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Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Ashliegh, a crystal meth addict on Skid Row.
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@beebee2781
@beebee2781 9 месяцев назад
The more I watch Mark's videos, the more I come to realize that 99 percent of the problems in this world seem to stem from childhood abuse or abandonment. Love your kids please.
@Day-ZDuke
@Day-ZDuke 9 месяцев назад
Dr. Gabor Matè is one of the world’s best authorities on addiction, and his belief is that all addiction has roots in childhood trauma Maybe some people are genetically predisposed to addiction, but it’s the childhood trauma that triggers it regardless
@GLC-1979
@GLC-1979 9 месяцев назад
No it's drugs.
@wesleyalan9179
@wesleyalan9179 9 месяцев назад
@@GLC-1979 No, you're wrong. Drugs come later in life. They don't start off as drug addics when they're little. When they're little, things happen to them that form who they'll be as adults..then, those adults take drugs as a way to numb the pain. It all starts as fun and games when trying drugs, but quickly they become reliant on them because it takes away the trauma they received as children. Thus, it ALL STEEMS from childhood trauma
@deathpresent101
@deathpresent101 9 месяцев назад
@@GLC-1979drugs are a tool to try to escape trauma for many. Drugs are a symptom to the real cause.
@NotoriousEmu
@NotoriousEmu 9 месяцев назад
This is very true. I worked in case management at a few prisons and almost every single inmate had a horrific childhood.
@electrixfyingipod6206
@electrixfyingipod6206 7 месяцев назад
Thank god those children are in a safe place and nowhere near her
@jent2265
@jent2265 2 месяца назад
Hopefully they are. But I'm starting to think bc 2 are with her mom her mental health stems from that living situation so I doubt they will be ok
@Genesis-wo3dg
@Genesis-wo3dg 2 месяца назад
Unbelievable that a mother could ever call their children, even if they were given up, could call them parasites! And her only use for them is organ donation!? That's so messed up
@gjh9299
@gjh9299 Месяц назад
she first used her mom as the pinnacle of love then we hear her creative forms of discipline
@amritaamanita
@amritaamanita Месяц назад
Yeah, she ought to have an iud. I'm not a meth addict but feel her
@Cynn955
@Cynn955 4 дня назад
That exactly what I was thinking!! She's very mentally I'll!
@tmompeller111
@tmompeller111 6 месяцев назад
I was very impressed by her literacy, and then I realized she is suffering psychosis. Great interview 👍
@ALEXANDRA-xw2bz
@ALEXANDRA-xw2bz 3 месяца назад
Can you explain the first sentence please?
@survivor030406
@survivor030406 2 месяца назад
Anyone who uses the word "like" constantly is not a highly literate person.
@Lee-yd9pc
@Lee-yd9pc 2 месяца назад
@@survivor030406lies. like is used as a filler word and idk abt other people but as for me, pretty intelligent. Interestingly enough, i write different from how i speak. so while i can write a grammer error free, clearly precise and accurate paper, i dont verbally use half of those words on a day to day basis.
@_ohtheirony
@_ohtheirony 2 месяца назад
@@survivor030406She is still well spoken, regardless of the word filler.
@winros
@winros Месяц назад
Yes!
@danieladanova3336
@danieladanova3336 6 месяцев назад
The biggest gift of "love" is the fact she is not influencing those poor kids any more
@WhiteWolf-ni4yr
@WhiteWolf-ni4yr 2 месяца назад
No joke. No tiny human should have to deal with this mess. And 12:51- if pregnancy is an abomination- bit*ch use birth control. Basic sex education holy sh*t
@papaboom
@papaboom 2 месяца назад
This must make you feel good, telling everyone else what love is. Kudos!
@theshapeexists
@theshapeexists 2 месяца назад
​@@papaboomcertainly you don't think her using her kids for satanic purposes and taking their organs to be immortal is your definition of love? Or you defend her for that?
@BetsyCarmona
@BetsyCarmona Месяц назад
Not love but pure selfishness on her part. She puts herself first.
@papaboom
@papaboom 15 дней назад
​@@theshapeexists coming to this video and patting yourself on the back for NOT being a delusional meth-addict is also NOT an accomplishment on your part... which is my point.. all the women (or men) here who are giving themselves props by attacking this (obviously sick) person are themselves (I am guessing) not the cream of humanity (yourself included.)
@11Wentz
@11Wentz 8 месяцев назад
The "having children so Ican take their organs to be immortal" was dark
@jennifers.3818
@jennifers.3818 3 месяца назад
Well she does have at least 3 upside down crosses, 666, Satan representing the Devil himself soo
@amboclark
@amboclark 2 месяца назад
Seriously! That was hard to listen to 🤯
@promine189
@promine189 Месяц назад
I'm struggling through it atm...I'm not sure I wanted to hear this level of selfishness.
@4newnewsiversen770
@4newnewsiversen770 Месяц назад
She said parasites, not children. 🤷🏼‍♀️
@Mirmirmirm
@Mirmirmirm 6 дней назад
It's called DEMON possession. She has been taken over
@Parasmunt
@Parasmunt 7 месяцев назад
No drug will rape your soul faster than crystal meth.
@allygenelove433
@allygenelove433 Месяц назад
Well said
@karabograce6292
@karabograce6292 Месяц назад
If one smokes a bag when will it wear off? I mean the drug
@caroluslaurentius5481
@caroluslaurentius5481 19 дней назад
@karabograce6292 That totally depends on the strength of your stuff. Usually, it will last all day but if it's weak, half of the day. I never ever did meth but I know tons of people in my area that have. Meth is truly a demonic drug
@toxictator4561
@toxictator4561 8 дней назад
@@karabograce6292 Round here for smoking we have 4 standard tiers of duration or "The Legs " . 6 mins . 6 hours . 6 days .. Or 6 feet deep . So odds are 1 in 4 to get a free ride to the morgue . Shrug * Choose wisely friend .
@BrownGeorge-pw2xo
@BrownGeorge-pw2xo 29 дней назад
I started doing drugs since my teenage, got addicted to meth. Spent my whole life fighting meth addiction. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Meth addiction actually destroyed my life. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 3 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
@Ronkaja
@Ronkaja 29 дней назад
Amen God bless people. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, meth, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health.
@Paul_Michael
@Paul_Michael 29 дней назад
Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Belgium. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them
@SusanaGomez-mp8sk
@SusanaGomez-mp8sk 29 дней назад
YES sure of Dr.benfungi. Did straight shrooms in few days. Left me like a blank slate after words, no more addictions, pains, ptsd and depression. Shit saved my life, all thanks to Dr.benfungi
@Mcdogmom288
@Mcdogmom288 29 дней назад
Congrats! I'm really happy for you that your wife decided to help you. I always admire those who beat their addiction. Knowing it's possible to fix your life knowing there's people out there that have done what I thought was impossible gives me hope I will make it through as well. Those who share their experiences don't know how much it helps when you're about to give up, it gives you the strength knowing somone who actully know what it's like to go through this tell you it's possible, it's not the same somone telling you you can do it when they have no idea what it's like, but hearing somone who knows what it's like that helps a lot since you understand it firsthand and made it out gives so much hope. so thanks for sharing.
@JesseJason-qc7ug
@JesseJason-qc7ug 29 дней назад
I would like to know from those who have solved PTSD and anxiety, if they have solved it definitively and how to understand what quantity of psilocybin to take and when, for how long. And can you really heal without having an addiction? Thanks to everyone for helping me understand, I want to understand if it's something that can help me solve the problem (I have c-ptsd)
@annafowler9962
@annafowler9962 5 месяцев назад
when they were talking about love, you could hear the curiosity in her voice when she was asking Mark about love. You can tell in that moment that she has never felt what love is. When Ashliegh asks, "would you say it's more pain than pleasure?", you could really tell she has never felt what love is. Mark is right. If you have to ask questions about love, you've never felt it. My heart hurts for her.
