God bless you, Brother. I really admire your search for truth, love of Christ and the Scriptures, and charity toward us Catholics and our Orthodox brothers. In Frenchtown, west of Missoula, there is an Eastern Catholic Divine Liturgy on Sunday evenings (I’m not sure if it’s every Sunday or every other or once a month but it is regular). I think you might appreciate interacting with that community. It might grant you a still fuller vision of the Apostolic Faith.