feeling low *cancer* 

I can see the weariness in your face. All of the hospital visits, medicines, meetings, disruption in your life are taking their toll. We love you, Matt and of course Mummy and the rest of your family. This cancer journey is hard but you can beat it. There are a lot of people you have never met who are praying for you. May the Lord hear our prayers and give you the healing that you need. YOU GOT THIS.

Dearest Tiffany. I saw photos of you, healthy with makeup. Then I realized that your inner charm and beauty are beyond any photo. You glow, even when you are tired, in hospital. You are one of a kind! All the best to you and your supporting family. You got this!❤ Jessica from Sweden

There is such an amazing love between you and Matt. The way he strokes your hair and face shows how much he loves you. The way he cooks for you and Amma shows his love. I am so happy that you have all your loved ones around you for support. Much love to you all. We got this!💙💙💙💙🙏🏻🙏🏻

Tiffany, while you are going through treatments it seems like it will take forever but, it will all be over before you know it. I had 8 rounds of chemo, 2 surgeries (in 24 hours), 25 rounds of radiation and 6 months on the chemo pill. I was first diagnosed with breast cancer on March 12, 2020 and had 15 months of treatment. I finished treatment in June of 2021. Looking back it did go by so fast and I can't believe it's been 2 years since I was diagnosed. I am walking outside for exercise and trying to find employment so that I can get back to my old life. I had to go on medication for depression and I have joined an after cancer support group because I went through a dark period. God is good and I believe he doesn't give you more than you can handle. Take it day-by-day and pay attention to your mental health during this journey and seek help if you need it. My super power is that I went through the above and came out the other end. I had an interview 3 weeks ago and the women said "what have you been doing for the past year" (I have a year gap on my resume) and I wanted to say "surviving cancer, what have you done?" but I didn't. LOL! Treat yourself good because you are going through alot and allow yourself grace when needed.

My sister is 20 years post Cancer treatment. My husband is 3 years, and my brother in law 2 years. They are all doing well, but went through the tiredness and `bad days` the same as you. 💙💙💙

Blessings and love to you. The biscotti looks delicious. I am a retired oncology nurse and it’s very normal to feel exhausted .truthfully I am amazed by you and you are so blessed to have Matt and Amma and such a supportive family. 🙏🙏🙏🥰💕

You're going through the most challenging journey of your life and you're still able to bring so much joy. You're incredible 💙💙. (Side note: I got my MRI results. The scans showed no brain tumor or bleeding. That's good news. They found an 8mm big "something" but they think it shouldn't be the cause of my symptoms. So we're just trying something and see if it helps)

Listen now, about your hair. It is just hair, it will come back and be thick again. Over my 4 years of chemo I lost y hair 3 times. You are beautiful no matter what. It is, too, okay to not be okay and have down days. We got this!

I had to get a MRI today on my head for really bad headaches and I was a little worried but I wore one of your "we got this" shirts and thought of you thru out the appt and I was able to stay calm because of you... thank you

Tiffany don't fret about losing your hair, my sister lost her hair after chemo and it grew back thicker, rest when you can, your body needs it, praying for you and the people of Ukraine also Thank you for sharing your cancer journey prayers, and good vibes being sent your way, we got this.

I LOVE when you guys play how much would you pay for this! So stinking cute. Always makes me smile. Love to you all. 😘

Tiffany, you are the sweetest, keep on hanging on. WE GOT THIS!! Praying for you all daily.🙏🙏

Such a beautiful couple. The way Matt cares for you is so pure and he has a heart of gold. Sending you so much love Tiff! Every day you are getting stronger💪🏼 We got this 💙

Oh I hate to see you down. Of course you are tired, look at what you are going through! I am always amazed how upbeat and lovely you are. Take time for yourself, pamper yourself . Love and Prayers from Texas!

At 14:30 Alma stole my 💙. She was so concerned with what you were saying about how you were feeling. The loving concerned look she kept giving was truly amazing. You’re loved my dear - by Matt too. Playing with your hair and everything. Everyone needs an Alma and Matt.