@jennifers.3818
@jennifers.3818 3 месяца назад
But she says she "loves" Satan
@user-yl9et9os6u
@user-yl9et9os6u 3 месяца назад
She never felt love for her four children but she didn’t kill them so she gets some credit
@c5ster
@c5ster 3 месяца назад
She's so lost. She 'loves satan' . That's for shock value. She doesn't have a sense of self worth and to get attention she says she loves saten. It's so sad. I hope her kids never try to find her.
@4newnewsiversen770
@4newnewsiversen770 Месяц назад
​@@jennifers.3818point made, she's never felt love.
@lanchparty
@lanchparty 9 месяцев назад
Trauma at its worst. I had to dig deep for compassion on this one. Wow. I have never heard anyone talk about children this way.
@thematriarchy2075
@thematriarchy2075 9 месяцев назад
She's so obviously mentally ill, that it actually shouldn't be hard at all to feel empathy for her. I am more worried about the people in the comment section who choose to not see it, because of their believes
@michaelazans6666
@michaelazans6666 9 месяцев назад
​​@@thematriarchy2075why do ppl tend to blame mental illness for everything? That is so saddening and sickening at the same time... dont get me wrong i have compasion for everybpdy who needs help, who wants help... But let us not forget about all the ppl that keep this wheel running silently, trying their ultimate best to stay sane, righteous and humble... where at the same time ppl that rob us from our energy, love and MONEY life in the best of conditions careing only about oneself not worrying about makeing this world a better place... i get so tired of all of this...
@janetwarren
@janetwarren 9 месяцев назад
​@@thematriarchy2075❤
@calliew311
@calliew311 9 месяцев назад
I think of fetuses that aren't able to live on their own as a type of parasite. It's what they actually are, something only able to survive, by taking things from your body. That's a parasite. But I also know babies have souls, I know they are humans, and I don't think birth is weird. And I don't love Satan. Lol. But when the abortion argument comes up, that's my position. 🤷🏼‍♀️
@susieintn9466
@susieintn9466 9 месяцев назад
So glad she gave her children up for adoption. Like what Amy said I have never heard anyone talk about children the way she did.
@serenityfreedom3096
@serenityfreedom3096 9 месяцев назад
Her convo about kids reveals how dangerous she is. Meth makes lost people feel intelligent.
@col.cottonhill6655
@col.cottonhill6655 9 месяцев назад
False confidence
@meganmoe917
@meganmoe917 9 месяцев назад
💯
@randomcat6228
@randomcat6228 9 месяцев назад
Her sharing her views on her kids .. yeah I don't like her. Quit getting pregnant if you feel that way.
@TheCyberMantis
@TheCyberMantis 9 месяцев назад
A morbid grotesque goblin. No other way to say it. Hell awaits them all.
@randomcat6228
@randomcat6228 9 месяцев назад
@@TheCyberMantis yea she wants hell. So that's less of a punishment and more or a paradise for her.
@littlelovefg6686
@littlelovefg6686 6 месяцев назад
Hearing her talk about her children, this is the type of person who would sell her children for drugs or sacrifice them to be tortured. Shocking 😮
@GDG123ful
@GDG123ful 3 месяца назад
these are the type you read about that actually sacrifice their children to satan. remember that there are bad seeds born that way. it is in the dna. history is full of them.
@DevHazy
@DevHazy 2 месяца назад
Often it happens
@Vivi-cq5kx
@Vivi-cq5kx 18 дней назад
no bc if she was that type of person then that would have happened instead of her putting them up for adoption, wouldn’t it?
@thechrononaut1
@thechrononaut1 5 месяцев назад
"Is that what you would tell your 4 kids? That you have so much love to give?" Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn
@papaboom
@papaboom 2 месяца назад
IMO - that was crap and ML should have left his personal judgements out of it.. it was like the lowest hanging gotcha journalist moment in the history of media. "gotcha - psychopathic meth-head' - kudos.
@cocochill1464
@cocochill1464 Месяц назад
@@papaboomthat’s not what you say in this type of interview
@FreeBrunoPowroznik
@FreeBrunoPowroznik Месяц назад
​@@papaboomYeah, it was a bit of a low shot but I guess we're all human. It was incredibly disturbing hearing her take on her babies.
@mariaportas5401
@mariaportas5401 9 месяцев назад
Mark is finding more and more interesting humans to interview. This channel is a dream for people who are fascinated by human behaviour like I am and many others.
@unknown-sx8sn
@unknown-sx8sn 9 месяцев назад
Not really🥱😴
@Crazydoglady.
@Crazydoglady. 9 месяцев назад
Indeed
@WenchInTheTinfoilHat
@WenchInTheTinfoilHat 9 месяцев назад
Indeed
@shastajustice3753
@shastajustice3753 9 месяцев назад
some people send Mark requests to be interviewed (and paid presumably). He asks they send a video and he selects the people he wants to interview for his channel.
@FallenAngel9979
@FallenAngel9979 8 месяцев назад
@@unknown-sx8snWhy are you here then if you find it so dull?!
@Eyezoffya
@Eyezoffya 9 месяцев назад
Mark is unknowingly hilarious. “I don’t know if Im gonna get to the bottom of what love is in a quick conversation with a girl with an upside down cross on her forehead”😂
@NAT-turners-Revenge
@NAT-turners-Revenge 9 месяцев назад
Weeeee
@newkingdom6750
@newkingdom6750 9 месяцев назад
Yea I replayed that one 😂
@davechristian7543
@davechristian7543 9 месяцев назад
@@newkingdom6750 Your telling me you watched it twice 'wow fare enough !
@ItsFreshItsAnne
@ItsFreshItsAnne 9 месяцев назад
I enjoy his quick but subdued wit and humor 😂
@leleprou320
@leleprou320 9 месяцев назад
Oh, you mean his undertones of sarcasm & disgust? I'm gonna go out on a limb here & surmise that he's not a fan. I can't imagine why. She seems like a dream.
@phatheffer3439
@phatheffer3439 2 месяца назад
I've heard other women talking about how they felt like they were "infected" with a "parasite" during pregnancy. It's usually a huge indicator of Postnatal depression. One of my friends suffered for the first 2yrs of giving birth. Then she went on to become one the best Mums i've ever seen.
@gjh9299
@gjh9299 Месяц назад
im sure she used while she was pregnant
@frenchiemomma1879
@frenchiemomma1879 2 месяца назад
I’ve never heard so much word salad in my entire life… and I work in psych
@Mirmirmirm
@Mirmirmirm 6 дней назад
Have you ever heard Meghan markle speak? 😂
@SLITHERIS
@SLITHERIS 9 месяцев назад
This video takes the channel name “Soft White Underbelly” to a whole new level.
@disemacache
@disemacache 9 месяцев назад
Naw 😂 Errbody should just stop commenting now. This takes a cup 😂
@tahendricks
@tahendricks 9 месяцев назад
Literal translation 😊
@NAT-turners-Revenge
@NAT-turners-Revenge 9 месяцев назад
😂💩😂.... I was waiting for the stand up 360 😮
@apollonius153
@apollonius153 9 месяцев назад
😂😂😂
@2390j
@2390j 9 месяцев назад
Actually there’s one more where the girl was put into a dog crate for days and the dog… she I think also has a cross tat on her forehead. That one actually was the worst thing I’ve ever heard. You should watch that one. Clearly is always a distinction on horrible experiences and pure evil.
@mariahwalter8997
@mariahwalter8997 9 месяцев назад
This was shocking and to know that her children may hear refer to the ones she gave birth and gave life to as parasites and soulless is so sad. But I'm so glad she gave them up and I seriously hope and pray that they all are living the best life without her!
@AK-ob9bx
@AK-ob9bx 9 месяцев назад
I’m sure they have no idea and will never have any idea who their real mum is. Imagine they grow up and ask, you don’t want to show them the photo of her, they probably think she’s dead
@hobojungle1
@hobojungle1 9 месяцев назад
Yeah the real horror would be if those kids were still in her life.
