Ep.80 - Cancer Vlog: To the hospital and back home to pass - 10/15/2022 

Hey Anna! This is Darrin, Brittany's husband. She passed away this January, 2023. These videos are all the vids we made together, but never got a chance to post while she was alive. You'll notice every video has a date attached to it. That is the date the video was taken. Our journey was a long one, but a special one. Right around episode 80, my wife came home from the hospital to die - with organ failure. The next day, she woke up, fully recovered - baffling doctors, completely a miracle - and was able to make amends with her estranged family, and lived for an additional 3 months. After about 4 days of rallying, she began having bowel movements. From there, she was completely awake, aware, in her right mind, and continued trying to fight for her life. During this time she was able to close the gap, forgive and be forgiven by her estranged family. We continued to film, all the way until the cancer finally caught up with her and she went home to meet Jesus. So, there's a ton of episodes, BUT, if you want to see a miracle happen in real time, check out 79 through 82 or 83! It was the most amazing experience I've ever had and one of the most personally affecting. Additionally, I recently changed the name and direction of the channel, so if you want to hear all about that, check out episode 92. It's titled "intro" and delves into what we experienced over those 90ish episodes and what to expect moving forward. I hope you come along for the ride with us! As for your son, I'm so SO sorry! I lost my wife, but I imagine that losing a child would be twice as devastating. My heart goes out to you. I'm praying for you and yours - for peace, comfort and healing among your family. Doing so right now.

I am so sorry for your loss. We too lost our beloved son in 2022 to osteosarcoma. He was 13 years old. My heart is forever broken and I still cry for him every day. The love of a mother. 😔

@@lj3014 thank you 😊 we have good days and bad days 😞 the holidays depress me and we stayed in touch with his friends and they are having kids and our son and your son can’t do any of them that 😭💔 our Emgee was 10 yrs old when he passed away from cancer osteosarcoma horrible disease 🦠 I’m so sorry you had to go through the horrible nightmare 😭 when people bring our son up in conversation I usually hav to walk away because I start crying like a waterfall I will never recover from seeing our son suffer and watched other kids suffer part of my soul died 😭💔

@@annagarza7299Thank you for your kind message. I can relate to everything you are saying. 😔 I am forever changed and yes a big part of you dies. Your family is broken. The only thing keeping me going is knowing I will see him again soon in heaven. He is waiting for us. But life is a struggle and the memories are painful beyond words. Everything has memories that remind you of them. We will never get over the trauma of what they suffered and had to face at such a young age. There are no words to describe that pain and then having to bury your child is almost unbearable. I keep pressing on but I look forward to that day when I can hold him again in my arms and tell him how much I love him. He was my joy.

Thank you, Chris! Lemme give you the "template" - I post this to all newcomers. If you've seen this before, or if you've been here awhile, and I just don't recognize you, please ignore this: This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year (2023) from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 11/19/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. (Episode 80 and forward) It just wasn't quite what we expected. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

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Hey Nora! Thanks for your comment. You're absolutely right. Considering the way everything went down, we weren't told not to give her more food. Actually, that's why the sent her home to die... But she didn't. She woke up - visibly rallying, but when that rallying lasted for a week, and she was eating us out of house and home, and her cognition came back... Well... She lived for 90 more days. Her organs came back online, she totally regained consciousness and became herself again. And that time... well... I hope you keep watching. episodes 80 through 84 or so... it's pretty wild. Oh! Sorry... lemme give you the template! - I post this to all newcomers. If you've seen this before, or if you've been here awhile, and I just don't recognize you, please ignore this: This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year (2023) from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. (Episode 80 and forward) It just wasn't quite what we expected. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

My mother was fortunate to be admitted to a hospice facility at the end of her life and I was so fortunate that she was very accepting of her life ending. No more forcing foods or liquids like they tried to do in the hospital. When she had an appetite, she requested a Coke float and the nurses gladly got it for her. I was with her when she transitioned peacefully into her new life. It was so hard but it gave me a sense of peace about dying. Hospice staff are angels on earth and our end of life experience could not have been better. God bless everyone struggling themselves or supporting a loved one during end of life.

Thank you, Kristi! You guys supporting me through it has been amazing! Just a little bit more now, hang in there and stay with us!

​@@Beyond_CancerOf course I will!

Tears😢..I'll pray for ur wife my friend 😢 God bless her soul..forgive her of sins and accept her into your kingdom in You Holy and Blessed Name AMEN..❤

Thank you, Darlene! Brittany does come out of it, though. she's fully awake in the next episode - hang in there. Things keep happening, and this was one of those miracles.

Thank you, Joan. It's been hard. Especially these last few weeks. But, I feel like as I've been going through these and posting them since February or so, I've had a lot of time to heal and grieve and ultimately prepare for this moment. Granted, i'm still in a daze and feel really weird, currently. But, I'm in a much better place than I was months ago. Anyway, I'll take those hugs. Thank you.

I hope you are spending time with people who listen to you and are there for you. How are your three pups doing? I know Milo is quite the stinker! Is he still getting into the garbage and being naughty? I bet it helps you to have them. I have three dogs as well and I know when I'm sad or down. They're all over me trying to love on me . Dogs are so Intuitive. 💕💕

I have watched your wife’s journey and how incredibly strong she was. So happy you two have the love that a lot of people don’t get in a lifetime. That’s because of you!! Stay strong continue to grieve, and make lots of videos for all of us to help you heal such heartbreak! My brother went thru same journey with his wife and there are lots of similarities! I went to live with my brother and SIL to help with her last 60 days! I wish my brother was able to vlog to help him. It’s been since 2012 and it’s been a tough road for him but with faith and God, he was able to have a new normal. Hugs to you💚🧡

Jaimi, thank you. So much! I will continue to stay strong. I promise. And, I'm sending up a prayer for you and yours right now! I hope we all find a new normal and get comfortable in our own journeys!

Joan, I am. I've been spending a lot of time with friends and family. No one lets me sit idle for too long, praise God. And yes, Milo is still my little Trash Dragon!

