Disabled girl week in my life! Dealing with bad anxiety and panic attacks + using my wheelchair

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A week in my life where I got shopping with my wheelchair and deal with worsening anxiety.
Reminder: everyone with ME/CFS is different! So you or someone you know might have a very different experience with ME/CFS than I do at the moment! Also, remember that chronic conditions such as these can change dramatically over time, so my life may look very different to this in the future (and has be A LOT worse in the past).
Thank you so much for watching!! Make sure to like, comment, and subscribe to see more videos from me most FRIDAYS!
About Me:
My name is Elinor, I am a 24-year-old sociology graduate who has been living with ME/CFS for 8 years. I also have anxiety and depression as co-morbid conditions! I started making RU-vid Videos consistently about my experience with chronic illness and mental health struggles in June 2020! I also love fashion, connecting with people in the community and being creative!!
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Social Media:
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Contact Me:
Direct Message me on Instagram / ellellell_brown
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15 июн 2023

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Комментарии : 22

@sashadonovan-anns9528 Год назад

Graduating is such a change and navigating the limbo and comparison with what other people have lined up after uni is so much more complex emotionally when you're chronically ill ❤

@kaybrown3162 Год назад

Nice to see you back on here. Well done for coping with this tricky week. Hope things start to improve soon 😊💜

@siaanwilliams7595 Год назад

I am so glad I found your channel! 😭😭😭 I deal with all the same things, crippling social anxiety, bad bouts of depression, panic attacks and also POTS. I am pretty much bed bound at the moment, it’s hard because when my physical body is feeling okay/I can muster up enough energy to do something then my anxiety plays up, I get overwhelmed, have a panic attack and call it quits on everything 😅 Just want you to know you are never alone! I am so grateful to have found this video, it’s as though I am watching myself go through all the daily struggles I go through too. 🥺💕💕 Sending so much love and healing ❤️‍🩹

@stickergirl1750 8 месяцев назад

YOU ARE NOT ALONE THANK YOU FOR SHARING❣️

@malenamariephillips6574 9 месяцев назад

Heyy!! I wanted to say thank you for making these videos!! And for being so real! I was finally recently diagnosed with Fibromyalga a few months ago (after alllll the testing) and your channel has been helping me come to terms with it all to be honest. You’ve been part of the inspiration for me to get and ask about mobility aids for myself, though I’ve used my walking stick once in public so far. But in time I know I’ll get there and get past the anxiety myself. I’ve still been learning to manage things and again, your channel has been so helpful for me!! So I just wanted to say thank you so much for being so brave and for posting about your journey!! Have a blessed week!! ❤

@ElinorBrown 8 месяцев назад

awww so happy to be helpful!!

@caitruthlawrence 4 месяца назад

This particular video is making me feel seen and less alone ❤❤

@nerveendings Год назад

Anxiety is such a hard thing to deal with and you did amazing this week at pacing yourself and challenging yourself as much as you could manage. I know it's hard to see that when you're in the midst of it, but you should be very proud of yourself (: Also your summer ball dress looks gorgeous on you & I can't wait to see your grad dress!

@tamiamatthews4410 4 месяца назад

I'M SO GRATEFUL FOR YOUR VIDEOS ...THANKS SO MUCH, I SO NEEEDED THIS YOUR NOT ALONE!!!

@darkteatime Год назад

Elinor!! Thank you so much for being so real and vulnerable. Looks like we had very similar weeks, last week my mental health was in the absolute pits and it disrupted everything, my upload schedule too 😞 I relate so hard to everything you've said and shown here. I too get that thing where every sound is distressing to me when I'm spiralling. Have you tried Loop earplugs? They have been a lifesaver for me, and I think they might be really beneficial for you too. Also, I was hoping you would pick that dress for your summer ball! It's stunning on you! Well, they all were, but that one is just so cute. Wishing you a better week, and thank you for making me feel like I'm not alone in feeling/living this way 💖

@anniespring8986 2 дня назад

Could you do a video about your diagnosis experience? Totally understand if not but I’d be curious to know more about the process

@Dimich1993 Год назад

Hi Elinor! Love your vids! I've noticed you have huge problems with sleep, just like I do. I have ME/CFS and all kinds of symptoms. Recently I started looking into the mold topic, and even more recently, almost 2 weeks ago, I started taking a bit of activated charcoal before sleep, as some guys who had the same problem with the mold toxicity did, it makes such a big difference to me it's like a sleeping pill. While I'm still in a moldy environment, it only helps me to function so much and not a complete solution. Stay strong Elinor! 🤗

@Lady95Jane Год назад

What you describe sounds a lot like autistic burnout. I’ve been dealing with that this yeah which really effects my physical health.

@flo9 Год назад

My mum's looking over my shoulder watching this and she genuinely didn't understand why you were so upset over wanting to make the video but not being able to. It can be really hard to navigate the feeling of "this would be good for me if I did it" despite it being bad for you to do it. I do, obvs, but she didn't so thanks for explaining.

@katieleighbradley906 Год назад

I totally relate to the intrusive overwhelming thinking and not being able to stop it and sort of spiralling out of control. It’s exhausting. But also when you were trying the dresses on I was hoping you’d pick the one you did as it looked stunning on you! Gorgeous ❤❤❤

@ElinorBrown 11 месяцев назад

I definitely spiral!! thankyou!!

@frkk6933 Год назад

You are on the right track! Don't be scared. It's all gonna be fine. In future it will getting better and better. And one day there is no weelchair necessary anymore. Mark my words!