DRUGS CAME FIRST - DESTRUCTION (Episode 2)

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Drugs Came First - The Documentary series.
A real life Documentary in loving memory of Nicola Ramsay.
Resources:
'FRANK' is a support service that provides information about drugs, plus advice for people who use drugs, and their parents or carers.
Call the Frank helpline: 0300 123 66 00
'DrugFAM' offers phone and email support to people affected by other people's drug or alcohol misuse.
Email: office@drugfam.co.uk or call the helpline: 0300 888 3853.
'Families Anonymous' is based on the same principles as Alcoholics Anonymous. It runs local support groups for the family and friends of people with a drug problem.
Email: office@famanon.org.uk or call the helpline: 0207 4984 680.
Adsense Revenue will be donated to the charity Action On Addiction www.actiononaddiction.org.uk
Produced and Directed by Sydney May Crouch
/ sydneymaycrouch
contact - Paul@optimustalent.co.uk
Filmed and Edited by Elliot Stephens
esvideo.co.uk
@Elliot Stephens
Instagram: / elliotxstephens
Guest - Paul Hannaford (Award winning real life story-education for Children)
www.paulhannaford.com
Special thanks to:
Julia Standing
Lee Ramsay
Joel Crouch
Teresa Charlton
Sarah Worrall
Madeleine Hooper
#drugscamefirst #documentary #reallifedocumentary #drugaddiction #addiction

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@Livkate_xo 2 года назад

This should be shown in schools and televised nationally, an incredible series so far💙

@charliedixon1651 2 года назад

Totally agree... deserves to be on BBC or ITV, xxx

@ellouisemae2085 2 года назад

agree

@Georgia77873 6 месяцев назад

I watched in school today!

@Imogenhorton. 2 года назад

Crying my eyes out, I cannot even imagine how strong you are to film this, let alone go through what you went through and continue to feel now. You're incredible, I'm so so proud of you for being so open & helping so many by raising awareness. Sending all of my love xxxxx

@daisymoffatt4658 2 года назад

😍😍

@Emily-tx9rx 2 года назад

Sobbing🥺 Can’t imagine how hard this would of been to film for you all, beyond proud of you🤍

@cherrieakalley3785 2 года назад

When Joel and your uncle started crying 😭 I sobbed. I can’t imagine how hard this would be to film and go through xxx

@megs3019 Год назад

The pain Nikki’s mom must have been in…. Seeing her daughter suffer and having to raise her babies…. She is one tough women and absolutely amazing.❤

@rhianabailey1136 2 года назад

Sitting here sobbing after this video, I have no relation at all to this topic but I just can’t imagine the pain your family have been through. The diary and photos just got to me, it’s like your mum was still there under the drugs trying to get out from behind it but she just couldn’t. This is so enlightening and I think you guys are so brave to share this story🤍✨

@BethanyTollon 2 года назад

You are your mums double. I can see she had your personality you are living the life she would of wanted how amazing that you get to carry on her legacy. You have done incredible Syd by sharing your mums story 🥰

@justicepeople8819 2 года назад

Her legacy?! This is syds and the rest of the familys legacy (particularly the grandparents) who had to pick up the pieces. Don't mean to be blunt, but there's no legacy in becoming an addict and losing your life over your addiction.

@charlydorgan3362 2 года назад

Still so proud of you syd, still can't believe you've documented your Mom's story! Sending so much love to you and your whole family🤍

@AishaGriffiths 2 года назад

These documentaries need to be #1 trending! We love you syd

@kiranghuman6690 2 года назад

Anybody else notice an orange orb on Joel 3 and a half mins into the video?! Can’t imagine how hard this was for you all!! Xx

@lindseybrown94 6 месяцев назад

I still watch this often my little brother died from a accidental heroine overdose xxx

@lucyanderton868 2 года назад

This is so moving, seeing your uncle get upset reading her diary broke my heart. Such a devastating thing for you all to have gone through. You’re all inspirational xx

@kayleighjones451 2 года назад

Waited all week for this! Xxxxx

@Mia-ld9ce 2 года назад

this is so beautifully done, you should be so proud! x

@charliesimonevaughan7743 2 года назад

Been waiting for this all week! So proud of you sydney & your family xxxxx

@elliejae337 2 года назад

this is beautiful syd your so strong💕

@livpattison7359 2 года назад

i just want to thank you for coming out about this syd, it brings so much awareness to the younger generations that’ll soon be affected by drugs. so proud 💓