Cathy, thank you for your words! I'm praying for you right now!

Thank you, Cindy. I don't know what I feel, to be honest. Right now, I'm just in it. And I'm sure it'll hit me in later weeks when I'm past this part. I dunno. Thank you so much!

Hey Jennifer! I've actually come a long way from where I was at the beginning of this journey - posting all these videos by myself. I was going to hide some more of the more embarrassing or brutal aspects of this disease. But as the time goes on, I think you're right. I will be sharing all that I have. The ugly parts too. Thank you for your prayers, I need them.

Thank you, Debs! I really appreciate it. I keep hearing about the POG family. Truth is, I haven't had the strength to watch any other vlogs yet. But, I'm happy you have made it! I'll keep you in my prayers, and pray for you right now even! I know the journey past this is hard too.

@@Beyond_Cancer Bless you ❤️

Thank you, Donna! I'm gonna be okay. God keeps pulling me through this.

Hey Maude! Thank you so much for your condolences. This part of the journey is where the story gets interesting though! This is where we see her sent home to die, but come back. Her organs come back online, and she managed to mend her family. I hope you stick with us, God is amazing and he really shows up at this point of the story! Are you a newcomer to the channel? Your name looks familiar...

Thank you, Brenda!

Hey Kathy! I just wanted to say thank you for sharing that experience. I know we had different things happen to us, but even though Brittany lived another 3 months, this memory STILL hurts me as well. I wanted to believe what I was saying, but I didn't at the time. I think I just wanted to comfort her was much as I could - heck, it was all I could from that one lucid moment she had. I told her when she was awake and alert, and she never blamed me. Never hated me for lying. She just loved me. And I'll never be able to forget that. I'd bet my bottom dollar that your husband would say the same thing.

Thanks for your kind words. Michael was a wonderful man and always wanted what made me happy. It was a short 15 years but i feel very blessed.....In my bereavement group i went to someone said we are lucky to be here. I did not get what she meant but she followed by same, we were lucky enough to love someone so much that it hurts this bad. Amen!!!@@Beyond_Cancer

That was Beautiful 😢❤

Kathy.. I nursed my 36 year old son Michael for as long as I could. He had Oesophageal Cancer. It was a relief when he went into Hospice care.. the Hospice are licensed to administer the sort of drugs that your average Hospital aren’t allowed to. All I can say is Thank God..’one of my last memories of Michael is him vomiting blood into a sink and crying “I’m bleeding “ He was so distressed and scared. Immediately he was injected with whatever people get injected with when they’re dying.. within moments he asked me as his mother, he said “mum am I dying?” I said “what have you been told?” He said “ No Mum! Am I dying ?” I replied.. “yes, but not today” Michael died 08/09/2018 x

Hey Shelia! I'm always here for happy coincidences! lol. Since you're new around these parts, lemme give you the "template" - I try and post this to all newcomers. If you've seen this before, or if you've been here awhile, and I just don't recognize you, please ignore this: This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year (2023) from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 12/20/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. (Episode 80 and forward) It just wasn't quite what we expected. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

I am as well a new subscriber. Your talk brought much sadness. I pray she’s in a peaceful place and not in any pain. May I ask where her cancer is? I’m a nurse. I’d love to help if I can.

Thank you, Nancy. I appreciate all the love and support you've given us through this battle. Just know that you guys have encouraged me every step of the way. And what I was lacking, God carried me through. I won't lie, these last few weeks have been tough, editing and putting these out. But, this is the last stretch. Thank you for coming alongside us and watching. Just a little bit more now. This is where things get amazing!

@@Beyond_Cancer 🙏🏻✝️❤️

Thank you, Helen. I'm so sorry about your situation. I will say that me telling Brittany that she was going to survive was me lying to myself. I know that in the moment, it's what I was supposed to say. She was truly scared, and not in her right mind at that moment. I... "knew" that it might be the last moment of awareness she had, and the last moment I would speak to her. I didn't want to lie, but I didn't want her to close her eyes in fear. So, I resolutely told her no - that she would live. I was so scared. But... I was wrong. Her organ failure stopped and she woke up and lived another 3 months. Those months were good for us. I'm not saying what you did was right or wrong. I think in those moments, God speaks to us - gives us the words to say, as impossible as they seem. And I think that when we chose to say the hard thing, I think it's exactly what the other person needs.

Hey Laurie! Thank you so much for your hugs and prayers! I absolutely still need them! Not sure if you've been with us for awhile or not, so lemme give you the "template" - I post this to all newcomers. If you've seen this before, or if you've been here awhile, and I just don't recognize you, please ignore this: This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year (2023) from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. (Episode 80 and forward) It just wasn't quite what we expected. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

Thank you, Ruth! I really appreciate it! Not sure if you've been with us for awhile or not, so lemme give you the "template" - I post this to all newcomers. If you've seen this before, or if you've been here awhile, and I just don't recognize you, please ignore this: This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year (2023) from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. (Episode 80 and forward) It just wasn't quite what we expected. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

Hey Judi! Thank you so much! I really appreciate it! The journey was tough, but we got to see some amazing things and God move in amazing ways! I miss Brittany with all my heart, but I'm glad for the time I got to spend with her.

Apple, thank you. I think Brittany's insistence on always doing these videos, even when we were hurting, trained me. At a certain point, I realized I hadn't video'd anything, and I just sprung right back into action. Even though she's been gone for 8 months or so, I still feel awkward, like I'm not videoing enough. lol. Regardless, I'm glad I started filming again, which was literally the next couple days after the Marco Polo to her friends.

Thank you, Fia! I really appreciate it! I will take all the love I can get. I won't lie, these last few weeks have been really tough, preparing and editing these videos together. But, I think the last 8 months I've spent doing it, have given me time to grieve and process and heal. Probably just enough to where I can get through these last few. And... well... If I can't, I know God will just drag me through kicking and screaming the whole way. Because that's what He has to do to us sometimes. Regardless, thank you so much! The support means a LOT to me.

