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This had a special message for me today. It’s private and that is part of the beauty in these live shows. One never really knows what words will inspire or just what they will inspire. I don’t have to tell others these stories of my life but I know this supporter group will have compassionate understanding regardless. I recommend anyone searching for that indescribable “missing thing” to engage here.
These live shows are a meditation for me! I find I enjoy sitting in my spot in silence with my timer and background music but for the most part, so much of my day is a meditation. And retreat did so much for me by not only meeting such amazing people also on this crazy pathless path but also for the work done during that time. Something really drastic has changed since the retreat last year and yet nothing really has changed. I know you know but for others reading this, it’s beyond all language. I can’t describe it and it’s better if the mind doesn’t know anyways. ❤❤🙏🏻
Poetically , in the Shamanic traditions , the soul retrieval supports the returning of the broken selves back home. It truly is the story of the Prodigal Son. We , the Parent , the Unconditional embrace , welcome the human , unfolding in our Beingness , home . How lovely how all of this so called , inner work , is merely a podcast away. Thank you for speaking on the “One thing” that truly matters . As Mesister Eckhart said , “When the inner work is great , outer work is never small.” …. Time to get back to tending the garden . Presence is our strength , companion and self .
This is amazing. I haven't listened to you for over a year. Within the last week, I have come to the exact same realization regarding conditioning, all the way down to ancestral, DNA and species conditioning. Imagine the hardwired need to be part of a herd, a group, a Tribe, for survival on so many levels. If an animal is rejected from it's group, in many cases it will die. An ape will die because it doesn't get groomed and thus pathogenic bug bites take it down. Early and still now humans shunned a member and this was considered a horrible fate. I think the Amish still do it. But, this hardwired need to belong, is maybe the last channel on the virtual headset. The image of The Fool from the Tarot kept coming to mind, so pulled out my rarely used Osho deck. Osho cards have completely different themes from the classic Tarot. Pulled two random cards and of course one was The Fool and another for new beginnings. {The Fool is the only one retained from the classic Tarot.} The Fool is ready to step off the cliff into the unknown. But I can tell you, that primal primordial hold is so powerful. At least for now, acknowledging and accepting is not enough. The headset has to come off and I don't know how to do it. I think I better come back to Locals. Zubin this was an awesome talk...
I have been a supporter for over 4years and truly appreciate the evolution of content to the root of what is most important (as I see it). Sometimes (if not more often than not) I am unable to catch a zoom or live show, but pretty much always go back to tune in. Always gain new insights, even when not in the same time/same space as the other supporters and Zubin. Oh, and Pearl for today is that practicing medicine can be a mini-retreat, and it truly can! Casting my vote for a zoom yoga session, though!!!🧘🥰☯️😊
This concept of ‘threads’ makes so much sense to me. It brings together a lifetime of seeking, at various times along each of the threads. Thank you for bringing this idea to us ❤
I love love love this Zubin.. Ahhhh. Finally there are folks out there speaking authentically about this unpredictable, unique dissolving of the identification .... Ha ha. So hard to talk about it anymore but hey, God gave me a mouth. 😂😘
I wish I could have made the live! But happy to comment now. I've been working on that first layer for awhile, the resolvable stuff but have recently become more sensitive to the second level. My father went through a traumatic surgery when I was young, there was every expectation that he was going to die. I am starting to learn that a lot of my most dysfunctional behaviors are tied to that trauma and a few others I experienced, primarily loss of loved ones that I don't even consciously remember well if at all. It is powerful (and a bit scary at first) to start to peel back those layers. But it is good. Bring everything into the light 🙂
I went through a phase where I only journaled on what is “true” that was an interesting thread. One thing I learned, there is no such thing As a true thought... Sorry politicians!
I definitely had the time on my life when I was behaving terribly. That part took over my identity for a while. I had never thought about it being a repressed part of me. It definitely hi jacked my life for a time. Thanks for bringing this up. A lot to think about.
I do not completely understand why but I cannot get enough of you, Angelo, Suzanne….all the others, point to whatever one wants to call “this”. Thank you for inviting me in!
I agree that the experience of my 'awakening' has been less about stages and more like a rope of all those threads mentioned. On any given day, one appears more than the others, sometimes multiple appear. I never know what I'm going to get but the further I go on this journey, the more balanced it feels 🙏✨️
I have to say I found this video valuable. The thing is, it is a challenge to welcome and embrace difficult emotions and memories. It is useful to be realistic, though, in the sense that the conditioning does not completely go away. I find the dropping into the body interesting. It's a form of therapy that is pretty accessible and I like that is grounded in the now in the current experience. It can be hard to put this stuff into words......
So much DBT. Definitely need a guide if you are a trauma survivor! Back in the day I took all those drugs except for the Ayahuasca and never knew there was a therapeutical aspect to them.
BMT RN here, 4 years post awakening, so much emotion work happened now I returned to the fetters and focusing on reactivity. The game for me has completely changed. So grateful to you for bringing Angelo into my life. Thank you, much love.
If I’m focused on “awakening” and know that only that can truly change the way I view life, what do I make of all this seeming secondary stuff (IFS, Somatic work, trauma work, etc) because anything short of this change of identity seems to be rearranging furniture in a sinking ship. Hope that makes sense.
Thank you for your talk, it was very insightful. I would love to see you have a conversation/interview with Dr. K from healthygamergg. He is a psychiatrist who formerly trained to be a monk.
Great points ! Door opening was unity, universal love, still unfolding. Then the unconscious thread showed up and have been working thought it intensely!! 😂😅❤ now some energetic thread showing up through out little by little. Thank you for this talk!
The Buddhist meaning of emptiness (4:33) is that everything is empty of a "individual" self. For more in depth explanation search for video's by the late Thich Nhat Hanh on emptiness.
Oh sooo glad to hear you have experienced grandmother Aya and 🐸 5-Meo-DMT has changed my life. Particularly after the sudden loss of my son last year. So grateful for the tools available to us when we're lost in the story. 🙏
Another wonderful perfect post presenting itself to me at the exact right moment. My daughter experienced severe trauma 10 years ago and at the time we believed the best thing was to move on and put it behind us. I now know this was a mistake. She needs to process her trauma because I can now see that her personality reflects this trauma. Of course, therapy 10 years ago did not happen so obvioulsy was not meant to be 10 years ago but I need to show her that now is the time. Or maybe not. Maybe she'll decide now isn't the time but all I can do is try.
My first introduction to this creator. Recommended by a friend. I like a lot of what was said here and I really think this is information that people could really benefit from. Thanks for sharing your time! Great content!
I like the laughter part of it too. I work at a so called serious government institution, but sometimes when I am alone in a restroom I look at myself in the large mirror over the sinks for a while and start asking the question who is looking back; who is that? What is going on? Then when there is no answer to that but just the conscious recognition of what is going on, I usually get in a funny and light-hearted mood and start making spontaneous faces or dancing without knowing what will come next. It is a good release and it is fun. Then I just wash my hands and leave with a mischievous smile on my face.
And another spontaneous fun game of mine while home alone is to sing something in an unrecognizable language. The fun part is that one does not know what the next word is going to come out - and so again - who is singing ? Apparently nobody. Great fun!
I’ve been sorting thru 70 years worth Risa. Coming back to where it all started has got me reengaged in this process. I’ve been visiting the relatives I have left here in the Boston area and it’s been an explosive experience for me. The things that I see now I never saw before and has helped tremendously in this. Whatever this is…
