Dean Winchester - dead inside 

"Me? I know I'm a freak....and sooner or later everybody's gonna leave me." This line hits home hard. I know that pain all too well.

Dean is the perfect example of “you can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness”. Because realistically he CHOSE that life. Like everyone was saying, you can, you have outs, but he wants to be sad because that’s the only time he feels

I wish Dean could see himself the way Sam sees him, like the person who worth the world and deserves everything.

"But once you touch that darkness , It never goes away" ... true , more you feel and know darkness more you want to stay in it . Even if it's make you suffering

"Nobody hates you more than you hate yourself" God damn... right.......

When Dean says I wish I could'nt feel a damn thing, I can definitely relate. I've told myself this more times then I can count. I know how it feels to be dead inside but still just going through the motions because that's your job and you have others who are depending on you to keep going. All the while embracing your death whenever it decides to come and take you ....

Dean is the definition of the tragic hero everyone loves... everyone except himself. God but he deserves to be loved 💔😭

I love both Dean and Sam. But Dean is Dean. The way he loves his brother, his family and his friends is extremely hit me. The way he hates himself for being unable to protect people he loves is hard. For me, Dean and Sam are real people, not just characters in a show. I wish Dean can see how worth he is in our eyes and I wish he can love himself more.

Im not depressed, i just cant feel anymore,i just dont care🙂nothing bothers me at all, im always tired, physically, emotionally and pychologically. I lost a part of me🙂trying to mend broken things

When you want to feel something knowing you no longer can.

Seriously. After all the years of doing what others want or what you think other expect of you it is hard. Then all that work means nothing. I think I enjoyed Dean as a character so much because of his mental state and emotions throughout the series. It feels like no matter how hard he tried he still couldn't accept himself which is how a lot of us feel. Even at the end when Cas was telling him how much he loved Dean it was hard for Dean to comprehend.

I shouldn't find so much of myself in Dean Winchester and here I am

When I was younger, I could relate to Sam far more than I could with Dean. But the older I get, the more I understand and relate to Dean

Dean is the best, in depth character.... the modern man if you will.... do jobs what others wont/can't, never quitting no matter how dark it is, just trying to do the right thing, loving everyone so hard but absolutely loathing yourself, can't believe anything good can happen cause when it does there's always a catch/trade/downfall, loving your friends and family so hard you'd literally go to hell for them. Some of us can't be saved cause we do have such a low opinion of ourselves we don't think we are ever worth saving.

I remember that feeling of having no purpose and giving in to what ever is thrown at me

Such a great edit. I just finished binge watching 15 yrs worth of Supernatural in a few months. What a journey. Dean's character arc is absolutely heart-breaking with a phenomenal performance by Jensen Ackles. The man can do it all.

Dean's ride, his whole life, is like running down a hill. If you stop you drop, so you keep running long after you've run out of gas. You eat yourself up until there's nothing left. By the time you stop, you've reached a place where's nothing and no one except you ... and you see no way back. Been there, there's only 2 ways out. You die, or you let the person you were die and start again.

This is why I love dean winchester as much as I do because as an older sibling I feel the same that I have to be strong for them and for others I care about. I have to do everything I can to help others and listen to them and ill put my feelings on the back burner I either feel nothing at all or I feel to much about something and alot dean helps be when I need it most To anyone who reads this that need this Always Keep Fighting, look for the light in every situation, it'll get better, love yourself and you health first. You CAN Do This ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Never watch this show but alot of people can relate to what he feels

I needed this. I've been having really bad thoughts, plans. And I have been smiling so no one knows the hurt inside. But I can't anymore. I'm done. But for the first time in months I felt idk, something. So thank you for pulling me back from the edge

This hits home, I grew up watching the series. And as I was going through my inner struggles I'd find comfort in Dean's character for he was so nuanced and it felt like he got me.

It is heartbreaking how he thinks so bad of himself, like a curse....He was so much more than his lines or expressions. He blamed himself for circumstances beyond his control. He deserved to be surrounded by Love and Light ....He is an unsung Hero with a broken Heart... ❤

"I'm my own worst nightmare." Relatable

I can relate to Dean there are days where I look in the mirror and hate what I see. I am not depressed but I have become numb.

As a first born I feel him. Can’t explain it but it hit really hard when he said to Marry that he was never a child. In some families you can’t be a kid you just need to try to balance your family members😢

Dean is the hero of this story. Dean is a survivor who's been through hellish pain. And, I'll tell you, there is no one I'd rather have as a brother. I know, he's fictional but, for a lot of people, he's one of the most "real" people they've ever known. I want him to have his happy ever after one day, he deserves it.

Why can I relate so much to dean? My life is good, not perfect but good. So why the heck do I feel so?

I've searched the internet looking for the reason why i feel so tired i just don't know anymore.

Anyone going through a heartbreak or anything that's tearing you apart. Don't worry. Take it day by day. Keep on moving. You got this! The world is your oyster, and you're the pearl."

Holy crap that was intense.

Dean is my spirit animal everything he says is what I feel everyday all day when I'm asleep and when I'm awake and just like him I'm ready to give up

This is what happens when you spend all your time looking after others and neglecting yourself. I’m getting better after a long time of barely hanging on by a thread.

Idk y but I relate to dean so much

I never knew Dean is so relatable

When crowley says "Dean, Nobody hates you more than you do" 😢😢

I relate to him so much, I don't like myself, don't know if I have a purpose, I've cried so so much, that no matter how bad, sad I feel, can't even cry anymore

"Im my own worst nightmare"

Great edit. All the stuff i relate to Dean. I mean I understand him to the point it brings me peace finally.

