Demon at My Door || Spoken Word 

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“You’ll never know how much you hate yourself until your finally treasured”😭😭 that one line made me cry

A DEMON will feed you forever but you will still feel hungry that part hit me hard

Me: "Time to go to bed..." *Gets notified* Brain and anxiety: "Wake yo ass up sleepy head! We got shit to think about-"

“You’ll die by people’s boos if you live for their claps” So true

If you haven't heard this today here you go🖤 I love you You're worth it You're doing great Have a good day You are cared for and loved weather you believe it or not❤🥺

These songs are literally the only reason why I’m still alive

i’ve been needing another spoken word.

"Always been a misfit,a flower black rose" I love your poetry it's opened my eyes so much and helped me when I couldn't help myself no matter the situation God is always there you've helped me to see that ❤

I wish I could put into words how much your poetry means to me. Until then I’ll just say thank you.

Couldn’t have dropped this at a more perfect time 🥺

I've needed this. Relapsed on cutting 2 weeks ago and the devil isn't leaving me alone.. it's been hard since I lost my grandpa a month ago from an extremely rare cancer and I've felt like God isn't answering my prayers.. I answered the door to the devil and he isn't leaving.

This is the epitome of art. Such a masterpiece could only be written by someone who sees the world for what it is. A clarity devoid of ignorance is not something you obtain but rather something He gives. That being said its a gift you must seek, choosing to take blow after blow you turn the other cheek. What an honor it must be to vessel of the Lord and extend his reach, you're a shining example of what sacrifice brings and I can wholeheartedly say I look forward to hearing you preach. Amen and thank you Clayton Jennings.

“You’ll never know how much you hate yourself until you’re finally treasured”

Clayton helped me through 6 years of absolute hell. 2014 to 2020 I suffered a severe addiction. Been sober since November 2020. Every time I hear Clayton's poetry, I'm taken back to those years and how I thought I would never get better. Thankyou Clayton for having the courage to speak your truth. I didn't feel alone while I suffered.

I love you work your words we're the reasons i've survived for 2 or 3 years. Thank you .

"You can never plan for a Tsunami if your brain is a lake" this line hit me hard

Currently I sit depressed. At this very moment as I listen to this. Crying. Crying as it’s the hearts way of relief. Your spoken words I hold so close to my heart. There is so many things I relate to. But just hearing you speak my dude. Makes me cry but in the best way ever.

This is the most powerful thing I have ever heard. I'm a youth group leader and I graduate in may with a bachelor's in Biblical Leadership. This is something that I'm going to share with everyone I know thank you for this.

Your songs are the only reason I'm still alive..... the day you released the song "please don't kill yourself" i wrote a suicide note bc i was going to end my life that day then i saw your song and listened to it.. and i that moment i knew it was going to get better....thank you so much!

this is so so good. the wordplay and hidden meanings are incomparable to anything i’ve ever seen before. some might not get them, but when you do, it’s mind blowing. clayton, the way you use your God given gift is incredible. never stop.🖤

Hi Clayton! I am Jewish, but that isn't important. I respect every religion, and you talking about your faith is so beautiful I was crying. I truly feel your soul in your writing. I want to be a writer one day too!

I have to say thank you so much for being an inspiration to me as well as being so authentic when no one else was. I listened to you many years ago (8+ years ago to be exact) while going through the worst situations in my life, and I am so grateful to be on the other side in the stages of healing watching these videos now. I wrote poetry then and gave it up for a while out of hatred and you inspire me to continue writing even if no one sees it. May God bless your soul.

I come back to this almost every night. Thank yiu so much CLAYTON i cant even say how thankful i am for you❤❤❤

"You'll die by people's boos if you live for their claps." -Clayton Jennings

I can’t wait to meet you one day Clayton, even if that’s in heaven 🖤

Your poetry helps me through a ton of stuff. Nobody understands me but then when I listen to your poetry I feel like I can relate to it and it helps me know that I am not alone 🖤🖤

God bless you. Your testimony has His power. Thank you for sharing.

Today is Easter 2021, this video popped up a couple times and I finally decided to click on it. Sitting here in a dark room alone, while my family is in the other room enjoying Easter dinner. I listened to your words and they brought tears to my eyes. just wanted to say thank you. Hearing this has given me the will to keep trying.👍

I dont know about you guys but this man has really changed my life...he inspires me to procliam the word in my poetry.I wish that one day that I will be able to impact lives like you. God bless you Clayton Jennings

You kept my son alive!!!!! God Bless you. When he didn't hear God he heard you thru him. Thankyou!!

This made me cry and I don't cry easily:)

I've probably listen to this poem over 20 times. It's a truely loving poem

"D men bring death that's why demon comes before." Never looked it like that before.