@tabitharoberts9517 2 года назад

You are so strong Sydney for doing this . It must been tough bring it all in to the documentary as there so much memory

@poppyjayes275 2 года назад

Honestly so proud of you! Thank you for sharing. Can’t thank you enough for sharing! Must have been heartbreaking ❤️‍🩹 lots of love to you and your family x

@laurenmee9891 2 года назад

Have been waiting for episode 2! This must be so hard for you all but remember you are all doing an amazing thing well done to you and your family 💖

@elliejones8122 2 года назад

My heart absolute breaks for you and your family Syd, the strength you all have is admireable. I have experienced something similar and I have seen how this type of thing breaks families apart, it is amazing to see that you are all there for eachother. Sending nothing but love to you all. Outside of this documentary it is amazing to see how well you are all doing in life and seeing you tell your past and your mums story really really does show that you never know what people have gone through. I think you are all so incredibly brave xxx

@natashacuvelier7185 2 года назад

Shivers the entire time! 😢♥️

@emmaokelly1087 2 года назад

this was so so touching

@chloewilliams5567 2 года назад

So proud of you !! You are smashing it !! ❤️

@lauraloops... 2 года назад

Emotional! Lots of love Syd and to all the family x

@tayday7950 2 года назад

Sobbing! You’re so brave for doing this syd x

@alisabright4256 2 года назад

This is incredible, must’ve been so hard too do as it’s such a sensitive topic,we all love u syd

@deannafelton3389 2 года назад

Ahh Syd I am soo beyond proud of you this has turned out absolutely amazing aoo far !!! It's going to really help soo many ppl !! I know its helped myself I have had a similar situation with both of my parents as well dealing with both of those drugs and everything that comes along with it my mom also sycophantic and my sister and I dont talk to our father anymore but from the trauma of it all I ended up having a problem myself for a couple years as well lucky I got out of it but its hard and really takes a toll on the whole family so for ypu to come out and speak about it to help ppl really takes a special person to do so so thank you from the bottom of my heart I truly belive this will help soo many ppl congrats on the amazing work !! Can't wait to see the rest of the episodes!! Xoxo 😍

@milliesmith6941 2 года назад

This is so sad but so beautiful, so sorry for your loss but so proud of how well you cope and have managed to make this x

@macymia4488 2 года назад

this is amazing, well down Syd💓

@kateelizabeth6185 2 года назад

Endlessly proud of you and your family for filming your story to raise awareness 💛

@nataliewilson9635 2 года назад

You and your family are absolutely incredible , everything you have been through and being able to do this documentary is amazing! ❤️

@darcywynter7311 2 года назад

This is incredible! In absolute awe of how amazing you and your family are😢❤️So proud xx

@ambslee 2 года назад

Incredible, thank you for sharing your story ❤️

@amygowing9853 2 года назад

this documentary is amazing💕

@suziexo6365 2 года назад

braught a tear to my eyes! thank you for sharing your story xxx

@sherridonjones 2 года назад

So emotional, you and your family are amazing! I’m positive this will help so so so many people x

@laurenszafranek445 2 года назад

Sitting here crying watching this, you and your family are so strong for going through this and also documenting it to help people ❤️

@laurengee6895 2 года назад

Just amazing! ❤️ you’re a credit to your mom x

@amie6139 2 года назад

so raw and heartbreaking! you and your family should be so proud sharing your mums story❤

@georgiefreeman4581 2 года назад

Wow! So brave and amazing to tell your story!

@georgiak5844 2 года назад

Speechless, such an amazing, inspirational thing you are doing❤️

@charlottedouthwaite3597 2 года назад

In absolute awe of how strong you and your family are!💗 you all have an incredibly difficult story to tell, but are portraying it so well, sending you all so much love!xxx

@iansamuel7013 2 года назад

Incredible!