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Thank you, Julieann! I really feel seen and I appreciate it. But, just know that you guys have encouraged me every step of the way. And what I was lacking, God carried me through. I won't lie, these last few weeks have been tough, editing and putting these out. But, this is the last stretch. Thank you for coming alongside us and watching. Just a little bit more now. This is where things get amazing!

@@Beyond_Cancer Yes! ♥️ God was there then and he is here now. I always say, God is my rock. He gets us through all things 🙏 Thank you 😊

Hey Elizabeth! This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. It just wasn't quite what we expected. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching! Thank you for the comment and the condolences! They are much appreciated!

Thank you, Jill. She certainly was... but, just so you're aware - this isn't the end. The doctors may have sent her home to pass, but God said, "Nope!" She has a 180 degree deathbed turnaround, wakes up and lives for three more months. I stumbled a bit, but then I started capturing it as it was happening in real time. We talk a lot about the "healing" that we receive... about how it wasn't quite what we expected - She does pass, unfortunately. But in doing so, there is SO much healing that takes place. I'll let the next few videos tell that story, though! I hope you'll continue watching!

Hey Tiffany! Thank you for the prayers! And Thank you so much for the love and care! As this story reaches it's climax, I'm... exhausted. But, God keeps me afloat. Literally, He's been working on me throughout this entire process. By no means am I perfect or even a "good person," but for some reason, He keeps coming back for me, even as I run away. Thats the kind of God we serve. Regardless, this part of the story is where things get amazing! Please keep watching! The story is not over yet. They may have sent Brittany home to pass, but God has other plans!

@@Beyond_Cancer thanks be to God.. for His Amazing Grace! You are a blessing and I am grateful to God for you and your wife’s amazing faith and humility! Thanks so very much for the reply!!

You're welcome, Tiffany! I reply to everyone. It's what Brittany wanted. And... I've been blessed by so many people coming along side me for the journey. It's been worth it!

Bill, I'm so sorry you had to deal with that. I pray for you and yours, as I know this is hard... still hard. This is episode 80 - she had her miracle in the next couple episodes and went on to live for 3 more months. (She came back from organ failure, and I caught it in camera). Eventually, she did pass, but... this time was super special for my wife and I. A small glimpse of what "no cancer" will be like, once we're done with this world.

Thank you, Jillian. This story was tough. But God continued carrying us through, all the way until she passed in January. Well... I supposed He continued carrying both me and her. Just in different ways.

Hey Glen! I'm so so very sorry you had to experience this within your own family.

Thank you, Angela! This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. (Episode 80 and forward) It just wasn't quite what we expected. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

Thank you London. I'm trying. I'm right here at the end of the journey, and I can use all the support I get. Your comments are helpful! Additionally, I'll give you the "template" - I post this to all newcomers. If you've seen this before, or if you've been here awhile, and I just don't recognize you, please ignore this: This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. (Episode 80 and forward) It just wasn't quite what we expected. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

Hey Gary! God Bless you as well! You seem new around these parts, lemme give you the "template" - I try and post this to all newcomers. If you've seen this before, or if you've been here awhile, and I just don't recognize you, please ignore this: This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year (2023) from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. (Episode 80 and forward) It just wasn't quite what we expected. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

Thank you, Susan! This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. (Episode 80 and forward) It just wasn't quite what we expected. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

@@Beyond_Cancer Ohhhh, still so very sorry 😞!!!

Thank you, Becky! Just a little bit longer, the story is about to get interesting!

Hey Dawn! First of all, thank you so, so much for the prayers and love! Secondly, I don't recognize your face or your name, so I think you may have stumbled in from the cold. In that case, I have prepared this template for you, as you may have no idea what is going on. But! In case you have been with us for awhile, and already know what's happening, you can disregard the template below: Hey Dawn! Just so you're aware, the journey is not over yet! This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. It just wasn't quite what we expected. Brittany goes home to die in this video, but doesn't die yet. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

Thank you, Carleen! I think you messaged me before, and are aware, but I just want to cover my bases. Just in case here's the template: Just so you're aware, the journey is not over yet! This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. It just wasn't quite what we expected. Brittany goes home to die in this video, but doesn't die yet. You've messaged riiiiight at the point in the videos where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

I will continue watching...you both have touched so many people with these videos, you both handled this situation with so much Grace ❤️

Hey Mya! This is Darrin, Brittany's husband. She passed away this January, 2023. These videos are all the vids we made together, but never got a chance to post while she was alive. You'll notice every video has a date attached to it. That is the date the video was taken. Our journey was a long one, but a special one. Right around episode 80, my wife came home from the hospital to die - with organ failure. The next day, she woke up, fully recovered - baffling doctors, completely a miracle - and was able to make amends with her estranged family, and lived for an additional 3 months. After about 4 days of rallying, she began having bowel movements. From there, she was completely awake, aware, in her right mind, and continued trying to fight for her life. During this time she was able to close the gap, forgive and be forgiven by her estranged family. We continued to film, all the way until the cancer finally caught up with her and she went home to meet Jesus. So, there's a ton of episodes, BUT, if you want to see a miracle happen in real time, check out 79 through 82 or 83! It was the most amazing experience I've ever had and one of the most personally affecting. Additionally, I recently changed the name and direction of the channel, so if you want to hear all about that, check out episode 92. It's titled "intro" and delves into what we experienced over those 90ish episodes and what to expect moving forward. I hope you come along for the ride with us!

Thank you, Bonny! I can use all the hugs and love I can get! lemme give you the "template" - I post this to all newcomers. If you've seen this before, or if you've been here awhile, and I just don't recognize you, please ignore this: This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. (Episode 80 and forward) It just wasn't quite what we expected. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

@@Beyond_Cancer bless xx

Lydia, I'm so SO sorry.... I'm going to the Lord in prayer for you, right now.... God be with you, sister.

Thank you so so much.