Needed this!! Thank you for your contribution and your delivery of the word in spoken word. For many of us, spoken word is an outlet, and it's a great way into our hearts. Preaching through poetry ! I've been listening to you for years, before I started performing my poetry, and your consistency and continuous faith is what keeps me listening, and keeps me going! I pray for you Mr. Jennings! Stay Blessed!

Yes, Clayton, you have helped me. Some days I'll listen to all of your songs or I'll just puck w or 3 and just hit replay. Thanks for your TRUTHFUL WORDS!

clayton changed my life

This couldn’t have come at a better time! I’m so glad you didn’t wait to post🖤

Facts! Brought tears to my eyes! Keep moving forward one day at a time on the narrow path... See you there Clayton 🙌🏼

From me and my military family. Me and my beloved lost brother to the Iraq war. He and I got closer together because of this. You spoke of our trials and tribulations...and due to him not being able to speak for himself.....my brother who died for all of our freedoms regardless of political views or whatever may change your outlook; thank you...I needed that....his memorial is 6 days away..... thank you again...

This is something else. God moves in you and I’m blessed to have found your channel 🤍

Your the best Clayton thanks

You'll never know how much you hate yourself until your finally treasured and that you feel like a misfit. Thank you Clayton Jennings your poetry really helps me 🖤

my favorite one clayton has ever done, so much hidden meanings

“A demon will feed you forever and you will still feel hungry, demon at my door they dislike me the most, I never new thing got cold when the devil gets close” that got me, CLAYTON PLEASE REPLY TO THIS! You don’t know how many times I preyed for someone to talk about the demons, for a month every week I would search ‘talking about the demons’ I never really got a true answer until now, I nilly gave up, I believe that god has provoked you to do this and if you would like I can send you my own spoken word! 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

It's 12:55 pm here in India! Much love from India Clayton :)

Couldn’t have come at a better time in my life! Clayton your words have blessed me immensely tonight. Thank you 🙏 preach on brother

You’re amazing. Love your voice and how you flow. Your dynamics man. Love it.

I love these spoken words thank you for making them

I love you so much Clayton. This was much needed 🖤

Hey Clayton, I usually don't comment on RU-vid videos or any SM because of the toxicity. And I have been following you for a while and been supportive of your spoken word videos. Usually I get the notification at night and ignore it till later on... But when I saw the title and the current state that I'm going through, I felt compelled to click. I'm glad I did, this was exactly what I needed to hear. Been a christian all my life but I'm still struggling, it's nice to now im not alone. Thank you for being honest and bold with your words and allowing God to use you in such a way. Bless you and your family I'm always keeping you all in my prayers. ❤

Respect to you using your gift to spread the word.

Your poetry had actually saved my life and i cant thank you enough you give me more meaning inife

Oh my gosh I’m glad u posted I’m crying so hard rn

Thank you Clayton, for all your poems.

Clayton! Man I love you!! Your the type of man this world needs, you’ve inspired me so much in the last 9 months....... you speak the TRUTH, and hide nothing. The good the bad and the ugly you lay it all out for the world! But most importantly you lay out Gods words, the true gospel.... amen!.. always following you...

"You never know who loved you, until their love is no more, That concern had long gone ~ when they locked shut their door, Many souls have 'passed' now, & I'm only 44, This one's for YOU, Clayton Jennings - as we ALL applaud you for 'more'." | | | | | By a Published Poet! ... PEACE 1 & All. x

Perfect timing God always has!! Needed this and waited a long time I love you buddy

I am blessed to hear YOUR words they carry a powerful energy with them thank you

You are an amazing writer. I love listening to your spoken words. May God Bless you.

❤ thank you so much for this wonderful surprise of a new spoken word! Hallelujah, it is very moving and touching. I truly enjoyed it as I do ALL of ur works. I enjoy ur spoken words and I also enjoy following ur bible studies through the book of psalms 📖 you're messages are powerful and they speak clearly as to some of my life's circumstances. You are truly helping me and many others be closer to Jesus ✝. Keep doing what you're doing brother Clayton. Keep fighting the good fight for Christ Clayton because you already know Jesus is back and here and bringing ALL of his people with him soon enough. Thank you for ALL you do for Jesus Christ. He will reward you for ALL of you're hard work in the afterlife. Amen and AMEN. Hallelujah. 👏

The Lord is my saviour Amen 🙏Thank you 4 the psalm iv not missed one with you and will continue with you God Bless you

Clayton, I'm a faithful man, but I struggle with adultery. I wanted you to know that you've helped me so much when I struggled with depression and anxiety, and you helped me now more than you could ever know. Much love brother brother

I love this message!!! Thank you for share these words with us!

