will be involved in your road to recovery...your willingness to share your journey with such grace and honesty is amazing and truly inspiring!!God Bless you Angelique! 🙏💙

Sending so much love and strength your way ❤️

Your fighting spirit inspires me, you can do this! Always sending love 💕

I just watched this now and let me tell you my heart was so warmed by your update! You are truly so strong and brave and beautiful. I truly feel that All will work out, even when it looks scary!! When you read that calendar quote and bible verse I began weeping and feeling the holy spirit moved me to pray for your recovery and protection. God Bless You❤

Angelique I'm so proud of you. You are doing an absolutely fabulous job. Keep fighting and stay strong. Help is just around the corner, there is hope, and you can get to that sunshine bright future that you deserve. Stay positive I'm sending my love I'm rooting for you ❤️❤️❤️❤️

At last some proper help for you. You have done enough on your own, it’s been so tough for you. I hope you can accept the help xxx

you will recover ❤🙏we are all here to support you

There is so much hope, spring is right around the corner dear friend and sister. Have faith, God is doing miracles!

I so appreciate your update! I continue standing behind you. I will pray that God will continue holding you tightly and directing His will for your life. You are such a sweet and kind soul and God is using your life for His glory. Continue to persevere until He says, “We’ll done my good and faithful servant.”❤️

Lovely it sounds like things are moving- I love your determination and you are brave! It takes a lotta guts to deal with your circumstances ❤sending you positive vibes from Australia 🇦🇺 🥰

You got this!!! God is caring through this next chapter of your life. You are very strong woman and life has so much to offer you. I will continue to keep you and your family in my prayers. 🙏❤️🙏❤️

We are all rooting for you ❤

Great news 🎉.....all positive ❤

Hi little lady you are the light to my ❤ today you were so full of hope that smile is contagious. Ntn can prevent your success and we all are always 🤲📿🤲 for U. My life is full of new diagnosis every time I go back to hospital too many to mention the last most recent diagnosis very high cholesterol due to stress relating to My Rheumatoid Arthritis and all because I need replacement surgery in both hips both knees and a lower back spinal fuse has been going on since 2021 after an accident No drs to perform surgery and also covid contributed alot to the already painful life.. your Ardent South african fan lots of love❤

How poetic that quote was….very fitting for your video today!!! Your sunshine ☀️ will come soon!!! Keep fighting, Lique!

Praying for you ❤thankyou for your update ❤️☀️

Please sign it sweetie..this could be the breakthrough you need..praying for you 🙏💓

I know it scary and hard on you and your body. I as m so happy for you. I prayed along with my prayer circle for you. I know you will sleigh it. Big hugs 🤗🤗

Sending prayers and love and hugs I truly believe God's gonna pull you out of you're problems just keep you're head up we are here with you ❤️ 🙏💜🙏🏻💚🙏🧚‍♂️⚘️🌻

Thank you so much for sharing the frightening reality of eating disorders. I wish you all the best ❤

Prayers for wisdom for the staff of the clinic. Prayers for calm and peace for you, Lique. You can do this. You are strong. I believe in you.

Good to see you, Lique =) Thank you for letting us know how you are and what's happening. I wish you sooooo badly that everything is going well for you and that your way ahead of you will be full of good feelings, peace, health and success. You are a beautiful soul

Yes 🙌 YOU SHALL NOT DIE! PRAISE THE LORD!💫⭐️💫♥️🙏

Prayer that the road ahead brings you the peace and resolution you are seeking. God be with you in your difficult times. 🙏

I am praying for you as you prepare to go to this new place that you will come out whole and happy and with many new experiences and adventures. God is with you and we love you❤

So pleased to see you looking better in your face. A good sign xxx

I’m so happy for you. It’s been a long time coming and I can imagine how scary this is. But you have to walk through that fear to find your happiness. I was so worried about you when you didn’t post for a few weeks. I’m just glad you’re ok and will have the help you need soon. You’re in my heart and my thoughts and I’m sending you so much love and support. Please take care ♥️

Much love to you and wish you so much healing❤

So happy to hear you will get help soon🎉 i really hope your going to recover now ❤

I'm so glad you have that Bible verse to say over and over to give you hope and strength. I am continuing to pray for you! God bless you!! :)

I'm thinking of you as you are going into this new chapter. I was brought to tears as you talked. I just want you to feel better. You have so many of us rooting for you. I hope this transition goes smoothly for you. You deserve to get well, live life and be genuinely happy. Praying for you. ❤

Lique, We love you and are standing with you in faith believing for your total healing. We live in Aqaba Jordan and we pray for you. You are a remarkable young lady and Jesus Christ loves you very much. You are an overcomer. Love Laura and Frances and Joyce.

I was so glad to see you had posted a new video .. I can only imagine the effort it took and thank you for sharing yourself with us all. Lique you are such a beautiful lady and so courageous. You are teaching us all not to ever stop striving for that sunshine. You are very loved and are in my prayers everyday .. you’ve got what it takes to navigate this incredulously difficult time and to live and thrive. I believe in you and know God will ease your fear and you will find health and joy. Sending hugs, kisses and lots of love. ❤😘

Lique, when you are healed and healthy, you should spearhead an organization to start a a clinic for severe eating disorders.

God is with you and my prayers also,just keep faith and don't give up you have many people who love you !

So much good news here that things are moving along! I know it’s all scary but you are going to get help that you can’t get at home. I am praying for you so much! ❤❤❤

So good to see you and learn of this update. Follow your faith! Faith is facing that which is unknown. You are such a wonderful person. Control needs taken away so that your mind and body can heal. God is the only one that has the real control..let him lead

haiii luv hope you can get through all of this

Happy to hear things are in motion and you'll be able to keep in touch with us while you're at the clinic. I hope everything goes well and wishing for the best outcome. Onwards and upwards ❤

Thank you🙏🙏🙏