Ickie, Thank you so much for your comment! I don't recognize you from the comments, so just in case, I prepared the template: Just so you're aware, the journey is not over yet! This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. It just wasn't quite what we expected. Brittany goes home to die in this video, but doesn't die yet. You've messaged riiiiight at the point in the videos where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

Thank you, Glorious! May the love of the Lord come over you as well. And, just in case you stumbled in from the cold and landed here without much context, I prepared "The Template" for you. If you've been with us for awhile, please disregard this: Hey Glorious! Just so you're aware, the journey is not over yet! This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. It just wasn't quite what we expected. Brittany goes home to die in this video, but doesn't die yet. You've messaged riiiiight at the point in the videos where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

You're welcome Wendy! And thank you! Hang in there a little bit longer, things are about to get interesting!

Hey Lucy! Thank you for joining us! This is Darrin. Brittany, my wife, passed away this January, 2023. This channel is all the vids we made together, but never got a chance to post while she was alive. You'll notice every video has a date attached to it. That is the date the video was taken. Our journey was a long one, but a special one. Right around episode 80, my wife came home from the hospital to die - with organ failure. The next day, she woke up, fully recovered - baffling doctors, completely a miracle - and was able to make amends with her estranged family, and lived for an additional 3 months. So, there's a ton of episodes, BUT, if you want to see a miracle happen in real time, check out 79 through 82 or 83! It was the most amazing experience I've ever had and one of the most personally affecting. Additionally, I recently changed the name and direction of the channel, so if you want to hear all about that, check out episode 92. It's titled "intro" and delves into what we experienced over those 90ish episodes and what to expect moving forward. I continue this channel in hopes of making a faithful observation into the grief process, the things I experienced, the journey along the way., and the hope I have for the future! I hope you come along for the ride with us!

@@Beyond_Cancer Thank you so much!

@@Beyond_Cancer I am looking forward to watching all these videos. It is amazing to have these memories and I can only imagine how many people find comfort in them! Thank you for sharing your life with us!

Thank you, Heather! Just so you're aware, Brittany didn't die. Not after this episode. God gave her a miracle - her organs just... came back online and fully came back into her right mind. After she relearned how to read, she made amends with her estranged family, forgiving and being forgiven. She lived for another 3 months, until the cancer finally caught back up with her, as MD Anderson didn't quite know what to do with us telling them "No, we're not hysterical, we know the difference between rallying and... whatever this is." And... I caught this miracle on camera. Episodes 80-83 and beyond, you can watch her completely recover from organ failure.

Thank you, Joanne. I just tried to remember our vows - that a man should love his wife as Christ loved the church. Sacrificially. I couldn't literally take her place, or take the cancer. But, I made sure that my life, my enjoyment, my comfort were all willing and ready to be ignored if it helped her just a little bit. So, I kept pushing, even when I felt I had nothing left to give. And felt guilty when I couldn't. Brittany always understood, though, so there's some comfort there.

Josiane, absolutely! This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. It just wasn't quite what we expected. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

Thank you, Just Me. Thank you.

You said it, SV! But... this video documents her return to life. I use those words particularly. We had a 180 degree death bed turnaround. She was only sent home with organ failure - to pass. God said nope. Doctors just shrugged and couldn't explain it. The more faithful ones just smiled and said "praise God." When she came back, we got another three months. And that wasn't even the real miracle! The real miracle was her reuniting and reconciling with an entire branch of her family. Episodes 81-82ish document her "coming back." and beyond that... we just tried to get back to normal life. She doesn't pass until episode 90, when the cancer caught up with her (she was off all meds after coming back. All that's documented and caught on camera!)

Thank you. if you haven't already, skip forward to the next episode too. Things get pretty crazy!

Hey Kimberly! First of all, thank you. Secondly, I don't recognize your face or your name, so I think you may have stumbled in from the cold. In that case, I have prepared this template for you, as you may have no idea what is going on. But! In case you have been with us for awhile, and know what's happening, you can disregard the template below: Key Kimberly! Just so you're aware, the journey is not over yet! This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. It just wasn't quite what we expected. Brittany goes home to die in this video, but doesn't die yet. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

thank you for the hello! I love watching you both. I stumbled on this channel about a month ago and it popped up again today, I find you both so endearing. I realized she had passed and it made me sad. I have been going back and watching all of your old videos! I will keep watching for sure! I love your energy and I am grateful you have these videos of her! my heart hurts for you both but I know you are saying there is more! I will stay as a subscriber! thank you for being such a wonderful person and continuing this! @@Beyond_Cancer

Thank you, Kimberly! I was hoping I'd make it through todays comments without a tear jerker... congrats! You did it! lol. Seriously, thank you. For everything. There's just a little bit more of the journey now, so hang in for just a few more videos! Thanks again!

Thank you, Margo. Just going through all of this again has been really tough. But, I'm here for it - God will pull me through, kicking and screaming as he always does.

Thank you, Margaret! This is Darrin, Brittany's husband. She passed away this January, 2023. These videos are all the vids we made together, but never got a chance to post while she was alive. You'll notice every video has a date attached to it. That is the date the video was taken. Our journey was a long one, but a special one. Right around episode 80, my wife came home from the hospital to die - with organ failure. The next day, she woke up, fully recovered - baffling doctors, completely a miracle - and was able to make amends with her estranged family, and lived for an additional 3 months. After about 4 days of rallying, she began having bowel movements. From there, she was completely awake, aware, in her right mind, and continued trying to fight for her life. During this time she was able to close the gap, forgive and be forgiven by her estranged family. We continued to film, all the way until the cancer finally caught up with her and she went home to meet Jesus. So, there's a ton of episodes, BUT, if you want to see a miracle happen in real time, check out 79 through 82 or 83! It was the most amazing experience I've ever had and one of the most personally affecting. Additionally, I recently changed the name and direction of the channel, so if you want to hear all about that, check out episode 92. It's titled "intro" and delves into what we experienced over those 90ish episodes and what to expect moving forward. I hope you come along for the ride with us!