@emilyfursman 2 года назад

so insanely proud of you always syd, i can never imagine what you and your family are going through still to do this day but i just know that you’re going to change peoples lives from this documentary. your mum would be so proud of you 🤍

@charlotterose1407 2 года назад

You’re family is so beautiful. I can’t begin to imagine what they went through. You’re all so strong and brave to produce something so raw, honest and real! Sending my love to you all🤍

@lauriemclelland9381 2 года назад

This is the most heartbreaking and raw thing I’ve ever watched, the whole documentary deserves so much more attention/recognition! I truly believe such a devastating life changing event has shaped both of you into the amazing people you are today… You can really see your Mother in both of your eyes & I know she would be so super proud of you both with how you both are, how you both speak so loving and highly of your Mum & how this documentary on such a horrible horrible experience could really educate and help other people! Well done Sydney, it’s amazing 🤍

@frankielong8968 2 года назад

Wow I am balling my eyes out, this is such an amazing documentary she would be so proud of you both ❤️

@soph3928 2 года назад

i am in awe of you and your family’s strength xxx your mum will be so proud

@chloebewsey4881 2 года назад

You’re so brave sharing this. Thank you

@charlottethornton7767 2 года назад

This is so amazing what you’re doing Syd, my heart goes out to you and your family ❤️

@samtaylor3796 2 года назад

By far the best video you have ever uploaded.. Sorry for your loss ❤️❤️

@atticusleary 2 года назад

nice content! keep up the good work!

@ameliaday344 2 года назад

This is heartbreaking yet so powerful. It’s amazing that you and your family are able to come together to put this out to such a big platform. Hopefully you’re changing the mindset of choices of many ❤️

@1234laf 2 года назад

This documentary is absolutely devastating and amazing at the same time. You should be so proud of yourself Syd, you and Joel are so strong and I can’t imagine having to go through any of this and no one should ever have to. I am so glad you are bringing awareness to this as it is a bigger and more common issue that is treated as taboo. Honestly, you are amazing❤️

@k1x_. 2 года назад

Sending the biggest hug to you, Joel and your family ❤️ thank you for sharing your story and raising awareness. You’ll make such a huge difference with this - your Mum would be so so so proud of you all. So beautifully put together xxx

@elliejones7971 2 года назад

Another incredible episode, so emotional and raw! Deserves so much attention x

@mollylandless1294 2 года назад

I’m really enjoying learning and listening to this thank you for sharing your story

@ellieee123456 2 года назад

You’re doing an amazing job Sydney. Your mum would be so proud, Everyone should know more about Addiction and ways to cope. Can’t imagine how hard this was for you and your family to relive it x

@niamhboyce2164 2 года назад

Sending you lots of love❤️❤️ your so amazing raising awareness and sharing your story🥰🥰

@lauraBudreviciene 2 года назад

Honestly can’t stop crying, what a beautiful & strong family you all are💛

@blakebrooks675 2 года назад

this is truly one of the most eye-opening things, can’t imagine how incredibly hard for all of you to recant these memories but truly an amazing thing to bring awareness too❤️

@char2229 2 года назад

You are so strong for doing this syd♥️ my heart goes out to you x

@jadasezer Месяц назад

This is so beautiful and honest and raw, we don't often get to see the humanisation of people that have lost their lives to drugs.

@claudiapagdin1045 2 года назад

❤️ sending love to you & your family - so honest & brave xxxx

@kiarosina6782 2 года назад

Absolutely sobbing! you and your family are so amazing, can’t even begin to imagine what you all went through x Amazing second episode

@ellawoodhouse3728 2 года назад

Thank you for bringing light to addiction as this is a subject that has also effected my family massively. I relate to you on so many levels. Sending you so much love. You and your family are so strong❤️

@caoilinnneal2291 2 года назад

So proud of you 💓😢

@megancanay899 2 года назад

I said this on the previous episode you guys are so strong❤️and watching these first two episodes have been so educational and emotional keep going syd and family you guys are amazing🌸

@thegirlygirlx3917 2 года назад

These episodes are honestly incredible. You and your family and your mum all deserve/deserved the world. So proud of you for speaking up in a subject that isn’t spoken about enough❤️

@mollybinks9377 2 года назад

Heartbreaking 😪 the diary entry’s hit me so hard 🥺🤍 thank you for sharing this!!!