@thecolorfulvegan
@thecolorfulvegan 9 месяцев назад
They will grow to be great - in spite of this actual human parasite that is their bio mom 🦠
@69Fabulosity
@69Fabulosity 9 месяцев назад
Sadly many folks that are pro abortion have this same exact feeling.
@twodots9403
@twodots9403 9 месяцев назад
@@69Fabulosityand lots of (MOST) people who are pro-abortion don’t remotely think this way…
@HeyCutie90
@HeyCutie90 3 месяца назад
This is the best argument for abortion I’ve ever seen. Anytime there’s a debate between pro-life and pro-choice people, they should just bring Ashleigh onto the stage and let her talk.
@ogadlogadl490
@ogadlogadl490 2 месяца назад
Birth control should be free
@boudicacelticwarrior1481
@boudicacelticwarrior1481 2 месяца назад
Not an excuse to murder your baby
@DarcyFuhrman
@DarcyFuhrman 2 месяца назад
I might of missed it but did she state she wasn't allowed to have an abortion? I believe she chose to have those children. i would assume her point of view about her children is a symptom of her current meth induced paranoia. Not sure how this is a prochoice argument or are you suggesting we decide who is unfit for motherhood and force abortions???
@ogadlogadl490
@ogadlogadl490 2 месяца назад
My comment about birth control keeps getting deleted, wonder why … it should be free tho…
@boudicacelticwarrior1481
@boudicacelticwarrior1481 2 месяца назад
My comment got deleted too.
@jerm1127
@jerm1127 5 месяцев назад
I actually respect her honesty. Most people can’t be this honest with themselves.
@KD-rs6xx
@KD-rs6xx Месяц назад
Yeah, I'm surprised how judgmental commenters are being.
@LukeYe
@LukeYe 26 дней назад
@@KD-rs6xx She created her image of the disgusting person she is with her words in this interview and that's how she is perceived by the commenters. Oh wow, consequences.
@BigMidge86
@BigMidge86 24 дня назад
@@KD-rs6xxwants to harvest her kids’ organs -“so judgmental”. Get over yourself, please. You are as delusional as she is
@f0rsakennn
@f0rsakennn 20 дней назад
You respect her? For being honest? Thats like saying you respect a murderer for them saying that they brutally murdered multiple people out of cold blood.
@f0rsakennn
@f0rsakennn 20 дней назад
@@KD-rs6xxYou are extremely lost jesus christ
@kellykofford5237
@kellykofford5237 9 месяцев назад
Dang! Thank God she gave her kids up.
@moisturisedgnome1181
@moisturisedgnome1181 9 месяцев назад
Maybe she shouldnt have been having them in the first place?
@redhead4life12345
@redhead4life12345 9 месяцев назад
Yes, we certainly don't need to clone her.
@cruelladevil1001
@cruelladevil1001 9 месяцев назад
I'm actually surprised she carried them to term with that mentality she has regarding children
@Carmela_Falco
@Carmela_Falco 9 месяцев назад
@@moisturisedgnome11811000%
@betsybabf748
@betsybabf748 9 месяцев назад
Her innocent children aren't parasites. She is the parasite on society.
@dennislang2591
@dennislang2591 9 месяцев назад
She talked for 40 minutes and didn’t tell us a damn thing lol
@synesthesia.aesthetic
@synesthesia.aesthetic 9 месяцев назад
Proves you can talk a lot but not say much!
@journeybeyond3602
@journeybeyond3602 3 месяца назад
I heard her. And I listened to her in many other ways than verbally. I think she communicates loudly.
@lindaallison9271
@lindaallison9271 2 месяца назад
Considering all she’s been through for the last 23 years I think she said... she’s pretty well spoken and her thoughts on reproduction are really interesting... sad but poignant... but never the less, interesting. For lack of a better adjective, she’s thoughtful too. ie posing a question to the interviewer and then actively listening to his answer. She’s a Very intelligent young lady, these drugs once they grab you, are soul destroyers.
@mukabout4243
@mukabout4243 Месяц назад
When you are blocked by dark entities you don’t feel emotions and therefore love becomes more like a tool to get what you need.
@keiradavv
@keiradavv 5 месяцев назад
“because a lot of things are disguised as love but they actually arent” SO REAL
@mellio9077
@mellio9077 2 месяца назад
like meth and satan.
@iandalrymple7255
@iandalrymple7255 6 месяцев назад
Her diatribe about children and babies is simple self reflection of how poorly she feels about herself.
@danatomlinson2216
@danatomlinson2216 8 месяцев назад
I have never REALLY been shocked by these interviews. UNTIL THIS ONE.
@caseyvogle6328
@caseyvogle6328 5 месяцев назад
I mean, yeah... 😂
@fakeblossom
@fakeblossom 5 месяцев назад
As an addict, occultist and a whore i cringed massively at her🤢
@tamrakc7294
@tamrakc7294 5 месяцев назад
I know exactly what you mean.
@whitwhit321
@whitwhit321 4 месяца назад
same
@torreypovich8023
@torreypovich8023 4 месяца назад
If people only knew that Jesus (Buddha, Allah) are all satan. People don’t know Santa = Satan… they call him Old Saint Nick.. now go google “Old Nick” and tell me what it says. People need to realize that earth is hell.. all of your favorite celebrities throw up 666 .. the ppl who control television are called the National Academy of Television Arts & Sciences … that acronym is NATAS .. which is SATAN backwards. … this is why they get the worldly riches (root of all evil). Even NASA is Satan scrambled up.. that’s why they say “T minus”.. the T is missing and their logo has the serpent tongue. NASA literally lies about everything they say or do… don’t laugh at flat earthers.. they have the truth.. while you believe in a globe spinning and flying thru space which is total chaos.. you can literally step outside and see you’re not on a globe flying 67,000 mph.. you wouldn’t see the same stars every night if that were the case. They tell us we’re on a globe because there is no more to explore on a globe.. meanwhile they are out finding and hoarding lands and natural resources to themselves.
@BryTunesMusic
@BryTunesMusic 8 месяцев назад
At least her kids can watch this back one day and never regret not knowing her
@DevHazy
@DevHazy 2 месяца назад
My mom is mentally fucked and trust me I’ll never stop being upset that I don’t have a “normal” mom
@patriaciasmith3499
@patriaciasmith3499 4 месяца назад
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
@APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU
@APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU 4 месяца назад
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!
@elizabethwilliams6651
@elizabethwilliams6651 4 месяца назад
Yes, dr.sporesss. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
@steceymorgan814
@steceymorgan814 4 месяца назад
I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.
@APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU
@APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU 4 месяца назад
Is he on instagram?
@elizabethwilliams6651
@elizabethwilliams6651 4 месяца назад
Yes he is. dr.sporesss
@larisajeffrey2312
@larisajeffrey2312 2 месяца назад
I loved it when she was asking Mark all these questions so she could get a balance of another side….i found that fascinating…..she needed me as a mom….patience and space and hugging and conversations, good and difficult.
@efanamethesequel
@efanamethesequel 8 месяцев назад
As soon as he asked her if she had children, I was like “please don’t say yes.”
@Mickyyjayy
@Mickyyjayy 2 месяца назад
Unfortunately… They all seem to say yes.
@gjh9299
@gjh9299 Месяц назад
they always do, birth control takes responsibility and her priority is drugs
@Blankspaceb
@Blankspaceb 29 дней назад
Seriously. I’m the most normal, boring bitch ever and have no kids. Yet the dumbest people have 3-6.