As a christian poet, I trully relate to this man's work. He is filled to the bone with the passion for God.

You have saved my life multiple times and I would love if I could meet you in person I absolutely love your work keep doing what your doing god bless you and your family

Honestly I've never felt like anyone knew me but listening to this it feels like my own story, God bless you and everything you have gone through, he is always with us weather we think he has left or not he's still there waiting

OH MY GWAD YOU KILLED IT!!! I can't stop listening to you. I'm on 4 hours now of listening of you. I thought no one would ever be able to make me feel like this, but you are all up in my heart and head. God bless

Awesome lines man, you have inspired me to start doing my own poetry, thank you.🖤🖤🖤🖤

🖤 love this one bro. 4:24 am. Now I can’t sleep. Deep in though. From one poet to another, the craft in this is gold. Thanks for sharing! 🙌🏻

This so Good!!! Thank you for allowing us to listen to your beautiful poetry. 💜

You are a wake, you’ve changed me for the better. you reopened the door to god for me. Thankyou.

This is so much more than poetry this is truth ❤️

Thank you Clayton ♥️

I just found spoken word when I found you and it helps me get through my addiction my depression my everyday thank you 🙏

You have always been one relatable poet who is soo realistic when it comes to life. May you keep being that and May God be with you and your family.

I love you Clayton you’ve helped me so much♥️

I been dealing with them demons heavy lately ! But it’s always through the dark that cleans out the closet for GOD so that GOD can open doors that no man can close !

I’m really grateful for you and your words. They really impact me when I have tough days. Thank you mister, I hope God helps your prosper and helps you in any situation your in. ❤️

I just happen to run across this. It’s something I needed to hear may God bless you and your ministry that you share with everyone

To anyone who needs this today *virtual hugs * im so proud of you for living ,I love you,your beautiful,your so strong

Absolutely beautiful ☝️

The line ‘you’ll never know how much you hate yourself until you’re really treasured’ hit me hard it shows me that these days a lot of people pull themselves down because knowone pulls them back up they get stuck and it’s exactly what happened to me but then the person who pulled me back up pushed me back if that Cliff and it feels like it would never be the same again. That line maid me cry

Literally every freaking word every single word hit my soul. Jesus I hear you.

"spent family outings calling out elephants"

God, i love this guy.

Thank you so much for that video you don't realise that there are other people going through the same thing you're going through it's nice to just hear that you're not alone thank you very much God be the Glory Hallelujah hallelujah victory

Just found you and I don't believe in coincidences either! Thank you for being real and sharing what God has given you through poetry that's obviously inspired, cutting through all the chatter. Powerful!

Clayton, you dont know how much you've touched my life... last night I prayed really having no clue what to say .. I'm confused and scared and I cryed out asking the lord to help me .. give me a answer, help me ANYTHING! Then I wake up now and read a note I left my self reminding me the pain I've been feeling, and what do u know the only video in my inbox was this! Theres so much of my pain I'm scared to face. I don't know what to do or who I am anymore. I cut for the first time a few days ago and last night as I took that blade to my arm. I just stared crying thinking who have I become lord! Tho I dont know where to move from here... I'm trusting the lord will help me through.. if. Yall could please pray for me!#

killed it! 🔥 🖤✍🏽

My nephew turned me on to you because I listened to a preacher that was teaching the wrong Gospel I am new at this took me 50 yrs to realize that I needed to be saved. I truly enjoy everything that comes out of your mouth. Thank you from bottom of my 🖤,please don't stop!!

At night , i listen to your videos and you speak so much truth. You are the reason i’m still trying. thank you for being my motivational speaker.

I love your poetry because I relate I feel not so alone listening to your words🖤

“Sorry I’m allergic to you” powerful

I started crying when you talked about how women do not need makeup. That hit because I was putting on makeup listening to this. ❤️ There was a resin God brought me to this. All of this was so relatable. God wanted to open my eyes. ❤️

Everything I hear from him touch’s my heart ♥️ and is changing my life so much

"A demon will feed you forever, and you'll still feel hungry." -Clayton Jennings

God let all demons bothering clayton cease in the name of Jesus🖤🥺

I’ve been listening to you for 5 years now I found one of your videos when I was at one of my lowest points and the video please don’t kill your self saved my life and i know get thousands of these messages but from the bottom of my heart thank yoy because without hearing your words I wouldn’t be here to do this day and I definitely wouldn’t carry on fighting but I am and it’s manly thanks to you

Jesus Jesus Jesus until the day I die! Thank you Clayton, that was amazing, and so well timed for the world. God be with us all.