You are just the most sweet, beautiful person! I can’t wait for you to scream from the front of the hospital that you are cancer free! What a great day that will be! ❤️#WeGotThis

Tiffany you are handling your illness and treatments with such strength, determination and grace. You are an inspiration.

Stay strong! I finished my 25 radiation and chemotherapy treatments Jan. 28th. It worked well. The rectal tumor is basically gone and 15 of the 16 lymph nodes were clear. The 1 remaining lymph node shrank to 1/2 It's previous size. I couldn't do IV chemo so I am really pleased at the results I got from just radiation and oral chemo. I'm having my surgery in the morning. I'm really nervous but I'll get thru it. I will have an illestomy for 3 months and then a surgery to reverse that. 4 or 5 months of oral chemotherapy after that. Still a long way to go. You can do this !! Just lean on your support system!!! We're here for you!

It’s okay to vent if you need to! You are going through a rough time, but you will beat it. We got this 💙

Sending love, hugs and prayers. You are such a beautiful person.❤️

Your such a sweet amazing family, YOU GOT THIS.

You are a trooper. I admire your ability to face this adversity so well.

Your mum is just lovely you are so lucky to have her and Matt looking out for you keep well tiffany

You are so wonderful and positive. I can't even imagine what you are going through but you should be so proud of yourself - you got this ❤

I think of you and your journey every day and you and your family are in my prayers. You are so strong and so brave…you are truly an inspiration for so many…God Bless and you’ve got this🥰🙏

Sending you love and prayers for your speedy recovery. 🙏♥️♥️♥️♥️

I honestly cannot wait for your “I’m cancer free” Boomerang, it’s gonna be the best day ever 💖 Matt is so sweet for making those sandwiches, Im so thankful that you have a loving person like him by your side through all of this💖 tell him I say thank you for being such an amazing guy! What an absolute sweetheart🥰 Love you, Tiff

You are doing so well Tiffany, rest when you need to. Matt and Amma are so supportive. We got this 💙

Sending you loving kindness energy, may you be healthy, happy and peaceful 💜

I loved hearing Amma's laugh at the end of the video. Strength and prayers for you during this exhausting journey.

I am so happy to have come upon your channel. You have such a beautiful soul and it shines through your eyes and smile. No matter what you have going on you are so positive! You make me want to be a better human.

You’re the sweetest person I’ve ever seen, it’s okay to be sad and emotional. You’re going through a hard situation but I love how you so easily snap out of it and try to be in the moment staying positive. I admire you for your strength and I aspire to be like you! You got this, we got this! As always, love seeing your videos. Thanks for sharing and keeping us up to date! We support you! You got this, we got this! 💕

I found your vlog and have been following you since! You are so precious. Fingers always crossed for each visit you take us on! Much love and prayers to you sweet girl!

You are such inspiration Tiffany and thank you for sharing your journey with us. You give me hope and strength to face anything in life❤️❤️❤️❤️

You are the most adorable person I've ever seen..thank you for updating us even though you are going through so much. Prayers from Canada and hugs.

I wish you a fast recovery Tiffany 💕

I am sorry you have struggles. I wish you could breeze through. I had some skin issues, used creams, meds and got through it. Looking back it wasn't good but not horrible.. You are so kind and beautiful and Matt and family precious. Peace prayers and love to all.

Hi Tiffany, I just wanted to say that you are amazing, your positive attitude is inspiring… I’m sorry you’re going through all of this but you will come out the other side stronger and look back and this will just be a memory… I’m so glad you have such loving support in Matt and Amma. I’m looking forward to your cancer free celebration… you’re so brave & strong and we got this Tiff 💪💕😘 xxxx

I love you and your family. I pray each day for your healing. You are such a beautiful lady inside and out.

Stay strong,stay positive. I know you will beat this. We got this!!

I always feel your beautiful spirit even if the cancer treatments are so draining. I do believe and pray you got this, and you are healing. I sense warmth and beauty in your beautiful smile and laughter!! You radiate this through this journey, snd you got this!!!!