@Griffin09275
@Griffin09275 8 месяцев назад
This is the rawest and realest channel on RU-vid no stupid dancing no fake people bragging and vlogs just legit gritty powerful interviews
@clairey6407
@clairey6407 5 месяцев назад
What an intriguing interview. Ashliegh's questions, particularly about love and being in love, are so fascinating to watch. However disturbing it can be sometimes, I always appreciate being able to get a bit of an insight into other people's minds. I really hope Ashliegh gets out of this life she's living and stops being so afraid.
@nataliadelarosa1714
@nataliadelarosa1714 6 месяцев назад
This interview was absolutely WILD
@livelauflace
@livelauflace 9 месяцев назад
Mark had her shook with that “why do you love Satan” question lmao I’m actually laughing out loud at her response
@princessbuttercup3474
@princessbuttercup3474 9 месяцев назад
She went in circles around that didn’t she?
@kenbell9094
@kenbell9094 9 месяцев назад
She obviously doesn't know WHY she loves Satan...
@Danielle.L
@Danielle.L 9 месяцев назад
Exactly what I was thinking, she can't explain why she actually loves Satan as a spiritual figure in her life so she throws it back onto someone else to deflect the question.
@gingerdanger6670
@gingerdanger6670 8 месяцев назад
Maybe she should keep her nasty legs closed if she doesn't want to have parasites. What a joke. She is nasty AF.
@nickyphenix4146
@nickyphenix4146 8 месяцев назад
And even she didn’t know why lol 😂
@sarahdoesstuff8575
@sarahdoesstuff8575 9 месяцев назад
This is by far my favorite RU-vid channel. I used to stick needles in my arm and grind for a shot every day of my life. 8 years sober with a house and kids and husband, this stuff is beyond interesting to me. Thank you for sharing and being gentle with our fellow humans. It’s completely relatable but I always wish nothing more than a sober life for these people.
@insertmyidentityhere
@insertmyidentityhere 9 месяцев назад
👍👏🖤
@BeeKay4444
@BeeKay4444 9 месяцев назад
Congratulations on your continued sobriety. ❤
@hopehopehopehope3747
@hopehopehopehope3747 8 месяцев назад
So proud of you. Hearing stories like yours gives hope for this world
@adriannayardley3967
@adriannayardley3967 8 месяцев назад
Congratulations love 💕💕
@gday6633
@gday6633 8 месяцев назад
Well done- so happy for you. 5 years in recovery here. I relate to you wishing sobriety for her and others here. I literally said that out loud to my partner. It seems so unobtainable while we are in active 🥹. Keep up the best life you can🥰
@ecnicholson
@ecnicholson 2 месяца назад
The PATIENCE Mark has.
@yylb5496
@yylb5496 6 месяцев назад
What a lost soul.. After watching this i don't want to hear the word 'like' anymore and i need to get rid of this repulsivness feeling that she gave me. On another note, you do an amazing work, Mark. Thank you! Love, from Portugal
@juliemackenzie1978
@juliemackenzie1978 9 месяцев назад
Comparing her children to parasites & that their bodies should be sold as body parts & that children don't have a soul...she lost me. Then saying she knows what love is...she is capable of love more than anyone else. Getting pregnant 4 times & blaming the fetus for growing inside of her for 9 months. I call BS. 😳🤷🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🙄 Brutal interview.
@rickshawredemption
@rickshawredemption 9 месяцев назад
Her mind and morality are broken probably a combination of ignorance, trauma and drugs
@user-cd8xy9pv5q
@user-cd8xy9pv5q 9 месяцев назад
Shes got a demonic creacher in her its fully taken over soul shes far gone that's not even her talking that's a demon people wont believe what I'm saying but it's clear has day light her body is there but shes not so very sad the devil can onley attracts to the weak and that's what she was 😢💔😱
@miamijules1
@miamijules1 9 месяцев назад
Agreed
@angieburton2012
@angieburton2012 9 месяцев назад
Hard to watch and listen!
@roostershooter76
@roostershooter76 9 месяцев назад
She is a lost soul, by every definition of the term.
@emilymakescoffee1741
@emilymakescoffee1741 9 месяцев назад
I am THANKFUL this woman isn’t caring for any children.
@terrytownsend5583
@terrytownsend5583 9 месяцев назад
Using cap lock is worse than anything she’s ever done
@terrytownsend5583
@terrytownsend5583 9 месяцев назад
Lots of people judging,and saying I’d do this,I wouldn’t do that…. Mostly women I see. I like her style. She honest. I like that she dresses that she don’t give a f u ck. she’s had a hard time,she doing her best. The haters on here are maybe bigger sinners than this lady. People should wind there necks in. How many of you b I tches commenting would sit down and expose themselves like she is? Not many…… outing herself on this platform….
@larisajeffrey2312
@larisajeffrey2312 2 месяца назад
Calling children parasitic in uterine….yikes…….they crawled up and what ?……sorry she is so very messed up…
@Zcodee-ox1ju
@Zcodee-ox1ju 2 месяца назад
@@terrytownsend5583yeah and she said a lot of valid things honestly.
@BirdDogey1
@BirdDogey1 4 месяца назад
I grew up in Ft. Worth. My best childhood friend and I ran into each other in Los Angeles. I was a cop and he was ruined from drugs. Sad doesn't even began to cover it.
@easyogini
@easyogini 6 месяцев назад
Thank you so much Mark for all your interviews . Your channel changed my perception on many things, for the better.🙏🏻
@JapandaaaTV
@JapandaaaTV 9 месяцев назад
It makes me sad when I see people being asked if they had any abuse growing up and the person responds "What would you consider abuse" ? 😞
@dawnellafreeman4860
@dawnellafreeman4860 8 месяцев назад
Certainly not being spanked with a wooden spoon or having soap put in my mouth ..
@valerie7008
@valerie7008 8 месяцев назад
Her “abuse” doesn’t drive people to be come a meth head. She’s like “I couldn’t have a boyfriend and couldn’t wear the clothes I wanted to wear. “Whaaaaaa!” Society has created the do nothings and purposely have nots. They’re fine having nothing. Go look at Seattle. Go look at L.A. with people shitting on the streets and when you offer them a job they says”nope I’m fine.” She’s one of them. The “I don’t feeeeel like doing better.” This girl is the part of the “gimme” generation. Gimme shit for free but I won’t work for it. She’s horrible.
@afr0shooterguy40
@afr0shooterguy40 8 месяцев назад
That’s all she could give us
@StephieGsrEvolution
@StephieGsrEvolution 8 месяцев назад
She even said she blocked a lot out.
@ashleypon2819
@ashleypon2819 6 месяцев назад
What she states is normal discipline in the 80s and 90s. Soap, belt and wooden spoon!
@nicolerussow
@nicolerussow 8 месяцев назад
Thank God she's not raising her "parasites". Wow. I don't think I have ever heard someone describe pregnancy in such a bizarre way. What a lost human being. 🥺
@puddygr6985
@puddygr6985 6 месяцев назад
Fortunately she's not raising any of those children...
@DME309
@DME309 6 месяцев назад
99.9%of People Are Stupid and She is Definitely One of Them As Well as Satan
@stacylem
@stacylem 6 месяцев назад
Satan has her so tightly in his grasp. What she's saying doesn't even make sense. She's so blindly deceived. Awful.
@Zarri-ok8wt
@Zarri-ok8wt 5 месяцев назад
@@stacylembro what…stop Stacy
@myreasonforlife.9511
@myreasonforlife.9511 5 месяцев назад
Nasty comment from it ain't it. Satans helper. Eggghh
@sreenathjohnsonsaysnotolgbtq
@sreenathjohnsonsaysnotolgbtq 4 месяца назад
When the devil gets you this is how you will end up.
@bananachild1936
@bananachild1936 9 месяцев назад
It's taken us a long journey to get to this point, but they've finally published the real "Soft White Underbelly" interview video.
@suzannavaino1300
@suzannavaino1300 9 месяцев назад
Comment of the year, you win
@terrell9702
@terrell9702 9 месяцев назад
Too funny!