Because he knows how the world really is like near and far

I relate to Dean ❤️❤️❤️

I hate waking up anymore

He is a sad 🧸

I had been looking for something that would express and explain how I am feeling. And that would explain to family, friends, and others why i just decided to stop fighting and quit pretending. Every word in this compilation rings true for me. I have so much trauma and so many scars i cant keep up the smiles, telling those I love and everyone around me that I'm okay and the reality is i'm dead inside. I've been dead inside since i was conscious of my existence at the age of 6 and now at 55 I'm even more aware that no matter what i do, what i try, and what I have done, and where i go, there is and never was a place for me in this world. I always felt dead inside and worthless , and hate what i see (saw) when i look in the mirror. Im tired and i dont want to continue like this anymore. So as i finish writing this comment, i'm just happy leaving knowing i could leave something that explains why i chose to do what i did.

How I feel since my mother died from cancer in February! Dead inside & empty like Soulless Sam!!!!

I miss u

this character relates to me so much

So relatable 😭

This dude is like Thomas Shelby!!

So if I identify down the line with Dean here... I'm dead inside? FML

"I can handle myself thanks."

I feel you dean 😱

This is how I see myself sometimes even worse😮‍💨

How can anyone love a man who doesn't even love himself? People can feel that negative energy and don't want to be a part of that

How can I let my pain go

He last in the world😢😢😢😢

The first time his Dad told him to save his brother, he was four years old. He lost his mother and had a father who raised him to hunt that demon down and kill it. Along the way, they saved others, and by the time Dean killed the demon that took his mom life he was too far gone to ever think he could have a normal life. A real Supernatural fan knows he tried with Lisa and Ben, and that almost got them killed. He made the Ultimate sacrifice and had Cass make them forget about Dean, and he never looked back 😢

my heart.

This Was EXCELLENT! It pmo that it has so few views. Make more cuz ur incredible! Well done you

Thank you for this

I lost my only son my soul is lost 💔😭😔😔😔😔💔

He last human 😢😢😢😢

It's dreams replaying old intense memories it takes you to corpes violence and reacting the moments of each person life that now no longer there or even instinct

#Appreciate urself because the tone of u saying I'm trying counts.

1:54 to 2:12 fucking hits 😔💔

i am dean inside

I was in a near fatal car accident in January and it took everything from me. My new corvette , my ambition , and my will to live. I often ask myself why couldn’t I just have died instead of surviving. They say everything happens for a reason but I don’t see the reason why that happened to me. It’s made me question my faith in God. I had such high hopes before and now I don’t. I dont care what happens to me at this point in life. I want to die, life would be easier that way. I feel like I’m already dead inside and when I tell this to others they just don’t understand.

just keep going through the motions

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Was waiting for the happiness parts to show up. Lol sometimes life is hard. But without the lows, we wouldn't have anything to compare to the highs. Life's a roller coaster, get excited, because when you've hit rock bottom, there's going to be another rise, and maybe this time, that rise will take you to heights you've never imagined.

I’m just going to quietly crack another beer and say I’m fine. It’s just a tv show.

Депресняк? Дин, держись! Всё наладится и изменится в лучшую сторону.

#Life Sometimes must be a Vicious Circle.

This comment section is...very good ..wow.

I wish I was D. Winchester.

Dead inside.

Come here & I'll give you the biggest hug ever!!

Slay.

T'amo Dean Sam

Literal me.

I'm not dead , I burnt to crisp and dieing exhausted, I push is so hard, Evey promise fell through this is what happens

"im past saving"

This is how depression feels like.

Tag yourself I’ll go first I’m dean

This how I am everyday because I don’t know if I am fine that what we should say we are fine but when you wake up everyday look into the mirror see yourself didn’t like how ur life go because I am 99% shit because I do hate myself because I don’t want to be fix’s never stop drinking that devil juice and he come in I know have change in my life because I have saw death 7 times I want to die I have lost to much but I know what I am is quitting I don’t want to do but they can see how I am inside me they know that I have give up I am just scared to stand in front of powerful person in this world he knows I am lost on he’s road to peace last time will be my 8th times for me to go on that other side of the road to see him I really don’t sleep as much anymore now

Hey it's sad. But I get it. I hate it too.

That one part getting too me this song get me too me in ways I can’t not heal anymore because I have let down people that love me I know I did because I know I am dead inside nothing can’t not heal me anymore I am lost on the road where I see two doors to my life or I should say four doors that I see because I have saw death 7 times now what was post because I am fine what we should say we are fine really I am not I got this pounding in my head never stops I can’t really sleep as much anymore I just wish had god on my side he’s only one can fix’s me somehow I have touch that darkness never left me yet because I know have change it does scared me a lot someday I will see the Death Reaper or big boss Grim Reaper I know not oh okay here wish never had feelings inside me wish never feel damn thing again I am not fine here can’t stop drinking keep seeing them a lot they talk to me a lot too they want me too join them what is pretty scared for me

same.

"That's a dead man look." 😐

Eu não sei...

Nah I'm tired, broke and burnt to a crisp ,

What episode is it when he talks to cash about the constant pounding in his head?

Super clip vidéo il son super j'ador 😀😎💜❣💖👍👍👍

wlang nakakagawa sakin nun n aanuhin nya sarili nya para sakin pakabait nlng taung lahat

I'm more like dean where I think I can do everything on my own.

Это есть мудрость

💔

I know Dean's

😭😭😭

You

My mom’s head. Now mine