This isn't BTS or ARMY related. I'm sorry for the just bummer of a reality moment. These moments have consumed my life increasingly over the last six months to a year. I always think during them, I wish I could tell you I'm just really struggling in the worst ways. Today, it occurred to me, I can. So this is sort of a liveshot. For anyone disappointed in me or angry that I'm not picking myself back up well enough, I'm sorry. Depression isn't so cooperative. For anyone who has reached out to check on me, I see you. I feel you. I love you. Thank you. Thank you all for any time you've spent with me. I hope I can bounce back, like NOW. Shame and confusion and depression is really heavy... I really want to be free from it. I keep playing Chapter 2 songs, trying to absorb it all, and let myself bloom again. I love you. The future's gonna be ok. 💜 ApoBangpo Loves. ~ ashleysue
7 сен 2024