@EVenturapurple
@EVenturapurple 9 месяцев назад
LOOL best comment. Thank you
@americanmystic
@americanmystic 9 месяцев назад
facts
@LittleWhoo
@LittleWhoo 8 месяцев назад
Haha, good one😂
@zacharyhester6241
@zacharyhester6241 9 месяцев назад
The thing that really gets under my skin with this video, is you can see she has considerable comprehension of complex ideological constructs and a solid grasp on the English language far more than the average SWU interviewee. Yet her ideas about life and relationships are horrifically and disgustingly skewed to a degree that is almost terrifying. It's obvious to me that given different circumstances she could have been a scientist or an engineer or an academic but what was shown to her by life has transformed her into this stunted, damaged person. I hope she can discover a way out of her current predicament but I doubt it. I wish her well.
@synesthesia.aesthetic
@synesthesia.aesthetic 9 месяцев назад
She can't answer simple questions though, she's all over the place. I don't see what you're talking about.
@Amanda-th6kf
@Amanda-th6kf 8 месяцев назад
I actually see your point exactly. She has/had a beautiful mind that trauma and drugs destroyed.
@kenosabi
@kenosabi 8 месяцев назад
Academics are self important blow hards.
@Itsyaboy88
@Itsyaboy88 8 месяцев назад
Ehhh this is beyond a stretch. There’s nothing complex here in regards to ideological constructs or the English language. She has made little to no points in her answers, what so ever. I’m going to have to disagree. There are endless others that have been on this channel, that I would agree with what you’re saying. This person is the furthest from that.
@NormanPOlt
@NormanPOlt 8 месяцев назад
She's "been in therapy" for years, since a very early age... Her Mother "really loved her", but was a "tyrant" who beat her... Her mind and value system has been totally destroyed: can't think of a worse person to have been allowed to reproduce based upon her perception of the value of children! 100% devoted to herself and her love of Satan. P.S. It would be hard to imagine the total dollar amount of her therapy and legal defense costs to Society: has to be in the multiple hundreds of thousands. Concept of being a parasite is a world she should be very familiar with!
@jordanbrooks3381
@jordanbrooks3381 6 месяцев назад
I feel as though every explanation she gave was a literal mirror of how she feels as a person.
@Miss_Demeanor
@Miss_Demeanor 6 месяцев назад
Hi Mark 🙂 Love your videos as always❤ I was looking and hoping to find a new Rebecca video when I stumbled onto this one! 😧I honestly felt so many emotions with this one and I don’t know how to put it into words really….all I can say is she needs a divine intervention and fast!!
@saushakamara
@saushakamara 9 месяцев назад
I love how calm Mark is no matter whats being said. I sympathized until she started talking about her children. She's calling them parasites like they chose to be. Like she didn't consciously participate in the act of conception without protection and go through an entire gestation to give birth. She's talking about children like they are a stolen vehicle at a chop shop. I hope she got a tubal ligation. When he hit her with the "is this what you would tell your 4 kids... that you have a lot of love to give?" 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
@David-ss9lh
@David-ss9lh 9 месяцев назад
Dictionary definition of a parasite is actually also a child
@slimdiggity9188
@slimdiggity9188 9 месяцев назад
@@David-ss9lh That is 100% percent false.
@FallenAngel9979
@FallenAngel9979 8 месяцев назад
Some people aren’t meant to be mothers. Least she’s honest and gave them away.
@saushakamara
@saushakamara 8 месяцев назад
@@FallenAngel9979 I agree
@skullykittie9889
@skullykittie9889 8 месяцев назад
​@@slimdiggity9188it literally is though.
@jamescordova1796
@jamescordova1796 9 месяцев назад
The craziest parts was not what she was saying but the fact that she is so open and nonchalant about it . That's what shows the psychosis.
@audreybertelson1972
@audreybertelson1972 8 месяцев назад
Satanism is basically just worshipping nature. That's not the way she talks about it at all
@TopHatNat
@TopHatNat 8 месяцев назад
She makes no sense and the words I do understand makes her very unlikeable to me.
@valerie7008
@valerie7008 8 месяцев назад
And this is exactly why we need state run mental health hospitals, but a certain group decided to take them away. We just leave the mentally ill to their own devices living on the street doing drugs, shitting on sidewalks, harming the public, but society thinks they’re doing a good thing by ignoring these people and letting them live the way they want to live. society sucks for this. They think they’re having a heart and doing the right thing when instead they’re harming the rest of society the sane people are the sick ones and are the assholes
@Roadie247
@Roadie247 5 месяцев назад
God bless your child. This precious soul that you only can heal. I’ve been in her shoes as far as addiction goes and her interview breaks my heart. She’s got to be exhausted in every way imaginable. That’s an horrible feeling.
@user-zd1ge4jn4c
@user-zd1ge4jn4c 3 месяца назад
I was such a nihilist before I started watching these but ngl these made me love humanity again I'm not even lying. Be honest and love each other people we are all in this together
@roxyjen2507
@roxyjen2507 Месяц назад
Agreed…I am embracing spirituality again after watching all these videos.
@gogonukem157
@gogonukem157 9 месяцев назад
This is like watching a Satanic alien learning about the human condition
@synesthesia.aesthetic
@synesthesia.aesthetic 9 месяцев назад
Ikr? "Define abuse", "define being in love"
@MineChanclas
@MineChanclas 3 месяца назад
Hahaha perfect analogy
@jeremycarman8980
@jeremycarman8980 3 месяца назад
😂😂😂Holy crap, that's a good one.
@cobracommander9138
@cobracommander9138 3 месяца назад
Define Satanic Alien.
@michaelax3025
@michaelax3025 2 месяца назад
Get the off this channel, you’re a disgusting human being
@DarlaAnne
@DarlaAnne 8 месяцев назад
Drug abuse and trauma has led to some serious sociopathy in this one.
@reaper17723
@reaper17723 Месяц назад
Love your work Mark, have watched tons of interviews, but this one made my head hurt. Geeeeeze.
@MelissaKing777
@MelissaKing777 5 месяцев назад
Very heartbreaking - knew someone very much like this with a similar relationship with her mom. Breaks my heart, I hope everyone realizes if you ever become parent please show your children love and acceptance
@conniehanses
@conniehanses 9 месяцев назад
So many things she said made my jaw drop. The harvesting of organs for personnel use of immortality, was a shocking statement. I normally don't make negative comments and live and let live, but this was Way out of my cognitive box of love and understanding. Drugs or no drugs, just wowed by this, this morning. Appreciated a few of Marks comments and or questions. And I'll leave it at that...💙🌎
@666atyler666
@666atyler666 9 месяцев назад
Oh you have no idea how deep this well goes.
@666atyler666
@666atyler666 9 месяцев назад
Her rantings on pregnancy for spare parts is already in practice. They are called organ farms. It's a multi billion dollar business.
@69Fabulosity
@69Fabulosity 9 месяцев назад
This shows u that Good and Evil truly exist and folks still say theres no such thing as God 🤦🏻‍♀️❗️Pick wisely! Bc there is both realms.
@tleigh8794
@tleigh8794 9 месяцев назад
Agree 💯👍 I felt the EXACT same... Even about not usually thinking or posting negative but I realized at one point that I got lost in this interview 😂...
@timebot000
@timebot000 9 месяцев назад
Man,organ harvesting from kids is a huuuuuuge industry, look it up. Very rich people also use cloning technology, there are wicked Cloning Centers in hidden places. Look it up. And yes s@tan controls that arena for now
@j.h.6081
@j.h.6081 8 месяцев назад
It's sad to hear about how much she loves her mom and how sweet she was and then a couple of sentences later relays all these awful things her mom did to her. There's such a tragic dichotomy there.