Sending hugs and prayers you got this I think of you everyday and cannot wait until you do the boomerang cancer free!!!!

I love how your mum was linking yoir arm in your walk into the hospital, my mum does this as well , love to you all xxx we've got this x

Prayers going up You Got This same saying my daughter use to say when she had cancer God got you he will show you the way

Love your and Matt’s relationship. You’ll are amazing together. He is so sweet and takes such good care of you.

Loved seeing Amma laughing and smiling 😊 Hope you're getting some rest and feeling better today xx

When you showed Matt cutting the biscotti, I was over here saying, “I would pay 2 pound 50”. 🤣🤣 Sending much love and prayer. WE GOT THIS! 💙

You are so delightful and so are Matt and your mom.❤

your mama has the sweetest , kindest face Tiff . My heart and prayers are with you, your man and all of your family, much love from Quebec xx p.s I have a dear cousin who is dealing with cancer but hers will end her life so making up for lost time and making sure she knows how much I love her.

I'm so happy your live scan came out good. I can't imagine what you must be going through back and forth to the hospital. God will get you through. Love and Hugz.

I'm praying for you dearest Tiffany, you have a great support network around you and many words of encouragement from us. You've got this, we've got this together.

Tiffany, Give yourself permission to have rough days. Everybody has rough days even without what you are going through. Just to let you know that I and my husband both have had cancer and 5 years later we have beat it! You will too! Your attitude amazes me and its what will help you beat this. I just love your mom and I can see the love she has for her family. There is nothing like a mothers love and you are lucky to have a mom that's a special one. Matt is pretty special guy as well. Hang in there and this will be over before you know it! I'm praying for you. You got this!

Your beautiful spirit and very loving ways are so inspirational and your greatest assets; along with all the love from your family and loved ones that surround you. And clearly your partner has your back through this roller coaster ride of cancer diagnosis and treatment. We are so blessed to having the opportunity to get to know you Tiffany and be with you as you journey towards wellness. You Got This!

You are going through it my dear sweet girl, but as always you get through it with such grace. Many people have said this already and they will in the future, but what you are doing- documenting your journey with your Matt and your beautiful family - is helping so many people who are struggling in many different ways, it's incredible and I'm just so happy to watch your videos and give advice (if I can) and be apart of this little community you've built up. Love, hugs, kisses and prayers from Yvonne,Martin, Lucy the lab and a new addition to the family - scruffs (a stray cat we took in) WE GOT THIS 💙💙💙

You are going through such a tough journey, I’m amazed how positive you usually are. But I think because you are positive is what helps you. You are going to be tired , your body is going through a lot. You are bound to have up and downs but Tiffany please know we are all with you, supporting you and praying for you. We got this. Xx

Love and prayers for you all Tiffany! Thinking of you from Derry, Ireland ❤️

You never complain and you’re such a loving beautiful with a heart of platinum. God bless you through this journey and taking us with you. Love and much healing to you and your beautiful family.

Sending the biggest hugs ..you are amazing and helping so many people along the way.. xx

Tiffany you're so full of sunshine even though you're not going through your most favourite part of your life. You're very inspirational. Your family are lovely too. Wishing you all that is good for you every day in every way. xx

You are doing amazing Tiffany. Everything that you are going through,you will have your up and down days. Matt made those Biscotti beautiful. They are definitely a favourite 😻

Every single moment with you Tiffany, Matt and Amma is catching my heart ❤ 💙 I love you sweetest Girl in the world !

