Sometimes you just need a break or rest i’m Glad that its not long lasting and i pray that it will get to a point well it won’t even last a day or min💙🏆
High School was prolly the catalyst 4 me, after it my mental state jus aint been the same, 3yrs later n whether I'm doin well 4 myself or not, i jus aint really been truly happy, only short term here n there. Imma be real my friends i have n my mom are the only thing that keeping me alive
@@k1llsk it all starts with you broskii if you’re not happy with your self it’s because the things that you base your happiness on are not truly what make you happy there temporary start to focus on God and yourself more give a month dedicated to strictly what you & god want to do allow him to reprogram your mind and watch the different outcomes i know it can be hard shii I’m going thru it to i’m not always happy either & I’m working on that as well as you but i know one thing that helped me was focusing on just myself and God finding who i truly am and what i like so i’m here to tell you to try those things and it will get better💙🏆
I feel you gng. The past 3 years been tough, not just for me but for everybody yk. Lost my brother, auntie, and father within that time and I try not to act like it hurts, its jus me n my mom and lil sister left. Im the reason my older brother accidentally overdosed in that party so who am I to act like ive been hurtin all these years? Like I just feel selfish talkin abt hard times or my suicidal thoughts cause I know sum people have it worse than me. My mom already lost two kids so why should I be the selfish one here and kill myself? Leaving only her and my sister in a shit world all by themselves. I don’t know what to do no more honestly
I understand were you coming from i know how it feels to loose a brother I recently lost my to & what i would say to you is this is the time you call on God for your guidance because no man or human can help you or change the feelings that you ate conveying right now i know that it’s hard to get thru but believe God has you & your going to be lead for a greater purpose begin to ask God what he wants to with you how he wants to use your situation to create a testimony because he may come a time were u run into other with the same things as you went thru and God will use you to help them just as i help you God bless you and i’ll be praying for you family💙🏆
Atleast yall can still feel real emotions brother I feel nothing Im emptier than the vacuum of space. nothing is real to me anymore and I havent been shown love for years on years its another level of emptiness that you dont realize until you live it. This shit just so soul sucking it makes me wonder everyday why im still here with no purpose and nothing that satisfies me or makes me truly happy. I cant stand it.
@@nineveh17 trust me it might not seem like it but i’ve been there I won’t say we all have because i know that’s not true at all but what i will tell you is that the only way your going to get back right is with God you have to step out your comfort zone and I don’t know what you believe in or who you believe in but what i can tell you is if your stance isn’t right it will never get better change your stance look at what u do on a day to day basis and ask your self is this befitting you in any type of way and are u moving closer to God by doing because it is not only till we fix ourselves and align ourselves up with God that we will truly become loved and happy in that time of my life that you’re in it spent months trying to get myself out of that state thinking i was going to be the solution to my own problem but its until you call on the one who fixes all problems & emotions when u finally do that then you’ll finally begin to feel better
@@looniofficial I appreciate the response man I'll think about it and i am christian so I do believe god can help me but its just been like this for a year and it only got worse so I was kind of neglecting my duty to god. I dont know if this will change things but I'll try to reconnect with god.
@@nineveh17 fasureskii i can say I was in that same space for the last few months to and it was when I started working on my relationship with God again that things began to get better so i say to you never forget your foundation and your structure because with out God who is your structure everything will fall and crumble & don’t think God won’t listen to you because he will he is just waiting on you to create that relationship with him again💙🏆
On bro i can right a book on how i feel on the inside this shii don’t get easy at all but I’m thankful for all the supporters i do have to back me up💙🏆
@@williampaquet4974 yes I would as long as you move in the direction God is pushing you in you will do nothing but prosper there maybe some turmoil along the way because the devil wants you to think that God isn’t going to come through for you but don’t believe it because“God is not a man, that he should lie” - Numbers 23:19