@foxyroxy7189
@foxyroxy7189 8 месяцев назад
“Then a couple of sentences later, relays all these awful things her mom did to her”??? She got spanked, and wasn’t allowed to wear inappropriate clothing…. Oh, the unjustness of it all…😳🙄🤦🏽‍♀️🤣 This girl was making some bad choices ( doing drugs at 12), and her mom tried to intervene…🤷🏽‍♀️ I’m soooo thankful, that she didn’t keep any of her kids, and more thankful that they’ll hopefully never be able to meet her..🙏🏾
@Grownupbobbyhill
@Grownupbobbyhill 7 месяцев назад
@@foxyroxy7189 right then calls her babies parasites when shes the actual parasite
@cathybutcher4826
@cathybutcher4826 7 месяцев назад
My thoughts, too. Her mother did not want her going down a bad road. How horrific!! She should not have been able to have any more children after the first one. Disgusting that they can keep procreating after ruining one child's life.
@1Psalmaday
@1Psalmaday 7 месяцев назад
I was spanked with wooden spoons and rods but that isn't abuse that's discipline haha. I wasn't allowed to do drugs or drink as a teen or do what I want. Confused teens do get rebellious and go the other way when they don't get their way I can attest to that but discipline and guidance aren't bad.
@iandalrymple7255
@iandalrymple7255 6 месяцев назад
@@foxyroxy7189exactly - took the words from my mouth
@VeAttoe
@VeAttoe 4 месяца назад
Most of these people are incredibly intelligent. I'm grateful for these videos they show to not judge a person by sight but by what is inside, its so interesting to see their theories and stories.
@samarycazares8579
@samarycazares8579 3 месяца назад
all those upside down crosses just show how the devil has an entire hold on her soul
@gia524
@gia524 9 месяцев назад
Wow this one was tough to watch. I think this is a good example of how drugs affect you mentally. I do wish her the best.
@janetwarren
@janetwarren 9 месяцев назад
Amen 🙌 wow wish her better 😢
@towerofresonance4877
@towerofresonance4877 9 месяцев назад
What did you think about the part when she spoke about babies been aliens?
@Deeznutz...
@Deeznutz... 9 месяцев назад
@@towerofresonance4877I think that’s the meth taking it’s toll on her brain… what do you think?
@sherrymariestapleton5114
@sherrymariestapleton5114 9 месяцев назад
Wow..she is gone ! So glad she isn't raising those kids..they are lucky !! I just can't pity this woman.
@gia524
@gia524 9 месяцев назад
I couldn’t even finish watching it.
@ruthyaya
@ruthyaya 8 месяцев назад
My sense is that her view on kids is informed by her own experience as a kid. Someone made her believe she was a parasite and good for nothing that made her mom’s life worse than if she hadn’t birthed her. She has internalized that experience as a coping mechanism. Better to believe all children are parasites as a general rule than that it was her own unique experience. 😢
@LittleFacesMom
@LittleFacesMom 8 месяцев назад
I thought the exact same thing. It's a very specific thing, to name a child a parasite. 🥺
@marisaschmutz9034
@marisaschmutz9034 7 месяцев назад
My narcissistic parent kept calling me a rat or a parasite as a child and teenager. It’s so sick
@samanthaconn3895
@samanthaconn3895 6 месяцев назад
I have no sympathy for her. I sympathize with her children who didn't have a choice. I had a horrible childhood full of trauma and I would NEVER treat my children like this. It's disgusting. Her past is no excuse.
@cindycoblentz827
@cindycoblentz827 6 месяцев назад
I agree. What strikes me often in these interviews is that people will say they had a good childhood, then go on to describe a horrific childhood. To them, it’s normal.
@AurorasJournals
@AurorasJournals 6 месяцев назад
Good point
@user-nt9py7ym7t
@user-nt9py7ym7t 4 месяца назад
She is great interviewee! Amazing mind, original thinker. She considers and discusses. I wish her the best.
@christalcooper1583
@christalcooper1583 3 месяца назад
Seeing so much of myself in you is a harrowing thing to see. Even more so smarter, articulate and open than I. I am so glad you’re still so bright and beautiful, you got this ❤
@BigMidge86
@BigMidge86 24 дня назад
Huh? Are we watching the same video? She’s literally the opposite of everything you said. She’s a moron, slurs her speech, can’t say anything clear, cogent or concise. She’s not bright and beautiful, lol, she’s super dark and looks terrible.
@candy123258
@candy123258 9 месяцев назад
I’ve known someone who was addicted to meth, who also had these intense thoughts that make no sense, to me. I wonder what part of the brain meth affects that creates this? Thankful for your patience Mark!
@Azulakayes
@Azulakayes 9 месяцев назад
Seems so...such wild imaginative thoughts. I would like to see a scan to a meth addict's brain as compared to a normal one. I listened without judgement but towards the end, I couldn't understand what she was trying to express.
@candy123258
@candy123258 9 месяцев назад
@@Azulakayes I don’t think the thought gets completed outwardly, maybe in their brains it does . I’ve struggled to understand for years.
@maanelmardi410
@maanelmardi410 9 месяцев назад
​​@@candy123258ur right in there brains they completed the thought but by the time it should come out they already thought of ten more thoughts so they just get lost while talking and eventually in their own minds aswell
@werewolvesofsanger4649
@werewolvesofsanger4649 9 месяцев назад
Lack of sleep does crazy things to the brain. I gotta say that she is the fattest meth addict I've ever seen.
@jennacarroll9200
@jennacarroll9200 9 месяцев назад
It affects multiple areas of the brain. Very sad
@a.b.4052
@a.b.4052 9 месяцев назад
Saying the only reason to have children is to use them for body parts because they don't have a soul, is outright the most uncompassionate and unemphatic thing I have ever heard uttered in my entire life. And i genuinely do not believe anything will ever top it. Damn. I didnt know human beings existed with that kind of thought process.
@jacobwiggers1973
@jacobwiggers1973 9 месяцев назад
That was wild. Hard to top, I agree. My guess is it’s a result of psych meds at a young age messing up her brain, drug use now, and the philosophy of a person who didn’t feel valued as a child and therefore still sees no value in people.
@naelyneurkopfen9741
@naelyneurkopfen9741 9 месяцев назад
No, it's depraved. And we're surrounded by depravity these days.
@marathrites
@marathrites 9 месяцев назад
I completely agree. I think devotion to Satan in mind and on the body can invert your perspective (see her tattoos) of what is good and true in the world. Still, she has as much dignity as any one of us. Which is why I prayed for her!
@Myspirit904
@Myspirit904 9 месяцев назад
It is happening all over the world every single day. They are being used for horrific purposes. Think about all the kids that go missing.
@RosesOfSaturn
@RosesOfSaturn 9 месяцев назад
A lot of people are that now and days..I see a lot of people joking about how useless kids are and how they "hate" kids..Thats a strong word to use
@elizabethdavis8964
@elizabethdavis8964 3 месяца назад
I think what she said about being on hard core psychiatric drugs at a young age was really eye opening. I've always thought that I couldn't see the appeal of doing a drug you know is so dangerous and what she said makes a ton of sense.
@MrsH89
@MrsH89 2 месяца назад
As some one who suffered trauma and abuse as a child at the hands of an addict parent I am forever grateful that for whatever reason I turned out ok. Knew to work it out for myself. Knew it wasn’t ok. Knew I had a choice to continue the generational pattern or change. I knew healing was the priority even as a teenager. I pray for my children that the genetics won’t overpower the example I have set them 🙏🏼
@doneill7506
@doneill7506 28 дней назад
Damn that’s a blessing💯do you deal with any mental illness/disorder or personality disorders or did you get really lucky?
@MrsH89
@MrsH89 3 дня назад
@@doneill7506 I certainly have the addict genetics. I could drink every day, for that reason I have never tried drugs and I ask those around me to be transparent about any drinking I do do and monitor me so I can be help accountable. I have a lot of rules for myself. Either never more than two follow three drinks alone, keep count when I go out, check in with my husband etc. Mental illness….i have ocd, emetophobia, anxiety, control issues. I manage everything fine these days. I spent a lot of hours in therapy and am never afraid to go back if I feel overwhelmed by anything. Life is a journey of self help and evolving. Talking to myself like I’m still a child and affording myself compassion and empathy as to why I am not ok sometimes.