You're going through so much yet manage to walk this tough path with such grace, Tiffany! I admire you and your strength, oppeness, and honesty while sharing your journey. I started watching your videos while I was in the hospital two weeks ago. I'm recovering from a major surgery and although I'm not facing what you are your videos gave me so much motivation and faith! It's okay to take time to have emotional moments, pick yourself up and keep going as you do. You're doing so soo amazing and I can't say enough how much I admire you. May God continue to watch over and bless you, Matt and Amma! I can't wait for the boomerang (:

Thank you tiffany, mum and Matt for another honest, inspiring video. Sleep is important for a myriad of reasons. x

You are such a cancer warrior!!!!! My sister did well with her colon surgery and is hopefully 🙏 coming home tomorrow…We Got This💙💙💙💙💙💙

Tiffany just wanted to say I’m thinking of you and praying 🙏🏻 for your recovery. Sending warmest wishes and hugs 🤗 as always xx

Tiffany I had so many thoughts while watching this video. I prayed throughout the video that God would heal you. I thought about future videos in years to come when you’ll be sharing your beautiful, healthy life. I know this is such a difficult time. Cherish the precious moments this situation has created between you and Amma and Matt. Your love is palpable! We’ve got this! 💙

Dear Tiffany, I live in Tennessee USA. You give me strength to carry on because you are strong. I pray for your full recovery. Thank you for telling your story.💕💕💕

Tiffany you have a loving and wonderful family. I hope people can realize the marathon that cancer is. It's tough and even when you're tired or crying or discouraged, I am optimistic for you because you never give up and you never get defeated but for a brief period of time - and that's called being human. I wish I had your bravery. We love you Tiffany!

You’re such a darling girl. I pray for your cure. I’m so glad you have Mat and your mother. It’s also love you have a large extended family and friends nearby. God bless you

Girl..... you need to be told how AMAZING you are doing! 😘 When I had my radiotherapy, I had 20 cycles. I was very lucky to not get any rashes. I just got a bit of itchiness and hair loss to the pelvic area. Which don't get me wrong.... was great! I didn't have to tame my lady garden for well over 7 months! 🥳👌🏻🤣 All jokes aside..... the fatigue is part of the treatment and unfortunately will be around for a long time afterwards whilst your body trys to heal itself from all the toxins it's had to endure! There were days I'd beg my mum to please let me stay in bed and sleep. Most of my days, towards the end of treatment, I'd spend like 20hrs sleeping 😴 and I would still feel like I'd not slept enough! Just getting up, getting dressed can be so physically and emotionally draining on your body. Your positivity shines ✨️ ✨️ ✨️ and you are a beacon of hope and positivity to a lot of other cancer warriors 💪🏻Just remember.... 1 foot infront of the other, breathe, and you will not fall from your path! Xx P.s. do you have a Macmillan nurse? If not, ask to see if you can get 1. They provide you with sooooo much info and are there when you need that someone to talk to that can just "get" you (if you know what I mean). Also, you should not have to pay for your prescriptions! Once you have been given a cancer diagnosis.... you get prescriptions FREE for the rest of your life. You need to fill in the appropriate paperwork, which my Macmillan nurse did for me. I just signed it. Then you get an nhs prescription exemption certificate (a little white card) that you carry and sometimes will be asked to prove your claim.... you show them that.... bam! Free prescription 🥳 xx

Your light shines so bright....this is the energy that will get you thru this ...star light star bright...God Bless.

I love Matt as he treats you so lovingly. In fact I love Amma so much too. Keep being positive and strong Tiffany but it’s okay to cry sometimes too. Love you all. 💙💙💙

You are such a trooper….a warrior….it is fine to say you are tired. You are sharing your journey with us and not everyone going through this would be willing to spend the time it takes to share. We love you and are praying that the Lord gives you strength and by His stripes you will be healed. 🙏💙🙏💙🙏💙

Stay strong Tiffany you got this

Praying for you constantly 💗🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

Sweet love, you don't always have to be strong. We love you and care about how YOU are doing. Whether it's a rough, tired, dreary day or it's a great day full of smiles and energy. Family (including RU-vid family) accepts you on your good and bad days. You're amazing and I admire your strength and grace. Waiting for a POSSIBLE cancer diagnosis next month. Hopefully it isn't but if it is, I'd gladly take even half of the positivity you give off. So much love from across the pond in Texas ❤

Tiffany it will be done soon. It is quite ok to feel anxious. It is a lot. We will get through this. Amma and Matt love them too! What you are going through is not easy, but being a trooper. Keep up the fight and I pray God to send His angels to comfort you ❤️

Prayers for you to find relief. I know you hate being tired but unfortunately that's part of the treatment. It will get better. One day at a time . Tick tick tick 💙💙💙much love sent

Lovely girl. You are so compassionate and caring of others. I know you will beat this disease 🙏🙏🙏

Good to see you . Always thinking of you x sending love 💙💙💙 we got this xxx

Your positivity and smile makes this dark world so much lighter.