Hey Murphy, Lana and Cassidy! Thank you so much for the love and care! No worries, I am surrounded by plenty of people who have been supporting me as I've been reposting, and reliving all these events in these videos. As this story reaches it's climax, I'm... exhausted. But, God keeps me afloat. Literally, He's been working on me throughout this entire process. By no means am I perfect or even a "good person," but for some reason, He keeps coming back for me, even as I run away. Thats the kind of God we serve. Regardless, I'm sorry that your heart keeps breaking, but this part of the story is where things get amazing! Please keep watching! The story is not over yet. They may have sent Brittany home to pass, but God has other plans!

Hey Sindy! First of all, thank you so, so much! Secondly, I don't recognize your face or your name, so I think you may have stumbled in from the cold. In that case, I have prepared this template for you, as you may have no idea what is going on. But! In case you have been with us for awhile, and already know what's happening, you can disregard the template below: Key Sindy! Just so you're aware, the journey is not over yet! This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. It just wasn't quite what we expected. Brittany goes home to die in this video, but doesn't die yet. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

@@Beyond_Cancer thanks for the details. God is magical and finds a way to help us help others during their battle. I was a care person for my relative who also had cancer. She passed in my arms. I share those arms with you and squeeze you tight. I’m here for you!

Also I’ve been following your journey for a while, I just don’t comment too much.

Thank you, Sindy! I'm sorry to bombard you - I just... there's a lot of newcomers now, and I want to make sure everyone is on the same page. Don't want anyone to get this messed up. Regardless, thank you for hanging with us, and following along. Comment or no comment, it's appreciated!

Thank you Tawny! I am. You too! It's just a little bit further now, and then the story will be finished.

So much of this hit so hard, 7 years ago I watched my Father die with brain cancer. Now my Mother and I both have and fight cancer. Brittany and her videos have helped me so much in my journey. Thank you for sharing.@@Beyond_Cancer

Hey Maria! Lemme give you the "template" - I post this to all newcomers. If you've seen this before, or if you've been here awhile, and I just don't recognize you, please ignore this: This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year (2023) from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. (Episode 80 and forward) It just wasn't quite what we expected. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

Thank you, Caz! I need all the support I can get right now!

Thank you, Nutririe! I really appreciate the love and support. Don't count us out yet though. Brittany was only sent home to pass... God said "Nope!" The next few videos will detail her miraculous 180 deathbed turnaround, and the last little bit of the story, before ultimately passing a few months later. I hope you keep watching and hanging out with us as we go through this final push!

Thank you, pepper. This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. It just wasn't quite what we expected. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

@@Beyond_Cancer I'm watching now and will continue to do so. I'm so glad she's in a better place and I'm glad to hear that u are happy and doing what she would've wanted you to do. God does work I've been witness to that myself. God bless u and I'm keeping u in my thoughts and prayers...🖤 from North Carolina

Thank you so much, Pepper!

@@Beyond_Cancer anytime Darrin...here for ya

Hey Derrick! This is Darrin, Brittany's husband. She passed away this January, 2023. These videos are all the vids we made together, but never got a chance to post while she was alive. You'll notice every video has a date attached to it. That is the date the video was taken. Our journey was a long one, but a special one. Right around episode 80, my wife came home from the hospital to die - with organ failure. The next day, she woke up, fully recovered - baffling doctors, completely a miracle - and was able to make amends with her estranged family, and lived for an additional 3 months. After about 4 days of rallying, she began having bowel movements. From there, she was completely awake, aware, in her right mind, and continued trying to fight for her life. During this time she was able to close the gap, forgive and be forgiven by her estranged family. We continued to film, all the way until the cancer finally caught up with her and she went home to meet Jesus. So, there's a ton of episodes, BUT, if you want to see a miracle happen in real time, check out 79 through 82 or 83! It was the most amazing experience I've ever had and one of the most personally affecting. Additionally, I recently changed the name and direction of the channel, so if you want to hear all about that, check out episode 92. It's titled "intro" and delves into what we experienced over those 90ish episodes and what to expect moving forward. I hope you come along for the ride with us!

Hey Cathy! First of all, thank you so, so much! Secondly, I don't recognize your face or your name, so I think you may have stumbled in from the cold. In that case, I have prepared this template for you, as you may have no idea what is going on. But! In case you have been with us for awhile, and know what's happening, you can disregard the template below: Key Cathy! Just so you're aware, the journey is not over yet! This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. It just wasn't quite what we expected. Brittany goes home to die in this video, but doesn't die yet. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

@@Beyond_Cancer hello Darrin I appreciate your explanation of this journey because I have only recently seen your videos in my recommended list so I went ahead and been watching not knowing the whole process but learning …. I am familiar with the cancer journey because of several members of my husband’s family mainly sisters passed away from cancer one sister especially we were by her side throughout the whole journey it’s a very difficult thing to watch someone you live go through it and a few things happened during my sister in laws that remain unexplained I will continue to watch the video you post ….. again hugs and prayers to you and your family from Vancouver 🇨🇦

Thank you, Cathy! Hang in there. I'm praying for you and yours - right now!

@@Beyond_Cancer aww thank you that journey was in 2012

I'm so sorry, Livinglife. I'm praying for you and your family right now!! Additionally, I'll give you the "template" - I post this to all newcomers. If you've seen this before, or if you've been here awhile, and I just don't recognize you, please ignore this: This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. (Episode 80 and forward) It just wasn't quite what we expected. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

I'm so sorry Gigi! And thank you! I tried my absolute hardest! As for the videos, well... there's a few left. The doctors may have sent Brittany home to pass, but God said, "Nope!" She has a 180 degree deathbed turnaround, wakes up and lives for three more months. I stumbled a bit, but then I started capturing it as it was happening in real time. We talk a lot about the "healing" that we receive... about how it wasn't quite what we expected - She does pass, unfortunately. But in doing so, there is SO much healing that takes place. I'll let the next few videos tell that story, though! I hope you'll continue watching!

Thank you, Lori! And I agree... 100%.