@johndaley964
@johndaley964 9 месяцев назад
Mark, your empathy and compassion is remarkable. Truly inspirational, thank you.
@sandgrownun66
@sandgrownun66 9 месяцев назад
Especially, those he interviews who include "like" in every sentence.
@brandondecker8407
@brandondecker8407 8 месяцев назад
And what did that empathy and compassion solve NOTHING ITS WORTHLESS BE HONEST THESE PEOPLE NEED THE TRUTH NOT EMPATHY
@sandgrownun66
@sandgrownun66 8 месяцев назад
@@brandondecker8407 Too many "stunning and brave" comments to these videos. As though phuqing yourself up is to be celebrated these days.
@s4r4d3may
@s4r4d3may 9 месяцев назад
Yeah she didn't ask to get pregnant (even tho she surely did something that caused that 😏), but the children surely didnt ask to be born either, they did not "invite" themselves in her body without asking and are surely not "parasites"... I understand drugs can make you think in a fucked up way but that is just too much...
@zellipa
@zellipa 9 месяцев назад
wonder whether they were born addicted
@morgankellee
@morgankellee 9 месяцев назад
I'm pretty sure she is mentally deranged and sees children as clones
@miamijules1
@miamijules1 9 месяцев назад
I hope she's using Birth Control.
@shokes7813
@shokes7813 9 месяцев назад
Well if any of them were a product of rape, then I can kinda understand her perspective. But it’s still fucked up
@calliew311
@calliew311 9 месяцев назад
What is something living inside you, taking from you, that's not able to live outside you? That's a parasite. People may not like it, but early stages of a fetus is exactly like a parasite, no matter what you do to get it. Don't have unprotected sex, well, don't go swimming in certain waters. I know babies have souls, and I don't think kids are clones or should be used as organ farms. But technically speaking, before they can survive outside your body, they are parasites, technically.
@TheTropicrazed
@TheTropicrazed 2 месяца назад
Would love an update even though it's only 6 months ago.
@marilynbradley8487
@marilynbradley8487 4 месяца назад
You are a genius on these background scenes.
@nicholafallon73
@nicholafallon73 8 месяцев назад
Ar first was impressed with her literacy then i was repulsed but intrigued at the same time when she started to call babies parasites, then I felt sorry for her that she doesn't know love, I had to dig deep to feel compassion for her a few times during this interview, I hope she gets help and experiences love at some point
@HadiAli-jw5in
@HadiAli-jw5in 7 месяцев назад
It’s just a form of cognitive dissonance to continue using meth. She copes that she won’t have children and she her drug use is apart of her religion It’s just addiction
@jamieheise-connell3703
@jamieheise-connell3703 7 месяцев назад
I hope Jesus helps her see the light, see the truth, and learn of God & get rid of all her demons
@allysonogston522
@allysonogston522 7 месяцев назад
Well said - by the end of this interview she really grated on my last nerve. She tried so hard to be shocking to Mark, but he's seen it all - and she ran out of story lines here, and just became silly. Hail Satan. Really? LOL.
@joyhope9486
@joyhope9486 6 месяцев назад
I just keep reminding myself that she’s on meth…meth is like a hot rod shot to psychosis…then combine that with a shit off heart…then the embracing of Satan… Girl is obviously not in her right mind…I just keep reminding myself that…wow…the way she speaks about children…that she chose to have… Wow…takes my breath away…
@authumngrant3030
@authumngrant3030 6 месяцев назад
Amen@@jamieheise-connell3703
@trustmesonimyourfather9097
@trustmesonimyourfather9097 8 месяцев назад
the best tweaker conversation ive ever heard. she has a lot on her mind. and she reminds me of one of my favorite theories and that there is a thin line between genius and insane
@jadepowell5178
@jadepowell5178 6 месяцев назад
What about any of this was genius that she said?
@memyselfi2005
@memyselfi2005 5 месяцев назад
She's extremely intelligent and people are disgusted because her ideas aren't mainstream. What's there to be horrified about? Her children are being cared for properly. She has a right to feel how she feels about the whole thing. People are so closed minded. It's not as if she thinks of them as parasites and kept and abuses them as she was abused.
@laceymisquadis2760
@laceymisquadis2760 5 месяцев назад
@@jadepowell5178 I think he was referring to the latter.
@lisac8088
@lisac8088 4 месяца назад
Nailed it!!!
@jadevergs
@jadevergs 3 месяца назад
She danced on the edge of linking it together right ?! I thought the same thing , like almsot there but also whattttttt 😂
@marynieves7111
@marynieves7111 3 месяца назад
😧. Whatttt? Wowwww. I have no words. Mark I’ve watched so many of your videos through out the years but really!!!!
@danielapardo7982
@danielapardo7982 4 месяца назад
If you are going to be judgmental, don't watch this channel and do not comment. Your comments are out of place.
@lorrecallon1974
@lorrecallon1974 9 месяцев назад
She would be a great person to do a master thesis on mental illness and self medicated with drugs .
@DominicZaidan
@DominicZaidan 9 месяцев назад
Sure. She needs an exorcist, not a psychiatrist. You're fooling yourself if you think you can figure out Satan without the help from God.
@mark3p
@mark3p 9 месяцев назад
I can see it now. "Like... like... like... like..."
@samanthaspectra
@samanthaspectra 9 месяцев назад
I’m at the beginning stages of my doctoral dissertation; you’re giving me ideas and you’re right.
@lissamay3380
@lissamay3380 9 месяцев назад
She'd be a great person to write a paper on what it is like to be an absolute trash can. I've never seen his interviews that made me so sick. She says she has love in her heart? Puuuuhhhhhlllleeeaaassee. She's a POS mother, and I hope she experiences horrible bad things her whole life.
@LoloO42
@LoloO42 9 месяцев назад
Really??!! I don't find her interesting in the slightest.
@jordanwood183
@jordanwood183 8 месяцев назад
She’s a keeper!! The type to bring home on the holidays & meet mom.
@JudySkanes-mz3tr
@JudySkanes-mz3tr 10 часов назад
Ya right
@b33k4
@b33k4 5 месяцев назад
this is a great interview. i did not expect so many of the comments to be people expressing shock/judgement and saying she's beyond help. what i see is a person who has had a really hard life, who has been betrayed by people she was meant to be able to trust. i don't think she's obligated to love her children. i see where she got to her conclusion, however messed up it sounds... but it doesn't seem like she has a lot of vitriol or like she wants to hurt her children, just that she feels wronged by them. i'm not saying she is in a great place, i'm not saying she's not guilty of some objectively bad things. but she's not beyond compassion and she's not beyond help - she's still coherent much of the time, and i don't know, i see someone with a heart who is just lost. if she was able to recover from drug use and in an intensive therapy program where she can work through her trauma, i think she could turn things around and have a better life.
@synfahnieepps6700
@synfahnieepps6700 Месяц назад
I never knew a conversation about the IDEA of love could be so heart wrenching ohhh the tears have yet to stop …. It was like 6 year old her was really curious.. the way her eyes look simply show the confusion but curiosity
@RoRoFin-gg3fb
@RoRoFin-gg3fb 9 месяцев назад
This was my favourite in a long time simply due to how much she got Mark to open up and share his own thoughts. Loved it.
@Hunterbidensdesktop
@Hunterbidensdesktop 4 месяца назад
You noticed that too?
@GDG123ful
@GDG123ful 3 месяца назад
she probably thought in her weird twisted mind that he was attracted to her. very narcisstic
@slavi7191
@slavi7191 7 месяцев назад
A a devout Christian I must admit, she is completely right about one thing (unfortunately): that's the statement about how so many so called "Christians" are lacking in love for their neighbor. She's spot on. 😢
@GDG123ful
@GDG123ful 3 месяца назад
sometimes a person has to cut if off with another one who uses, steals, manipulates and lies - there is only so much even a 'christian' should take.