@ashleighbrown2709 2 года назад

Wow I’m sobbing🥺🥺 you and Joel and amazing ❤️

@amyb6091 2 года назад

Sending you all so so so much love. I can’t even begin to imagine the pain that you all went through and how hard it must be still. You can see how much she loved you all and how much you all love her❤️ x

@sasac2875 2 года назад

The bravery of yourself and your family is inspiring. In awe of you all. Thank you for sharing your story. Episode 2 was so so powerful ❤️

@amberwilliams4294 2 года назад

My heart aches for you all, you're all so so strong! Should be so proud of yourself Syd, you're amazing, as are your family ❤

@gnbx 2 года назад

I have so much love and respect for you and your family after watching the first two videos of this series. I can’t imagine how hard this must of been to film for you. Sending my love to you always xxx

@meganzyke1108 2 года назад

Proud of you❤️

@laurengriffiths9928 2 года назад

incredible documentary 🥺! this must have been so hard to film and talk about! ❤️❤️

@georgialowndes5644 2 года назад

That was a hard one to watch!🥺 my heart breaks for you but you are doing all of this for the right reasons and its incredible! The home videos are so precious ❤️

@lucexo 2 года назад

Wow you had me sobbing all the way through. I cannot imagine the emotions when reading her diary, so brave❤️

@PaigeFrances97 2 года назад

This is so amazingly made! I am so sorry for what you have been through and for your poor mum 💜

@courtneypressley 2 года назад

so heartbreaking to watch!!! so brave of all of you to film and go back on xxx

@sarahkiddier7210 2 года назад

Sydney. Thank you so much for letting us into your life. I cannot imagine what you’ve all been through. ❤️

@amandakategreen 2 года назад

Wow😭😭 this episode was so emotional! You and your family are so strong Syd, it’s really hard hitting!

@sophieannemaria6804 2 года назад

You’re just so so brave. You and your whole family are so inspiring. It’s some strength you’ve got to relive all these memories and to share them with us all. ❤️

@aislingowen2303 2 года назад

sending you and your family so much love, your strength is so admirable xxx

@charlotteolivia4413 2 года назад

Absolutely heartbreaking and so incredibly amazing of you all to be doing this 🥺❤️ wow

@anyaajgaybee7129 2 года назад

Syd I am so beyond proud of you for achieving your goal and doing this documentary, Your family should be so proud of themselves for spending awareness, helping other families and doing it so well, I’m sending so much love to you all and again I am so so so beyond proud ❤️

@darthbooks2005 2 года назад

Was in tears Sydney ur doing amazing work and raising awareness xxxxxx ❤️💖❤️💖❤️💖 u are all so strong x

@paigebaker1495 2 года назад

So proud of you all especially you Nan you and Joel. So brave doing this! Xx

@eveborrott728 2 года назад

Oh Syd this is just heartbreaking. A difficult watch and I’m sobbing but it’s so important to hear. I can’t even imagine how difficult this whole thing would’ve been for you and your family but you’re all so strong and brave I’m sure your Mum would be so proud of you all. That picture of you, your mum and Grandad is one to treasure too 💫❤️

@rebecca-rosesantamaria254 2 года назад

Wow, that was powerful, I’m in absolute bits crying so I can imagine how hard this must’ve been to film. To talk about and relive something so painful in order to raise awareness and to educate takes no small amount of guts and I applaud you all. This is tough to watch but necessary. I think this should be shown in secondary schools, I think it’s so raw yet authentic and sincere that it might have more impact than the tv productions they normally show, I know I’m more effected by this than any tv documentary I’ve ever watched. Thank you Sydney, and of course your family, for making this you should all be so proud

@liamjones3573 2 года назад

Omg🥺 how amazing are you & your family❤️

@emilyg4062 2 года назад

Sobbing my heart out, this is amazing, so so strong!!🥺💗

@lucylocket118 2 года назад

I feel so sorry for u and ur family that u had to go through this xxx

@rebecca3361 2 года назад

Gosh I cried my eyes out. You are a beautiful family sending hugs ❤️

@juliastanding764 2 года назад

Sending you lots of love and hugs 🤗

@rosiewillis3300 2 года назад

So proud of you syd, you're amazing ❤❤❤

@mariah1362 2 года назад

You're all so strong! Thank you for sharing your story

@jennifertaylor2510 2 года назад

Wow, In tears this week! You and your brother are incredible, what an amazing bond you have with you grandparents! Sydney, you are just amazing! Thank you for opening up and sharing this with us xx