Hey Kathleen! First of all, thank you so, so much! Secondly, I don't recognize your face or your name, so I think you may have stumbled in from the cold. In that case, I have prepared this template for you, as you may have no idea what is going on. But! In case you have been with us for awhile, and already know what's happening, you can disregard the template below: Key Kathleen! Just so you're aware, the journey is not over yet! This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. It just wasn't quite what we expected. Brittany goes home to die in this video, but doesn't die yet. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

Thank you, Crystal! Just so you're aware, the journey is not over yet! This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. It just wasn't quite what we expected. Brittany goes home to die in this video, but doesn't die yet. You've messaged riiiiight at the point in the videos where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

Thank you, Sherri! Not sure if you've been with us for awhile or not, so lemme give you the "template" - I post this to all newcomers. If you've seen this before, or if you've been here awhile, and I just don't recognize you, please ignore this: This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year (2023) from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/and 15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. (Episode 80 and forward) It just wasn't quite what we expected. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

Thank you, Denise! I'm making it day by day.

💕

Yeah, Lynne. It was. Bigtime. Luckily, the next few days were and month ahead were super pain free! So, she got to experience a lot of love and joy when she came back!

Thank you, Karen. I'll see her again! I'm sure of it! Not sure if you've been with us for awhile or not, so lemme give you the "template" - I post this to all newcomers. If you've seen this before, or if you've been here awhile, and I just don't recognize you, please ignore this: This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year (2023) from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. (Episode 80 and forward) It just wasn't quite what we expected. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

Thank you, Nancy! Not sure if you've been with us for awhile or not, so lemme give you the "template" - I post this to all newcomers. If you've seen this before, or if you've been here awhile, and I just don't recognize you, please ignore this: This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year (2023) from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. (Episode 80 and forward) It just wasn't quite what we expected. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

Hey Winnie! This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. It just wasn't quite what we expected. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! In the next video, she wakes back up fully! I hope you continue watching! To alleviate your concerns, Brittany was sent home to die, started Rallying and then... woke back up. This video (and episodes 81, 82 and 83) document the shift when her organs came back online and she... well... came back. She lived for 90 days past this video. And we have it all on camera. I hope you continue watching! The story is crazy and wild and beautiful.

@@Beyond_Cancer Ok, I JUST found your channel. I hope she passed as pain free, easily as possible.

No worries! I respond to every comment (It was her plan. lol) and make sure I catch the newcomers! She wanted to make sure the story was spread as far as as wide as it could be, and I'm just doing my part to help people along. Thanks for stopping by! :) And, the end of the journey was not as easy as this part was, unfortunately. But, I made her comfortable as I could. You have my word.

@@Beyond_Cancer I tell ya, oncologists, hospice drs/ nurses can really gauge what the body goes through when it's dying with pinpoint accuracy in end stage cancers. What is next in the line of events. Of course not everyone goes through the exact same things but they just about have it down to a science.

You're absolutely right! Our hospice docs were so ON POINT it was scary. I wish I had the fortitude to do what they do. They are truly given strength from God to accomplish monumental tasks on a day to day basis. It was just kinda funny when she was rallying for like over a week and our hospice nurse just smiled and shrugged. lol.

Hey Hopeful! I will take all the hugs and prayers I can get. I won't lie, these last few weeks have been really tough, preparing and editing these videos together. But, I think the last 8 months I've spent doing it, have given me time to grieve and process and heal. Probably just enough to where I can get through these last few. And... well... If I can't, I know God will just drag me through kicking and screaming the whole way. Because that's what He has to do to us sometimes. Regardless, thank you so much! The support means a LOT to me.

@@Beyond_Cancer - You got it 🛐❤️

Hey JoAnn! Thank you so so much. That means a lot to me right now! Additionally, I'll give you the "template" - I post this to all newcomers. If you've seen this before, or if you've been here awhile, and I just don't recognize you, please ignore this: This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. (Episode 80 and forward) It just wasn't quite what we expected. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

Thank you, Wendi! First of all, thank you so, so much! Secondly, I don't recognize your face or your name, so I think you may have stumbled in from the cold. In that case, I have prepared this template for you, as you may have no idea what is going on. But! In case you have been with us for awhile, and already know what's happening, you can disregard the template below: hey Wendi! Just so you're aware, the journey is not over yet! This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. It just wasn't quite what we expected. Brittany goes home to die in this video, but doesn't die yet. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

@@Beyond_Cancer thank you. yes Ive been following for a long time, when she was still with you. I don't comment on stuff because I cannot even imagine what to say. I am a two time cancer survivor and Im so happy that you have your faith to lean on. Thats so so necessary. Hugs.

Wendi, you're always welcome to comment anything! I'll always try and respond!

Thank you so much!

Thank you, Debbie. First of all, thank you so, so much! Secondly, I don't recognize your face or your name, so I think you may have stumbled in from the cold. In that case, I have prepared this template for you, as you may have no idea what is going on. But! In case you have been with us for awhile, and already know what's happening, you can disregard the template below: Hey Debbie! Just so you're aware, the journey is not over yet! This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. It just wasn't quite what we expected. Brittany goes home to die in this video, but doesn't die yet. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

Hey There! This is Darrin, Brittany's husband. She passed away this January, 2023. These videos are all the vids we made together, but never got a chance to post while she was alive. You'll notice every video has a date attached to it. That is the date the video was taken. Our journey was a long one, but a special one. Right around episode 80, my wife came home from the hospital to die - with organ failure. The next day, she woke up, fully recovered - baffling doctors, completely a miracle - and was able to make amends with her estranged family, and lived for an additional 3 months. After about 4 days of rallying, she began having bowel movements. From there, she was completely awake, aware, in her right mind, and continued trying to fight for her life. During this time she was able to close the gap, forgive and be forgiven by her estranged family. We continued to film, all the way until the cancer finally caught up with her and she went home to meet Jesus. So, there's a ton of episodes, BUT, if you want to see a miracle happen in real time, check out 79 through 82 or 83! It was the most amazing experience I've ever had and one of the most personally affecting. Additionally, I recently changed the name and direction of the channel, so if you want to hear all about that, check out episode 92. It's titled "intro" and delves into what we experienced over those 90ish episodes and what to expect moving forward. I hope you come along for the ride with us!