I think you’re doing marvellous. You’re right about not thinking about what you’d be doing now. Think about what you’ll be doing when you are cancer free. It’s not that far away now. Forward positive thinking. You have support all around you as well as us out here in RU-vid land. We’ve got this! Cheers from Canader eh!

Hi Sweet Darling Tiffany. MY heart goes out to You. You are just too kind & compassionate. I admire Your optimism & I know You got this . Thanks to Your Mom & Matt beings hands on ,I Pray The Strength & Grace over All 3 of You. Sending You Lotzzz of Love, Blessings & Prayer frm South Africa ❤🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🇿🇦

Tiffany you are such an inspiration and the sweetest love! Your Matt is amazing. Please hug your sweet Mom from me and #WE GOT THIS

keep Ur Spirits Up Tiff,We All Are Here 4 U🙏

You’re doing amazing Tiff. I had 28 external radiation and had some skin burn issues after, good thing they’ve given you something to avoid it. Just wanna send some love your way. 💕

Sending you lots of hugs and prayers you're so very loved by all keep well you're a breath of fresh air you really are

You are all amazing and keep each other going which is so important. It is so good that you're sharing your journey as it does make others going through the same thing not feel so alone. Enjoy the rest of your eve! It is lovely to see you cooking+ baking in the kitchen- I can feel the anticipation! x😋😊👍

You’re such a beautiful soul. A true ray of sunshine. #WeGotThis

It's ok to be tired and wish you were doing something else. We'll get through this!!! We got this! 💙💙💙

I'm so glad you got Matt and your mum with you. Not only are there for you they are constantly in your corner to keep your spirit up. Remember that's it's okay to take stock of the toll this is taking on you. You're just noting the changes so that when you are feeling a bit low it's not going to hit you like a tonne bricks because you suppressed your feelings. I think you are really strong and being level headed throughout this whole ordeal. I know that you're documenting this journey through these vlogs but have you thought about writing a journal? We Got This 👍

I worked in Medical Oncology in the US for several years. My patients were the sweetest people on the planet!. There are so many different supportive treatments that patients can have to ease many of the symptoms they may get whilst undergoing various therapies. Every patient is unique, and their journey is a marathon and not a sprint. Every day asks such a lot of patients, on every, single level. Some days are about going with what you feel you can cope with. Sending love and continuing strength your way.

Sending my blessings as always you will get true this 💙

You & Matt are a beautiful couple....your love ❤️ & devotion for each other shines through the screen.....add your beautiful AMA & you have he dream team ❤️❤️❤️

We got this 🙏💙🙏 sending love and light 💗

Your such an inspiration to all people💜

Hi Tiffany, great days ahead will be there after all the efforts. what i always admire about you is how much positive you are and the great support system that you have and the medical treatment facilities. if you have support in life, you can win any battle. regarding your hairs, it should be least of the concerns. many are losing hairs genetically or other health issues or no real reason at all, or some have very thin hairs since childhood, and sometimes it feels like going bald almost. so every thing physical will go, come back, will be gone forever one day, so doesnt matter.

You keep going Tiffany!!! You are coping very well and you and your family are blessed to have each other. God bless you all and Happy ☘️ to Matt! 💙🙏💙

Just stay strong I know it’s hard keep fighting. Eat as much and hydrate

Such a tough time Tiffany You are allowed many low moments you are going through so...much Yes one day it will...all be over Sending HUGS💙