@DevHazy
@DevHazy 2 месяца назад
Yes!!
@slavi7191
@slavi7191 2 месяца назад
@GDG123ful absolutely. That is true, too.
@karabograce6292
@karabograce6292 Месяц назад
Exactly cause why would I help someone that doesn't help themselves, "they know what they're doing" "well not everyone will go to heaven you know" "I tried telling them about the Bible (as if food clothes shelter and consistent love is not an option) - this what many Christians think
@user-zd1ge4jn4c
@user-zd1ge4jn4c 3 месяца назад
Seeing her face change when they talked about love actually made me cry omg what a world
@kr-sq3gf
@kr-sq3gf 3 месяца назад
She makes me really angry but the good thing is that she makes my mom look like a saint, jesus Christ
@Polobaby145
@Polobaby145 9 месяцев назад
She is in a complete delusional, psychotic state from the meth use which I’m sure is a given to anyone haha. I’ve been there, meth was my poison. I couldn’t get enough. I deteriorated in psychosis terms fairly quickly so I completely empathise with how she’s thinking. I hope she gets clean one day, those thoughts will slowly subside and normality will return (depending on many circumstances of course).My psychosis however has always been a bit worse off since my addiction and I’ve had almost 3 years clean from meth. Benzos really messed me up even more psychosis wise, I have almost a year clean off them. It’s a wild ride this addiction stuff! The longer you’re sober the better it gets, hold in there to anyone doing it tough!
@gday6633
@gday6633 8 месяцев назад
5 years here. I’m so happy for you. Well done- hi- 5 from Australia 🇦🇺
@Dydy-kv3yx
@Dydy-kv3yx 8 месяцев назад
✌️💖
@horse_chick
@horse_chick 8 месяцев назад
“I don’t know if everyone was a child.” Um 😶
@wowlover16
@wowlover16 8 месяцев назад
Any tips for family members of a (mostly) meth addict? I have become his last connection. I cannot house him, but he stopped looking after his ex found housing post-rehab. His family would pay for any and all treatment or help if he wanted it.
@lindaw.5836
@lindaw.5836 8 месяцев назад
I relapsed after 18 years. Badly. For 5 more years of drugs and alcohol. Ive been in my rehab now for 2 years. Once an addict, ALWAYS an addict. Be careful guys!
@anne-rc2tl
@anne-rc2tl 8 месяцев назад
Mark, it's amazing how you can give concise, articulate, meaningful answers in this conversation. I was repeatedly still trying to recover from what she said 30 seconds prior. My favorite quote from Ashleigh: "Okay, so this is where it gets weird...". I thought we got to "weird" in the first 90 seconds.
@vivokea8334
@vivokea8334 Месяц назад
Thank you Mark for your videos💓..your questions are well placed..👍
@richhunter7051
@richhunter7051 6 месяцев назад
This is Demonic possession
@tommytutone2584
@tommytutone2584 2 месяца назад
Mark, i commend you. I really don't know how you handle this kind of thing internally, but you're a stronger man than me
@stephaniepanamarczuk9126
@stephaniepanamarczuk9126 8 месяцев назад
Purely and completely disturbing.. mental illness exasperated by drug abuse truly defines how dangerous this woman is to herself and society
@spike16965
@spike16965 4 месяца назад
Exactly
@BettyFL
@BettyFL 9 месяцев назад
Moments of lucidity and intelligence that pivot to obvious mental illness and long-term drug use. What a rollercoaster ride, yet feeling compassion she seeks/gets the help she needs. And topic of children. Wow.
@kaseyandzach
@kaseyandzach 5 месяцев назад
this is actually heartbreaking… this is what drug induced psychosis looks like. as someone who has been diagnosed w/ psychosis episodes…
@kathyreardon9572
@kathyreardon9572 Месяц назад
That’s So Sad! Fear is the worst! You shouldn’t live in fear. I understand that you’ve been through so much that caused you fear. Hopefully you find peace and less fear
@babyland5240
@babyland5240 9 месяцев назад
Seeing her pause and trying to understand what falling love means... it was eye opening for me. It may explain why she sees her kids the way she does. Imagine being born to this world only knowing misery throughout your life, you wouldn't even know when you are breaking the law by just existing. Whats right or wrong for her maybe completely the opposite of what it means for us.
@BulkernatorKerb
@BulkernatorKerb 9 месяцев назад
Her entire personality is just a facade to protect her psyche from becoming attached to anyone because the idea terrifies her. That or she's got ASPD
@malindavenegas7752
@malindavenegas7752 8 месяцев назад
Some have a predisposition for psychological disorders Short term or long term use of street drugs can cause a break in the psyche and begin a torturous road of psychological issues that may cause, schizoaffective, schizophrenia , DD, BPD, Bipolar disorder ect or possibly a full-blown psychosis. Sometimes detoxing and getting on temporary mood stabilizers can help stabilize the person's chemicals in the brain but a lot of the time the post acute withdrawal syndrome (PAWS) can swing the addict right back into a relapse. So many slip right through the cracks alot of them can't climb their way back out.
@garhpd
@garhpd 8 месяцев назад
This is what a strict christian upbringing gets you
@GDG123ful
@GDG123ful 3 месяца назад
i doubt she only knew misery. many of us have experienced what she went through or even more and didnt turn out this way.
@bonson6203
@bonson6203 9 месяцев назад
The way she was just utterly perplexed at the mention of love, right after speaking of her children as parasites and considering the possibility of just using children to harvest organs..... absolutely insane. I hope and pray she can get off meth and get the help she needs to truly feel love for others and to be loved herself.
@marydawson7959
@marydawson7959 5 месяцев назад
I think this chick is too far gone.....
@micheletheresonlyone3290
@micheletheresonlyone3290 3 месяца назад
She is so well spoken. I hope she is able to get clean.
@GDG123ful
@GDG123ful 3 месяца назад
lol! saying 'fu@k every sentence and 'like'- not well spoken at all
@mike_sauce
@mike_sauce 3 месяца назад
No, Michele. She's not.
@user-sg5ce8tv7e
@user-sg5ce8tv7e 3 месяца назад
I respect your respect, fiercly. And, your attention/intention with words.
@Trill.Clipz.Channel
@Trill.Clipz.Channel 9 месяцев назад
The way she got stumped when asked “What do you love about Sa*an?” Was craaaazy.
@jdavid118
@jdavid118 9 месяцев назад
She just loves attention...
@terrytownsend5583
@terrytownsend5583 9 месяцев назад
She’s his daughter
@synesthesia.aesthetic
@synesthesia.aesthetic 9 месяцев назад
That made me laugh. Because it's an oxymoron! 😂😂 she was almost offended to even be asked.
@noonefromnowhere7945
@noonefromnowhere7945 2 месяца назад
All she had to say is he’s a liberator snd light bearer I was so disappointed
@Trill.Clipz.Channel
@Trill.Clipz.Channel 2 месяца назад
@@noonefromnowhere7945 *the Ultimate Liar/joker
@user-td9ly8tb9b
@user-td9ly8tb9b 9 месяцев назад
She was like a curious, little child when asking about what love feels like.
@StephieGsrEvolution
@StephieGsrEvolution 8 месяцев назад
Yes, it was the saddest part to me.
@chantelletrembath3345
@chantelletrembath3345 3 месяца назад
​@@StephieGsrEvolutionme too
@raynwolf2817
@raynwolf2817 2 месяца назад
The word like needs to be abolished …. Saying she needs ‘help’ would be a gross understatement
@elizabethmccaulley4926
@elizabethmccaulley4926 5 месяцев назад
Just when I think I can’t possibly love Mark any more. Wow. Kudos.
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