I have, Robert. I have. Episode 80 is the start of a miracle. I hope you watched through to at least 83. 🙂

Thank you, Rhonda. It was a hard video to do... But, this isn't the end. Hang in there - things get crazy in the next episode (which drops tomorrow). Thank you for sticking with us through all of this.

Thank you, Keith! Hang in there, the story is about to get interesting!

Amen, Cheryl! Not sure if you've been with us for awhile or not, so lemme give you the "template" - I post this to all newcomers. If you've seen this before, or if you've been here awhile, and I just don't recognize you, please ignore this: This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year (2023) from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. (Episode 80 and forward) It just wasn't quite what we expected. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

@@Beyond_Cancer I will continue to watch and pray that others will be helped, inspired and truly see what an awesome God we serve. Thank you for giving me a heads up. I will go back and watch the others and leave comments. This was the first one that I spotted. This week I won't be on much we had two deaths in the family and the days are busy. Thank you again. God Bless you Darrin.

I'm so sorry Cheryl! Praying for peace and comfort right now!

@@Beyond_Cancer Thank you for your prayers. ❤️🙏

Hey Kimberly! Essentially, that's where we were at. Doctors stopped treating us after this event. My wife comes back miraculously from organ failure and the hospitals respond with "we don't know what to do with you." So, we finished out the rest of her battle the only way we could. I run an episode a bit later titled 'What fighting Looks like" where we discussed that.

@@Beyond_Cancer very very sorry for BOTH of you you are fighting such hard battles sometimes almost impossible ones

Hi Shirley! Lemme give you the "template" - I post this to all newcomers. If you've seen this before, or if you've been here awhile, and I just don't recognize you, please ignore this: This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. (Episode 80 and forward) It just wasn't quite what we expected. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

Ryan, it was 90. Almost exactly 90 days before she would pass away. She woke up, became fully cognizant, and by the grace of God, her organ failure reversed itself. I capture it all through episodes 80-82ish. That being said, lemme hit you with the "template" - You seem new around these parts, so lemme give you the "template" - I try and post this to all newcomers. If you've seen this before, or if you've been here awhile, and I just don't recognize you, please ignore this: This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January 16th of this year (2023) from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. (Episode 80 and forward) It just wasn't quite what we expected. I hope you continue watching! There's some awesome stuff in those past episodes, and I hope to show my story going forward.

Yeaaah, I feel this.

Hey Fuzzball! I don't recognize you, so you're probably a newcomer. If not please ignore this: This is Darrin, Brittany's husband. She passed away this January, 2023. These videos are all the vids we made together, but never got a chance to post while she was alive. You'll notice every video has a date attached to it. That is the date the video was taken. Our journey was a long one, but a special one. Right around episode 80, my wife came home from the hospital to die - with organ failure. The next day, she woke up, fully recovered - baffling doctors, completely a miracle - and was able to make amends with her estranged family, and lived for an additional 3 months. After about 4 days of rallying, she began having bowel movements. From there, she was completely awake, aware, in her right mind, and continued trying to fight for her life. During this time she was able to close the gap, forgive and be forgiven by her estranged family. We continued to film, all the way until the cancer finally caught up with her and she went home to meet Jesus. So, there's a ton of episodes, BUT, if you want to see a miracle happen in real time, check out 79 through 82 or 83! It was the most amazing experience I've ever had and one of the most personally affecting. Additionally, I recently changed the name and direction of the channel, so if you want to hear all about that, check out episode 92. It's titled "intro" and delves into what we experienced over those 90ish episodes and what to expect moving forward. I hope you come along for the ride with us! But to answer your question, I live in Mississippi.

@@Beyond_Cancer you’re right Darrin. This is my first video I’ve seen of you and your wife. My name is Amber. I’m sorry for your loss. Just know she’s in a better place. I honestly believe that. I have the facts on that. If you’d like to hear my facts I’d gladly share it with you. I’m not religious in anyway. Just wasn’t brought up that way. My story isn’t religious or maybe it is. I honestly know. But I truly believed the signs. We’re real. I’d love to talk with you sometime. I certainly will go back and watch your videos. I hope you’re doing okay. Like I said, this. Was my first video of yours. So I hope I didn’t bring up any bad feelings or say anything wrong. I’m in New York. Long Island to be exact. If you’re ever out t his way, I’d love to meet up for coffee or lunch. Take care Darrin.

Thank you so much, Amber! You said nothing wrong, and if I'm ever up your way, I'll be around! 🙂

@@Beyond_Cancerthank you. Hope you’re doing okay.

Hey Wendy! This was our first time getting on it. I was able to handle and help with everything right up to the end, and now that we were here... Well, I had to get a crash course. That night, we got home at about 4AM. and hospice was there at 4:30 AM to make sure that we were going to get everything we needed. I was so shocked. They did everything and were so GOOD. I will never stop singing Hospice's praises. Those guys are amazing!

​@@Beyond_Canceryes, hospice is absolutely amazing

You said it, Susan.

Hey Korey! Thanks for commenting! Lemme fire off the template, and I'll address you personally down at the bottom - Not sure if you've been with us for awhile or not, so lemme give you the "template" - I post this to all newcomers. If you've seen this before, or if you've been here awhile, and I just don't recognize you, please ignore this: This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year (2023) from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. (Episode 80 and forward) It just wasn't quite what we expected. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching! Okay... Korey, now that that's out the way, lemme address you personally. On a surface level, I actually agree with you. The horrors of this world and the things that are out there - quite frankly - are much worse than cancer and starvation. They're enough to make anyone doubt the existence of a Creator of a Grand Design. Especially when it's happening right there in front of you, day-in-day-out, so on and so forth. But... in my wife's illness, we saw so many times that weird little momentary miracles happened that just... they spoke to a greater design. A greater story. I've never believed in coincidence, even when I was looking for faiths or religions or even dabbling in agnosticism outside of Christianity. But watching the way these things played out for my wife and I, and watching through the lens of all my years of searching for some meaning in the madness... it would be harder for me (or others) to NOT see God in the things we experienced. Things kept happening that straight up defied logic. Heck, even the doctors could only shrug when she turned around from organ failure. Yes, I identified as Christian before walking through this harrowing story with my wife. But, I can say that the journey has drawn me closer to Him. "But didn't He allow this to happen?" Such questions drive people to the bible every year. Contrary to a lot of popularism, the bible doesn't say that christians are exempt from disaster if they have enough faith. But it does say that our God, Jesus, walked this earth as a man. A perfect man. Experienced the fullness of joy and devastation as a man, and died for our lack of perfection. We have a God who doesn't always spare us the horrors of a fallen world. But we know for a fact that we have a God who walks with us, side by side, as we experience devastation. Who wraps His arms around us, as we morn and hurt. And who can relate to all of it, because He experienced it as a human would. Regardless, I meant what I said. I do hope you stick around for the conclusion of this story. Just a few more videos to post now. I also hope you poke around and watch some of the older episodes. I know there's a lot, so I wouldn't ask anyone to watch them all! In truth, 80 onward has a lot of the good stuff! You can watch my wife literally come back to life from organ failure (believe me, it's as weird to say it aloud, as it is to write it, as it is to imagine someone else reading it)

Thank you, a Little Bit! I really appreciate the suggestion! I will be honest, I haven't been able to watch too much of things like that right now - as I've been consumed by this, lately. Which brings me to the point: I don't recognize your face or your name, so I think you may have stumbled in from the cold. In that case, I have prepared this template for you, as you may have no idea what is going on. But! In case you have been with us for awhile, and already know what's happening, you can disregard the template below: Hey A Little Bit! Just so you're aware, the journey is not over yet! This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. It just wasn't quite what we expected. Brittany goes home to die in this video, but doesn't die yet. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

@@Beyond_Cancer ive watched you for a while now , i just never know what to say , you had a beautiful kinda love , thats for sure , i will continue to watch this journey

Hey Elizabeth! I appreciate your respect, I really do! Thank you for it. Everyone is so hard set against each other nowadays so much that it's difficult for people of differing faiths or ideas talk to each other. I've often said in the comments of this channel, that I'm okay with anyone from any background watching this story, because, Brittany wanted as many people as possible watching the story. She wanted them to see what this was like, and what and why Christians believed the way we do. And, it turns out the "story" we got to walk through had some pretty impressive miracles that I've heard from a few doctors say shouldn't be possible. We consider that God's blessings and miracles on full display in this tale. The real miracle was not her organs coming back online and the 180 deathbed turnaround, but the fact that her fractured family is now closer together than they ever could have believed. I have a father-in-law now. It's already more than I could have believed! I appreciate you watching and seeing, and I hope you continue to do so. The journey was strange and weird and full of pain, but also full of love and healing. And that's something that any one of any faith (or none whatsoever) can share in!

@@Beyond_Cancer Beautiful Thank you

Hey Lori, good question! It's because it's not that simple. You can't survive with a low sugar level. You go into a coma and die. Her sugar was so low at this point that she was slipping into what diabetics call a sugar crash - which can be fatal. Additionally, it's even more complex than just that. Every single thing we eat, is broken down by our bodies into 1 thing - carbs. And when it's there... it becomes sugar. And that sugar is what our bodies use as fuel. The misnomer that "sugar feeds cancer" is a lot more complex than "just stop eating sugar to cure cancer." You can't. Every single thing you eat becomes sugar. Every single thing you eat feeds cancer. Now, there has been research that processed sugar gets absorbed more quickly by tumors that are feeding on our bodies and grow slightly more quickly when the body is not having to break down food into sugar, BUT, the more you look into it, it's not often cancer that kills people - it's malnutrition caused by pain/weakness, then eventually sugar crash into death. It's being unable to eat from cancer that causes more death than the tumors growing and pressing on and obstructing bloodflow. The body can always create more veins to get around restricted bloodflow. But, if there's no sugar to feed it in that bloodflow, it will die. So, the immediate need was to give my wife sugar to get her levels up to hopefully get her away from death. Additionally, I'll give you the "template" - I post this to all newcomers. If you've seen this before, or if you've been here awhile, and I just don't recognize you, please ignore this: This is Darrin, (Brittany's husband) She passed this January this year from Kidney Cancer. We filmed a lot of videos and Brittany wanted to upload them, and she was able to do so for awhile. But as she got sicker, she wasn't able to post them anymore. By the time she passed away, we were a year and some change behind in videos. So now, it's on me. I'm posting everything we filmed. And there's a lot! And I've got more to go, too! You'll notice on every video I list the date, including the year that the film was taken to help avoid confusion! The one you watched was from 10/15/2022. The story is wild. God shows up in big ways (sneak back to episode 22.5 if you want to hear why I think you should keep watching despite the fact that she's gone) and God shocks EVERYONE in our lives. Brittany wanted to touch lives, and she felt called to do these videos, and would often say if she could touch just 1 life, then it would have all been worth it. I hope you continue watching along with us for the journey! We do, get a miracle... a HUGE one. (Episode 80 and forward) It just wasn't quite what we expected. You've messaged me riiiiight at the point in the story where we see God move in some amazing ways! I hope you continue watching!

Hey Butterfly! Just so you're aware, Brittany didn't die. Not after this episode, anyway. We go to the hospital and they send her home to die because she was in organ failure. Then... God gave her a miracle - her organs just... came back online and fully came back into her right mind. After she relearned how to read, she made amends with her estranged family, forgiving and being forgiven. She lived for another 3 months, until the cancer finally caught back up with her, as MD Anderson didn't quite know what to do with us telling them "No, we're not hysterical, we know the difference between rallying and... whatever this is." And... I caught this miracle on camera. Episodes 80-83 and beyond, you can watch her completely recover from organ failure.

Thank you, Amanda! Keep hanging with us, the story only gets crazier from here!

@@Beyond_Cancer and thank you for sharing such an intimate time ♥️✨